Chapter 48: Xin Yuyuan's Confession
The actual content of this chapter is more than 3,200 words, thank you brothers and sisters for their support to the stunner's wife, everyone is so praised, how can the panda not be kind? It's just that the monthly pass is not very powerful, this panda really can't help it, for a panda who pays attention to quality, can't 'destroy the quality, only seek speed', it means that it can't be like other authors, with the outbreak of updates in exchange for a large number of monthly passes, lose this killer feature, pandas can be described as congenital deficiencies in the battle for monthly passes, struggling, pandas really want to break out! I really want to change ten chapters and eight chapters of garbage manuscripts every day for monthly passes!
But Panda really can't do it, although when communicating with many authors, Panda always says, 'Even pay attention to quality, speed can't go up', but is always ridiculed by other authors, saying that the starting point is fast food, others pay attention to speed, and the quality is almost on the line, you have to make your own revisions, delay the update, and you deserve to go up the monthly pass.
Woo, the panda is really hurt! It's also a peer who really can't fight for a monthly pass, but there's no way! The monthly ticket list is a free advertisement, which has a great significance and role for a book, and if the panda wants to make the stunner wife a boutique, he must compete for this monthly pass.
Brothers and sisters, if you still have a trace of recognition of Panda's attention to quality, give Panda a few more monthly passes! Panda please.
My name is Xin Yuyuan, 29 years old, but this is a virtual age, on the age of the year, I was born on March 2, 1984, just 28 years old this year, for a woman, it is the best stage of life, charming appearance, slender posture, mature temperament.
On the Internet, it seems that many people call a woman like me a royal sister, but I already have a family, a lovely daughter, and a funny and romantic husband, although ...... He has passed away.
So my title should be changed from a royal sister to a wife, it seems that there are many men on the Internet who claim to be married women, although the Internet is a virtual world, you can speak unscrupulously, everyone can show the perverted side, but I like a married woman, it's really perverted! It's also immoral, but ...... My husband died, and I became a widow, and I could only be regarded as a pseudo-wife.
In the past year, I have a deeper understanding that for a widow, losing the nourishment of her husband for a long time will become more and more empty and lonely over time, and even disregard secular morality and do a lot of outrageous things.
But I'm not that kind of woman.
I will feel empty and lonely, but I will not be tortured by lust, and if there is no man I really like in the future, I will not indulge myself.
I said,I have a lovely daughter.,Her name is Yimeng.,It's a very, very cute girl.,7 years old this year.,Just went to elementary school.,By the way,The Internet seems to call a cute little girl like Yimeng 'cute little Lori',Hehe,It's very cute.,It's a very joyful title.,But those perverted Loli control.,Evil Shu Huang.,Don't be delusional about my daughter's evil thoughts.,Otherwise, I'll kill you!
Don't look at my usual gentleness and gentleness, but who dares to hurt my daughter, I will really kill, really.
Since the death of my husband, my daughter has been all I have, and I am willing to pay with my life for her.
It is also for the sake of my daughter, although many people, even my daughter's grandparents reintroduce me to the object, I have never agreed, orphans and widows, and a strange man to form a new family, I don't understand each other, I am afraid that there will be a lot of problems, affecting the healthy growth of my daughter.
I'm ready to raise my daughter on my own.
Strong in the dark, in the days after my husband's death, I have been trying to be stronger, stronger.
But I'm just a woman, a woman who longs to be loved and cared for, and the days of being alone are really bitter, in the dead of night, and that kind of loneliness and pain make me go crazy countless times, and tears wet the pillow.
At this time, a little boy appeared.
When my husband was alive, we opened a cake shop together, and Shangguan was an ordinary customer in the neighborhood.
When my husband was alive, he would occasionally come to the store to buy some pastries, and gradually got to know each other, and gradually talked more, and my husband seemed to like her very much, and I once asked why? His answer surprised and surprised me.
"He's like me in high school."
That's what my husband said, and I don't understand it at all.
Shangguan looks very ordinary in all aspects, without any brilliance, if anything, it is probably that he is very kind, and has a hidden and helpful heart.
But his shortcomings are also obvious, very spontaneous and natural, drifting with the flow, as if he has no pursuits, and is indifferent to many things.
I don't understand, is my husband such a person in high school?
Forgive me for not knowing my husband's past, because he and I met, knew and loved each other in college, and people who really love each other don't care much about my lover's past, and I don't care, so I don't understand.
Since then, I have gradually become a little concerned about the competent people, and I really want to know what kind of state my husband was in in the past.
Slowly, I learned that my husband used to be a person who was cold on the outside and fiery on the inside, well, how to say it! There's a word on the Internet that can accurately describe this state, but it's not very nice - sullen!
This kind of person, if you don't go into his heart, you will never feel his enthusiasm, once you really walk in, you will get unexpected gains, my husband is like this, he usually has reservations about others, looks personable, upright and gentlemanly, but when the door is closed, only the two of us, his heat can melt me.
Hee-hee, very shy, I won't tell anyone.
Maybe it's because I love the house and Wu, I gradually fell in love with the competent person, and slowly changed my name to call him a small capable person, and after getting acquainted, he really gradually changed from indifference to fiery, and when talking to our husband and wife, he gradually lost his scruples, and he was open-mouthed, and it was easy to enter a state of excitement, showing everything about himself - advantages and disadvantages, in front of us.
