"Why haven't you cooked yet? Don't you know if I'm tired from a day's work? I haven't had a bite of hot food to eat when I entered the house, what do you say you have been doing at home all day? The man unlocked the security door from the outside, and the first thing he did when he entered the door was to ask if the meal was ready. As soon as I hear the negative answer, I start to lose my temper. This is already a scene that is often staged in this family, and it has become a habit for Cui Can, the object of scolding.

If he had cooked the food himself, he would say that the food was not delicious, that it was either light or salty. In short, there is no day when dinner is enjoyable. In the beginning, she would fight him and fight him. She even thought about simply divorcing, did she think about such a day? No, so there's no need to be nostalgic. But when she looked down at her son who was holding her thigh, she relented. Although the man is not very good-tempered, he has never beaten himself. It's also very good for children, if you get divorced, whether the child is a new mother or a new father, I'm afraid you won't feel happy, right? Therefore, she will live with a man, and in a blink of an eye, the children are all in elementary school, and their lives are still the same.

Especially recently, after she was fired by the company for taking care of her children, such a face has almost become commonplace at home, and she feels uncomfortable if she doesn't see it for a day. Hehe, she actually had the mood to entertain herself. There's no way, we can't live and abandon us, we won't live, right? In order to live, as a mother, she must be strong.

"Dad, don't scold Mom. My mom and I just came back, and my mom got a job today. The son, who was sitting on the desk doing his homework, spoke, and he was obviously only eight years old, and he knew very well why his mother was treated this way.

The man was stunned for a moment, the expression on his face did not change, he just looked at Cui Can's face for a few minutes, and once again confirmed what his son said. "You've got a job? Where is it? Shouldn't that classmate of yours introduce you to you? I tell you, even if you are idle at home, you are not allowed to go to work with him. He is a weasel giving New Year's greetings to chickens, and he is not well-intentioned. ”

Cui Can didn't even have the idea of opening her mouth, she knew that men would definitely have such suspicions. Ever since he found out that he had that man in his heart, such words would always appear between them, and like the scene just now, it had become a scene that had to be played out every day in the family.

Turning to go to the kitchen, not for the man, but for the sake of the man, she heard her son's stomach growl. Presumably, my son is hungry too, right? But he understands his mother, knows his mother's hard work, and knows his mother's love for him, so he never asks his mother for it. As long as it is given by his mother, he likes it, and as long as his mother is still in this family, he is happy. If Dad could scold Mom less, he would be happier.

"Did you hear me? Did I let you go? Didn't you really accept his handouts and go to work with him? You dead woman, how many times have I said you? Do you not understand people? The man didn't wait for Cui Can's answer, he was very angry, so he picked up the fish tank on the shoe cabinet next to him and threw it at Cui Can. Then he was stunned to watch the fish tank smash on Cui Can's head, and blood came out of Cui Can's head. Listening to his son's cry, and Cui Can's disgraced eyes looking at him, he kept looking at it in a daze, not knowing what he had done?

When Cui Can woke up from the nightmare, it seemed that he could still feel the cool, slimy feeling of bleeding on the top of his head. Looking at the roof of the shed covered with flower paper, she came back to her senses. She still remembers such a roof, which was the roof of her family before she was twenty years old, and it was the roof that had accompanied her for more than ten years. She still remembers that before the age of twenty, although she was not very beautiful, she was always very eye-catching, coupled with her tall figure, she was always surrounded by many boys. But after the age of twenty, it seems that there is only a busy back, right?

And Cui Can, who is so vivid and bright, what can attract her attention is the star in the eyes of the whole school, he is so handsome, so gentle, and so smart. It seems that all the words that can praise a man are suitable for him. So there are many people who have a crush on him, including himself. And their own advantages include not only appearance, but also convenience. He was his classmate and his friend.

It is also the word friend, which has always restrained Cui Can. So that she can't boldly show her sincerity, she can only stay in the gray area between friends and lovers. As for whether he knew that he liked him, she didn't dare to think about it. Even later, both of them went to society and had jobs. They still maintain this state of having more friends and less lovers. Until he went on a blind date in anger, met the man he later on, and agreed to marry him angrily, Cui Can didn't know if that person knew his sincerity.

