After coming out of Tang's house, Tang Xinyu was a little depressed, said hello to Xiao Yuan and Tang Sa, and drove back to the company.

Xiao Yuan accompanied Tang Sa to walk for a while on the boulevard by a small river not far from the old mansion of the Tang family, it was noon, the spicy sun hung in the sky, there was no trace of wind, even if he walked on the boulevard, it was difficult to drive away the heat of midsummer.

"Sister, send me home." Returning to the door of the Tang family's old mansion, Xiao Yuan was reluctant to go any further, so he said.

"Let's eat, my sister will go with you then." Tang Sa was unwilling to let Xiao Yuan leave immediately.

"Okay." Xiao Yuan smiled at her and agreed.

The two walked into the old mansion of the Tang family, but saw Tang Xinxin standing outside a door in the first courtyard, staring at the two of them.

When passing by Tang Xinxin's side, Xiao Yuan smiled and nodded at her out of politeness, but in exchange for a cold snort and a back that turned away.

"Xiao Yuan, don't be like her, she's still a child." Tang Sa persuaded.

Xiao Yuan glanced at Tang Sa strangely, and said with a smile: "If she is a child, I am as old as her, wouldn't I also be a child?" ”

"You are not a child, although your age is the same as her, but it feels much more mature, in other words, your biological age is eighteen years old, but what my sister can feel in my heart is definitely not more than eighteen years old, otherwise you think my sister has some special hobbies and will like a child?" Tang Sa glanced at Xiao Yuan and said.

"Huh." Xiao Yuan smiled, but did not answer.

At lunch, the originally unhappy family sat at a table, but Tang Xinyu was missing, but because of the unpleasantness in the morning, the atmosphere at the table was a little dull and embarrassing.

This atmosphere made Xiao Yuan feel very awkward, so he hurriedly ate a few bites of food, and saw that Tang Sa didn't eat anymore, so he left the table early and returned to Jiangzhou with Tang Sa.

After entering the urban area of Jiangzhou, Tang Sa insisted that Xiao Yuan call home, and then bought a lot of things in the supermarket before driving home with Xiao Yuan.

Xiao Yuan knew Tang Sa's little caution, but he didn't stop her, since some things had been done, he didn't plan to regret it, nor did he plan to hide it anymore.

Yang Jingchen was a little unclear at first about Tang Sa bringing so many things to her home, but soon, she probably guessed something, so she became very kind to Tang Sa, so that Tang Sa couldn't stand it anymore, so she got up and walked out.

Xiao Yuan sent Tang Sa to the sports car at the gate of the villa, Tang Sa stopped, turned around and stared at his cheek for a long time, before saying: "Xiaoyuan, it is said that grandpa just passed away, I should feel sad, but because of you, my sister is a little happy, thank you for being able to accompany my sister for the past few days." ”

"Sister, what are you talking about, it's too outward." Xiao Yuan said.

"Yes, we shouldn't say thank you to each other, Xiao Yuan, my sister is gone, there is no sister by your side to help you, you have to take care of yourself and wait for your sister to come back." Tang Sa smiled and said, after speaking, he opened his arms and hugged Xiao Yuan in front of his chest, and after a long time, he separated, then took a deep breath, turned around and got into the car and left.

Xiao Yuan watched Tang Sa's car go away, and disappeared at a street intersection in front of him, but he didn't go home immediately, but stood at the door, his brows were slightly furrowed, he felt that Tang Sa's last words and actions were a little wrong, not like an ordinary goodbye, but like a parting from life and death.

"I hope I'm sensitive." Xiao Yuan comforted himself and turned around and went home.

"Are you gone?" In the living room, Yang Jingchen looked at Xiao Yuan with a smile and asked.

"Hmm." Xiao Yuan nodded, didn't say anything, but sat on the sofa opposite his mother, picked up a few grapes from the table, put them in his mouth without peeling them, and savored the sweet and sour juice of the grape pulp mixed with the bitterness of the peel, and suddenly became depressed, a little inexplicable.

"Xiaoyuan, what's wrong?" Yang Jingchen found Xiao Yuan's abnormality and asked.

"I always feel like Sister Sa is hiding something from me, but she doesn't say it." Xiao Yuan said.

