"Oh? It turned out that he had arranged it all yesterday, and he didn't want to live up to it, and I knew that you were busy preparing yesterday, so I insisted on going to sleep after eating. Yan Yiyun felt a little unbearable, others cooked meals for them and prepared hot water, but they went to sleep directly, as if all their enthusiasm was poured with a basin of cold water, which made her, a not very qualified ancient master, feel a little ashamed of her feelings for others.

"The girl is tired and bumpy all the way, naturally it is rest, those things are being done today, if the girl feels good, she will make it for the girl every day." Su Rui pursed her lips and smiled, looking at how her master felt so stingy, it was true that she hurt people, and it was true that she felt sorry for things, but she didn't know where this uncle's family cared about this little thing.

"How do you know that this thing can't be wasted, and thrift is the way to run a family." Yan Yiyun was a little embarrassed by her laughter, so she said something to divert this embarrassment, but she didn't want to be heard by Biliu, who had just returned after listening to Qi Ziyu's order.

"The girl has a bit of a housewife's posture! When my uncle came back, I didn't know how to be happy when I heard it. ”

"Your mouth is worse than hers, go get ready to eat, I'm starving!" Yan Yiyun reprimanded, and was even more embarrassed by what she said, and hurriedly rushed to the humane.

"Yes! The slave and the maid will go. Su Rui took Bi Liu and her party to salute and instructed the little girls in the courtyard to pass the meal, and the two of them followed to arrange the tables and chairs in the dining room.

Yan Yiyun sat in the room and watched them busy, but she read Su Rui's words just now in her heart, and remembered Qi Ziyu's protection along the way. I always feel as if I should trust more, the wound is still in my heart, but I don't want to touch it and I can't treat it as if it doesn't exist. But there will be no more heart-rending pain, and perhaps one day it will heal.

After all, she has become Su Luojin, not Yan Yiyun, so if she can't let go of the past, she can always return to zero, she should always have some confidence in herself, so that she can accept another better person, Qi Ziyu is very good to her. It's so good that she doesn't believe that she still has such a blessing, but she never knows why, since she doesn't know where this good comes from. Then I am even more afraid that one day this good will go for some reason.

Therefore, she worked so hard to do something for him to prove that she could stand side by side with him, even if she didn't know poetry or calligraphy. I don't even understand what a good wife and mother are. But there are still some differences that deserve him to be so good. In this way, when Qi Ziyu didn't even understand what a woman was, he felt even more piercing, and the self-confidence he had just established collapsed, what else could he reshape?

She had been injured but pretended to be strong, burying everything, leaving only her stubborn demand for a better future, but they were like two people with edges and corners on each other, tormenting each other when they got close. Kang Rui's departure also told her that she was so strong. is unwilling to be subordinate to others, even if it is his lover, so no man can endure such a woman, so he leaves as it should be, and finds a woman who obeys him, is obedient, and knows what a woman is.

Such a person Yan Yiyun used to be unable to do it, and disdained to do it, but now that he thinks about it, he feels that Kang Rui's words are not all wrong, how can a man like a woman who her all the time, she doesn't want to give up her true self, and she is afraid that what she gets is about to be hurt again.

Such endless doubts tormented Yan Yiyun even more, she sometimes even wondered if she had any illness to torture her heart like this, and also tortured Qi Ziyu, knowing that he was good, but she didn't dare to get or respond to such a good, what a sad life.

If she could, she would rather choose to be like Han Changxi, live freely and freely, and never be disturbed by love, but she couldn't be so ruthless, she had obviously hidden in Yunshan Temple, but fate brought her back again, and pushed everything to fate, so that she might be able to nakedly ignore her more and more affectionate heart.

Maybe she has been wrong all along, all Qi Ziyu wants is a woman who can enjoy his protection and live happily under his wing, she has never needed her to struggle so painfully, if she lets go of some, will she get more happiness.

Yan Yiyun thought of this, and felt that she might have used the wrong way, the two of them were so proud of their bones, they didn't know what compromise was, one wanted to protect, the other wanted to help, and they couldn't reach an agreement, so once they collided, they would always lose both, and she shouldn't have paid attention to anything other than them, so that the dispute between the two could be eliminated.

When two people are together, they may definitely go through all kinds of difficulties, and then gradually polish and smooth the two places that originally had their own characteristics, and no longer stab each other, so that they can last for a long time.

Since then, Yan Yiyun felt that he had finally thought about it, so he no longer intervened and wanted to help Qi Ziyu solve his own responsibilities, and Qi Ziyu also intermittently talked about what those people had recruited and who were involved.

"Isn't that bad? You can be more relaxed, and I don't have to be so laborious and unflattering. ”

"It's not flattering, I've never said that." Although Qi Ziyu retorted, he was happy in his heart, and finally felt that she was more in line with the appearance of his imaginary wife, and could give him warmth, every time he waited at home, when he returned home, he could see a table of hot and cold meals and a woman waiting at the table with a smile, this was all the imagination he expected about home, no matter how she changed, but it was so good.

"What you said is naturally more hurtful than this, but what I asked you to ask me about before, can you ask?" Yan Yiyun pursed his lips, not fighting with him anymore, but suddenly remembered what and asked.

"What do you mean about that Yu'er? I told them to interrogate them emphatically, but the girl was secretly taken away, and it was probably not executed, but sent somewhere, and this kind of thing can only be arranged by their leader, and who was ordered to send it, only he knows, and no one else knows. Qi Ziyu shook his head, these people, as Yan Yiyun once said, almost didn't know anything about the design and layout here, they just worked according to the instructions and got money.

"What about Minggu? She always knows something! Yan Yiyun was not surprised, and only continued to ask.

"Aunt Ming...... Dead ......" (To be continued......