Xu Jun shook his head: "No need, it's good." ”

Instead of letting her face the reality that Xu Hengzhi is about to die and the Xu family has nothing, it is better to let her live in her own world so calmly.

Those pressures and burdens from all sides, he can just carry them alone.

In a person's life, the things they have done can be roughly divided into two types, one is no regret, and the other is regret.

Regarding the matter of sending his father to death with his own hands, Xu Jun did not regret it in the past. He wanted to abide by his heart many years ago, give Bai Suho justice, and want to save his mother's life, but the consequences caused by this were all things he never thought about.

The truth of the matter was completely exposed in a lightning-fast posture, and many things he had never thought about.

He knew that his family's property belonged to Bai Suho, and he knew that his father had indeed wanted to attack Bai Suho, but he never thought that Xu Hengzhi would be so heartbroken, nor did he think that Bai Suhe would have such a life experience, and the most unexpectedly thing was that he seemed to have a past that he didn't understand.

The back of Bai Soho's resolute departure that day is still so clear, and I always think of his self-inflicted affection as if he was laughing at - you see, you have given everything for her betrayal, but she has completely left you.

These days, in addition to taking care of Li Yue, he also has to help his illegitimate sister from time to time, and even Xu Zhijuan's mother and son came to the door and asked him to be responsible for their future lives.

The world is hot and cold, and people are warm and cold. Xu Jun has never experienced it so deeply as he does now. Every time he encounters something unacceptable, he will think that this is the saddest day of his life, but the reality will always tell him that the blow from life is heavier and heavier.

"Xu Jun, you are simply a stupid fool, I thought Bai Suhe would be moved by you, but you look at yourself, what benefits did you get? I'm telling you, you are the one who has brought us to this situation, and you must keep us! ”

These are Fan Qiqi's exact words.

A once kind and kind aunt. It has long become a hideous appearance. The cousin, who was once intimate, also hated him to the core. They looked at him viciously like they were looking at the enemy of the world, only his cousin Fan Kangkang, who was not very sensible, grabbed the corner of his clothes and made a fuss about delicious food.

Xu Jun was dumbfounded. Some gradually understood. The act that I thought I would never regret. It didn't bring him any ease and happiness, only a bleak and dull life.

Once upon a time when I was in college. Xu Jun also used to be financially independent, although he didn't earn much at that time, but after all, he was full of food and the whole family was not hungry, and now he is facing psychological torture from all sides, and his economic embarrassment is also more obvious.

Li Yue's expenses in the psychiatric hospital are a huge expense, and the monthly salary of the nanny who takes care of her is also ridiculously high, coupled with Xu Baoting's minor illnesses and pains from time to time, and the rent and living expenses of Xu Zhijuan's mother and son, all of this adds up to almost crush him. In the past, when they were living a good life, he could bitterly confess their sins to the people of the Fan family, but now, when they fell into this situation, he softened his heart towards Xu Zhijuan's mother and son, and even felt guilty. This guilt made him silently accept the accusations and dependence of these three people.

Xu Jun no longer has the chic life of asking for leave at any time when he wants to, and even the boss Wang Datou is no longer polite to him, and the shrewd businessman's attitude towards him now is all expressing a meaning: If you have the ability, you resign, do you dare! He was sure that Xu Jun would not dare, a young man who suddenly had nothing, and a mother who was hospitalized in a mad state, did he dare to resign from this job casually?

Wang Datou's sudden change of face taught Xu Jun another lesson, alone, you have ruined all the retreats behind you, who will tolerate you as before?

Xu Jun had no choice but to endure the sudden change around him, and work harder in order to earn a little more money to support the sudden extra burden on his shoulders.

The hot-blooded young man who was very high and regarded money as dung, now finally tasted the true meaning of a penny that stumped a hero, and he was physically and mentally exhausted, and he lost weight in a short period of time.

The former thin and outstanding demeanor has become haggard.

On this day, Xu Baoting was sent to Xu Jun by her mother again.

