Chapter 179: Providence Is So

It was like a sword that was not sharp, but it was extremely hard and accurate and pierced into his body, and the blunt rust of the knife burrowed into his veins.

Gong Yue faced it so squarely, not without emotion, on the contrary, she spoke conclusively and bitterly.

"Don't look at me like that, don't say that you're not crazy or something, it's better to do this, I'll just assume that what you said is true, then please come up and listen to my thoughts." Her eyes soothed him, he was finally silent and calmed down, she let out a long sigh and said, "According to what you said, looking at the attitude of the Venerable, I think, maybe the Venerable feels sorry for me in his heart?" I don't know if I'm right? ”

Luan Zhi stiffened his neck and nodded: "I'm really sorry for you." ”

Gong Yue took another deep breath and said, "Then your regrets, your apologies, what you said have been with you all these years...... Staying by my side is nothing more than wanting you to return to the way things were before, but in fact, from another point of view, your painful changes and so on, can be said to be your own practice. Your Excellency, if your heart really hurts, it must also be my pain first, your regret does not mean that my previous pain will be better, and your apology now does not mean that the harm you once did to me did not happen, and your pain does not mean that time will go back...... Of course......" she said all this, responding seriously, but her face still seemed to be talking about other people's things, in fact, for her, what she said was equivalent to other people's things, no matter what she said now, the purpose was nothing more than to send him away at this moment: "All your moods and feelings should be for you to redeem yourself, not to kidnap me." It reminds me of the past, and makes me let go of everything in the past. ”

He listened to every word in his ears and pricked it in his heart. But he had to admit that even though he knew that Gong Yue was pushing him, her words always made sense.

"Indeed, I should be touched by all this that His Holiness has done, whether I remember it or not." She said. Then he looked into the distance, which was the direction where Shui Feng and Hongsuo left, and said, "You saw Hongsuo." You only saw her rebelling against the sky, violating the rules of heaven and using my heart's blood to change her appearance, but you have never seen how much Hong Suo suffered for Shui Feng, and how bright she smiled when she was together in the past. There is a great pain in my heart. I can't ask for it, but it's still close at hand. It's too uncomfortable to like a person, especially this kind of request and can't be close to the eyes, I don't think about whether these things are true or false now, I just sincerely advise the honorable, as the honorable said, the fairy road is long and indefinite, and the road is long and light. We are immortals, and we should not be burdened by these seven emotions and six desires. Today you are entangled in your heart, and it is difficult to guarantee that you will have a day when you will clear the clouds, even if I am from you now, and live with you those ordinary days you said, but the more dull it is, the easier it is to get bored. Admiration is the most bitter long-term affection, rather than force, it is better to let go, according to what the Venerable said, I don't remember, that is I let go, I have already let go, with the cultivation and experience of the Venerable must be higher than me, what can not be put down? ”

Luan Zhi stood in front of her and was silent for a long time.

He was speechless.

He's plain as water.

The pure white robe was swept by the wind, he looked at her softly and quietly, and suddenly the peach tree in his Qinggong tea courtyard suddenly appeared in his mind, and under the peach tree, she was dressed in white, smiling and drinking tea.

This picture, which never really happened, existed in his mind, more real and urgent than it had ever happened.

And every time this picture appears, the angle he sees is always in the middle of the void, smiling and calmly looking down, and whenever this happens, she who is smiling under the peach tree will gently look up and watch him roll down from the clouds.

The wind would rise, and with a gentle curl, it would roll up the corners of her robe, and it would roll up his.

And this time, this picture, which has been fictionalized countless times in my mind, finally has the following.

The wind grew stronger, more and more violent, and more ...... Ruthless.

Ruthless as a knife.

The wind rose and swept through this long immortal journey, with a knife-like enthusiasm and blood-like burning pain, and rolled towards him.

At that moment, he was forced to pull back to the reality in front of him.

His eyes were changeable and entangled...... Pain...... Remorse...... Reluctant...... Lament...... Sad...... In the end, it calmed down until the dust settled.

