Chapter 55: Shyness
Cui Can is a good student, and for the teacher, he likes such a child the most. Be obedient, study well, and don't trouble the teacher. Although this child's sense of existence is very low, the teacher of each subject cannot ignore such a child, after all, the results of other people are there, and each subject is in the top five in the class, so it is difficult to ignore.
Although I didn't come to class for a day, with my understanding of her, everyone was not worried. Even Xu Ling has the same idea, because in his impression, Cui Can has always been in the top five, or the fifth place is more accurate. Someone else's ranking may change, but she has been in this position since she went to school. Of course, in just half a year, everyone can't see anything, but they all know in their hearts that this girl has strength.
Last time, Cui Can was very unhappy because of his nosy, so he himself seemed embarrassed in the next few days, and he didn't come to her like before. Seeing that she hadn't come for a day, I had an excuse and asked her if she had a better cold? (Yesterday, Cui Di asked for leave and said that Cui Can had a cold and had a fever in the morning.) )
Facing the boy whose eyes flickered and he didn't dare to look directly at him, Cui Can really didn't know how to express his meaning, obviously refusing so obviously, why was he still so persistent with himself? And now that they're all students, don't you think that such a good time is spent reading?
Xu Ling stubbornly faced Cui Can's scrutiny, feeling a little weak in his heart. Why did she look at herself like that? Her eyes were the same as those of the teacher, which made him feel very stressed. And she doesn't open her mouth, doesn't she forgive herself?
"Cui Can, are you still angry about what happened last time?"
Watching a tall and handsome boy so cautious in front of her, although it satisfied her vanity, it also made her feel very guilty. "It's okay, I've long forgotten what you said. Thank you for your concern, I'm fine. ”
Xu Ling breathed a sigh of relief, he felt that Cui Can was a generous girl, so he would not be so careful to hold grudges with himself.
"You didn't come yesterday, I took notes and you want to see it?"
"Thank you, no need, I've already previewed, and I've already consulted the teacher about this knowledge point." Cui Can's answer was polite and distant, which made Xu Ling feel a sense of powerlessness.
Xu Ling also has his pride, and he returned to his position with a smile. Although I felt a little sad in my heart, I couldn't see it on my face. This made Cui Cangao look at him, this boy is not simple, he has such scheming at such a young age, and it is really unpredictable what will happen in the future.
Song Changsheng saw everything in the class, and although he wanted to join it, he still felt the ice in his heart. I am different from them, no one wants to take care of a sick basket, and no one wants to be in pain for losing this relationship after I have invested in it. He himself thinks the same way, so he is just a bystander to the affairs of his classmates.
On this day, Cao Rongtao's guy did not appear in front of Cui Can, although he had only seen it yesterday, but Cui Can was still a little surprised. What's going on? This guy usually sees himself every day, why is he missing today? Ignoring the expectations in his heart, Cui Can felt a little uncomfortable. But thinking of the cooperation between the two, she was relieved.
At the end of school in the evening, Shuling asked Cui Can, "Where do you sell old books and old calligraphy and paintings?" ”
"What for?" Answering questions did not delay Cui Can's speed on his bicycle.
"I can help buy calligraphy and paintings with a lot of room for appreciation, and I can also identify the authenticity of those antiques."
"Huh?" This can be had, but is there such a place in Dingping County, a small county? Cui Can really doesn't know. It seems that he may have to ask someone who was born and raised here, and this is naturally Cao Rongtao. I just don't know if this kid knows this place?
"If you can buy what's in the tomb, it's more profitable." Seeing that Cui Can just sighed and didn't say anything, Shu Ling threw down another bait in a little hurry.
Cui Can frowned, why is this book spirit so keen to help him make money? Wasn't that the attitude it had when it started yesterday? Is there anything else in this that I don't know?
The book inspired Cui Can's doubts from the bottom of his heart, and he was a little worried. "Don't worry, I'm here to help you. Since you need money, then I'll help you in the way of a reader. This will also save you a waste of time and lose the matter of studying. ”
Although this explanation is reasonable, Cui Can still can't let go.
The book spirit then said, "I am the book spirit, and naturally I need you to read a lot to grow. And you can only buy more books and read more books if you have money, so I figured it out, I want to support you to make money, so that I can also benefit myself, right? ”
This explanation made Cui Can trust a little more, but the suspicion still did not disappear completely.
"Why are you so suspicious? Or have you been scammed by someone before? Why do you distrust others so much? Although Cui Can didn't speak, through the contact with Cui Can, Shu Ling still felt the doubts in her heart.
