Chapter 3 has been lonely

There is a whole patchwork of rental houses outside the back door of the Industrial and Commercial College, and the quality is not bad. Generally, a water heater is installed, and there will be no power outage throughout the day, and the network is faster and more stable than the campus network and continues all night, and the sound insulation effect is good.

This condition is only good, but the rent is not cheap, just the configuration of the single room supporting the configuration has to be less than 300 a month, and it does not include the water and electricity network fees.

For example, Tang Sibin happily paid a deposit to the landlord and a few thousand yuan of a quarter's rent, and rented a small two-bedroom apartment away from the back door dining street.

The two bedrooms, one living room, one toilet, one kitchen and one balcony on the third floor are slightly smaller, but compared with most of the students who live outside, the environment is simply better, not too much.

Tang Siqing said that he rented the house early the next morning after returning home, and the reason why he was efficient was that she sent him a message to report his safety the night before. If it is a fraud, where will he make the details so delicate after he succeeds, he still has the ability to judge.

Tang Sibin thought about the days of living with her in the future.

She said that she had lived five years longer than herself, and she really couldn't tell that she was so young when we met, and she looked a little older than herself at most. Well, although I'm not from the appearance association, who would think that the girl who will come to him is beautiful?

It's nothing to admit shamelessly, is it wrong to like a woman who is older than you? Isn't it happier to live with a woman who is older than me, sensible and empathetic, and more worry-free?

Well, under the same roof for a long time, everything will fall into place, and the feelings born with long-term communication and running-in are often the strongest, aren't they? The kind of love that penetrates into the bones is the most charming.

If a crush is also a relationship, Tang Sibin can also say that he 'loved' without shame.

When he was in high school, he fell in love with the most beautiful and best girl in the class, but because of the persistent requirements of his parents and teachers for his grades, he could only hide that love in his heart. If you hide it in this way, you will hide it forever.

He can't get close to that girl anymore, on the day of the class reunion at the end of the college entrance examination, the boy at the same table held a bouquet of roses in his hand, and announced his love for her, in the envious eyes of all the students, they told about their young love, told about the three years of knowing each other, and finally came together.

Until now, two years have passed, and their stories are still circulating in the WeChat group of their high school days. Occasionally, a few photos of them showing affection after entering the same university would be posted.

Tang Sibin often wondered, why wasn't he the one who sat next to Ban Hua in the first place? If it was she who had been by her side for three years, would she still be by her side now? No way, the day of yesterday cannot be kept. But if there is such a long-lasting love in life, how beautiful it would be!

"Childish!" Tang Siqing, who was picked up in the apartment as soon as he returned to Guicheng the next day, reprimanded Tang Sibin unceremoniously, "I forgot to tell you to get a single room, and sure enough, you actually want to move out and live, do you know that the university dormitory is the last place in your life to develop relationships?" When I went out into society, I realized that the world outside the ivory tower was only politics and no friendship, and in the end, I met many people, but the ones who could be called friends were former classmates. ”

Tang Sibin was speechless for a while, and couldn't help but complain: "Hey, hey, this seems to be my rented house, right?" Still won't let me live? ”

Tang Siqing glanced at him: "Still thinking about the melon field and plum for a long time?" Even if I'm a girl who has nothing to do with you, I'm not sure. Tell you, that class flower will get married in four years, her husband is not a table mate who has been in love for many years, the invitation card was sent to me, and I also took a week's salary to pass. I understand, a beautiful love doesn't mean that it can go to the end, and you can slowly fantasize about that beauty in your mind, but it can always be beautiful. ”

"It's a big truth, don't you just don't want me to come and live?" Tang Sibin angrily took the plastic bag she had been carrying, opened it and looked at it, it was all some daily cheap clothes that would never cost a hundred yuan a piece, "You don't need this." I don't have enough money to tell me, I don't need to be wronged like this. You should know as well as I do, we're not short of money. ”

Tang Siqing turned around and smiled, with bitterness at the corner of her mouth, snatched the plastic bag and said while opening the door and selecting the room: "This is exactly what I want to tell you." It's best to start saving from now on, I need a sum of money to do something, I will find a job to increase my income in the near future, since it is for 'myself', then you should also do your part. The three classmates who sleep with you, only one will keep in touch after graduation, and the other two are alienated from you because you have inadvertently 'flaunted your wealth' like today in recent years, and I got the news from the two of them after two years of work, they have performed well in their respective fields, and retaining their friendship is equivalent to retaining talents, first of all, you have to put yourself in the same position as them......"

