What's more, Xu Hengzhi's matter is irreparable, and his mother's approach is right. What will you do to save a useless man?

She has lost Xu Hengzhi, the once omnipotent father, and can no longer lose the protection of her mother. Although she didn't like her mother either, the situation was ...... Now she is too young, and she needs her mother to protect this last bit of interest for them.

Well, it would be nice if she was reborn the day before she died, so that she wouldn't lose it all, and she wouldn't have to die like that again.

Xu Baoting looked down at her short hands and feet, short child's body, sighed, walked over and hugged her mother who was crying sadly, trying her best to reflect the thoughtfulness and concern of a normal three-year-old child.

Who knew that Ah Qin pushed her away like crazy, crying and scolding: "Go away, it's all you, it's all you, it's all you, otherwise, where do I have to suffer such grievances!" ”

Xu Baoting didn't care about how painful her head hit the corner of the bed, so she got up and looked at her mother with wide eyes as soon as possible.

The person who pushed her down did not have a trace of distress and guilt on his face, only full of disgust and resentment.

Encumbrance? Abandon? Xu Baoting's heart was sad, this is because she thinks she has no use value, right?

Xu Hengzhi, you liar! If you hadn't said that you would divorce and marry me, I wouldn't have had your child at all!

Xu Baoting, you useless thing, you can't even fight for the Xu family's property, you can't even fight for a name for me, I really don't know what I wanted you to do in the first place!

The last quarrel between her mother and Xu Hengzhi in her previous life is still in her ears, and she still remembers the words she scolded when her fingers often poked her head.

She to her parents. From the moment she closed her eyes unwillingly in her previous life, she had no feelings, but she was also her biological daughter, since she didn't treat her so much, then she didn't give birth to her in the first place, why treat her like this as a tool!

The resentment and resentment that she had buried deeply and deliberately ignored all emerged clearly at this time.

Why did she open her eyes and return to her not a good childhood? Is it because the moment she died, she was unwilling not only to not get a good life, but also to the love of her parents who she had never received!

Her parents. Never loved her! Even she died at their hands!

Bai Soho was an out-and-out unlucky guy in his last life. But this life proves that people used to be treasures in the hands of their parents, and now there is a grandfather chasing after them to take them home! Xu Jun is not to mention, if he hadn't died by himself. He was the happiest man. Even her classmates who looked down on her in her previous life. Everyone has parents who hold them in the palm of their hands and care for them!

It's just her, nothing, not even the most basic and ordinary family affection!

In Xu Hengzhi's eyes. She may just be a kitten and a puppy, and when she is in a good mood, she will forget to give her a name.

In Ah Qin's eyes, she is even worse than a cat or a dog, she is just a tool, she gave birth to her and raised her, all the time in order to be Mrs. Xu and get the property of the Xu family, once she is unsatisfactory, she will immediately become a burden!

Xu Baoting didn't want to think about these facts that she had been unwilling to face, but she couldn't control her brain!

How can you not want to, how can you not hate, even if you start again, even if you do it again, she will not be the one who will not be cherished in any way!

This usually smart, strong, and sensible little girl finally cried loudly because she completely understood this kind of thing.

She usually doesn't cry, in fact, she still wants to please them, but now, no one likes her, why can't she cry, why can't she cry casually like a three-year-old child?

The three-year-old daughter's unprecedented crying alarmed the upset Aqin, and she realized that her daughter was still a child who didn't understand anything.

Only then did she stand up, take her daughter into her arms, and coax her softly.

"The baby is good, the baby is not crying, it is all the mother's fault!" She was as gentle as anyone who loved her daughter dearly.

But Xu Baoting no longer believed that her mother would really be sincere to her from now on, and pretended to be like other mothers.

Ah Qin walked around with her in her arms and coaxed, hugging her tightly and crying while coaxing.

"Baby, mom has no choice, mom is really wronged, mom has worked hard for half her life, I really don't want to end up with nothing, baby ......"

