Chapter 144: The Authorities Are Confused
"I've repaired the lotus pond early, just waiting for such an opportunity to enjoy the moon here with you, it's okay when I pick it!" Qi Ziyu looked flattering, and his expression was quite complacent.
"It's okay," Yan Yiyun glanced at him funny, but he didn't want him to be too proud, but this scenery is really beautiful, although the moonlight on the lotus pond is a hot search song title for square dance in modern times, it is really appropriate to compare it here.
"Then aren't you angry?" With a little caution, there was uncertainty in his eyes, which made Yan Yiyun's heart move, turned his face aside, and looked at the lotus flower within reach, and couldn't help but feel a little sacred.
"What are you angry about? I have nothing to be angry about. ”
"Yes, yes, don't be angry, you're not cold, if it's cold, I'll go back and get you a cloak." Qi Ziyu nodded, and then relaxed his expression, but he was still worried.
"On such a hot day, how can I be cold, don't make noise, sit down and let me watch quietly for a while." Yan Yiyun frowned slightly, and waved his hand to signal him not to spoil the pleasant scenery.
"Look at me quietly? Come and see! Qi Ziyu heard that he was sitting on the other side of the boat, this small boat is not big, it will be able to accommodate two people, even if they sit separately, it is only one step away, and it happens to be able to put a small table in the middle, on which there are a few simple tea fruits, although neither of them can eat, but the meticulousness of their minds is different.
"Shh Yan Yiyun didn't have a good echo, looked up at the moon in the sky, the night was like ink, only a blurred halo around the moon became more and more conspicuous, and the stars in the sky flickered around, how could this scene be seen in the highly polluted environment in modern times, surrounded by her favorite lotus flowers, it was the season of competition, and the smell between the noses was fresh.
Qi Ziyu was silenced, so she could only sit awkwardly and look at her, with a smile in her eyes, and suddenly she was confused with a gentle conversation in her heart, and she hated to let her be so peaceful and happy forever.
Close your eyes and curl the corners of your mouth slightly. This is a dream scene, someone is willing to give her such a beautiful dream, she should be content, "Thank you, thank you for everything you have done for me." Ziyu. ”
This is the first time she has solemnly thanked him, and it is also the first time to call him like this, Qi Ziyu feels that this is indeed a dream, but it is not hers, but she fell into a dream. Don't want to wake up.
"If you like it."
The eyes were suddenly a little warm, she liked it, once upon a time, someone said such things to her, but in the end! It's a dream after all, and when she wakes up, she has to go back to the modern day and live the life that belongs to her, working from 9 to 6, busy, hesitating for a bag or a pair of shoes. But why did my eyes start to dry up?
Raising her head and opening her eyes and half-leaning on the boat, some people said that so that the tears would not fall, she was moved, and even admitted that she liked this man, maybe when she was living and dying together under the cliff, maybe even earlier when Su Fu took care of her, she already liked it, but she didn't want to face her heart.
Qi Ziyu once said that he envied the days when others had families and relatives, even if it was beating and scolding, it was much better than a cold palace. So when he identifies himself, he will be wholeheartedly good, even if he maintains the warmth on the surface, he is unwilling to let go.
However, Yan Yiyun knew that he was not the one who was really frightened and helpless. It's herself, she's hurt, so of course she's enclosed herself in a corner, no one can open it, she can't touch her heart again, and even cruelly ignore what he's done. I'd rather believe that there is no better man in this world worth entrusting for life, than try again.
But she was still tempted, once she wanted to have it so selfishly, and then let go of everything when she parted, but now she only feels despicable when she thinks about it, and she obviously wants to go back to modern times, why should she be involved, when the time comes, it will only hurt this person who is good to her even more, she wants to get back on track so much, and now she longs to get everything good from him, she wants too much, but she can't have both after all.
"Don't shake me, okay, don't treat me like this again, I'm not worth it!" Yan Yiyun raised his hand and put it on his eyes, covering the water droplets that could no longer be controlled.
"I'm not shaking you, I'm just keeping you in my own way." Qi Ziyu moved slightly, but he still sat back in place.
"You know ......" Yan Yiyun cried, but she was also very surprised, is she so obvious.
"Although I don't know where you're going, whether to leave with Bai Lou or just me, I know that your heart has never been settled, you don't want to be given up, I don't want to live a cold and lonely life alone, obviously we are the best choice together, why do you want to go? I can't figure it out, so I can only be kind to you, so you can't bear it, even if you end up ruthlessly leaving, if you find that no one is better to you than me wherever you go, then you may come back. Qi Ziyu muttered in a low voice, as if he was saying to Yan Yiyun, but it also seemed to be to himself.
"You don't understand, I have to go, I shouldn't be here, it's all just an accident, I ......" Yan Yiyun closed her eyes tightly, her nails embedded in her palms, only in this way could she clearly know that she needed to go back, for Su Luojin she was just a sojourn, although Su Luojin was afraid that she would die after she left, even then she still felt that she was not allowed to exist in this world.
"Was marrying me an accident? Originally, you liked Ye Musheng, right? Now you have your memory back? Want to leave with him? "There was a pain in his heart, he had spent so long to no avail, did he have to let go in the end?" Luo Jin, you really can't let go of him, even if I can be better to you, I already like this kind of warm day, isn't it too cruel to let me go back to the original. ”
"It has nothing to do with Ye Musheng, and I don't remember the original thing, it's just ...... I wanted to enjoy all that you had given me, but was it fair to you? Wouldn't it be crueler for me to enjoy all that you have brought me, even if I knew I was leaving? ”
"Luo Jin, I don't care, I just want to know that I have done so much, but in exchange for your slightest liking." Qi Ziyu came slowly, his long body stood tall under the moonlight, his eyebrows were clear but full of sadness, he was no longer poor-mouthed, but he dispelled all Yan Yiyun's thoughts with just one sentence.
"Say no more!" Yan Yiyun was held by him, and he couldn't lower his head to dodge, so he had to close his eyes slightly, bite his lower lip and tremble slightly, and silently thought in his heart, I like you, otherwise how could I be so painful. (To be continued.) )