But even so, his heart longing for her still couldn't die like this, but it became stronger and stronger.

It can no longer be suppressed.

On the clear clouds that stretched into the sky, it was no longer possible to rise and fall.

Suddenly, he gently opened his arms, facing Gong Yue, whose face was as calm as a Buddha, and opened his arms wide.

Then he said softly: "Then please ask the god of the bow moon to give Daoist friends a hug and encourage me to move forward." ”

Gong Yue was surprised for a moment, but the next moment his eyes were overjoyed, with a sense of relief at last, and he had no distractions...... hugged him.

And he, holding it tightly.

I hugged it for a long time.

Everything has a cause and effect.

He Luan Zhi planted such a cause, and today it is time for him to have to face such a result.

Single-minded, chasing all the way, accompanying all the way, he thought that this hug at this moment was a declaration to the Nine Heavens to all things, announcing that the future lord of Xuancang, the god of the Bow Moon, was the only concern of his heart since his life and until the time when his soul flew away and turned into grace in the future.

But this hug can only be announced to himself.

announced, since this moment the two have been together without a gap, they can only watch her drift apart.

He smiled slightly, not guessing what the expression of Gong Yue, who was embraced by him like a crystal snow mountain at this time, he just wanted to be careful and serious and feel her once.

She is more crystal clear than the snow-capped mountains, and more unique than the peerless lotus that the snow-capped mountains have never encountered for thousands of years.

And he, in the cause and effect of heaven, is doomed, can only be a shadow that she forgets and will never think of again.

Hugging her, he finally let go of her.

He looked at her for a long time. Laughed.

Then, he reached out and pinched it, and a faint silver light emanated from all around him. Wrapping and fusing his entire body, Gong Yue looked at him in shock, his eyes were puzzled, and he suspected that he was going to feather here: "Your Excellency......"

Dressed in white and white, Luan Zhi was in the bath, and Lang Langran flicked his sleeves lightly, as if he wanted to brush away the dust of his own journey. Laughed.

"No matter how great happiness and comfort is, after a long time, people will take it for granted. Just like my previous days in the Yiqing Palace, my days in the Immortal Academy, my too high status and status made my eyes and hearts unconsciously blind spots, and I confidently thought that everything I saw was true. And what others have done for me. I feel that it should be so, and the peace of mind I receive is also their blessing. And no matter how great the pain is, after a long time, people will probably think that their fate should be like this. Just like I am right now, this mood is not long or short, but it should also come to an end, and my life will be like this. This is a lesson from God, and I only wish you could be normal in the future. Live the same life, no waves, no one can walk into your heart, don't blame me for being vicious, my nature is so selfish, I can't see that your heart can tolerate others. But you don't have to be angry. ”

As he spoke, he stretched out his arms, his eyes fell on his halo, and he said with a smile: "Look, these, these are all the divine memories I remember about you, and I will erase them one by one in front of you today, just like what you did in front of me that day, soon, I will not remember you, no matter how big the grievance is, no matter how reluctant, I will not remember it anymore, to let go, naturally we should all let it go thoroughly, there is no reason for you to forget, but I still have to remember." ”

In Gong Yue's shocked gaze, Luan Zhi naturally couldn't allow her to move, and at the last moment, he reached out to the top of Gong Yue's head, and his voice was like a long sigh: "Don't remember, even today, even if it is the last intersection with you for me, although, for you, it is the first encounter." ”

Before fainting, there were tears flashing in Gong Yue's eyes, but her expression was shocked, as if even she didn't know what the tears were all of a sudden.

Luan Zhi saw it in his eyes, but he kept such a gentle smile, and all the memories were out of his body for a moment, and he had a moment of reluctance, that moment of reluctance......

It's not like a knife.

His heart had long been wrenched.

He turned away, not even remembering this last look.

Gong Yue fell asleep behind him, and he walked forward calmly, those divine memories floated outside his body, moving with his movements, as if reluctant to leave.

It's a sunny day.