Shuling's words made Cui Can even more silent, yes, he has been very insecure since he was a child. I still remember when I was a child, my father rode a bicycle to carry me and my mother, and I sat on the girder in front of me, holding the handlebar with my hand for fear of falling to the ground. And Dad always competes with himself every time he turns or whatever, and after talking about himself a few times, he is still the same, as if it is a subconscious action. Now that I think about it, maybe I was insecure at that time, right? But what's going on? Why are you so insecure? Countless question marks drifted in Cui Can's mind, and for a while he forgot that he was riding a bicycle.
Sensing that Cui Can was thinking about the problem, Shu Ling looked ahead with some concern, of course, this 'look' was with the help of Cui Can's eyes, because of meditation, her eyes no longer had any focus, so she didn't look at the road. Although the bicycle speed is not fast, the road surface is not good, and it is still very unsafe.
But fortunately, Cui Can still knows where he is, and memories are a matter of a while. Because of the memory, Cui Can has a little more trust in Shuling's words, maybe he gave it a chance and gave himself a chance.
"Okay, I'll take you around for the weekend."
Cui Can thought clearly, anyway, such a thing as his rebirth had happened, so the ability and help of the book spirit were not so difficult for him to accept. Besides, the book spirit will not harm itself for its own sake, after all, its body is still in its own hands, and it can't take it away, so it is naturally still coerced by itself. Thinking about it like this, Cui Can's mood relaxed a lot, but Shuling felt full of black lines, this still didn't trust himself? Why is she so insecure? Shu Ling decided that if he had the opportunity, he must understand the reason, so that Cui Can could try to believe in others, but also in himself.
Cao Rongtao didn't appear in front of Cui Can for three days in a row, although Cui Can was very surprised, he didn't care. And Xu Ling was also a little discouraged because of Cui Can's coldness, so it was rare to be clean in front of Cui Can these days. She doesn't feel it personally, but others don't. all thought that she had fallen out of favor and was disgusted by Cao Rongtao and Xu Ling at the same time. The girls' jealousy is smaller, and they don't reject her so much, but they are happy to see her lose her soul, but unfortunately this Cui Can is still the same as always, destined to disappoint them.
The boys looked at her for more time, but they didn't see anything special. How did you attract the best two boys in your grade? Or is it that the two of them quit and maybe they can try it out and see what makes her attractive?
Cui Can has never cared about these conjectures, and as the days go by, no one can make her nervous. But the arrival of the weekend made her feel that she should talk to Cao Rongtao.
When school was out on Saturday night, Cui Can blocked the gate and saw Cao Rongtao, Yu Haiwen and others pushing bicycles out.
"Cui Can, why are you here, there is something?" Cao Rongtao didn't know what Cui Can said when he saw it, but just stood there with a red face, making people unable to guess what he was doing. Seeing that he rarely showed such a shy appearance for the first time, it made Cui Can dumbfounded, what is the situation? It was Yu Haiwen who greeted Cui Can with a smile that broke the embarrassment.
Although Cui Can was surprised by Cao Rongtao's changes, he still looked away at Yu Haiwen. "Haven, do you know where we sell thrift?"
"Thrift? What are you going to buy? Yu Haiwen was very surprised, he also had some understanding of the situation of the Cui family, and he didn't understand why Cui Can was buying old goods if he didn't buy new things? Does that thing work? Is it hygienic?
"Hehe, I'm going to buy some old books." Cui Can was very happy about Yu Haiwen's undisguised accident, at least this proves that he still knows a little about his own affairs, and he really cares about himself and doesn't want to hide anything in front of him. That's good, she needs friends a lot. After all, she was ostracized by many girls in the class, and even the boys didn't make any friends because Xu Ling was not close to her. She is still very happy to be recognized by Yu Haiwen.
"Old books? What? Maybe I have what I need at home? Cao Rongtao suppressed his excitement a few times before he spoke. As soon as he opened his mouth, he was despised by his own friends who were present. Don't you want to speak? Why is this rushing to say it again? Can you be a little disciplined?
Cui Can didn't think much about it, just explained with a smile. "I'm trying to buy some old stuff, not any specific book."
In this way, they understand that Cui Can is going to play with antiques. Look at the starting point of others, they started playing antiques at such a young age. It's really not something they can understand, but it doesn't stop them from supporting this friend. Everyone made an appointment to gather at the county department store at nine o'clock tomorrow morning, and they dispersed.