Chapter 66: The Past
The last sight was fixed on the face of the person opposite, and the black hair that had been at the beginning was now all curled into the gray hat on her head, only a little black thread was revealed on her sideburns, mixed with one or two silver whites, and even the wrinkles at the corners of her eyes showed that she was no longer young. At this time, I looked at you with a smile, but I added a little kindness, but the elegance of the year is now gone, perhaps, now it is more like a mother, seeing that she has been looking at her thin lips several times and opened and closed, as if she wanted to say something? but he could not open his mouth;
"Are you okay?"
Simply Yiqing asked first, but she seemed a little restrained;
"It's fine."
The two of them were silent for a long time, Yiqing originally thought that when she saw her, she had a lot of complaints to say to her, and told her all the grievances and forbearance in the past thirteen years, and then admired her regret and self-blame with joy. But...... Now that I see it, those words have disappeared with time.
To the point where there is nothing to say now.
"How have you been doing all these years?"
Is it good to eat? How do you wear it? Did the other sisters bully you? Did the people give you any anger, and did the Wang family treat you harshly? Xue Muyue had a stomach full of words that she wanted to ask, but when she came to her mouth, it turned into this sentence, she knew that the moment she decided to leave the Autumn Mansion, she was no longer qualified to ask these questions.
In the past, she used to tell herself through Xue Fang that her situation, she was not doing well, and she thought that she could protect her life without worry, but in the end she made a wedding dress for her, maybe her decision back then was completely wrong.
"Generally speaking, it's not bad, although the Wang family hasn't given me a good one, but they haven't treated me too harshly, people say that it's because I don't have a mother, like Qiu Yining is not very good, I go to please them every day, and I haven't seen any benefits for her, and recently I want to marry her to Wang Wennian, but according to her temperament, how can she marry obediently, I guess! She will definitely make some trouble, but no one wants to marry someone like Wang Wennian, as long as her family is a little better......"
Yiqing chattered endlessly, thinking that there was nothing to say, but in the end, she could always remember something, so she continued to talk.
And the person on the other side listened very carefully, as if through this, imagining what she would do in the house this day! In order to make up for the gap of thirteen years.
Xue Fang listened to the sister-in-law who was the gatekeeper and said, today the Song family's in-laws came to incense, and the young ladies she brought were all very good-looking. She was shocked when she heard it, could it be that Yiqing also came, and she was in a hurry to certify, and she didn't care about the sister-in-law who was talking, so she hurriedly went to the main hall, but after turning around for a long time and asking a few people, she knew that there was indeed a young lady who went to the meditation room, and she hurried back, and her hand just touched the door panel but heard the voice of the voice inside, and quietly pushed the door crack.
Seeing that Yiqing kept talking, Xue Muyue listened quietly on the side, and couldn't help but tears in the corners of her eyes.
After all these years, Miss has not mentioned the things of the year, in fact, she knows that she regrets it, especially when she sees Xiaobao, her love is beyond words, and one day she even asked herself, when Yiqing was thirteen years old, was she so sensible. I don't know, the heart she wants to be a girl has always been hidden in her stomach, even if it is rotten in her stomach, she will not say it, she is such a strong character.
Yiqing saw her with sharp eyes and opened her mouth to call;
"Aunt Fang, why don't you come in?"
Xue Fang touched the tears in the corners of her eyes when she heard this, and then pushed the door in, standing in front of the two of them with some emotion, she didn't know what to say.
Yiqing said with a smile;
"Aunt Fang, what's wrong, sit down quickly, I still have important things to discuss with you."
As soon as they heard that there was something important to say, Xue Fang and Xue Muyue glanced at each other, but they didn't know what was important.
"The main reason for coming here today is to make incense, and the second is to see you. I'm relieved to see that you're all right. But there's something I want your help with right now? ”
The two were even more confused, what else could they do to help now? Yiqing knew their doubts, so she spoke out directly;
"Now that the eldest girl in the mansion is married to the Song Mansion, you must all know it."
Both of them blamed themselves a little at the mention of this, especially Xue Muyue, if she hadn't left at the beginning, then this matter would not have easily allowed Wang Tong'e to succeed. If it weren't for my selfishness, I thought that the arrangement for her was very good, but I forgot to think about it, in such a family, I didn't even want to stay in it, let alone a five-year-old child.
Thinking of this, the scene of leaving back is still vivid, when Xue Fang coaxed her to sleep, the two wanted to leave secretly, but they didn't want to get into the carriage at the door, and suddenly saw her standing at the door, the little person looked at himself so quietly, not crying, not making trouble. At that time, I was really afraid that she would cry and run over and let me not leave, and the defense line that I had built up with great difficulty would definitely collapse, and I even secretly hoped that she would not come. In the end, she did what she wanted, and the moment the carriage started, she turned her head and entered the house, without looking back. At that time, my heart seemed to be hollowed out, but I still came to Tsing Yi Nunnery obsessively.
Yiqing looked at her and was a little stunned, so she said to Xue Fang, who was sitting beside her;
"I think Wang's current meaning is to marry Qiu Yining to Wang Wennian, Wang Wennian's reputation is not very good. I don't think she will necessarily obediently obey Wang's arrangement, and if something happens, she won't be able to make the next one to me, so I have to make arrangements in advance to prevent passivity in the future. ”
Xue Fang nodded understandingly;
"I know that she is not a good thing, and now she has to arrange your marriage like this, it is simply too arrogant."
Yiqing nodded cooperatively;
"That's it, so I'm going to ask Aunt Fang for something today?"
"What? You just say. ”
"You are away all the year round, and the news is naturally better than mine, and you are closer to the Zhao Mansion Courtyard, so I want you to inquire about the origin of the second master of Jingze Chunjing, and see how he is?"
Xue Muyue's phoenix eyes turned slightly, and she understood what she meant;
"You're going to plan for yourself in advance?"
Yiqing just smiled;
"I'm not too young, the people who come to propose marriage must all come to the Song family, rather than letting the Wang family treat us as chess pieces, it's better to plan for yourself first."
When Xue Muyue heard this, a smile gradually appeared on her face, and she really didn't lose her daughter.