Chapter Ninety-Five: The First Time I Went to the Qinglou

86_86270 Ma Yichen groped his way to the door and asked in the direction of Qin Mengdie, "Who is there?" ”

Qin Mengdie hurriedly wiped away the tears on her face, sorted out her emotions and said, "Brother Yichen, it's me, I just saw that there was a cat here who wanted to come over and take a look, but I didn't expect the cat to knock over the food box." ”

Ma Yichen stretched out his hands and groped in front of him to walk over, and said as he walked: "You are not hurt, let the maid clean up later, you can come in." ”

Qin Mengdie hurriedly walked over to help Ma Yichen: "Let's go in, the weather is not good today, and I see that it is going to snow, so I came early today, I am afraid that it will snow for a while." ”

Hearing the snow, Ma Yichen said expectantly: "Ah, it's going to snow, I like the snow scene, it's pure and thorough." Then you should go back quickly, don't get snow for a while, and the road will be difficult to walk. ”

Qin Mengdie's heart was very complicated at this time, and she didn't have the heart to be here, she needed to be quiet: "Okay, I'll come to see Brother Yichen tomorrow, and I'll go back first today." ”

Saying goodbye and turning around to leave Mafu, she didn't go to the restaurant, nor did she go back to the house, walking aimlessly on the street, suddenly remembered Liu Meiniang, turned around and went to Lixiangyuan, this is the first time in her life to enter the Qinglou, pay the money, and the turtle slave took her up to the second floor and entered Liu Meiniang's room.

Liu Meiniang was startled when she saw Qin Mengdie coming at this time, and when the turtle slave went out, Liu Meiniang hurriedly stepped forward and grabbed Qin Mengdie and asked: "Sister Qin, why did you come here to find me, you are not afraid of being seen, your identity is real, it won't be that something happened, go inside and say it." ”

After entering the house, Qin Mengdie felt uncomfortable and cried bitterly on Liu Meiniang: "Sister Liu, do you know what it feels like to be deceived, to be deceived by someone who has always been trusted, and you think that the person who is the best for you?" ”

"You said that we may have different sorrows, but we have the same pain, and I also have a wound hidden in my heart, if my sister believes that my sister will tell my sister what is going on with my sister, even if I can't help, but I can let you confide." Liu Meiniang patted Qin Mengdie's back and said.

Qin Mengdie stopped crying, wiped it twice with a handkerchief, straightened up and said: "I don't know how to say it, where to start, it's inconvenient for me to say his identity, but he is the person I think I trust the most, he has helped me a lot, and even secretly helped me deal with a lot of family affairs, but today I accidentally learned that he approached me for a purpose, not sincerely, I don't have many friends, and only you can say about it." ”

Liu Meiniang listened to Qin Mengdie's words, her eyes looked into the distance, and a little hatred inadvertently drifted in her eyes: "How can I not understand your heart?" The person I have always trusted may be my father-killer, the day I learned about this, I was ready to assassinate him, but I found that I didn't have the ability at all, that day I thought that since I couldn't kill him, I would end myself, but the moment I really faced death, I changed my mind, I still have a chance to live, maybe one day I can see the end of the bad guys. ”

Qin Mengdie's tears flowed out disobediently: "But my heart hurts, I don't know how to face him in the future." ”

Liu Meiniang took out a handkerchief to help her wipe it: "It's hard to accept it for a while, but I think you and I are not each other's opponents, so you can only alienate him, if you can't even be estranged like me, then you can only disguise, good sister, you have to be strong, I think I have experienced no less than you, we all have our own secrets that are inconvenient to say, but I believe that one day we will live a stable and peaceful life." Liu Meiniang gently patted Qin Mengdie's arm.

When these words came out, it was also a lot easier: "Thank you, Sister Liu, I may know what I should do, I don't know what kind of secrets you have, but I won't tell you all of them, it's for your own good, and I believe you are the same as me." ”

Liu Meiniang didn't mind Qin Mengdie's concealment from her, because she was also a humane with a story: "Well, we will confess everything one day, but not now, Sister Qin, you go back quickly, you don't want to come to this place in the future, if you have something, let someone send a letter to the dumb aunt in the tea stall on the left, and she will pass it on to me." ”

"I know, I was reckless this time, Sister Liu knows that I have to be at home, so she can go to me directly. I don't have eyeliners, and I'm not safe. It was then that she realized how reckless such a meeting was.