Xu Jun just sent a kindness at first, and he was not ready to admit this sister, but Xu Baoting was a big ghost, and he would call him for help from time to time, and every time he thought about Xu Hengzhi's final request to him, he could only grit his teeth and go to see Xu Baoting.

Ah Qin was grateful to him at first and respectful, but later knew that he had completely separated from Bai Suho and that it was impossible for the Xu family to return a penny, his attitude became cold, and he began to send Xu Baoting to him for a day, and he was laughed at by his colleagues in the company because he took his sister to work.

After work, he glanced at Xu Baoting, who was sitting obediently on the side and playing with a plush doll, and could only sigh helplessly.

In addition to being the direct evidence that Xu Hengzhi and Li Yue had an affair due to the breakdown of their relationship, there is nothing wrong with this sister.

The three-year-old child, like him, has experienced all kinds of changes around him, and has become a girl who looks particularly precocious and sensible. She didn't have the liveliness of a child of the same age, she just sat obediently in the chair next to him, watching him busy with big black eyes.

Xu Jun picked up the cup on the table, went to the water dispenser and poured a glass of water and handed it to her, with a hint of pity in his tone: "Baby, are you hungry, wait a while, I will take you to eat when I am done." ”

Because he wants to make more money, working overtime has become Xu Jun's most common thing. Now that Bai Suho no longer needs his protection, Li Yue is also watched by people in the hospital, and he puts his time and energy on work like this, which can be regarded as a way to divert the pain in his heart.

Xu Baoting nodded obediently and did not protest. There was no impatience, so well-behaved that Xu Jun felt unbearable.

Xu Baoting saw Xu Jun's softness clearly, smiled at him, lowered her head and drank water.

She has no other way now, she can only be glad that she has such a soft-hearted brother, otherwise, what can she do?

In his previous life, he had no name or point, but he had no worries about food and clothing, and his life was superior, and this life was over. My father was about to die. Mother can't count on it at all, but fortunately Xu Jun is still alive. However, is it true that the Xu family's money can't get a penny back?

So when Xu Jun took her off work, she thought about it and asked tentatively: "Brother." Sister Xiaohe still can't forgive you? ”

Xu Jun's heart suddenly twitched. Holding her hand couldn't help but increase the force.

"Brother. It hurts ......," Xu Baoting protested in a low voice.

Xu Jun quickly let go of his hand, but he didn't know how to answer her, and he didn't even dare to look down at her innocent eyes.

How is he going to explain it to a three-year-old. He was really dumped by White Soho, and he thought he hadn't done anything wrong.

"Brother, otherwise, let's go to Sister Xiaohe and talk about it, I know she actually likes you." Xu Baoting really didn't care if she would be discovered by Xu Jun, so she directly made this request.

Does she like him? Xu Jun was stunned, and he didn't notice anything wrong with a three-year-old child saying such a thing.

He really thought this way in the past, they grew up together, childhood sweethearts, and shared ups and downs in four years of college, even if he held a fake ring, she did not hesitate to marry him.

But Bai Suho's resolute departure swayed in front of his eyes from time to time, in addition to the bitterness in his heart, where was there any extravagant hope?

Xu Jun's hesitation made Xu Baoting angry and anxious.

What's wrong with this, the two people who loved each other so much in their last life that they died and lived, why have all changed in this life? Bai Suho actually dumped Xu Jun, and Xu Jun didn't have the courage to die for Bai Suho. If they can't be together, what hope does she have for the rest of her life?

She secretly made up her mind and shook Xu Jun's hand: "Brother, let's go find Sister Xiaohe, she must be just angry at what her father did for a while, and she won't really leave you!" ”

Xu Jun's already desperate heart was teased by Xu Baoting's fairy tales, but there was a trace of wavering.

Bai Soho said that she had never fallen in love with anyone else except him.

After so many years of affection, is he the only one who can't let go? He was not reconciled!