In this way, the words that were not brainless, not like comfort, not like apology, fell into Xu Baoting's ears, and she immediately stopped crying.

Based on a deep understanding of her mother, she has a bad premonition.

But then Ah Qin didn't say anything more, and quickly wiped away her tears. For the first time, patiently groomed her and took her out to play.

Trampolines, rocking cars, merry-go-rounds, trains...... She used to want to play, but where her mother never took her, she played it all over again.

Later came new clothes, new shoes, toys, goodies, etc., etc.

It seems that during this time, my mother kept telling Xu Jun that there was no money and that eating was a problem, but it was just an illusion, and she was actually the illegitimate daughter of a rich family.

If she was just a three-year-old child, she would have cheered and cheered that her mom was starting to really like her.

But she wasn't. She is just a lonely soul who is reborn after death and has an unwilling heart.

She can keenly feel the deep meaning behind her mother's actions.

She tried hard to smile at her mother, clinging to her tightly, and from the bottom of her heart she didn't want to believe her guesses.

She tried hard to keep her eyes open and not sleep, hugged her tightly, and even cried all night, telling her, Mom, don't leave me, don't leave me, trying to block what might happen with the behavior of her three-year-old child who has no self-esteem.

Aqin's smile was also softer than ever, she patted her gently and said to her, baby, what nonsense are you talking about, go to sleep.

She struggled not to fall asleep. But the poor soul in her body was no match for the body of a child, and in the middle of the night she fell asleep involuntarily.

A child's sleep is a world of sweetness. Daddy, Mommy, she's their little princess.

But when she woke up, she turned over and sat up, and when she saw the room that suddenly felt a little empty, and the note she was holding in her hand, her dream world was all shattered.

She's worked so hard. But she was still abandoned by her mother.

Xu Baoting looked at the note in her hand. Sure, and sure, she was indeed thrown away like garbage by the woman she called her mother.

The note was not written to her, and Aqin did not consider the possibility that her three-year-old daughter could read and write. The note was addressed to Xu Jun.

Xu Jun, don't blame me. She's your sister. Please take care of her.

Xu Baoting's eyes were sour. But he didn't cry. She tore up the note, so broken that she couldn't put it together.

Go to Nima's "She is your sister, please take care of her". You can abandon your daughter, and you can expect someone who has an enmity with you to take care of your daughter?

You ran away on your own, did you really want to find a way out for me or to find some peace of mind for yourself? Go to Nima's!

You ruthless and unrighteous woman believe that people will be merciful to take care of your daughter, I don't believe it, I don't believe that in this world, there are still people who will love me, and there are still people who care about what Xu Baoting is! Didn't you leave me like this to fend for me, a three-year-old?

Whatever, anyway, I'm completely unwanted, if I can live, I can live, if I can't, I will die, I just hope God will stop playing with me, if I die, I must be reborn to meet this woman, let me go to reincarnation!

Xu Baoting didn't even look at the food and drink piled up next to her, she lay down in the quilt again, pulled the quilt and covered herself, and closed her eyes.

This time, she had to decide how she would die, starving to death or dying of thirst, as long as she died warmly.

The feeling of being stabbed to death by that sharp iron fence in my previous life was too cold.

After Xu Jun walked out of the Jinchi community, he didn't know what was happening behind him, so he went to find Bai Soho again that afternoon.

It's not that he's boring to himself, it's that time waits for no one.

The house can't be sold for the time being, but he urgently needs to negotiate with Bai Suho to save Xu Hengzhi's life.

He can't sell this house, so Bai Soho can always sell it. As long as she accepts his sincerity, she can apply to sell the house in Xu Hengzhi's name in the name of recovering the property. The key is whether she accepts it or not.

When he walked to the door of the ward again, the door opened with a slight push.

The mental preparation he had made before was in chaos in an instant. This time, there was no obstruction, no disappearance, and it came in so easily.

The old man Bai in the ward was still sleeping quietly, and a man and a woman sitting on the sofa in the ward were silently looking at each other, looking like the most perfect couple at a glance.

