Chapter 275: Parting
It's a pity that Zhou Wanwan's wish to follow Zhou Yang to sketch the human body was not fulfilled in the end, and she ushered in the saddest autumn since her rebirth.
This year's autumn is unforgettable for Zhou Wanwan's brothers and sisters.
Caught off guard, it was as if all the partings in their lives were concentrated here.
First, Grandma Sun committed suicide by jumping off the building.
When Zhou Wanwan heard the news, she was stunned for a long time. Then I slowly reacted, and I felt that this result might have been foreshadowed.
Grandma Sun's herniated disc became more and more serious, and she was repeatedly admitted to the hospital, barely able to get out of bed and walk around when she was good, and had to be completely bedridden to recuperate when she was bad.
Sister Ling also wrote a few days ago that the doctor told them that the big hospitals in Beijing or Shanghai might have a way to perform surgery, and she was preparing to take her there.
Zhou Wanwan is also thinking about how to send something to Grandma Sun and bring some medicine to ensure that she can take the medicine into her mouth without fail.
Since she had to stay in bed, in order to reduce the burden on the ringer, Grandma Sun tried to let herself eat less.
No one expected that this fall, after she was admitted to the hospital again, she couldn't hold on anymore, and climbed onto the windowsill of the hospital and ended her life.
When Bell wrote the letter, Grandma Sun had already been cremated, "I don't have the face to go home, and I don't want my mother to go back alone." My mother has lived for me all her life, and she will not want to leave me. I'll take her wherever I go. ”
Ringing is indeed going away. She signed up for the Tibetan Aid Cadre Group, and the internal review has been passed. Just waiting for the official notice.
Ringing is now an official trade union officer for a large local state-owned enterprise. After she was transferred to the kindergarten two years ago, she was soon recruited as a formal kindergarten teacher with her conscientious and responsible, good singing and dancing skills and outstanding appearance.
Later, at a trade union organizing event. She was seconded to the past, with many years of performance experience in the * Zedong Ideological Literature and Art Propaganda Team, she immediately stood out and entered the sight of the leaders of the state-owned enterprise.
In the past two years, no matter how difficult and tiring it is. She didn't relax at work, and soon gained a firm foothold in the unit.
This aid to Tibet urgently needs a group of women cadres. However, the number of applicants is seriously under-represented.
For these women cadres, although aiding Tibet is an honorable thing that can earn them a lot of political capital, they cannot let go of their families, young and old, and they are even more afraid of the harsh environment and hard life.
Although ringing the bell does not meet the criteria for aiding Tibet. The leader was still very happy to receive her registration form.
Standards are set by people. The most important thing is the revolutionary enthusiasm of Comrade Sun Xiangling, which is very touching! Particularly positive! Be sure to pay attention to it!
In this way, the bell passed the internal examination, and since it passed, there were some places that did not meet the standards, and on the form sent to the higher-level unit, Comrade Sun Xiangling's resume was simply a general standard customized for Tibet's aid.
As for Zhao Zhigang, Ringing has not mentioned this person to the Zhou family brothers and sisters for a long time.
"It's been a long time since we separated. Grandma Sun separated when she was sick, and she was married for less than half a year. Shen Guodong only carried Zhou Yang behind his back and told Zhou Wanwan such a sentence simply.
Ringing once wrote to Zhou Yang alone. Let them not tell Zhou Wanwan about this. Shen Guodong wouldn't lie to Zhou Wanwan, but he didn't want her to worry too much about it. That's all I said. I won't say anything more.
Everyone didn't want Zhou Wanwan to know about it, including ringing. Zhou Wanwan herself also chose to be silent.
In emotional matters, all choices are made by yourself, and all the results can only be borne by yourself.
At the beginning, Sister Ringing sat in the courtyard and told them about Zhao Zhigang's marriage with them, which was so happy and sweet, but after less than a year of marriage, this relationship came to an end.
's mother is seriously ill, her marriage failed, and in a different place where she is not familiar with her life, Zhou Wanwan can't imagine how Sister Ringing has come over in the past two years.
But she has never complained to anyone, even with Zhou Yang, most of them report good news and not bad news, and many things are only after she writes back to talk about it.
This time, Grandma Sun died, and she also bore all the pain and chores alone, and she didn't tell them until everything was settled.
Zhou Wanwan was heartache and admiration. This strong girl, who had no reservations and no hesitation for love, is now bravely taking the consequences.