Even Yimeng likes him very much, likes to play with him, and he has become a friend of our family.
is such a little boy, after her husband died on the street, regardless of his heavy studies, frequently went back and forth to my cake shop, seized every opportunity to chat with me, relieve my boredom, play with Yimeng, pretend to be a big horse and let Yimeng ride, I remember once, Yimeng peed on his neck, and his stupid appearance made me laugh out of tears.
I said that a widow is a woman who will be empty and lonely, longing to be loved and cared for, although I don't think that a small person can give me love, but he gave me the least care and care, gradually, I treated him as my own brother, he seems to be very dependent on me, although I don't know the reason, but I can probably guess.
Oh, the common disease of only children!
Our relationship has changed qualitatively not long ago.
That day, the flower carrot who had hurt my college sister proposed to me, I understood his essence, how could he agree, no one understood my thoughts, but when others whispered and gossiped, he threw away all his face, stood at the door and scolded the street, like a second-rate person at the entrance of the village, very vulgar.
But the vulgar warms me, the vulgar makes me cry, and I know that he will do it for the sake of my honor.
Reputation? Oh, a widow's honor.
This was only the trigger, and when the two murderers broke in that night, I was shocked and frightened, but I was only a widow, a weak woman, and how could I resist the invasion of two strong men on my own?
When I was desperate, the little capable man stood in front of me, and the emaciated body burst with amazing energy.
He knocked down the murderers and protected me.
At that moment, I felt as if I had found a safe haven that would protect me from harm for the rest of my life, and my heart, which had been painful, uneasy, and hesitant for a year, had the urge to jump again.
Because I was afraid, I left him for the night that night, he was able to protect me, he let me sleep peacefully.
The next morning, I went to wake him up, but I unexpectedly found a young man...... Hee-hee, it's extraordinarily expensive! But I'm not going to say to anyone, that's shameful.
Since that day, I've been better for him, and I even have a little bit of the feeling I had when I was in college, because I was ...... Got to know my husband.
Am I a little shameless? The husband who obviously loves him has only been gone for a year.
But from that day on, I recognized myself, I am not special, I am just an ordinary woman, I also have seven emotions and six desires, joys and sorrows, but my nerves are a little rough, and after a long time, I will slowly forget some things, including...... Love.
I love my husband, deeply, but he has left me, am I going to be alone forever? Or when you meet someone who is tempting, let go of the past?
During that time, I read a lot of books and magazines about emotions, and gradually, I succeeded in enlightening myself.
At the end of the day, I'm just a little woman, and if some kind of opportunity does arise one day in the future, I will definitely ...... If the opportunity never arises, I will always guard my daughter and face the future alone.
Life is really like a play, like a dream, and the opportunity really appeared.
On that day, I was already called by the little capable person who I thought was my godbrother, and I was very happy because we hadn't seen each other for a month and I really missed him.
He said that he wanted to eat the food I cooked, and I didn't hesitate to give the key to the cake shop to Zhang Xiuxiu, a girl from the countryside, an apprentice in my shop, very kind and very simple, and I was relieved to hand over the key to her.
Yimeng was with me that day, but her grandmother missed her granddaughter and came to pick her up to play there, which was also part of the opportunity.
I happily went home and made a good meal, but my brother was in pain, and I could feel that I was a little woman, and I could not help him in other ways, the only thing I could give was gentle comfort, and with my comfort, he told me the reason.
The younger brother fell out of love.
I was both surprised and angry when I heard the news.
Why do those superficial girls just can't see the excellence of their younger brothers?
While I was angry, I was also a little relieved, and at that time I realized that I was a bit of a bad woman.
Later, my brother and I burst out with all kinds of intertwined emotions and became uncontrollable, and I didn't want to control it, and I was even willing to accept it.
Everything happened.
Although uneasy, although dazed, but ...... I don't regret it!
But uneasiness enveloped me, making me make the decision to go to the Taoist temple to worship incense, I don't believe in God and Buddhism, I just want a self-deceptive comfort.
I didn't expect my younger brother to be valued by the master of the Taoist temple, and invited him to drink, and I didn't expect that my younger brother, who can usually accompany me to drink a few glasses, slept for a day and a night with a bowl of wine.
At that time, I was very worried, and I took care of him in front of the bed, not wanting to leave him.
The next day, my brother woke up, frightened by the apes raised in the Taoist temple.
This ape is very intelligent, like a three- or five-year-old naughty boy, very naughty, and when I first saw it, I was also taken aback, but it was a good monkey, but my brother didn't know it.
The younger brother who jumped up at that time was so fun! Treating the ape as the Monkey King, the sentence 'Where does the demon monkey go' almost made me laugh, but I was also relieved.
When I got home, I wanted to invite my brother's parents to get together, and although I had a relationship with my brother and I didn't want to use this relationship to bind my brother, I really wanted to get along with my brother's family.
But the wounded body, the day and night of guarding, made me tired and sleepy.
My brother was considerate of me and took over the work I needed to do so that I could sleep peacefully.
I was a little surprised, a little surprised, and more of a little anticipation, the meal that my brother cooked...... What will it taste like?
I was carried into the bedroom by my younger brother, I felt so relieved, and I was with me in front of the bed, just to protect me from sleeping peacefully, I was so moved that I cried, I haven't been so happy for more than a year.
With my brother's protection, I fell asleep peacefully.
In the evening, I woke up.
(To be continued)