"Then you go quickly, and go back after a few detours on the way." Liu Meiniang arranged it with great experience.

Qin Mengdie stood up and nodded: "Well, you can rest assured that you know." ”

Out of Lixiang Courtyard, Qin Mengdie deliberately used a fan to block her face and go out, but it was still difficult for the female armed policeman to shake off her tail.

When I returned to the house, my mood calmed down, I still have to cooperate with Mo Wenyuan, and I can't afford to offend Feng Yuye's identity, so try to alienate him, in fact, I may rely on Feng Yuye too much during this time, I am the king of Xiang, how can I really treat my little girl as a friend, and I am a deep boudoir woman, and it will indeed make people despise people to always let a man come.

Since you have arrived in ancient times, you have to respect the rules here, which may be a good thing, so that you can also recognize yourself and recognize the situation earlier.

In the afternoon, a few maids were hanging lanterns, goose feathers and heavy snow were floating in the sky, pieces of snowflakes were like dancing elves swirling and falling, the osmanthus trees in the yard were full of trees hanging, the sky was a little cloudy, there was some melancholy blue on the snow without sun, and the lanterns hung up were also stained with snowflakes, and with the wind swaying on the rope, it seemed that they wanted to break free.......

Hong Lie and Xiaoxiao ran out happily when they saw the snow, the child didn't have so many worries, the two of them chased in the snow, making Qin Mengdie a little homesick, I don't know if my parents and sister are good, I am twenty-six years old in modern society, but in the eyes of my parents, I am still a child, and I don't need to have so much pressure and burden, but now I have too many shoulders, and I am really tired.

At night, Qin Mengdie was writing in front of the desk, maybe this was the best way to calm himself down, a gust of wind swept by, the candlelight on the table shook, and the shadow was cast on the wall a little hideous, Qin Mengdie went out to see if the door was not closed, and saw Feng Yuye come in with a haggard face, Qin Mengdie's heart seemed to be pricked by a needle, that familiar and handsome face, hesitated to be a mask, she couldn't see the true face behind the mask.

Feng Yuye felt Qin Mengdie's abnormality: "Mengdie, what's wrong with you?" ”

"It's nothing, I just think maybe my boudoir is really not suitable for men to come and go casually, I used to be young, I didn't pay much attention to it, but in the future, I will also marry, please also respect King Xiang."

Feng Yuye's body was a little stiff: "What's wrong with you?" Isn't someone telling you what? If you think this is damaging your reputation, I'll pay attention, but don't be so cold, okay? I'm tired today and want to come to you for a while. ”

"I'm inconvenient, I think I should sleep too, King Xiang should go back to his house to rest."

"Qin Mengdie, what's wrong with you today? A mouthful of Xiangwang? Are you trying to dissociate yourself from me? Feng Yuye couldn't control his emotions, walked over and pressed Qin Mengdie's shoulder and asked.

"Let go, you know what you think in your heart, there are some things we don't have to say so clearly, it's just that there has been some transgression between us before, and we will pay attention to it in the future." Qin Mengdie didn't dare to raise her head when she said this, because she really couldn't feel the other party's deception, but the more she was like this, the more scared she became.

"I originally wanted to ask you to go to enjoy the lanterns tomorrow, and the day after tomorrow I will lead the troops to quell the chaos, I led the troops for the first time, and I felt a little uneasy, thinking of coming to you for some comfort, but you have this attitude, I really don't know what I did wrong, or where I am sorry for you, so that you have such a grudge against me.

But I'll be gone the day after tomorrow, and I'll be busy preparing for the battle these two days, and I don't have time to investigate what's wrong with you, but I want to tell you that I'm sincere to you, and there's absolutely no place to be sorry for you, and if there's any misunderstanding, I'll give you a satisfactory answer when I come back. With that, he walked out the door without looking back.

But the loneliness on his face couldn't deceive himself, he was very flustered, very afraid, this was his first expedition, the sword had no eyes, I really wanted to talk to her today, even if it was on the battlefield, even if there was any accident, I had no regrets, but did I really want to go to the battlefield with such a mentality, Feng Yuye's heart ached faintly,......。