When the New Year's bell rang, Cui Can and the others had already left the private room. The four of them still took Li Shixun's car back to their new home, and when they broke up, they made an appointment with Xiong Jiani to go to Cui Can's new home for a party the next day.

"Brother Li, thank you." Everyone got out of the car, Cui Can said to Li Shixun who came out with him.

"Be polite to me." Li Shixun smiled and looked at Cui Can's face and hesitated for a moment. "The ......"

"Why is Brother Li still in trouble?" Cui Can saw that Li Shixun had something to say to him, and the other three also saw it. So he didn't wait for Cui Can, took the key and went upstairs first.

Zhang Qian walked behind, and when she was leaving, she also glanced at Cui Can and Li Shixun. Although she did it more hidden, she was seen by Cui Can. Although Zhang Qian didn't say anything, her eyes betrayed her, and Cui Can knew a little about her heart. Looking at the ignorant Li Shixun, Cui Can felt that the two were still a good match.

Li Shixun didn't see Zhang Qian's expression, and even if he saw him, he wouldn't think much about it, although he was dead set on Cui Can, he was not ready to start a new relationship. "Cui Can, we're friends, right?"

Cui Can looked at Li Shixun's serious appearance and nodded. "Is there any doubt about that?"

"Then can you tell me what's going on between you and Cao Rongtao?" Li Shixun knew that he had no hope, and it was because he saw Chen Jiu and Cui Can's expressions that he made up his mind. Cao Rongtao has never been taken seriously by him, even if Cui Can accepted his pursuit, he still didn't take him seriously. In his eyes, Cao Rongtao and Cui Can can't last long. So now they have today, all in his expectation. It's just that Cui Can hasn't said anything about the two breaking up, and he is just guessing. So. Today he wants to know Cui Can's sincere thoughts, so he can put forward his own suggestions.

Although Cui Can knew that Li Shixun and what he wanted to say were very serious, he didn't expect that it would be a relationship problem between himself and Cao Rongtao. Thinking of Chen Jiu's appearance to himself today, Cui Can also knew the original intention of Li Shixun to ask like this. "Is it because of Chen Jiu?"

Li Shixun nodded, "You are also a smart girl, so it is impossible for you not to know Chen Jiu's attitude." And you also know Chen Jiu's character, although he and I met him for the first time today. But this man's temper can also be seen somewhat. He is not a person who likes to pester, and the reason why he has been able to get to this point today is that he must be serious about his feelings for you. ”

Cui Can knew that Chen Jiu liked him. But when it comes to seriousness, this is the first time she has heard it from someone else's mouth. Although he didn't ask, Chen Jiu's identity was self-evident. The future between himself and him may be even more bleak than the future with Cao Rongtao. That's why she kept avoiding him. It is also the sincerity to avoid oneself. For Chen Jiu. It was impossible for her not to be impressed. And the consequences of heartbeat, she knows very well. After all, she is not really twenty years old, and her psychology is already in her forties. At this age, there isn't much enthusiasm to expend. And Chen Jiu is the one who ignites her enthusiasm, so she can't ignore her heartbeat.

Seeing Cui Can's silence, Li Shixun continued: "I know that I have a little too much, but I think there is such a friendship between us, so I must say. You and Chen Jiu are a good match. You're avoiding him, but you know it. When you look at Chen Jiu, your expression is vivid. And Cao Rongtao, you may have liked it, but you don't have to be him. Did you really miss him during the two years you waited? ”

Cui Can's heart stagnated because of this problem. Yes, did you really miss your lover like you did? Maybe there were? But why don't you remember? It seems that I was very busy in those two years, and sometimes I would forget that I had a boyfriend, and I would forget to reply to him. And the reason why it has been so connected seems to have become a kind of responsibility, a kind of inertia.

Li Shixun didn't want Cui Can to answer her, and seeing that she listened to her words, he continued: "I don't want to persuade you to do anything. I just want to tell you how I feel as a bystander, I don't think you love Cao Rongtao. ”

Cui Can's eyes stared at a place for a long time and didn't move, and the quiet community was a little scary because there were fewer residents. Li Shixun's breathing was the only sound that Cui Can's ears could hear at this time, otherwise she would have thought that she was in a vacuum world. She was frightened by Li Shixun's words, really scared. It turns out that his feelings for Cao Rongtao are like this? Although Li Shixun was the first to say this to herself, maybe the only one to say so, she just knew that it was the truth.

"Let me be quiet, okay?" Cui Can didn't know what was wrong with him, he just wanted to stay alone quietly.

Li Shixun looked at Cui Can for a while, knowing that the words in his mouth stunned her, and he also knew that she needed time to sort out her feelings. So he nodded obediently, "Okay, I'll go first." See you tomorrow. ”

After sitting down, he looked at Cui Can still standing in a daze, and said uneasily, "Why don't you go to your room and think about it?" ”

Cui Can came back to his senses, "It's okay, I just want to stay like this for a while, you can go first." See you tomorrow. ”

Tomorrow, they have something to discuss.

"I'm leaving, can you go up early?" Li Shixun drove away, Cui Canmu drove his car out of the community, and walked to the square in front of the building alone.

It is a large area, with a large square and several irregular pavilions. Although it is already winter, there are still some trees in the green belt around the square, which makes the gazebo under the street lamps even more hidden. Cui Can walked over slowly alone and sat on the stone bench in the pavilion. It's really cold, but Cui Can feels that his brain needs such calmness.

What's wrong with you? I only loved once in my previous life, and I loved the wrong person. In this life, there has been no shortage of boys around her, although there is nothing to do, but she is also complacent, right? Otherwise, how could they always be among these boys? I know their purpose, I know their feelings. But he still interacted with them, making them sink deeper. Do you have some water-based poplar flowers?

