Chapter 21: The Future
"These things have nothing to do with you, it's all my fault that caused all this." Bai Soho sighed faintly, "I'm just afraid that these will affect your studies, and in the future, it will affect your future." ”
"Future?" Xu Jun muttered to himself, "What will my future look like?" ”
"Haven't you thought about it? Your future will be good, you will be admitted to a good key university, you will have a good job, and many people will like you. Bai Soho's tone was soft and full of yearning.
Xu Jun, who is so shiny, is good at everything, has a good personality, works in character, looks like a family, nothing is bad, so desirable, but she doesn't miss it. Those Xu Jun's brightest days were the years when she had to go away.
"Xu Jun, don't let the current things affect your future, you should ignore all this, continue to study hard, have a successful life, a happy life, peace and joy, and live a long life."
Xu Jun couldn't help but feel a little stupid when he listened to Bai Suho's description that was almost a blessing. How could he not have thought about it? How many times he had thought about it, in every imaginary future, there was the name Bai Soho. He used to feel that the future was so bright, so warm and happy, but what happened in just a few days made him see clearly the contradiction between his parents and Xiaohe, in the future, can he still have such a beautiful future as he imagined?
He looked at Xiao He, who was sitting beside him, within reach, but what about five years from now, ten years from now? What about the rest of your life?
His gaze gradually became firm, and he eagerly pressed Bai Suhe's slender shoulder, and asked, "Xiaohe, tell me the truth, did you write that love letter?" Would you like to create my future with me? Do you like me or not? ”
Bai Suho's eyes widened, her lips slightly opened in astonishment, she felt that the heavens and the earth were quiet for a moment, the chirping of birds in the woods, and the sound of the wind blowing the leaves, all disappeared. Only the sound of their breathing, with their heartbeats, moved restlessly.
Xu Jun's eyes didn't dare to blink at this Bai Suho, as if her answer could determine his life and death, and in fact, her answer could determine his joy or sadness from now on.
Bai Suho looked at the young man's always handsome and sunny eyebrows, full of nervousness, and those gentle eyes were full of anxiety and determination at the moment.
She understands that no matter what the answer he gets, they will never be able to return to the pure relationship and relationship they had before, Xu Jun's question, how much determination and courage he has!
If it is successful, it will be loved, and if it is not, it will hurt!
In his previous life and present life, Bai Suho had never faced such a straightforward Xu Jun, and Xu Jun in his previous life had never asked this sentence so clearly and firmly!
Is it true that people are more rebellious when they are teenagers? The current Xu Jun is facing these confessions and the intensified contradictions presented in front of him, and the helplessness and compromise after knowing the truth in his previous life are simply worlds apart!
Bai Soho's eyes slowly filled with tears, and she shook her head: "I didn't write that love letter!" ”
The red tide on Xu Jun's face due to nervousness and hidden shyness quickly receded, and his face was bloodless, Xiaohe, she didn't like him at all!
But Bai Soho's next sentence made him feel heavenly happiness and warmth in an instant: "However, those words are indeed what I want to say!" Xu Jun, I like you, and I like you too! ”
Bai Soho's tears burst out of her eyes and flowed down the girl's fair and delicate cheeks, rushing to release all her sadness and happiness! She finally spoke! finally told Xu Jun in person that she liked him! The dead knot in my heart in my past life and this life has finally dissipated, and it is completely untied in this confession!
Xu Jun, I'm here for you, I'm only here for you, how can I leave such regrets again, and I didn't say anything until I died!
Xu Jun raised his hand to caress Bai Suho's cheeks, feeling those warm tears with his fingertips, but feeling that his whole heart was blooming. One by one, they bloomed and filled his world, and he had the most beautiful time from then on!
"Xiaohe, with your words, I will die without regrets!" He sighed.
Bai Suhe's eyes suddenly became frightened: "No, Xu Jun, you can't die, you definitely can't die!" ”
If you die, what's the point of all this, and why am I alive! Bai Suho is most afraid of hearing the word "death" for Xu Jun.
"You must live well, you must not die, you will live a hundred years! Xu Jun, promise me! Bai Soho's fear, fear, and prayer were all presented in front of Xu Jun.