He wanted to relive the scene when he first met Gong Yue, but he found that he didn't even remember when he first met her.

After a while, he smiled and said, "That's it! ”

Once upon a time, that's enough.

Life is ironic, for immortals, how is it the same.

Then he flicked his sleeves, and all the divine memories around him shattered like fireworks, like petals flying out of the sky.

Then he rode the clouds, got up, and without looking back, he sprinkled away.

The shining silver-white broken star flew farther and farther in the air, and flew longer and longer, but gradually it drifted in one direction - the Seven Realms of the Brahman Demon.

He shattered all the memories of Gong Yue, and with the last flick, the last conscious flick, he sent all these memories to a place where his memory was most complete.

A mortal is only a hundred years old, and his soul dies out of the body, and he still needs a place to bury his bones, and his memory of Gongyue, no matter what it is, he always doesn't want to have no place to go.

The Seven Realms of the Brahma Demon is really the best place to bury his heart.

……

A chuckle rang out, like a bell.

Gong Yue chuckled in Lethe River and sat up, looking at Luan Zhi a little tiredly.

Her smile was like drinking with an old friend, laughing at the absurdities of her youth.

Luan Zhi only looked at her eyes, and his eyes were like kites. It's as if no matter how unminded and indifferent her attitude is at this time, he will always insist on pulling her back into his eyes.

"Your divine consciousness finally drifted to the Seven Realms of the Brahman." She chuckled and looked at him as if she hadn't read his gaze.

"So when I am in the Seven Realms of the Brahma Demon, my divine sense will fluctuate." He said quietly.

"But my memory is restored because I fell into the Lethe River with Cang Yirou, and Chi Yu didn't enter the Lethe River with you, how can you remember it all?" She was puzzled, wondering where she had touched the trigger.

Luan Zhi lowered his eyes and said, "At that time, when I stripped my memory, I cast an immortal spell, as long as your memory is restored, my memory will be restored." ”

The corners of Gong Yue's mouth twitched: "Lord Emperor Zun is so calculating at that juncture, I am really ashamed of myself." ”

Luan Zhi smiled slightly and did not answer.

At that time, he made this decision, in fact, it was not to keep a hand, it was just one of his wishes.

He hoped that one day, Yuzuki's consciousness would return to herself, she would recall everything about him, he was no longer just a stranger, and when that day came, if Gongyue remembered and he didn't, he knew that feeling too well to imagine the days when that feeling would be experienced by Yuzuki.

He is the only one who has experienced that kind of suffering, so that's it.

At that time, he was just hope, and then hope, he also knew that this possibility was almost impossible, Gong Yue's memory consciousness would not take the initiative to return to Gong Yue's body, and there were only two people who knew that Gong Yue had lost his memory, one was himself and the other was Hong Suo, he would not remember Gong Yue anymore, and naturally he would not help her find it, and Hong Suo also used her heart and blood and divine sense to maintain the change of appearance, and it was impossible to take the initiative to help Gong Yue retrieve these irrelevant memories of Lao Shizi.

If it weren't for the providence of God, he and Gong Yue would have no chance of recovering their memories.

But now it's really happening.

Luan Zhi felt that this was really providential.

At that time, he thought that maybe there would be this day in a hundred years, but at that time he also knew that this was just an impossible wish of his, and he only hoped that if it was really possible, when they thought of each other, at least there would be a chance to reconnect with each other.

But I didn't expect that it would take 10,000 years to come true.

He was overjoyed, thinking that Gong Yue must be a little embarrassed and a little embarrassed.

But it doesn't matter, even if 10,000 years have passed, it doesn't matter, the important thing is that this day has come.

He thought, in fact, even if this memory was not awakened, the heavens still favored the two of them, and before falling into the Lethe River, he had already developed extraordinary feelings for Gong Yue.

And these pasts, although sad, but for him, there is a gift from God.

He felt that as early as 10,000 years ago, Gong Yue had liked him so much, and had such an unforgettable past with him, which was really a gift. (To be continued......)