"You think about it too much, what can she do, but Mom asked you, are you really going to accept Tang Sa?" Yang Jingchen asked.

"Hmm." Xiao Yuan nodded.

"What about Xia Jiuying? Are you ready to give up? Yang Jingchen asked.

"I don't know what to do, but I want to give up, I'm a little unwilling, and I don't want to give up, grandpa said, if I work hard, one day in the future, this problem will no longer be a problem, I remember Sister Sa also said so, but I still don't have a bottom in my heart." Xiao Yuan said with a wry smile.

"What is Tang Sa's opinion, she must know Xia Jiuying?" Yang Jingchen asked.

"She said that she wouldn't destroy me and Xia Jiuying, but I think that although she said so, she still minded very much, after all, no woman wants to let another woman share her love, Xia Jiuying's side, I don't want to hide her, I don't know how to tell her, I'm worried about her illness." Xiao Yuan said.

"Your child, who is only eighteen years old, has made your feelings so confused, haven't you always been very firm, my mother wants to know, why did it suddenly change this time, is it because of the death of Old Man Tang?" Yang Jingchen asked.

"It has nothing to do with the death of Old Man Tang, Mom, don't ask, my brain has been very confused, I'll tell you when I think clearly." Xiao Yuan rubbed his swollen temples, said, stood up after speaking, and prepared to go back to the room to think quietly.

"By the way, there is one more thing, Mr. Huang called, the standard answer to the college entrance examination came down two days ago, tomorrow you go to the school to evaluate the score, and then fill in the volunteer." When Xiao Yuan went upstairs, Yang Jingchen said.

"I see, I'll be at school tomorrow morning." Xiao Yuan said, went upstairs and opened the door, and went into the room.

Entering the room, Xiao Yuan did not use the computer, but sat at the desk, stunned, from that night's class reunion until now, the things that happened between him and Tang Sa flashed from his mind one by one, and gradually, some things between him and Xia Jiuying also appeared in his mind, the two women's smiles and smiles appeared alternately, and all kinds of ideas related to this came one after another.

"The matter between me and Sister Sa, should it be hidden from Yingying? She loves me wholeheartedly, but I am half-hearted, with her, and accept Sister Sa, if you hide it from her, is it unfair to her? ”

"If I think about it this way, I shouldn't hide it from Yingying, but if Yingying knows that I have broken my oath and has fallen in love with another woman, how will she react, will she have a seizure because she can't accept it?"

"And Sister Sa, she has been so silently paying for me, thinking about me everywhere, but I can't give her a complete promise, and it's not fair to her, although she doesn't mind what she says, but does she really think so?"

“……”

Issues like these are intertwined and mixed into a mess that becomes more and more chaotic the more you rationalize.

"Ahh Xiao Yuan couldn't stand it anymore, screamed, rubbed his hair vigorously, stood up, walked around the room twice, and sat down again.

"What should I do, is it really like what my grandfather said, work hard, and this problem will really be solved in the future?"

Xiao Yuan was a little skeptical of the old man's words, and thought further: "Even if what my grandfather said is true, but why do I feel that my heart is still a little messy, Yingying, Sister Sa, can a person really divide his heart into two halves and give it to two women he loves deeply, don't people often say that love is exclusive, if a person falls in love with two women at the same time, it is not love, it is a man's possessiveness that is making trouble, am I so?" ”

Xiao Yuan felt that his brain was at the tip of the horns, and he couldn't get out for a while, so he decided to find something to do for himself, so he stood up again, came out of the room, asked his mother to find him a big bag, returned to the room, put all his high school textbooks into a big bag, took out the room, and put it in a warehouse at home that specializes in books.

When he returned to his room again, because of the lack of mountains of high school textbooks, the room and the desk had become very clean, and he sat down again, feeling that his brain was calmer than just now, and his brain was not as chaotic as before.

"Am I too persistent, can the problem of feelings be solved by attachment alone?" At this time, Xiao Yuan finally thought of this problem, he remembered the goal he set at the beginning of his rebirth, to fall in love, what he said at the time, I am fortunate to have it, and I will find it again if I lose it.

"Maybe I should be more free and easy, I Xiao Yuan does things, but I want the freedom of the heart, but I just want to be worthy of the heart, what secular etiquette, what love exclusivity, it's just the shackles that people put on their hearts, it."

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