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Tang Sibin regretted it, and the moment Tang Siqing walked out of the door, he began to regret it.

"What did I say?" Downs sat down on the couch with his elbows on his knees and covered his face, deceiving himself to hide his exhaustion.

He was really angry, and then he really regretted it. He is angry more because he hates himself for not being angry, and when everyone around him is stronger than him, and he can affect his every move, intentionally or unintentionally, no one will feel very comfortable.

Everyone wants to be free, but when even Tang Siqing wants to influence him, he who is already unpleasant to see her with Wen Muxue explodes.

"I'm just trying to persuade her to be temperate." Tang Sibin rubbed his face in distress, "How can you not help but accuse her?" ”

A person who is dedicated to himself actually blames himself. Even if you don't accept it, you don't need to be so angry. Hasn't your rebellious adolescence passed? Obviously, I worked hard to mature myself.

As she said, people sometimes hate themselves, and when she closes the door, she already hates me. Don Sibin thought.

Let's call her and apologize.

Tang Sibin took out his mobile phone from his pocket and found her phone number, but he didn't dial it for a long time.

"Even if I said it excessively, she, as a person who has come over, should understand me. As for abandoning me like that? Tang Sibin thought so, and the phone couldn't be dialed again.

The phone vibrated slightly in the palm of his hand. Was it her message? Tang Sibin looked at it intently, but it was a message from Yu Zhiyan.

Yu Zhiyan: "Are you still from the study room tonight?" It's not early, why haven't you shown up yet? ”

Since knowing the rules of his life, Yu Zhiyan occasionally goes to the study room to find him when he is not busy. The position he is used to is often occupied by her help. But tonight, Tang Sibin still had the intention of studying on his own, and after hesitating for a long time, he still replied to Yu Zhiyan.

Tang Sibin: "I don't study on my own today, and I'm in a bad mood." I want to drink. ”

Yu Zhiyan quickly replied: "Did something happen?" If you want to drink, I'll accompany you. ”

Tang Sibin: "Okay! I'm waiting for you at the corner 'Burning Chibi'. ”

"What will she do? It's dark, where can she go? Looking for Wen Muxue? It must be. Will there be love between two women? Well, there will be, after all, she has the same soul as me. Magji, obviously I don't want her to be with Wen Muxue, how can it feel like I pushed her to her? ”

Putting down the phone, Tang Sibin was even more confused.

It is very painful to use alcohol to kill sorrows, but when people are confused, alcohol is indeed the best medicine to temporarily forget their troubles. Originally, with the understanding between the two of them, things that can be explained in a few words, there is no need to anesthetize themselves in this way. However, everyone will be stubborn sometimes, and if everyone is open-minded like a saint, the world will be too boring.

Tang Sibin wants to drink, and Tang Siqing wants to too.

The time is only more than seven o'clock, but the sky is already dark, Guicheng is like other cities, the brilliant lights are embellished with brilliant colors, in this southern city dominated by tourism, the vast majority of people who cannot work at night have finished their work all day and have ignored the cold and walked out of the house, eating, drinking, shopping and passing the extra energy.

People on the street walked in twos and threes, as if the Spring Festival had arrived early, and there was laughter and laughter everywhere. However, Tang Siqing walked on this bustling street, but did not feel the slightest warmth, only felt the chill in the wind.

When she returned to today many years ago, she was alone, and the world did not recognize the existence of Tang Siqing, and no one knew her. However, her unreasonable existence is here, she has regained her former self and developed new communication from scratch little by little.

"I've survived the worst days, and if God thinks it's not enough to tease me, it's okay to throw me again in a place where no one knows me. Yes, the whole world can abandon me, but why does even my past self hate me? ”

"Is this what it feels like to be discouraged? Is even the heart cold? ”

"Who am I all for, and when that time comes, I'm gone, and everything I get can I give it to but him? Why can't you understand me even though he has taken all the benefits? ”

"But that's the kind of person I am. It's me who has changed, and he hasn't changed...... He is right that even if you prepare for the worst, you can't do the worst. ”

"Then he can use this reason to give me the worst evaluation and then say the worst thing to me?"

"He's also very angry, just like he said, no one likes to be arranged by others. What will he do now? Hmm, like a few broken lovers, going to a bar? Who will he go with? With Da Zhuang Erhu, they are still ...... What about Yu Zhiyan? ”

Tang Siqing also regretted it, she regretted leaving that 'home' so impulsively. She knows very well what kind of bird virtue she drinks, it is the same when she is a man or when she is a woman now, but whenever she is drunk, she belongs to the type of unconscious. There are people around who are fine, but if a person is drunk and drunk, he doesn't know that he has really been robbed of money.

For example, when she met Wen Muxue for the 'first time', she was drunk and sent to an express hotel.

She began to worry about him, and the more she regretted her impulsiveness.

