"Am I doing something wrong? Should I tell you, brother? Su Wan sat on the horse and let the horse go forward, unless the horse was walking the wrong way, she would pay attention, these days, she thought a lot, thinking about the decision she made, why the more she thought about it, the more she felt that what she did was wrong, did she tell her brother, and her brother would not die?

She didn't even know how to face her mother, and she was the culprit for her brother's death.

People are always like this, when things happen, you will think that what you are doing is right, when you ponder it repeatedly, you will slowly find that everything you do is wrong, at this moment, Su Wan feels like this.

Every time Su Wan approached Dayuan Village, she felt a sense of happiness in her heart, but now as she got closer and closer to Dayuan Village, Su Wan felt uneasy and suddenly didn't dare to see her mother.

Looking down at the wine jar in his arms, his mood was particularly heavy.

I hope that time will pass slowly, and it is better never to go to Dayuan Village. God didn't hear Su Wan's prayer, and Dayuan Village still arrived.

"Sister Wan, you're back."

"Oh, yes! I am back. Su Wan's smile was extremely unnatural.

"Late sister, I heard that your brother went to the battlefield, your brother is really amazing, he is a big hero!"

Along the way, Su Wan was holding a wine jar, and the villagers were about to talk to her when they saw her, she was about to cry, but she couldn't lose her temper, and she couldn't make a face at the villagers, she could only pull an ugly smile at those villagers.

When Lin heard that his daughter was back, he hurriedly ran out, "Late sister." You're back, why are you still holding a jar of wine! We don't have a man in our family, so let's give it directly to your grandfather and your grandfather! ”

As she spoke, she walked over to take the jar.

Su Wan's tears almost fell, she held back the pain in her heart, and smiled at the people around her, "Mother, we'll talk about this later, let's go back first!" It's been such a long time. I'm really tired! ”

"It's fine. All right! Let's go home. Lin smiled and took Su Wan home.

Walking to the front yard, Lin put the wine jar on the table, "Tell me what this wine jar contains, such a light wine jar." If there is wine. There will also be liquid swaying in the jar when you hold it. Tell me what's in there. ”

Su Wan finally couldn't help it and cried, "Mother." Inside, inside is my brother's, my brother's remains. ”

"What?" Lin's whole expression froze, "Remains, regrets?" You said it was Brother Feng'er's remains? Late sister, what are you talking nonsense? ”

"Mother, brother, he's really dead."

"How so? How so? Lin's expression became pale, and his whole body trembled and touched the wine jar, "I don't believe it, I don't believe it, sister Wan'er, how can you curse your brother like this, you go back to the room for me, don't come out if you don't know what you've done wrong, let me go." ”

"Mother."

Forget it, my mother is not in a good mood, and my sister should also be quiet.

Lin Shi hugged the wine jar, in fact, she had already guessed in her heart that what Su Wan said was correct, the last time she saw Su Feng's back that day, she had a feeling that her son would never come back, although this son was becoming more and more disobedient, but after all, it was a piece of meat brought down by herself!

In the morning, Su Wan came over and saw her mother holding the altar alone, her eyes looked empty, as if she was a soulless puppet, looking at her mother's dress, her mother seemed to be dressed like this yesterday, and it seemed that her mother didn't sleep all night.

"Mother, are you alright?" Su Wan came over and asked with concern, her brother is gone, and her dearest relatives are left alone.

Hearing the voice, Lin turned his head, "If I'm not mistaken, remember that you have that space, the spiritual spring water is very magical, in that case, how can your brother still die?" Tell me if you deliberately didn't give it to your brother? ”

She thought about it carefully, except for the last incident between the two children, Brother Feng and Sister Feng had no conflict at all, Brother Feng was very fond of his only sister, so he would not hold a grudge and deliberately did not treat his own brother.

"I, I want to use spiritual spring water for my brother, but my brother doesn't want to, he is bent on death, Murong Xue is dead, my brother feels uncomfortable, he has to die, he wants to meet her in the underworld, get married, and hope to be buried with Murong Xue when he leaves."

"Make your own!" Lin is lazy.

"Take care of yourself." Seeing that his mother's state was very bad, he made up his mind to make some food first, and then persuade his mother to eat some.

Su Wan, who is not good at cooking, hurriedly cooked the meal and brought it over, "Mother, you can eat something!" ”

"I can't eat it! Your brother went like this, and I don't know what the point of being alive is. Lin looked at Su Wan fragily, his expression was so helpless.

It makes Su Wan feel very uncomfortable, brother, have you seen it? You hurt your loved ones, and you are not very happy to see this scene.

Lin hammered his chest, "You are punishing your mother, you did it on purpose, right?" My mother doesn't want you to marry that Murong Xue, so you will punish me with death, you rebel, is it easy for me to support you? How did you do something stupid, like your stubborn father, you made a decision, and you didn't listen to anyone's persuasion. ”

"Woo." Su Wan hugged her mother, "Mother, you still have me, am I still here?" Do we follow my brother's last wish? ”

"People are dead, what do I care about? Then listen to your brother! ”

After persuading his mother, Lin ate unwillingly, and could only sigh helplessly, the pain of losing a child was not so easy to recover.

After accompanying the Lin family for three months, watching her mother recover, Su Wan made a decision in her heart, stood in front of her mother's door for a long time, and packed up the things used for the long trip, "Mother, I'm ready to leave home." ”

"Where are you going?"

"Mother, you also said that God let me do good deeds in the world to accumulate virtue, I am ready to use the spiritual spring water to treat those who are tortured by injuries and diseases, watching my mother live alone, I am worried about my mother and mother at night, it is better to live with Huang Boniang! At least something can be said. ”

Su Wan has no way to continue to stay, whenever she sees this home, she always thinks of her brother, thinks that she killed him, she is tortured every day, it is better to fulfill her wish a few years ago, to be a miracle doctor, maybe this is very unfilial and selfish, but in these three months, she was almost tortured and went crazy.

"Are you going to go too? I'm leaving, I'm all left, let's go! Let's go! It's okay to leave, so I don't have to worry about you day and night, and I don't have to worry a lot. Lin turned her head lonely, unwilling to look at Su Wan, she was afraid that she couldn't help but keep it, she believed that her daughter was filial, as long as she opened her mouth, she would definitely stay and accompany herself, but she didn't want to be so selfish. (To be continued......)