Chapter 20 Memoirs – My Father

It wasn't until Yan'er embarked on the path of cultivation that she understood the reason why her father got up early in those years.

Her father looked like an old man, though. Feed the fish in the pond, cut flowers in the garden, or listen to the birds and take in the scenery in the distance.

Now she knew that it was his father who was cultivating with the help of that wisp of Hongmeng purple qi in the early morning.

At that time, she was ignorant and didn't understand anything, but now she mostly understands that her father doesn't want her simple heart to be disturbed by the complicated things in the adult world.

Maybe her mother also knew later, but she didn't know whether she was happy or sad.

For her mother, she always felt that her father owed her, but she couldn't say whether it was right or wrong.

She couldn't tell her father whether she hated or resented her.

There is no right or wrong in some things, but the position of the stand is different, and the pursuit of the heart is also different.

Fortunately, her father finally understood that her mother's infatuation with her father was just negative in the sky, so they were separated again at that moment, and this difference was ten years!

Under the influence of her father, Yan'er has now developed the habit of getting up early and practicing with the wisp of Hongmeng purple qi in the early morning.

In the early morning of this day, as soon as she finished her practice, several people came to visit the palace.

"Miss Li Yan, we are He Jiaming and Sun Qi, reporters from Xiangyang City, this is a great writer in Xiangyang City, called Jiang Xin, and the main reason for visiting you this time is to get to know your father, Lord Tianyun Palace. Our newspaper would like to make a special report for your father, Li Zhanggong. And this one wants to write a biography of your father, Li Zhanggong. I hope you agree, Miss Li. ”

"That's right, no problem. I think I have to thank you for the interview!" Yan Er was not sad or angry at the mention of her father. It should have been sad a long time ago, and there was no need to be angry, she had already seen it, and her heart was like a mirror.

All these years of life have forged a resilient heart for her.

"Then I won't bother you. Dong Zhuoru said a word to Yan'er and left, leaving Yan'er and the three visitors.

"Uh-huh. ”

"Then Miss Li, our interview will start now, I don't have any questions, you can tell me about your father in your memory!"

"The way you interviewed was quite special. Yan'er smiled, thinking it was quite special. And the reporter in front of her gave her a very cordial feeling, eating, which made her tired spirit over the years much easier.

"When I was very young, my father doted on me, and I remember that he left me with happy memories and rarely made me sad and sad. My mother was a typical classical woman, who was raised with old ideas. Although my father was very influenced by the old ideas when he was a child, he gradually accepted the new ideas and changed more and more, especially a while before his accident. My mother was very strict with me, and it was my father who made my mother change the way she was educated when she was a child. ”

"I think I owe a lot of what I'm doing now because of my father's new education. It's not that the education of the old era was bad, there are still many things worth learning from, but it is no longer suitable for the development of the current era. ”

"My father almost never worried the family, but then two new government officials came to the family. Since then, it seems that everything has changed. The peace of our home has been shattered ever since. ”

"My father had already taught me to practice before the accident, but I didn't understand it at the time. It was a long time later that I learned that my father was involved in a big turmoil, a turmoil caused by a practitioner. And it's a very powerful practitioner. Those cultivators are all from the mysterious and powerful force of the 'Heavenly Court'. ”

"It was then that I learned that my father could bring me something else besides happiness. And those things he had never exposed me to before. At that time, I just vaguely felt that life was a little different from before, but the more I realized later, that is the world of adults, that is the way life is, there are ups and downs, ups and downs, dull and boring, turbulent waves, love and hatred, and distress and annoyance. The list goes on and on. It's not just about having fun. ”

"When I was a child, I didn't really know my father, I just knew that he was at home every day with me, me and my mother. It seems that there is nothing special other than living like an old man every day. I thought it was blissful. My happiness. His happiness and hers' happiness, and the happiness of our family. It's just that now I feel that what I thought at that time was wrong. ”

"My happiness should not be only my parents, nor should I have only this family. And my mother's happiness should not be limited to my father and me, and my father's happiness should be more than this family. He may have more pursuits, such as spiritual practice. ”