"It's good to have something to say to each other, obviously I still have a lot to teach him, and I haven't told him what to pay attention to in the future. It's one thing for him to know what he's doing, but he can make him better. Tang Siqing thought depressedly, almost wanting to stomp her feet.

On this winter night, a woman, dragging a suitcase and carrying her aunt Nangang's satchel, walked on the street, entangled and regretted, both affirming herself and quickly denying herself; One will be angry, and the other will know that I am guilty.

The mobile phone in the satchel rang, Tang Siqing stopped her scattered steps, let go of the heavy luggage, and took out the mobile phone with anticipation.

Could it be a call from him? Was he the first concession he made?

The call was from Wen Muxue, Tang Siqing had no choice but to hold back the unhappiness in her heart and connect the phone, thinking that there was a place to go tonight.

"Ahahahaha, Sister Qing, are you free? Where are you? Little lady, I miss you, are you coming to me or am I going to play with you? On the phone, Wen Muxue was as rampant as ever.

"Light Snow ......"

Tang Siqing originally wanted to say that I have nowhere to go tonight, so you can take me in. But when the words came out, she realized that her voice was so hoarse, and even a little choked.

"Huh? Sister Qing, what's wrong with you? Your voice is not right. ”

Tang Siqing didn't want her to see her lost appearance, so she quickly coughed twice and cleared her throat: "Oh, it's okay, my throat is a little uncomfortable." Xiaoxue, I'm going to move out, and I'm taking all my luggage with me, but the landlord who was originally negotiated has rented the house to someone else, and I'm living on the street now. ”

"I'm Nima, which landlord is so good? Believe it or not, the little lady will bring someone over tomorrow to paint the door of their house. Wen Muxue immediately exploded, "Sister Qing, where are you?" Oh, forget it. It's dark this day, I must not be able to find a rent, I won't go back at night, or the express hotel in front of the station, you go to open a good room and wait for me to find you. ”

"Uh, this ......" said, if I just open a house to live, do I still have to worry about taking in? Although I didn't have much money in the early days of my business, I still have the funds.

I really want to see what Xiaoxue's family is like, anyway, she herself said that her father rarely comes back. But it's okay, in case of bumping into it, Xiaoxue can't help but pull herself to confess her abnormal sexual orientation to his father, and it's not good if it backfires. With her company, at least one night won't be lonely.

"Huh? Sister Qing, do you want to say anything else? ”

"Oh, it's nothing, I'll see you somewhere."

The express hotel in front of the station has almost become a tryst place for Wen Muxue and Tang Siqing's 'queen', and the two of them have tried their best to open the room where the two had sex for the first time, intentionally or unintentionally. It was also a coincidence that the room was still empty, so it naturally became the best choice.

When Tang Siqing arrived at the door of the hotel, she received a call from Wen Muxue again, saying that she had already arrived first, and she had booked a room and let her go up by herself. All Tang Siqing could do was rub her stiff cheeks, trying her best to restrain her emotions and make herself look relaxed and casual.

"Sister Qing, don't pretend." However, it was useless, Wen Muxue saw the truth she was trying to hide at a glance, "You look haggard, what happened?" ”

Tang Siqing sighed helplessly while putting the luggage in the corner of the room: "Is it so obvious?" ”

Wen Muxue hugged her from behind and pillowed her chin on her shoulder: "Well, it's obvious. I realized it when you spoke on the phone, and I was even more sure when you told that not-so-clever lie. I was afraid that you would hide from me, so I didn't dare to ask you at that time. Sister Qing, did you quarrel with your brother? ”

"Hmm!"

"Is the reason for the quarrel because of me?"

Tang Siqing shook her head: "No." ”

"It turned out to be really because of me." Wen Muxue said softly, "Originally, I just wanted to use our relationship that would not be accepted by the world to stimulate my father, so that he had to pay attention to me, even if he scolded me." But I found out that I was really in love with you now, and after last night I decided that we would just be in love, and we didn't have to care about other people's opinions or irritate anyone. But I really didn't expect that we still stimulated the people around us, your brother...... I care about you very much, does he think I can't give you happiness? ”

Two people have been together for a long time, even if they are not alone, and they are not relatives who live together, they can read each other's every move. Tang Siqing should have been moved by this, but the more Wen Muxue knew her like this, the more uncomfortable it made her.

People who should really know themselves and understand themselves, but they don't come to know themselves and understand themselves; A person who was just going to use it at the beginning, but he really understood himself and understood his own sadness.

"Sister Qing, everything will pass. I didn't know before, but now I can be your last line of defense. I can be a qualified listener, and it's better to say it than to hold it to my heart. Wen Muxue gently patted Tang Siqing's back, "Even if you don't want to say it, it doesn't matter, I can still let you cry in my arms." ”

Tang Siqing couldn't hold back the emotions in her heart any longer, turned around, hugged Wen Muxue in her arms, and tears fell: "Xiaoxue, I regret it so much...... Woo......"