Xu Jun bent down and hugged Xu Baoting, and a flame rekindled in his eyes: "Okay, I'll send you back first, and then I'll go to her." ”

This is already excellent. Xu Baoting thought so and didn't ask why she didn't take her there, obviously, she went to be an embarrassing light bulb.

Bai Soho and Ge Yu have already wasted another day in the talent market, but they still have nothing to gain. Thinking of the strange eyes of those recruiters, Bai Suho faintly felt that this might be inseparable from the previous media reports on her affairs. Like Ge Yu, someone who knows her well, he would have thought that she was already the eldest lady of the Bai family, and she didn't need to come out to find a job. So will those people also think that she is not going to work hard?

Many people hope that they will become famous in one fell swoop, but it is definitely not a good thing for her to be famous like her. She has always been accustomed to living silently in the crowd, but now she has to face such a thing that has been completely revealed to her privacy, and her non-existent favorability towards Old Man Bai ran directly towards the negative number.

She was a little depressed, but she was not discouraged. It's just a piece of news, for others, it will only be gossip after dinner, and she doesn't believe that this matter will continue to be hyped up like this, and there will be no day when it subsides. People are forgetful, and sooner or later there will always be more shocking and eye-catching news to suppress this matter.

Bai Suhe slept on the bed and hugged the quilt and couldn't fall asleep, and the mobile phone rang at this time.

It seemed that the voice that had been lost for a long time came: "Xiaohe, how are you doing lately?" ”

Bai Suho listened to the voice that had grown up with her all the way, and she didn't know whether to regret or rejoice about her action of answering the call.

He is obviously the son of his enemy, and he is obviously the person he hated so much when he was a child, but as soon as his voice appears, it will still be like a flexible silk thread, densely wrapped around his heart, and he will not be freed.

She didn't even know whether she was resisting or expecting this voice......

couldn't get her answer, but Xu Jun was relieved to say what he wanted to say: "Xiaohe, I want to see you." Is it okay for you to see me, and you can see me? I'm right on your doorstep. ”

Still the usual gentle tone and careful pleading. She couldn't give a little bit of a response like she used to!

Bai Suho couldn't help but raise his hand to cover his mouth and hung up the phone hard.

She was afraid that if she was not careful, she would say words of forgiveness, and she was afraid that she would not be able to do what she said.

Don't think, don't think, don't go to him!

Bai Soho covered his head with a quilt, trying to clear his mind of the complicated thoughts.

It was pitch black.

But there is blood spreading in the darkness, which is the most eye-catching color of Xu Jun's whole body in the pool of blood in his previous life. Such a bright but dazzling color suddenly jumped out of memory.

Xu Jun, Xu Jun!

Bai Soho lifted the quilt suddenly, jumped out of bed and ran barefoot to the window.

Downstairs, under the dim street lamp, there was a lonely person.

The tall and thin shadow, dragged long on the empty road, was looking up in her direction.

She couldn't see his silhouette clearly in the darkness, but she could feel all the pain and sorrow in that sight.

Outside the window, the cold wind of late autumn was howling, and all the senses were telling Bai Soho how bleak and lonely the lonely figure was.

Bai Suho finally couldn't hold back, turned around and rushed out the door, rushing towards the figure downstairs, with the hope and persistence she once had.

Xu Jun saw the dark window of Bai Soho, where there was no light, but he was still reluctant to go away.

Bai Soho hung up his phone, indicating that she didn't even want to say a word to him.

How she hated him.

But he stood in this familiar place, and he couldn't move at all.

He was afraid that he would leave, and his heart would be full of longing and pain, and there would be nowhere to put it.

I love you, I love you, you know? Even if you say that you hate me, even if you ignore all my efforts, I still can't dig you out of my heart, you know?

Xu Jun stood motionless, feeling like his heart was about to break.

But a figure suddenly appeared at the entrance of the building.

Xu Jun's breathing was about to stop, staring closely at the figure that was rushing towards him.

Her long black hair fluttered in the night breeze, her white nightdress fluttered with her steps, and her slender feet wore nothing, but they ran so firmly.

That person, not his little lotus, who is it? (To be continued.) )