An Xiao knows that since the last failed relationship, his temper has become bigger and bigger, and he may have compared it because of his experience. An Xiao will compare Sanjay with other people's boyfriends from time to time, and there is a gap between comparisons, and An Xiao's complaints and dissatisfaction with Sanjay have become more and more over time.

His words and deeds, his every move, and even his things, An Xiao gradually began to look unpleasant.

Although the two men have never had a head-on argument, the friction behind the surface is constantly emerging. On the outside, it is calm and unwavering, but in fact it is secretly turbulent.

During An Xiao and Sanjie's relationship, the two of them were very shy about men and women, even if it was just a simple hand-holding, An Xiao would feel a thin layer of sweat on Sanjay's palm.

"Are you nervous?" An Xiao easily took Sanjay's hand, turned sideways and stared at him, the girl's beautiful eyes under the moonlight were glowing with a little starlight, and there was a thick mist in the dark inky pupils.

"How, hehe." Sanjay wanted to hide his nervousness with a smile, but the situation was not optimistic, and he found that Anxiao seemed to be unhappy.

An Xiao's personality is a little masochistic.,I like strong and domineering boys.,Always stay away from Mr. Yes.,I like my own partiality.,Don't like your own will always stay in your heart until it rots.。

Just like Yang Zhendong, although he has long forgotten about it, An Xiao has to admit that he will be a deep thorn in his emotional road, piercing his own body.

Those who can't get it are always in turmoil, and those who are favored have nothing to fear. An Xiao doesn't like Sanjay who is such a little beast, he doesn't like it at all, he used to think it was cute, he was treating it as a friend, but now, An Xiao is really hard to like.

Do you like him? An Xiao quietly looked at Sanjay, who was standing in front of him and was nearly a head taller than him, under the moonlight, his beautiful face and handsome facial features were all outstanding and beautiful, but his heart was rejecting his invasion little by little, and even shouting loudly: You don't love him.

"What's wrong?" Sanjay looked at An Xiao's strange eyes and felt curious, reached out and waved it twice in front of her eyes, then smiled awkwardly.

An Xiao wanted to laugh but couldn't, he didn't know how to tell him, and the psychology of wanting to say it but not daring to say it made An Xiao really uncomfortable.

"What the hell is going on?" Sanjay looked upright, and pretended to be very serious to ask An Xiao.

"Ahem, it's nothing, my body suddenly feels unwell." An Xiao pretended to lower her body and clutch her stomach to escape Sanjay's burning gaze.

Seeing An Xiao's uncomfortable appearance, Sanjay didn't have the heart to ask anything else, patted An Xiao's back, and said, "Are you okay?" Hurry back to the dormitory, drink more hot water, and have a good rest. ”

"Well, you too." After speaking, An Xiaotou left without looking back.

Sanjay looked at An Xiao's resolute back without any nostalgia, and there was an indescribable sadness in his heart, but he didn't want to admit that the thoughts that suddenly appeared in his mind flashed in his mind, so he told himself that he must have thought too much.

Sanjay glanced back at the direction An Xiao had left, and there was no longer her there, so he left unhappily.

Many people and things, it is difficult to peek into the core of the ups and downs from the appearance of the night song. Sanjay, who now likes Anshino, is trying to learn to paralyze himself.

After returning to the dormitory, An Xiao didn't act strange, she didn't like to discuss her love life with many people, some things can be shared with everyone, but some things, you can only find the right person to say.

An Xiao chose to be silent and bear it alone.

No one has the patience to listen to you finish your story because everyone has their own things to say, and no one likes to hear you complain about life because everyone has their own pain.

It's better to be silent than to say too much. If you think too much, you will feel sad.

An Xiao hopes that one day, Sanjay can become what he likes, but Sanjay is a thinking and living person, not a doll, let alone an animal, so no matter how much he wishes, he is still him, and he is like this.

An Xiao doesn't like Sanjay's lack of confidence in speaking, scratching his ears and cheeks at every turn, being shy or silent; I don't like the way he looks like he is as thin as a bamboo pole and can't resist being bullied; I don't like the way others say that he is cowardly and irresponsible, and I don't like it・・・・・・

When more and more dislikes lingered in his mind, An Xiao knew that he and he couldn't go on. It's obviously not my favorite type, why did I stupidly talk to him in the first place?

Some people say that true love is not that you find the person you have always wanted in your heart, but that he has not grown into the way you love, but you are moved by him.

It's true that Sanjay didn't grow into what he wanted, but did he feel emotional for him? An Xiao replied in the affirmative: No.

So what's wrong with you?

An Xiao is very conflicted and entangled, what should he do?

