Chapter Forty-Eight: The Illusion of Truth
Jiang Siyuan looked at him coldly, his pale lips pursed into a straight line and he was silent, He Zhongxin didn't wait for him to answer, his expression began to be in a trance, as if immersed in his own thoughts, he whispered: "Wen Hui and I, our ancestral home is in Huigu Village!" β
For a while, the entire basement was quiet, only He Zhongxin's low narration voice, which was full of complicated feelings.
"It was not long after that event...... There is a nationwide craze for learning......"
"My ancestors are not very good in composition, my father was originally following the country, but because of the problem of composition, he was imprisoned in the cowshed by several people on charges of nothingness, he was an old man, who went to the sword mountain and went down to the sea of fire for the people, but in the end on a cold winter night, he died in the cowshed where the wind was blowing on all sides, not to mention the coffin, not even a shirt to cover the body, there was no ............ I'm still young, waiting for the government to rehabilitate my father, but what's the use? He couldn't see anymore, and I had nowhere to go......" Unconsciously, tears flowed.
"Wen Hui's father, Uncle Jiang used to be my father's comrade-in-arms, and his father's funeral affairs were secretly done behind his back, in that era, men and women got a little closer to each other, and if they said a word more, they would be talked about and beaten as hooliganism, so even if they were in love, they couldn't show it, not to mention my composition and her family, even if Uncle Jiang didn't dislike me, I couldn't let her be subjected to rumors because of me...... My mother divorced my father when he was arrested, and I followed him to the countryside to work. Only Uncle Jiang has been secretly helping our father and son, so even if Wen Hui did more things later, I never blamed her, nor did I think about taking revenge on her............"
Jiang Siyuan snorted coldly, but he didn't say anything, He Zhongxin said to himself: "I thought that for the rest of my life, I would have to live like this, repetitive labor, watching her get married and have children, as long as she lived happily and well." Maybe you can help her watch. Her husband, if he treats her badly, can secretly vent his anger for her...... But after all, Heaven favors me............ When my father died, it was seventy-five years, and the college entrance examination was resumed in the third year. So I'm ready to fight for a future. I don't want to let go...... And I never let go of studying. At that time, I was twenty-one and she was eighteen ......"
"If I get into college. At that time, it was still a package distribution, and if you had a good job, would you be able to find out who framed your father at that time? Is it worthy of her? She is also a love of learning, when the news of the resumption of the college entrance examination came out, I made up my mind to take the college entrance examination, the country is in ruins, this round of students who are admitted to the university will definitely be able to be reused, plus my father's identity before, I think, I have a future...... We review together and have fun together when we are tired...... We were admitted to the medical school of Qian'an University together......"
"The atmosphere of the university is very strong, I thought she would be happy, she would be happy, after all, she is a person who likes to study, but as time passes, she becomes more and more introverted, more and more silent, and the cheerful she used to be is gone......"
"I didn't know what was going on, and when I asked her, she didn't say anything, so I had to spend as much time as possible with her, hoping that she would be cheerful...... But she is becoming more and more sensitive, and always seems to be worried that I will abandon her, but how does she know...... To me at that time, she was the whole world, but she was always suspicious, and over time, even an iron man would inevitably feel tired......"
"So...... You empathize and abandon her............" Jiang Siyuan said coldly!
"No!! Not exactly! He Zhongxin said: "In the past few years of college, I have been very tired, I have to study, I have to take care of her, and I have to find time to earn living expenses...... I didn't blame her, and I don't blame her for liking these...... It's just really tired...... I have my ambitions, my ideals, I can earn a future and give her everything she wants, but her pursuit of beauty is getting more and more crazy, to the point where she doesn't go out without makeup, and she can't walk when she sees luxury......"
"I had to pressure myself to work two jobs, the school teacher at that time admired me, but my life was too stressful, so he introduced me to a job in the hospital internship, it was there, I met Yang Rui, she and Wen Hui are two different types of women, strong, self-reliant, of course, squeamish, provoked she will be angry, like a fried cat, very cute, I don't want to be tempted, but I can't control my heart, but I can control my behavior, I try not to pay attention to her every move, Because I know that my responsibility is Wenhui, and I don't want to betray her, because over the years, no matter how tired I am, I have become one with her...... If separated, I would feel unbearable! β
"Maybe I was born with love at first sight, Ah Rui fell in love with me, her bold pursuit, I was very distressed, because I didn't want to make Wen Hui sad, she was in her junior year at that time, since I couldn't leave Wen Hui and couldn't give Yang Rui happiness, I couldn't let her be obsessed anymore, so when she asked me to talk to the basement of the medical school, I agreed, and I rejected her there!"
"Joke! It's ridiculous! Jiang Siyuan said mockingly: "I said that I was like a seed of infatuation, since I refused, why was I with her again?" Where did He Yuanzhi come from? Why did you abandon her again? Ignore until you die? What kind of infatuated person is pretending to be now? Do you think I'll believe you if you make it up? So that the heart is soft and lets you go? Too naΓ―ve!! If you don't say this, I'm sorry for my mother, and even myself, I'm sorry!! β
"What I said is only the truth of the year, you can choose not to believe it!" He Zhongxin's expression was complicated, he glanced at him, then at He Yuanzhi and said: "I thought that if I rejected Ah Rui, I could live with Wen Hui with peace of mind, even if it was a little harder, but I felt that we had a future, because I had the ability to create the life she wanted, but ...... She seemed to know about the existence of Arry, became crazy, became hysterical, refused to give me a trace of trust at all, and did not listen to my explanations, and at that time, I was doing a medical theory research with my teacher, which, if successful, would be of great help to my future...... So, I moved out of the rental house and temporarily moved into the research room......" (to be continued......