Chapter 5 I want to look like you
From the very beginning, the Qing Emperor never thought that the peach pit he buried casually would grow into the woman he loved
From beginning to end, he never imagined that the cause he had inadvertently planted back then would bear such fruits
He didn't want her to know about it, so she pretended she didn't know anything, so he didn't know what she had done
The Queen Mother of the West looked at Ruojing, who was kneeling in front of her, and could only think of the word "bad fate".
"Then Ruojing really gave his heart to the Blue Emperor?"
"Yes," the storyteller smiled bitterly, "she really volunteered to take out her heart and give it to the Blue Emperor, and finally gave it to him."
He didn't know at the time that Ruojing already knew about it
He said to Ruojing: "You are a flower demon staying in the god realm, it is really unorthodox, it has been two hundred years, it should be enough, go back to your human world."
He thought she would be sad, she would be sad, but he didn't find any of these emotions on her face
She just smiled faintly: "That's fine, I think it's time for me to leave"
He thought she would be sad, and he thought that he must have been as sad as she had been then, because he had broken her heart again
But she behaved so indifferently, he felt even more sad, the reason why she was so indifferent was because she was so disappointed in him, did she want to leave him a long time ago, and he happened to get her wish at this time
She must be very sad if she really leaves, but will she be very happy, no longer have to take care of his erratic temper, no longer tolerate his inexplicable anger, she will be much more relaxed, doesn't he just want her to be relaxed and happy, is it about to be achieved, why is she so sad, she is still selfish after all, selfishly wants her to be with her all the time
Ruojing asked him: "Naturally, you have to go, but it's better to leave after ten days."
"Why is it ten days later?" he wondered
She chuckled: "Because I can't bear you, I want to wait for me to become an immortal and then come up to accompany you, but I don't know when I will become an immortal."
She turned around and hugged the Qingdi and said in a low voice: "Shaohao, I have always liked you, if I can, I want to always be with you"
His eyes were moist, it turned out that she still liked him, he treated her like that, did she still like him
"If you wait for me for a hundred years, if you can't wait for two hundred years, if you can't wait for two hundred years, you can wait for three hundred years, if you can't wait for a thousand years, then it may be that I can't become an immortal, and then ......"
"I'll wait for you, I'll always wait for you......" He hugged her tightly, reluctant to let go, he would wait for her until he was old, even if she didn't like him anymore, he was willing to wait for her
She had been choking, and sometimes a sobbing or two could be heard, and he thought she was just as reluctant as he was
But she was more reluctant than him
Ten days, she only has ten days left, and after ten days, she can only return to the world to be a dead tree, and he continues to be his green emperor in the god realm, and he and her are hard to be involved in heaven and earth, life and death
Shaohao, do you know that I am reluctant, you are very reluctant
You know, we'll never see each other again
Just as you don't want me to know about your injuries, I don't want you to know that I'm going to die
Ruojing covered her chest with one hand, this place was empty, if she had a heart, it would definitely hurt, but unfortunately her heart had already been dug out, she actually couldn't feel anything now, but she was still so sad, she didn't know what she relied on to support this sadness and reluctance
Obviously she doesn't have a heart, what does she rely on to love him?
To dig out her heart to make up for the Qing Emperor's heart, the Qing Emperor must be unwilling, so they all plan to hide it from the Qing Emperor
How to hide it from him, the Queen Mother of the West took out Ruojing's heart and put the heart grass into the period
She said that the scarlet grass could temporarily replace her heart, but only for ten days, during which she would scatter one soul a day until all three souls and seven spirits left, and then revert back to dead wood, ignorant and ignorant
And after she left, the Queen Mother of the West found an excuse to arrange for the Green Emperor to change his heart, and the Green Emperor was born and died, is this too cruel, but it can only be cruel, it is better than Jiaolong being reborn in the Green Emperor and disrupting the heavenly realm
The Queen Mother of the West also said that the process was tormenting, and it was extremely painful, and the immortals might not be able to bear it
She also knew that ten days like that must be long and desperate, but she just wanted him to be well, so be it
Just like that, slowly, gradually, and gradually left, just like that, little by little, and completely left him
It's just that she wants to live well for another ten days before leaving him
Shao Hao, let us live a good life for ten days, and after ten days, it is what you think is life and death, but it is my real death
You and I are afraid that we will never see each other again
On the first day, Ruojing said that he was going to Penglai Immortal Island, and the Qingdi accompanied her to go in the god realm, Penglai Immortal Island has a very beautiful legend, and he carried Penglai Fairy on the island all his life, and he sank to the bottom of the sea forever and never showed up, and they didn't see Penglai Fairy, and the scenery on Penglai Fairy Island was very beautiful, Ruojing thought that Penglai Fairy must be also very beautiful
Even though the story of the Penglai Fairy and the Gang is bleak, at least they are still together, Ruojing was stunned when she thought of this
The next day, the Qing Emperor took Ruojing to Buzhou Xianshan again, Buzhou Xianshan also has a legend about gluttony and pear flower demons, that is the tragedy of gods and demons falling in love, Ruojing thought of them as if he thought of himself
On the third day they went to Luoshui......
