Chapter 20: Waiting
"Su Han, are you back?"
Mu Suhan walked out of the elevator when a familiar voice came. He looked at Shu Xin, who stood up from his door, and said with some doubts, "Why are you here, just squatting here and waiting for me?" ”
Shu Xin smiled a little embarrassedly, she had a coquettish and complaining tone, "I've been standing for a long time and I'm a little tired...... Call you to turn off the phone, ring your doorbell and no one responds, I guess you may have gone out. ”
Mu Suhan heard her say this, took out his mobile phone and looked at it, only to find that it was out of power.
"I just met a friend and I went with her for a cup of tea." Mu Suhan explained while opening the door, usually he didn't want to explain anything to Shu Xin, but today seeing her waiting here stupidly for so long, he felt a little guilty.
"It's okay, anyway, I don't have anything to do when I get off work, I heard that my brother said that you worked overtime for surgery last night, so I went to buy some vegetables and came back, just when you woke up, you can make it for you to eat, who knows......"
Shu Xin pursed her mouth slightly, indicating the unhappiness of the matter and her grievances. She has always been cold and arrogant in front of others, and only in front of Mu Suhan will she unconsciously show the attitude of these little daughters.
It's just that Mu Suhan heard her suddenly talk about the operation, and the hand that put the key still paused slightly, but he quickly covered it up. Mu Suhan glanced at Shu Xin, who followed in, and sighed before taking the heavy bag in her hand, "How many times have I told you, I will buy it myself after the dishes are eaten, and you are busy with work, why come here again!" ”
Mu Suhan's attitude was a little cold, but Shu Xin didn't care, she separated Mu Suhan's hand, carried the bag and walked straight to the refrigerator in the restaurant, and put in the ingredients that were not needed today.
Mu Suhan looked at Shu Xin's appearance of not listening to his persuasion at all, and just sighed helplessly, and went with her.
"I'll go sleep for a while." He was tired from the operation last night, and today he went out of the hospital to meet a friend and was delayed for most of the day, and now is the time to be very tired.
"Okay, you go and rest first, I'll be ready in a while, I'll warm you in the pot, and you can eat when you wake up!" Shu Xin closed the door of the refrigerator and went to the kitchen with the remaining vegetables in the bag.
Soon there was a sound of water inside, and she should have started to wash the vegetables. Mu Suhan looked at the direction of the kitchen, in fact, the original Shu Xin didn't know how to cook and do housework, just to take care of him, he took a cooking class and learned a good skill of cooking.
It was precisely because he saw that her hands were burned and scarred that he acquiesced to her girlfriend relationship. In the past two years, they have become much closer, and Shu Xin often buys vegetables and cooks for him.
Laundry and cooking, this is something that a woman should do for her husband.
Dean Shu had hinted to him a few times that they had been dating for a long time, but Mu Suhan had excused himself with the excuse that he was focused on work. After doing this a few times, the dean gradually had some opinions about him.
Lin Hao said that a woman's youth is short, and no one can afford to delay.
Therefore, Mu Suhan specially and solemnly talked to Shu Xin once, saying that she didn't want to get married in recent years, and if she insisted, it would be better to break up.
He decided to break up, but Shu Xin said that he should have never had that conversation.
After that, she still often bought vegetables and cooked. Mu Suhan persuaded her several times not to come back, but she never listened.
An awkward atmosphere always surrounds them, in the eyes of outsiders, they are still boyfriend and girlfriend, but Mu Suhan has said to Shu Xin more than once that he is for her good, he really doesn't want to get married at all now, and maybe in the future, he won't get married.
Yes, he doesn't want to get married at all now, once upon a time, how much he looked forward to being able to get married and form a happy little family with a woman. She doesn't know how to do laundry and cook, she doesn't know how to do housework and clean up the room, he doesn't care, as long as he can be with her and have a warm little home.
But that strong ** only happened once, just that once, and never after that.
Home, he can't have it anymore. Mu Suhan now feels that as long as he has a house, he can shelter from the wind and rain, and he doesn't care whether it is cold or warm and comfortable.
But Shu Xin, she is different from herself, she is full of hope for life, Mu Suhan knows that she still carries the dishes over again and again despite her own persuasion, and when she is ready, she puts them in the pot to warm them, and sometimes even makes some delicious snacks and puts them in the refrigerator, preparing for him to pad his stomach when he is suddenly hungry in the middle of the night.
She didn't say anything, she did it silently, and left silently when she was done. Day after day, she came over whenever she could, for two years, and never paused. For this matter, Dean Shu had a lot of opinions about him, but Shu Xin didn't listen to anyone's persuasion, and no matter how angry Dean Shu was, he had nothing to say.
A woman is still an excellent and arrogant woman, and he knows how rare it is for her to do this for him, but unfortunately he can't respond to this feeling.
Mu Suhan didn't think about it anymore, he walked into his bedroom, took off his coat and entered the bathroom.
Dean Shu said that he was not satisfied. Mu Suhan wanted to say that he was not dissatisfied, but he was just wrong, and the person was wrong!
He once thought that there was a woman who was good to him, she didn't have to be as perfect as Shu Xin, as long as she was half of Shu Xin, no, less than half of it, as long as it was done for him, then he would be content. If there was that possibility, how could he not be satisfied!
It's just that it may all be built on the impossible!
How could she wash her hands and make soup for herself, how could she accompany herself to live a poor life, how could she give up those glory and wealth for him, everything is impossible!
The past that has been forgotten a long time ago, how can I remember it again today!
Mu Suhan lay down on the bed after taking a shower, but he couldn't fall asleep over and over, the past flashed in his mind one by one like a movie picture, and even the scenes that he once thought he had forgotten for a long time also appeared clearly at this time.
Mu Suhan's heart gradually became annoyed, I don't know how long the time has passed, there has been no movement outside for a long time, maybe Shu Xin has left.
Unable to sleep, he simply got up. When the curtains were opened, it was already dark outside, and there was no starlight to be seen at night in the city, but I couldn't see the stars that should have been there, were they gone?
Mu Suhan turned around and walked out of the bedroom, the living room was quiet, quiet as if Shu Xin had never come, but the floor had become cleaner, the garbage in the trash can was gone, and there must have been a few more plates of delicious meals in the kitchen pot......
Mu Su smiled coldly, and he said to himself again that none of this could be done for herself, but another woman, she was willing to do it for herself.
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Small Theatre:
Mu Suhan (looking forward to): When will you be able to cook me a meal?
Ye Shuqing (innocent): I really can't cook!