Xu Jun didn't know why, why Xiaohe was like this all of a sudden, but he knew that Xiaohe was because he wanted to make him good, so he nodded: "I promise you, I will definitely live well and live a long life!" ”
Bai Soho, who received the promise, slowly lowered his heart back to the same place, slowly heard the sound of the birds, the wind blowing the leaves, and slowly returned to the real world in this late autumn noon.
She felt that things had deviated from her expectations. She is here to persuade Xu Jun not to affect his studies, how can it develop to the point of complaining to each other! But she never regrets it, she has endured it long enough, she finally has a heart-to-heart with Xu Jun, there is no barrier!
She held Xu Jun's hand tightly, those hands were warm and strong, stained with her tears, and pressed close to her. She was nostalgic for this kind of warmth, but how short it was destined to be, she remembered that it was on campus, and her classmates and teachers could appear at any time.
She was very reluctant to pull Xu Jun's hand away and looked down for a long time. The broad palm was several times larger than her delicate and slender hand, and it would be a happy thing if she could hold these hands for the rest of her life.
The most beautiful thing is that when he was young, Lang rode a bamboo horse and went around the bed to make green plums.
But what she wants is not just this kind of time, what she wants is to win the heart of one person, and the white head is inseparable!
What she wants is Xu Jun's life!
Therefore, when she heard Xu Jun's voice trembling with joy say, "Xiaohe, I'm so happy", she was silent for a while, slowly let go of Xu Jun's hand, and said to Xu Jun calmly and soberly: "Xu Jun, I'm also very happy, but we can't fall in love." ”
"Why?!" The young man who is still simple at the bottom of his heart is very puzzled, he likes Xiaohe, and Xiaohe likes him, why can't they fall in love? He thought for a moment and guessed, "Xiaohe, are you afraid of being discovered by my parents and teachers?" It's okay, we're quietly in love, they won't know!"
See, that's the big problem. Bai Suhe knew very well in his heart, whether it was the teacher or Xu Jun's parents, he might not find out, but the two people who were secretly distracted could really study hard as they did before, and they would not be affected by these miscellaneous thoughts?
Bai Suho asked Xu Jun seriously: "Xu Jun, do you want us to be together forever in the future, not just now, but for a lifetime?" ”
"Of course I want to, I will never let you down in my life, and I want to be with you!"
"Then you just listen to me, let's not talk about this topic again, just know it in our hearts. You have to study as hard as you did before, devote all your body and mind to study, and then, everything will go well in the future, and promise me a stable and beautiful future, okay? Bai Suho gave up all his thoughts, "If we put too much thought on each other now, delay our studies, and don't have strong abilities in the future, then can we convince our uncles and aunts to let us be together?" We're still going to be like we are now, and we can't help ourselves. ”
Xu Jun was stunned, Xiaohe's thoughts were much more thoughtful than his own!
She has thought of the future, the future, and the reality of a lifetime, and she just thinks about the sweetness of this moment!
Xu Jun was not annoyed by Bai Suhe saying such realistic words, but was even more pleased, Xiaohe, she wanted to be with herself for the rest of her life, she was seriously thinking about their common future! She is much more sober and rational than herself.
"Xiaohe, you're right. To be honest, in the past few days, my mind has not been focused on studying at all, but has been thinking about who is right and who is wrong in these events, and what you think in your heart, I didn't hear what the teacher said in class today. Xu Junzai thought carefully about what Bai Suhe said, and had to admit this fact.
Bai Suhe couldn't help but feel very relieved to see that Xu Jun was not angry because of his words, this is Xu Jun, such a gentle and square Xu Jun will not drill the horns of the bull, will not be paranoid and will not listen to people. She smiled and said: "I know that you care about me, and if you care, it's messy, in the future, we don't want to do this, let's study hard, and work hard for us to be together for the rest of our lives, okay?" ”
"Okay, I will restrain my mind, study hard, I will be admitted to a key university, I will have the ability to let you be with me without worries, and I will give you a happy and beautiful future, Xiaohe, I will do it!" Xu Jun's expression was firm and calm, he seemed to have suddenly taken off his childish shadow, no longer the impetuous boy, but a young man with clear eyes and a clear purpose.
He brushed away the remaining tears on Bai Soho's face, and smiled and stared at this little sister who was once cowardly and inferior, but now a brave and wise girl. How lucky he was to be liked by her, to be accompanied by her, and although he had a long way to go, he already had his faith.
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