After hesitating for a moment, Zhang Longqian still told Ji Haiyun everything.

Immersed in grief, she was already in a mess, and she could no longer rely on her own composure to make decisions like she used to, and she needed someone to tell her what to do now.

After listening to Zhang Longqian say everything in a trembling voice, Ji Haiyun was silent for a while, as if he was digesting this too unexpected information, and then looked at her and asked softly.

"Miss, are you scared?"

After a moment of silence, Zhang Longqian nodded slowly.

Knowing what Zhang Long was afraid of, Ji Haiyun said softly: "Miss, I don't think you need to be afraid at all, because in my opinion...... The two of them are the same person. ”

"Because...... Do they have the same 'soul'? ”

Ji Haiyun shook his head: "It's more than that. ”

“…… More than......? ”

Zhang Longqian, whose thinking was already completely glued, didn't understand the meaning of this at all, she could only look at Ji Haiyun in confusion, but saw Ji Haiyun nodding affirmatively, and said in a deep voice: "I haven't known him as long as you, but as far as I can see, although it is true that most of the time he acts like an emotionless 'puppet', and he does act according to Nangong Piao's orders, but sometimes, he will make some actions other than Nangong Piao's orders to him." ”

“…… What do you mean......? ”

Ji Haiyun couldn't help but smile bitterly: "Miss, haven't you noticed?" As long as your safety is at stake, he will become extremely assertive when he is not moved by anything! This is true when you are hurt by the warboy, and it is the same when you are injured by your own sword. It's the same when I face Song Lin at the Autumn Festival, and I don't need to say more on the Wing Mountain, right? And the occurrence of these things is basically unknown to Nangong Piao, and it cannot be Nangong Piao's order to him. An empty 'puppet' who only obeys orders will never be able to do this. He's like ......," he paused, pondering his words before speaking again earnestly.

"It's like having your own 'heart'."

finally understood Ji Haiyun's words, but Zhang Longqian's expression couldn't help but be even more sad.

He had given so much for her, how could she not notice?

It's just ...... I don't want to think about it.

"With a 'heart'...... ......"

Sure enough, I am not alone.

Zhang Longqian couldn't help but close his eyes tremblingly: "But...... If you think so, how can you think they're 'the same person'? ”

He obviously has his own "heart". But she is still only regarded as a "puppet", just a "substitute", how can she accept that the "deity" will be the same as him?

Even if that one is "Cangyan". But it's not the Cang Yan she remembers, right......

"Miss, you don't understand what I mean." Ji Haiyun sighed softly, "His 'heart' is not created out of nothing, but originally existed. It was what was 'delivered' to him along with that soul and soul. It's just that I haven't been awakened until I see you. ”

"...... 'delivery'?"

seemed to understand what Ji Haiyun meant, but he couldn't figure it out immediately because of his stalemate, Zhang Longqian couldn't help but show a confused look. Seeing that she still hadn't sorted everything out, Ji Haiyun hesitated for a moment, and finally said what he didn't want to mention.

"Miss, can you remember the last words he said to you before he dissipated?"

“…… Finally ......"

Although he didn't want to touch the painful memory again, looking at Ji Haiyun's serious gaze, Zhang Longqian still tried to recall the picture at that time.

Before Bi Fang submerged in his body. He did look at her and said a word to her. It's just that the voice like a murmur was very slight, and Zhang Longqian, who was severely injured at that time, didn't hear it clearly at all, and even now she couldn't remember what those words were, but she still remembered the shape of his mouth at that time, so she recalled and tried to repeat those words.

“…… No...... Come...... Find Me ......"

Hearing the words coming out of his mouth, Zhang Longqian's eyes slowly widened.

Not "goodbye", not telling her not to look for the "essence", but ......

Don't come looking for "me".

"Ah...... ...... put it this way."

Looking at Zhang Longqian, whose eyes were shaking, Ji Haiyun let out a calm and affirmative voice.

"Since that soul and soul were stripped away by Cang Yan's own will, Cang Yan's 'heart' must be housed in it, and he handed over his soul and his heart to this puppet that was originally made to replace him, I am afraid that it is to prevent 'he' from becoming an empty shell, but to truly 'live' as another 'self'......"

Feeling Zhang Longqian's hand trembling slightly, Ji Haiyun gently increased the strength in his hand, held her trembling hand tightly, and then continued to speak.

"When 'his' heart wakes up, Cang Yan, who can't leave the Cang family, should be able to see everything through this soul, including ...... Everything you've been through together. ”

Zhang Longqian didn't respond, she didn't make a sound, she just looked at Ji Haiyun in a daze, and the tears that she had been desperately restraining fell down.

You...... Did you always know I existed?

Even if you can't see each other, you're always ...... Is it with me?

…… Cangyan?

The silent tears gradually turned into whimpering, and Zhang Longqian, who had been wandering in pain and uneasiness, finally cried bitterly because of these slight reassurances.

Originally, he would never show weakness in front of anyone, let alone shed tears.

Zhang Longqian, who was curled up, looked extremely weak.

Looking at her like that, Ji Haiyun slowly stretched out his hand, as if he wanted to take her into his arms, but when he was about to touch her, he froze for a moment, and then his expression darkened slightly, and finally put his hand on Zhang Longqian's back, silently and gently caressing her trembling back.

Originally, he just wanted to tell Zhang Longqian about the conclusion he had reached, but he didn't want to mention the words that even Zhang Longqian himself hadn't heard clearly.

Ji Haiyun, who didn't follow him to Yiyi Mountain, actually didn't know what "Cang Yan" said at that time, but he could guess.

The reason is very simple, if he is in the same situation as "Cang Yan", then he will definitely say the same thing to Zhang Longqian.

He didn't want to mention it, he didn't want Zhang Longqian to realize that the two "Cangyan" were actually memory communities, because he could foresee what decision Zhang Longqian would make after knowing this.

Seeing that Zhang Longqian, who was crying bitterly, gradually calmed down, Ji Haiyun thought for a moment and asked softly.

"Miss, what are you going to do now?"

Zhang Longqian wiped his tears with the back of his hand and took two deep breaths.

“…… Needless to say? ”

Even if she stopped crying, she was still slightly choked, and her voice even had some crying, but her tear-stained face was unusually determined.

Looking at Zhang Longqian like that, Ji Haiyun sighed lightly in his heart.

And so it was.

If you don't tell her...... That's it. (To be continued.) )