The biggest bottom line of love is not to make yourself unhappy, if you are not happy, then no matter how beautiful and dreamy the dream of the future is, what is the use?

inadvertently opened the information of Mu Yongzhi, who had not talked for a long time, his signature was really unchanged for ten thousand years, and it was still the same sentence: It was once beautiful, but no matter how beautiful it was, it was only once.

She once thought that he would be the person she cared about the most in her life, and she never gave up.

The two most unfamiliar words in the world are none other than once.

So, Mu Yongzhi is what you want to love but can't get, the shadow in your heart, and Sanjay is what you don't like, but you love you deeply, which one will you choose?

On impulse, An Xiao made a decision, a decision that he regretted and did not regret.

Mu Yongzhi is a poppy-like existence, attracting An Xiao's constant taste, just because of a strange boy's message, he tried his best to take revenge for himself, for himself to vent this evil breath, his domineering, his strength, let himself can't help but feel excited.

Let her really miss this moment.

Maybe one day, I will forget your voice and your face, but I will not forget a person like you, the person I once loved the most.

What I miss is that I don't have to say anything, what I miss is dreaming together, what I miss is the urge to love you after a quarrel. Self-esteem often makes people twist and turn love.

An Xiao opened the chat box with Mu Yongzhi and sent him a sentence: Do you have a girlfriend?

After sending it, An Xiao hurriedly retreated from the line and closed the net, not wanting to face the reality. He's so good, how can he not have a girlfriend?

An Xiao secretly complained about himself in his heart, it was so stupid!

The weather is getting colder, and the clothes on everyone's bodies are beginning to thicken, An Xiao remembered that at this time last year, it was Yang Zhendong who was by his side, and now, things have long been different.

Sanjay, who had just come back from eating outside, sat next to An Xiao, who was concentrating on reading a magazine, when she suddenly felt a cold air coming, and she looked up impatiently at Sanjay. Then he lazily asked, "What's wrong?" ”

"Here's for you." As he spoke, Sanjay pulled out a cute water cup from his side and placed it on An Xiao's table.

An Xiao raised his head and looked at the cute water cup, smiled, and said, "Thank you, but why did you suddenly buy me the water cup?" ”

"A few days ago, I saw that your water cup seemed to be leaking, so I bought one for you that didn't leak, so it's convenient." Sanjay said shyly.

"Okay, thanks." An Xiao happily accepted his gift, and there was still a trace of sweetness in his heart.

Sanjay looked at An Xiao's happy smiling face, and there was an indescribable sweetness in his heart.

His liking is obvious, it's in the details, it's in the bits and pieces.

"It's never grown before, why is it so powerful this year?" An Xiao looked at his little hands covered with chilblains, red and itching, and muttered to himself.

Inadvertently saw the chilblains on An Xiao's hands, Sanjay couldn't help but feel sorry for her, so the next day, Sanjay bought a cute glove for An Xiao, hoping to relieve her discomfort.

Until a long time after the breakup, An Xiao's mood would still be sad when he saw the gifts he had bought for himself. Thank you for being so fond of me.

But I don't love you after all.

An Xiao himself is a person who doesn't have too many opinions and likes to listen to other people's opinions, so An Xiao hopes that his future him can be machismo, can give advice to himself, and can make himself feel at ease.

"Second sister, in fact, the second brother-in-law and Xu Chenyu are the same people, they are both shy, and they are not very good at fighting with people, although it is easy to get along, it is easy to be said to be a sissy." Xiao Qi is right, their character is indeed too good to say, but their personality is really unacceptable.

Especially watching him buy things in a crowded supermarket, it can kill a person in a hurry. He was slow, gentle, gentlemanly but weird.

And it is precisely his character that it is difficult for An Xiao to like.

"Second sister, the second sister and Mrs. are kind-hearted, but they are too cowardly, shy, shy, and like a girl." Mao Yuanyuan said this to An Xiao, and An Xiao had to nod yes, because what she said was not wrong, and it was very in line with Sanjay's current appearance.

"Second sister, I can't see it, I look like a man on weekdays, I didn't expect to like a little tender sheep like Sanjay, the taste is really peculiar." Zheng Hui patted An Xiao's shoulder and said unashamedly.

Everyone sees the relationship between Sanjay and himself very thoroughly, two words: no drama.

An Xiao also knew, and he had known it for a long time, so now he was very embarrassed, did he continue to enjoy Sanjay's kindness to him heartlessly? Or do you quickly push him away from your side?

Love is like drinking water, cold and warm self-knowing. Some people are good, they just can't enjoy it themselves. Love is like a pair of shoes, no matter how beautiful it is, but the size is wrong, it will also grind your feet.

Sanjay, it's not that you're bad, I'm just sorry, you're not what I want, I care about you, but I don't love you.