Chapter Thirty-Four: Ice Release of Suspicions

Lei Zhanjun's words not only surprised Zhang Wenhao's mother and son, but also made Zhang Xingping sigh, and it can be seen from his expression that he seems to be relieved.

"Zhanjun" Zhang Xingping sighed deeply and said: "You know my temper, after that incident, I did blame you, and I blamed you for many years, but today I want to understand, in fact, I shouldn't blame you, and I shouldn't blame anyone, speaking of which, everyone is not wrong, the fault is ourselves, I blame you, I just want to find an explanation in my heart for the thirty-six brothers who died, an explanation that can convince me of my own, but in the end, I am wrong"

Saying that, Zhang Xingping poured himself and Lei Zhanjun a glass of wine respectively, took the lead in holding it, and said: "Zhanjun, I left the army, not because of you, but because people often say that I was cowardly, I experienced so many life and death around me, I was tired and wanted to retreat, so even if a good future is waiting for me, I will never continue to stay in the army, this, you must not blame yourself." ”

Lei Zhanjun nodded lightly with tears in his eyes, and choked up: "Brother Zhang, even if you don't blame me, but I have been blaming myself in my heart, after you recovered, even many brothers in the country have been restored, so many years, I have tried to contact them, but there are very few people who are willing to take care of me, I know, they are all blaming me, every year in July, I will return to the southwest, burn some paper money for those brothers who sleep there, bring a bottle of good wine, just want to atone for their sins, but I don't know where to start." ”

Zhang Xingping smiled helplessly and said, "Zhanjun, why are you suffering?" Don't blame yourself for this matter anymore, other brothers often contact me, they don't want to contact you, it's not that they blame you, but they don't want to evoke that sad memory, everyone is running away, no one has dared to face it, and then go on like this, this hurdle in my heart, I'm afraid I can't get over it for the rest of my life, I think it's good, I'll contact you when I go back, see if you have time, let's choose a place to get together, get together and say all the words that I haven't dared to say in my heart, like this, It's a good thing for everyone. ”

"Good!" Lei Zhanjun was suddenly inexplicably excited, held Zhang Xingping's hands, and said tremblingly: "Brother Zhang, you can invite all the brothers over, no matter where they are, as long as they are willing to come, I will have all the food, housing and transportation, Lei Zhanjun has everything, for so many years, what I have been looking forward to is to have such a day."

"Done!" Zhang Xingping nodded and said, "I'll do this matter, from now on, we won't discuss this topic anymore, in front of your brother, in front of my wife and children, let's talk about something happy." ”

Lei Zhanjun touched his tears and nodded heavily.

Zhang Xingping took the lead in leading the topic to other places and asked, "Zhan Jun, you have also been in Nanjiang Province for five or six years, right?" ”

Lei Zhanjun nodded and said, "That's right, I was transferred from Fuzhou six years ago. ”

"What about the younger siblings?" Zhang Xingping asked.

"In Yanjing." Lei Zhanjun said: "She is the daughter of my father's old comrade-in-arms, but she is not a member of the army." ”

Saying that, Lei Zhanjun glanced at Zhang Wenhao and said, "That girl in my family should be about the same age as your Wenhao, she is also in her third year of high school this year, and she is in Yanjing, but her academic performance is not as good as your Wenhao." ”

Zhang Wenhao was praised by outsiders for his good grades for the first time, and he was suddenly a little embarrassed, but Zhang Xingping said with a smile on the side: "Wenhao, this kid, didn't know how to work hard before, but now he finally knows how to study, and my mother and I can breathe a sigh of relief." ”

Lei Zhanjun nodded, and said to Zhang Wenhao: "Wenhao, go home with your parents tonight and have a good rest for a few days, I will communicate with the Education Committee in the past few days, let them say hello to your school, I heard your father say, your school is enough for you this time, and even let the police take you away in front of the teachers and students of the school when the national flag is raised, you can rest assured, how to lose this face, Uncle Lei will help you find it back, next Monday, I will let you go back to school in style!" ”

Zhang Wenhao hurriedly said: "Uncle Lei, I am already very grateful that you can help take me out of the detention center, as for the face in front of the teachers and students of the school, it is not so important to me, so don't bother about it." ”

"How's that going to work?" Lei Zhanjun frowned and said: "Manly man, it is a little bit to be able to bend and stretch, but once you bend, you must find a chance to stretch back!" You can't just bend and don't stretch, that's a coward, it's not something that a big man will do, although you are still young, but you can't lose your face, even with your father's face, lose face, you must get it back! This is the style of the man! ”