Thinking about that wind-like person, Cui Can's heart is still beating with him now. But everything is in the past, yes is in the past. Everything she knew seemed to be a dream story, a story far from herself. Although the person in that story is also named Cui Can, she is already very old. And now I am very young, only sixteen years old, which is the age of the flower season.

She didn't know which was the real herself, but she knew that she was only sixteen years old, and that was enough. At least it's not too late, and we can do it all over again. Or the child in the story is the most innocent, and now she feels sad when she thinks of that sensible child. But a story is a story, a thing of the past.

She is only 16 years old, and she still has to take the high school entrance examination and go to high school. This year is a turning point in her life, so she has to grasp this sixteen years old. As for the child, if he is really destined for himself, he will wait until he comes to his belly again. If you don't have a chance, then you can only say that the story of Cui Can that you know is just a flash.

"Cui Can, are you up?" At the door, my mother's still young face peeked out of the open door.

Looking at her mother, who was only in her thirties, Cui Can thanked her for coming back for the first time. Cui Can, the mother in the story, still remembers that she broke her heart for her marriage, not only to help herself take care of her children, but also to help herself from time to time, so as not to be disgusted and cursed by men. Because the man's family conditions are good, although he did not give them anything, he gave them a house. So after having a child, my mother-in-law didn't help me for a day, and it was always my mother who helped me take care of the child.

If it weren't for my mother's uremia later, I'm afraid I wouldn't have lost my job in order to pick up and drop off my children. Therefore, the root of everything is still himself, it is he who made his mother sick, made him lose his job, and made his son lose his parents. The root of everything is her own weakness, so from the moment she opened her eyes again and found that she was back at the age of sixteen, she secretly vowed that she must repay her parents' love well. Let them have a happy and prosperous old age, this is Cui Can's request for himself.

"What's wrong with this kid? Started to be in a daze again? Li Yuqing walked to the edge of the kang worriedly, touched her daughter's forehead, and then touched her own forehead. The fever has subsided, why are you still dazed? Cui Shigao, come in and see if your daughter is still well? How do you feel that something is wrong with the whole person? ”

"It's coming, it's coming." Cui Shigao trotted into the house, first at his wife and then at his daughter. is facing her daughter's big eyes, but she doesn't look like she's in focus. "Don't say it, it really doesn't look right. I'll go to Dr. Meng's house at the west end of the village and ask her to come back and see it. ”

As he spoke, he patted the noodles on his hands and was about to leave.

"Dad, I'm fine. It's just in a daze, it's fine. At this time, Cui Can also came back to her senses, looking at her father who was untying her apron and saying that she was looking for a doctor, she hurriedly spoke.

"Are you really okay?" Mom confirmed again, and it wasn't until Cui Can nodded that she was really okay that she and Dad breathed a sigh of relief. "You don't know how scary you were the day before yesterday. When I came back from school well, I fell unconscious as soon as I planted myself on the kang. If Dr. Meng hadn't said that you just had a cold, your father and I would have taken you to the hospital. And when your fever subsides, the whole person becomes wrong, always in a daze, and your face is full of thoughts. You say, "Didn't you torture us?" ”

Seeing that her mother was about to cry as she spoke, Cui Can hurriedly lifted the quilt on her body, sat down beside her mother, and comfortingly hugged her neck, facing her face. "Mom, I'm really fine, don't worry about you and Dad. I'm just thinking, now that I'm about to take the high school entrance examination, what am I going to apply for? ”

Sure enough, this topic made my mother divert her energy, and my father, who watched my mother turn cloudy, also breathed a sigh of relief, put on his apron, and continued his cooking business.

"Do you still need to think about it? With your grades, you can take a secondary school exam. You know, the technical secondary school is only four years, and the tuition fee is still small, and it can be allocated after graduation, what else is there to consider? Can I tell you, don't you want to know? Your stubble is the last stubble to be allocated, so you must admit me to the secondary school. "Li Yuqing is a strong person, and he usually wants to be better than others in everything in the village. So when it comes to her daughter's study, she is even more relaxed. Fortunately, my daughter is also competitive, and she has always been among the top few in school, so she must be sure of taking a secondary school exam.

Cui Can sighed helplessly, she knew that her mother's answer was the same as in her previous life.