Hearing the footsteps, they turned their heads together, and the tacit understanding made his heart tingle.

But the man just smiled softly and said to the girl next to him, "Look, it's coming so fast, I'm right, right?" ”

Bai Suho's expression didn't fluctuate much, but he quickly stood up and walked over to him.

Suddenly, his heart was beating like a drum.

What would she say to him, would she forgive him?

In an instant, many mixed thoughts flashed, and his mind was in turmoil.

"Xiaohe ......" He only had time to say these two words, and he suddenly remembered that she had just said not long ago that the name Xiaohe was wrong, and my nickname was Susu.

"Susu ......," he stiffened.

Instead of getting angry, she didn't accuse, but smiled.

"Let's go, let's find a quiet place to talk."

With that, she walked out, not caring if he would follow.

Xu Jun was ecstatic in his heart, she was, willing to talk to him?

He chased after him without any hesitation, but he couldn't see the smug smile on Lin Hai's face behind him.

Go ahead, go talk about it, and then, that's it.

Soho walked slowly until he reached the bottom of a quiet hallway next to the hospital lawn before stopping.

turned around, and sure enough, I saw Xu Jun who followed her step by step.

Xu Jun, Xu Jun. She couldn't help but sigh in her heart.

"Xiaohe, I'm sorry, don't you ......" Xu Jun couldn't help but smile at Bai Soho's eyes, and blurted out the words of apology.

was cut off by Bai Suho: "You know that's not what I want to hear." ”

Bai Soho, he will still come to you, can you really let it go? Are you sure you're going to be pestered like this by him forever?

Lin Hai told her this after Xu Jun left. The fox who laughed like a beaten fox said a word.

Yes, she doesn't want to face this person she once loved, but kept hurting her every time, she has to remember the past, and she doesn't want to apologize to her uselessly every time she sees this person.

So this time, she didn't hide, she didn't run, she just wanted to finish it well.

Xu Jun didn't know what to say. He looked at Bai Soho, a familiar and unfamiliar girl, not the gentle and kind little sister in his heart.

"Xu Jun, stop saying sorry to me or anything like that, that's not what I want to hear. You are not sorry for me, and I am not qualified to forgive you, what I cannot forgive is your father. Even, I have to say I'm sorry to you, I'm sorry for giving up our love for my parents. ”

Such generous and tolerant words made Xu Jun's heart tremble.

Many times, when a person scolds you, it can make you feel at ease than being kind to you.

When can people be so calm and angry, when they are not happy and angry, it is when they are with strangers.

Xu Jun has already understood that what Bai Suhe wants to say must be something he doesn't want to hear. But does he have the ability to grasp the words of others?

Of course he didn't. So Bai Suhe continued to express his meaning with an indifferent expression: "Xu Jun, whether you really loved me in the past, or just regarded me as your family's talisman, it was all in the past, and in the future, we have nothing to do with each other, and we don't owe each other." I tell you plainly, I can't accept any mediation, and I can't forgive any murderer, so you don't have to come to me and my grandfather again. I can let go of the sadness and shame that my love has brought me, and I only hope that we will never see each other again in the future. That's it. ”

Xu Jun didn't speak, didn't refute, and quietly listened to Bai Soho's farewell declaration.

However, in his heart, there was not a single word that he wanted to agree with.

Sadness and shame, is this the final verdict that the love I treat with my life brings you?

You once said that you would never give up on Xu Jun, have you forgotten?

Xu Jun felt full of bitterness.

He lives so tired, lives so wronged, every time he sees her, he can't help but feel hopeful and guilty, does she just think about ending here?

Why? How could she do this to him? How can it!

Xu Jun didn't speak, and Bai Suhe didn't have to answer, she and Xu Jun staggered and were about to walk away.

But suddenly a hand stretched out behind him clamped his arm tightly.

She turned her head, and the people behind her were furious.

"Bai Soho, how can you do this to me, how can you do this to me?"

"What you said is not wrong, I am not sorry for you, I have never been sorry for you!" (To be continued.) )