At this point, there may be many people who say that she is stupid and deserves it, who let her not see people at the beginning and leave no way back.
However, who can guarantee that they will not make mistakes in their lives? Who knows when you'll toss and turn for a person?
Mistakes are made, there is no love for the right person, and there are people in this world who experience this all the time. But how many people are as brave and strong as a bell to bear the consequences?
In Zhou Wanwan's heart, Sister Ringing is still the kind, strong and brave sister, from the time she knew her experience and decisions in the past few years, she was in awe of this girl who dared to love and hate.
Zhou Chen wrapped a large bag of pickled candied fruit and dried fruits at home, and prepared to send them to Sister Lingling, "She loved to eat it when she was at home, and she went to Tibet, and it will definitely be inconvenient to communicate in the future, and it will not be easy to send it to her again, let her bring more this time." ”
Zhou Wanwan thought about it, wrapped a pack of chrysanthemum tea she dried and put it in, and wrote a note to her:
Sister Ringing, this is the chrysanthemum I picked one by one, drinking it is good for the body, you can drink it slowly, you can drink it for a long time.
With these spiced chrysanthemum teas, the health of the bell in Tibetan areas can at least be guaranteed.
The brothers and sisters packed a large bag of things and sent them to Sister Ringing, and wrote a long letter. After the notice of entering Tibet, Sister Ringing had to set off immediately, and the next time she was contacted, she didn't know where she was.
said a lot, but no one mentioned Zhao Zhigang. What will happen to the marriage of the two of them in the future, Ringing didn't say a word, and they couldn't continue to ask.
As soon as Sister Ringing was sent away, the news of Mr. Guo's death immediately came.
The Zhou brothers and sisters were almost stunned by this news.
Mr. Guo has excellent medical skills all his life, and he usually pays great attention to maintaining his body, and he himself asserts that he and Grandpa Shen will definitely be two old people in the future.
No one expected that he would die suddenly in his eighties.
In the kidnapping two years ago, he was seriously injured, but he recovered very quickly. The doctors at the retreat joked with him that he was as good as a young man.
With such a serious injury, he easily recovered, how could he die suddenly without illness or disaster and without any warning?
Grandpa Shen quickly thought of many possibilities and immediately began to investigate.
Zhou Wanwan thought about it carefully, and suddenly found that Mr. Guo's death was also foreshadowed. He had already said goodbye to them in his own way.
The last time I went to Erlong Mountain to see them, Mr. Guo gave Zhou Wanwan a few prescriptions and a large package of medicine.
"Grandpa's medicine can cure your body, but it can't cure your heart. It can't cure your heart, in fact, these medicines can be eaten or not. Mr. Guo sighed deeply, "Do you remember what your grandfather told you when he first saw you?" ”
"Grandpa Guo asked me to cherish my blessings."
"You can't listen to it." Mr. Guo gently stroked Zhou Wanwan's hair, "Girl, your mind is too heavy." But grandpa also understands that this kind of thing, no one can say anything. It's not like it can be solved, is it? ”
Zhou Wanwan was speechless. It's impossible to tell anyone about her heart in this life. All of them can only be borne by one person, and if this is considered a heavy heart, then she can only be heavy like this for a lifetime.
"Grandpa just wants to tell you that sometimes you can try to be brave and don't leave yourself with too many regrets. What do you want to do so much? The more you think about it, the more you shrink your hands, the more regrets you will leave behind, and you may be dragged down by yourself in this life. ”
"Grandpa Guo, what is your regret?" Zhou Wanwan looked at Mr. Guo's vicissitudes of life and almost blurted out.
"My regret, that's something that can never be changed. Don't mention it! Mr. Guo looked at Zhou Wanwan seriously, "Grandpa just hopes that you can leave yourself with fewer regrets in the future." You have such a heavy mind, you have to carry these for the rest of your life, it's too tiring. ”
The results of Grandpa Shen's investigation also came out, and what made Mr. Guo sad was his little apprentice's girlfriend, because of his little apprentice's relationship, it was not easy to live these years, and he committed suicide not long ago.
This result left everyone speechless.
This girl who committed suicide became the last straw that broke Mr. Guo's back.
After sending Mr. Guo away, Zhou Wanwan's heart had not eased up, and he received another explosive news that Dunzi was going to war. (To be continued......)