Thinking about it like this, Cui Can was shocked by his thoughts and broke out in a cold sweat. How could you be such a person? She was a very conservative person. We have always adhered to the idea of starting from the beginning. Otherwise, how could he be by his side after accepting Cao Rongtao, obviously his heart was no longer excited, but he would still be by his side. I also told myself again and again. As long as he has no principled mistakes, he will always be by his side. Even though she clearly felt her heart for Chen Jiu, she still emphasized it so much and woke herself up so much. But is this really what I want?

She didn't know why her emotional world was in a mess, and she never thought that she would one day be troubled by her amorousness. Yes, she's just too affectionate. It seems that every boy around her is attractive to her, otherwise how could she like to be with everyone? Although never accepted anyone. But this kind of ambiguity must also be a kind of harm to them, right?

Thinking like this, Cui Can felt his hatred even more. She actually hated herself a little like this, hated such a beautiful self. Such a confident self, such a charming self, and such a dazzling self. She hated herself, she hated everything she had caused.

I don't know how. Cui Can felt very irritable. It seems that something is shouting in her head and body, let her destroy, let her vent. She knew it wasn't right, but she didn't know how it all happened. So she wanted to be quiet, but she couldn't. She walked around the gazebo in a frustrated manner, anxious to destroy everything here. It seemed as if her sanity was moving away from her, making her whole being seem irritable.

Cui Can knew that this was not right, and he was not like that. It's not a water-based poplar. It's normal for me to have relationships with those boys, and I haven't had any ambiguity. So I'm not amorous. I don't like anything to be noticed by boys, I just want to stay quietly in this world, watch my parents and relatives be safe and happy, and watch the people I like and care about happy. But why did I suddenly have the idea of abandoning myself? What's going on here?

Cui Can felt that she needed to vent, and this was not the place for herself, so she forced herself to take out her mobile phone and call her friends in her new home, saying that she was going out for a while, and she might not be back until dawn. Then she hung up the phone and fled. Yes, it was to run away, because she felt that she wanted to smash her phone when she said those few words to Zhao Yuqi, who answered the phone. Such an irritable self has never been before, so Cui Can is worried and scared.

She ran down the street at midnight in her leather shoes. That is, in the big place of the capital, there are still many people on the street who have just finished their work, so Cui Can's abrupt performance made many people look sideways, but when they wanted to see such a person running in the middle of the night, Cui Can had already turned into an afterimage and disappeared.

"Who is this? Running faster than a car? The people who saw this scene were stunned by such a speed, but unfortunately Cui Can didn't know, he only felt that he had to run, otherwise something would break out of the ground.

Cui Can just ran like this, until she ran out of the city, her legs were tired and trembling, and she felt that her long-lost reason had returned to her brain. It was also at this moment that she knew that it was not normal for her to be like this. In my previous life, I had never had such a time, so this moment was because of my own rebirth, or rather because of the book spirit in my mind.

"Do you have anything to say to me?" After Cui Can asked this sentence, he waited for a long time and didn't wait for the voice he was expecting. "You don't think I can sanction you, do you?"

Shu Ling still didn't respond, and Cui Can frowned. Could it be that something really is wrong with the book spirit? That's why I have such an abnormal performance? But it's always in its head, what can happen?

Cui Can was puzzled, but exhaustion brought her sanity back to the furnace, and also made her discover the abnormality of the book spirit. "Is there something wrong with you? Is there anything I can help you with? Cui Can knew that the growth of the book spirit required a lot of reading, and he had already visited many libraries in the capital. Of course, I only read a few books on my own. And the speed of the book spirit is not comparable to itself. Therefore, as long as I am responsible for going in and reading books, as long as the books in the entire library are not available to the book spirit, they will be copied in my mind. As long as you need it, you can say that you have mastered the knowledge in those books.

Thinking of what he had received from the Book Spirit, Cui Can felt that he might really need to take good care of the Book Spirit. "What's wrong with you? Can you give me some tips? Maybe I can help. ”

After waiting patiently for a while, Shu Ling still did not respond. And because of running, Cui Can was sweating all over, and now because of stillness, he felt cold. Looking up at the place where I was, it seemed to be a suburb, but how could I run so far? Is this close to your neighborhood? How did you get here? How do you go back in a while? Although his light body kung fu is good, he also feels far away at this time.

Trembling and looking at the street signs, Cui Can stood on the side of the road. I thought it would be nice to have a taxi pass by, or a hitchhiker. Otherwise, a girl who appeared in the wilderness in the middle of the night is really sick enough.

Cui Can's luck dried the sweaty clothes on her body, and she felt that she didn't look so embarrassed, so she officially looked at the oncoming cars on the road. It's a pity that although this is the main road, at this time, in such a cold weather, there are really not many people passing here.

Cui Can waited for half an hour and didn't see a car passing by, so he was a little disheartened, thinking that it would be faster to run back by himself. At this moment, the light of the headlights came from afar. Cui Can looked at the time, it was already more than three o'clock in the morning, no wonder there were so few vehicles on the road at this time.

When the car approached, Cui Can waved his hand and wanted the other party to stop, but unfortunately she was a girl who was stuck in traffic on the side of the road in the middle of the night, which was very scary, so when she saw her shadow, the driver's accelerator stepped harder, and Hula drove past Cui Can all of a sudden, and Cui Can got a car exhaust.

Cui Can stomped his foot in annoyance, thinking about when he had been so embarrassed? The psychology complained even more about the book spirit, but when I thought that it hadn't reacted for so long, I was very worried, and I didn't know whether I should be angry or worried for a while.

Just when Cui Can was worried, Shu Ling's voice suddenly came from her head: "Hey, Cui Can, I've upgraded!" (To be continued......)