“STOP！” Tang Sibin raised his hands and shouted to interrupt her, "Is this future friendship still a friendship?" Shouldn't friendship be heart-to-heart, and gentlemen's friendship is as light as water? Besides, in terms of money, I have the conditions, neither deliberately saving nor deliberately extravagant and wasteful, so why do I have to care about the eyes of others. ”

Tang Siqing turned to look at him, her eyes full of anger: "I did something wrong before, and I regretted it afterwards." You are my past, and I don't want to watch you repeat your mistakes again. Now you are in a position to spend your living expenses that are much more generous than others according to your own wishes, and you don't have to worry about your future work. But what if, one day, all these advantages are gone? ”

Tang Sibin had a bad feeling in his heart, and frowned: "How come, the family's business is booming." Wouldn't your job in a few years be an internship? ”

"Three years later, there will be a catastrophe in our family." Tang Siqing pulled him into the room, sat down on the bed, and then narrated the tragedy that would happen in the future, and at the end she concluded, "I don't want to see this happen again, all the grievances I have experienced in the future have started from this catastrophe." So, I don't want to see you repeat the same mistakes again, if you are sad I will also be sad, I have already experienced that sadness once, and I don't want to go through it twice. ”

"It's like the real thing." Tang Sibin muttered quietly, "Wouldn't it be okay to stop your parents from being that agent when the time comes?" ”

Tang Siqing smiled bitterly: "You still don't want to fully believe me?" Also, I look like a woman bigger than you now, but if I were still you, I wouldn't have fully believed it immediately when I encountered the same thing. But think about it, who else but yourself would know you like this and think about you? ”

"If you go along the same trajectory, you'll only be happy about the growth of your family's business in three years. After the incident, I also imagined that if I had known about that scam in the first place, as I told you now, I would have wondered if I could have stopped my parents' decision. The answer is that if everything has been the same for the past three years, we who have not been in society since we left school will be powerless to convince our stubborn father, and we can only watch my father walk into the scam, and finally regret not listening to us. ”

Tang Siqing raised her white and soft hands, held Tang Sibin's hand, and said earnestly: "You should also understand that to persuade someone like my father, you have to be stronger than him." Maybe it's because God sees me as too weak that you become who you are now. Since I have returned to this point in time and given me the opportunity to change everything, what I want to do most is to make you stronger, instead of watching you become the second 'Tang Siqing' and leave home. ”

On a hot day, there was obviously no air conditioning in the small apartment, but Tang Sibin felt a chill.

What you don't have in the first place, you won't know the sorrow after losing it; Only what you have, thinking of losing it one day, will you feel unacceptable. But what Tang Siqing told him was not only the loss of his happy family, but also his identity.

Reason told him that it was impossible for such a mysterious thing as becoming a woman and coming back to find himself in the future, but he had to admit that Tang Siqing had a very clear mind, not like a person who talked nonsense.

Looking down, the hands that held him made a comparison to his best thing on the previous day. He hesitated, and hesitantly asked her in an attitude that he would rather believe it than not, "Then what should I do?" What good is it for you to do this? ”

yes, what's in it for me? Tang Siqing was a little distracted: "Where do I dare to think about what is good for me, since we are the same person, it will be the best comfort for me to experience those things in the future." Maybe you will change from now on, and no longer encounter what happened to me, and let the world go according to its proper rules until I return to the starting point of the present time period, and I will disappear. ”

Tang Sibin was a little frightened: "Are you going to die?" ”

Tang Siqing shook his head and said, "I don't know, it's just a guess." There is no 'Tang Siqing' in this world, and there shouldn't be two Tang Sibin, when it comes to the starting point, this mistake may be fixed, so it's normal for me, the person who travels through time to make trouble, disappears. ”

Tang Sibin opened his mind and said: "If according to what you said, there would have been no current you in this world, but you exist now." You and I are already two completely different individuals, why can't we coexist? You're coming from five years later, and you know a lot of what's going to happen, so you can just leave me alone and get by with that information, okay? ”

Tang Siqing lowered her head, her eyes revealing endless loneliness: "After that year, I isolated myself and didn't dare to go back to my home. Do you want me to be alone forever? ”