"Anyway, for a while, he practiced at home all the time, and he rarely had time to spend with me. It wasn't until later that he finally broke through and reached a higher realm. ”

"Few people have ever known the real him before, and it seems that my mother is not the father who knows me the most. And in the letters my father left to my mother, I learned that maybe the two of them had confessed to each other. And it was also in those last days that my father was able to really let go of another woman and love my mother wholeheartedly. It's just that all of this can only be left in the last little poem in that letter. ”

"I think the ordinary life in the Qi Palace's mansion over the years must have made him very miserable. Maybe later, he felt that he was truly liberated, both for his own love and for the practice he was pursuing. ”

"He never told me about the Tianyun Palace. I never knew that he was the master of the Tianyun Palace. My mother and I learned about it from other people's mouths, but that was many years later. ”

Yan Er talked about his father's affairs, and talked endlessly, He Jiaming knew that Li Yan was a very emotional person, although she used to show a very strong and indifferent side, but after real contact with her, she found that she was not what she seemed on the surface.

People who don't know think she's cold, but everyone who knows knows that she's approachable. She seems to have given two opposing impressions in two different groups of people.

She missed her father so much.

"Miss Li seems to love your father very much and admire him very much. "Ho 33 starts

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"Ordinary people say that the daughter is the father's little padded jacket. But in the hearts of all daughters, they probably feel that their father is the greatest person in the world. The back left to me by my father is always majestic, the smile that my father left me is always warm, and the life that my father left me is always happy. But I accidentally lost my father. (Initial launch, domain name (remember _ three.)

When Yan'er talked about his father, he had always been bland, but when he was talking, he couldn't help but choke up at the end.

"I'm really sorry to make you sad, Miss Li. ”

"Nothing. ”

"I think Miss Li can write a memoir about your father. Maybe you can express your inner feelings, and you can also have a spiritual sustenance. Jiang Xin, who had been silent, suddenly spoke, it seems that Li Yan told him about his father Li Chongguang, which touched him a lot.

"That's a good idea. Li Yan glanced at Jiang Xin a few times, only to feel that his idea had gone to his heart. He really deserves to be a great writer, and his mind is still very delicate.

"It's good to be able to help Miss Li. Jiang Xin scratched his head embarrassedly, looking a little restrained. Maybe as a great writer, he is better at writing words. He is not good at communication, he is somewhat introverted, and he is relatively reticent many times.

Several people chatted for a long time, and before they knew it, it was noon. The three of them were about to leave, and Li Yan left them to eat, but they said that there was still something to do, and Li Yan was keeping them. It's just that if they encounter any difficulties in the future, they can come to her.

If she can come back safely.

After all, her father had been missing for ten years, and her fate was uncertain, and she knew that the road to find her father must be very dangerous, but she did not regret it at all. If she didn't do it, she might regret it even more later.

She remembered what her father had said to him in the letter, as long as she thought it was right. As long as you want to do it, as long as you feel that you can do it, you can do it without violating morality and law.

"It seems that you are very persistent, just like your father is about spiritual practice. Dong Zhuoru stood behind Yan'er, walked beside her again, and lay on the railing of the attic like her.

"You are also very stubborn, just like your master is for cultivation. ”

Both laughed.

"I think this place was a favorite place you used to be. Dong Zhuoru turned around and leaned his back against the railing and said.

"Yes, do you remember!" Yan Er turned his head to look at Dong Zhuoru.

"You can see a lot of the palace here, and you can climb up to see the whole picture. Li Yan looked into the distance again.

"It seems that Shizun also likes to stay here, and has been looking at the north, for a long, long time. Dong Zhuoru stared at Yan'er and said.

Yan'er didn't answer him, just sighed.

"Okay, let's not talk about it. It's time for us to get ready to go. I also stayed at the Qi Palace's Mansion for a while. Dong Zhuoru said and went down to the attic first.

"Hmm!"

After visiting Lou Xinyue, who was over half a hundred years old, Li Yan was also a lot more relieved. Lou Xinyue's mental state seems to be very good, but she often misses Li Chongguang. However, with the care of so many people in the palace, she was relieved.

(End of chapter)