The rest of the journey was missing Sanjay, An Xiao became depressed, Han Xiao stood beside An Xiao, touched An Xiao with his elbow, looked at her with a dull expression, and asked teasingly, "What's wrong?" Miss him as soon as you separated? ”

"Nothing." An Xiao glanced at her embarrassedly, her little face was flushed, I don't know if it was too stuffy in the carriage or if she was really shy.

"Do you really like him?" Han Xiao leaned close to An Xiao's head and asked cautiously.

"Huh? In general, I don't like it very much. In front of Han Xiao, An Xiao always inadvertently revealed his true feelings, because he trusted him too much, so the two always talked about everything.

A friend for a lifetime, a girlfriend is bigger than the sky.

An Xiao's feelings for Sanjay did not become stronger because he agreed to be with him, on the contrary, since he was with him, his shortcomings were exposed to him one by one, and he was completely injured. said that it was too serious to die for him, and it can only be said that he will really meet people's hearts over time, and the position of friends and ** will really make people feel different.

The process of changing from a friend to a ** gives An Xiao a very deep experience, perhaps, some people can really only be friends. Because friends can do it for a lifetime, but they can't.

An Xiao still remembers that before the two of them were together, he had deeply reflected on his relationship with Sanjay, whether it would be unsuitable. But later, after really becoming a boyfriend and girlfriend in love, he was surrounded by love bubbles at first, and those messy thoughts had long been left behind, but he gradually calmed down, and the excitement and freshness at the beginning faded, and An Xiao had to face up to the practical problems between the two of them.

I can't say how good my personality and temper are, and I can't say how bad Sanjay's personality and temper are, but these are two people who seem harmless, but there are so many unsuitable things when they get together.

An Xiao is Sanjay's first love, Sanjay has never talked about a girlfriend, so he doesn't know how to deal with the object, although An Xiao has talked about it, but the emotional experience is not very rich, but he still has experience in getting along with people. So An Xiao can clearly see where Sanjay and his incompatibility are.

"How can I say it, his world is too simple and beautiful, and the only thing that can be pretended is himself, and it can only be himself." An Xiao said such a sentence to Han Xiao nonsensically, it was headless and brainless, but Han Xiao still understood.

"Didn't you say you were his first girlfriend? Maybe it's just that he won't fall in love. Although Han Xiao saw the same problem as An Xiao in Sanjie, at least Sanjie was a good person and good to An Xiao, just based on these, Han Xiao would still say a few good words for him.

"Probably, but he's really only suitable as a first love, not for going on." An Xiao said what she really thought in her heart.

Han Xiao nodded and said, "It's good if you're happy." ”

An Xiao also pretended to nod lightly, and a smile bloomed at the corner of his lips: "Does that boy continue to pester you?" ”

When Han Xiao heard this, he naturally understood who she was talking about, but Han Xiao didn't want to mention that person, so he shook his head and didn't say anything. For some people, it's better to stay away, and distance produces beauty.

That boy has been chasing him since he was in the same class in his sophomore year of high school, and has continued until now, even if he is no longer in the same class, he will often run to his class to give him gifts and talk to himself. It's false to say that you are not moved, but you feel it and have nothing to do with love.

Han Xiao is rational and knows what he wants from the other half of the future, so he won't just find a boy to settle with. It's not that Han Xiao doesn't agree with An Xiao's emotional outlook, it's just that everyone has different opinions, and he can't interfere too much, even if the relationship is good, he must leave a certain amount of privacy for the other party, so as a good friend, it's good to bless yourself.

Besides, even if Yang Zhendong hit An Xiao very hard that time, An Xiao's optimistic personality did not make her unable to think about it, or she was trapped by love, but lived a happier life, which is also good, isn't it? As long as she's happy. May the girl I like always have the most perfect smiley face in the world.

In Han Xiaoxiao's heart, there has always been a boy living there, and this boy has stayed for seven or eight years. An Xiao admires Han Xiao's long-term affection, at least in terms of feelings, he is much more attentive than Han Xiao.

The boy's name is Gu Song, An Xiao has seen him many times, in An Xiao's impression, he is a beautiful man in junior high school, with clear eyebrows and beautiful eyes, jade trees in the wind, tall and thin, white and clean, a capable short hair, handsome thick eyebrows, big eyes and long eyelashes, a small mouth like a cherry after a rain, crystal clear and tender dripping skin envy girls, and a height of more than one meter and eight makes him "slim and elegant", standing out from the crowd on the middle school campus, attracting many girls to chase him one after another.

Han Xiao met him when he was a child, when he went to relatives, he happened to meet himself and needed to borrow books, so his aunt took him to a good child's house next door to borrow books, that was the first time Han Xiao saw Gu Song, he was about the same height as himself, his eyebrows were clear, handsome and extraordinary, the ignorant Han Xiao was shy and didn't dare to talk to him, but shouted under the leadership of his aunt: "Brother." ”

"Songsong, this is our family Xiaoxiao, who is studying in the same elementary school as you, one year younger than you, and is your sister." Han Xiao's aunt said kindly to Gu Song. Gu Songke is well-behaved and sensible, good at learning, and polite, and is very popular with his neighbors.

"Hello brother." Han Xiao, who was wearing two pigtails, shouted at the little beautiful man in front of him while gnawing on one of his fingers.

Gu Song looked blankly at the little girl standing in front of him eating fingers, a faint red appeared on his white and tender little face, and he nodded in response.

"Songsong, my family Xiaoxiao wants to borrow a book from you, can you help find it?" The aunt of the Han family touched Gu Song's little head and looked at him with a smile, the more she looked at it, the more she liked it.

"What book?" Gu Song dragged out his bookcase like a little adult, squatted down in front of a pile of books, and turned back to ask Han Xiao who was standing behind him.

Han Xiao pulled his fingers out of his mouth in a daze, wiped the hawl on his mouth indiscriminately, ran to him excitedly, and said loudly: "Third grade English textbook." ”

Gu Song glanced up at her, then lowered his head and seriously looked for a book for her, and after digging through a pile of books for a long time, he finally found an English book. Gu Song picked up the book and slapped it with his hand a few times, seeing that the cover of the book was still a little dirty, he puffed up his mouth and blew it, his pink little mouth was so red that it dripped, and his delicate eyebrows wrinkled with his movements, which was extremely cute.

Han Xiao involuntarily squatted down with him, looked at him blankly and said, "Brother, I'll wipe it." ”

"No, I'll just come." As he spoke, Gu Song patted his hand again, and then handed it to Han Xiao.

After Han Xiao took it, he hugged his chest, excited that he couldn't help himself.

It was also at that time that Gu Song's name was printed in her little heart. But until he graduated from high school, Han Xiao stayed at the point of a crush and never told him.

I never said I liked you, but you filled my memory. Always walk past you, I will stagnate while you keep going.

may be afraid of losing or being rejected, so she doesn't have the courage to confess, but in An Xiao's eyes, her approach is too timid, she likes it but doesn't dare to pursue it, so that she can only miss it and miss it again.

A crush is a crush that carries the light of the sun, and from the very beginning it is known that the ending is hopeless after all.

Crush is a kind of happy loneliness, which can never wait for you, but it can't wait for you confidently.