On the fourth day, they went to Yingzhou Island......
Day 5......
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On the tenth day, Ruojing said that she was going to visit Peach Blossom Village, and Emperor Qing reluctantly sent her back
Qingdi couldn't help but think of the scene when he saw Ruojing for the first time with Ruojing, she was very beautiful at that time, and her smile was even more beautiful, and now when he looks at the girl next to him, she is still so beautiful, but her eyebrows and eyes are not as innocent and clear as they were at the beginning
In the end, he lost her, and he didn't protect her, let her suffer, and sin, so that her heart was desolate
The Green Emperor held Ruojing's hand and apologized in a low voice: "Ruojing, I'm sorry for you"
Ruojing smiled and shook his head: "Shaohao, you're not wrong, I know you don't want to be like this either"
"But...... "But whatever the reason, it was he who hurt her."
Ruojing hugged him again: "Shao Hao said goodbye today, I don't know when I will see you again, it's good for you to play another song for me to say goodbye."
Naturally, he would not refuse, even if the demon in his heart was about to move, he suppressed it
He took out his piano and played "Sauvignon Blanc" for her
She sang softly along with his song: "Sauvignon Blanc in Chang'an, weft and autumn, crying in the golden well, the slight frost is miserable, the color is cold, the lonely lamp is unclear, the curtains look at the moon sky, and sighs, the beauty is like a flower, there is a green and dark sky across the clouds, there are waves of water in the world, the world is far away, the soul is far away, the soul is flying bitter, the soul is not in Guanshan, and the Sauvignon Blanc destroys the heart and liver."
His lyrics actually complement each other
A few spins and a few spins began to dance
Shao Hao, you play one last song for me, and I will dance for you one last time
Ruojing only felt that she was very conflicted now, and she wanted him to remember herself forever, because she loved him, and hoped that he could always love him
But she wanted him to forget her, because she had been remembering that she had been waiting for her, and this process was also very painful, she had survived her most difficult ten days, and she couldn't bear that he would spend a very torturous hundred, a thousand or even ten thousand years
This kind of waiting is fruitless, she is only afraid that one day he will find her next time, what kind of situation will it be at that time
Shao Hao waited for me, so don't come to me
Even if you can't wait, it's better than seeing a dead tree
Shao Hao......
She can't even think about him in the future, but he will keep thinking about whether he is cruel again
I want to look like you, how can I think of you, miss you, forget the mountains and rivers, the sky is wide, the sky is high, and the sky is far away, and I want you to say goodbye to you
The love is deep and shallow, and I only hate to meet each other
Shao Hao, I will say goodbye to you
That's what she thought, and that's true, but she couldn't tell him that
She smiled and said to him: "Shaohao, I'll go back, you can go back too, I believe everything will be fine, I can become an immortal, you can also recover, we will be together for a long, long time until we are old."
He watched her disappear in front of his eyes, only thinking that she was a soul and returned to her original body, but he didn't know that she had just dispersed the last wisp of her soul
He thought he was just saying goodbye for the time being, because the White Emperor said that he had found a way to drive the dragon away
But she was using her life to say goodbye to him
"Later, the Green Emperor changed into Ruojing's heart, and the dragon also lost the last chance to resurrect, and the White Emperor was relieved that the underground realm had gone through the tribulation and the god realm had restored peace, but the Green Emperor had never seen Ruojing again," the storyteller sighed and continued: "After the Qingdi changed his heart, he has been recuperating in meditation, and he has waited for three hundred years and has not seen Ruojing, and finally wanted to find her in the lower realm, but was stopped by the Queen Mother of the West."
At this point, the storyteller was silent for a long, long time, and he felt that he could not continue
"What's wrong with you, sir?"
"Actually, Ruojing doesn't have to ......die," it took a lot of effort to say such a sentence, "It's just that the gods and demons have different paths, and the Queen Mother of the West has not stopped them on the surface, but she has completely cut off their way to continue to fall in love."
"Then didn't Miss Ruojing dig out her heart, how could she not die?"
Yes, he thought so at first, the Queen Mother of the West said that Ruojing sacrificed himself in order to save him, and he was very sad and felt that he had lost too much Ruojing
But Twilight told him that the Queen Mother of the West had nothing but the Heart Grass and the Heart Grass, and Ruojing was a wooden body looking for an elixir to make up for her heart, but from beginning to end, the Queen Mother of the West never thought of saving Ruojing, and she never even planned to let Ruojing live
He felt very heartbroken, very heartbroken, why the truth should be so cruel
Why is it that the sacrifice is like this?
If he saves Ruojing at this time, it will not be considered a rebellion
Let's go against the sky