Chapter 53: I mean seriously

Tang Siqing smiled, smiling proudly, with a kind of calmness in her control.

"I am also you Tang Sibin in the end, the child of Tang Yong and Qin Qin, 'Tang Sibin' is my name, but since I became a woman, my name is Tang Siqing. But in my bones, I'm still 'Tang Sibin'. How? Are you going to give this identity back to me? ”

Tang Sibin frowned: "However, you are obviously not me." You said that in the future, your parents will still recognize you as their child, since you are still your parents' child, how can your blood type be different? ”

Tang Siqing was deflated: "You ask me, who am I asking?" ”

"You're not going to explain this, are you?" Tang Sibin said, "I originally thought that we were the same person, at least the same blood flowed in our bodies. However, in fact I am completely wrong about this idea. ”

"Hmm......" Tang Siqing suddenly showed a painful expression, she just wanted to shrug her shoulders indifferently as usual, although there was a plaster cast to fix her shoulders, but she didn't expect to feel pain just by exerting force.

"Oh, I'm sorry. Does it hurt? Tang Sibin was a little scrambling, "What should I do now." ”

Tang Siqing squeezed out a smile: "It's okay, it's okay, it's none of your business." Are you keen to apologize to me, or are you just apologizing to me? ”

"I'm sorry, all." Tang Sibin lowered his head as if repentant, "Today is still all the before, I'm sorry." I'm in a lot of trouble right now, and I don't know what to say. ”

"Don't be so polite to me." Tang Siqing shook her head helplessly, "The reason why I want to wake up and talk to you is that I am sure you will have ideas." It's just that you seem to be thinking a little more than I think. I've changed, and you've changed, so there's nothing wrong with your understanding. Tang Sibin is the only one of you, and in the future, apart from you, there will be no other person like you in the world. I'm Tang Siqing, I'll just do my good job as Tang Siqing. ”

"Is that your decision?" Tang Sibin felt a little irritated inexplicably.

"Yes, now that you already know that the two of us can be said to have nothing to do with each other, I don't want you to still hold on to your original thoughts and become a burden in the future." Tang Siqing closed her eyes, "Everything I can tell you has already been told to you." According to your current life plan, you will never let the tragedy happen again. You have your own persistence, and I am very grateful, whether it is to strengthen your masculinity with Liang Kai, or to study hard to complete the subject, or to increase social experience to Yu Zhiyan, you are already developing according to the hope I want to see the most. It's time for me to let go and let yourself work for the future you hope for now. ”

Tang Sibin's anger came to his heart: "So, are you going to leave me alone?" ”

Tang Siqing said softly: "Yes, your life should indeed be controlled by yourself. We've all changed, and what I'm forcing you to do isn't necessarily what you want to do now, and maybe you won't want to do it in the future. We are already on different paths, and it is enough to keep each other awake to go on. ”

"But you lead my way, don't you want to see where I can go?" Tang Sibin clenched his fists, "It turns out that I have said sorry so many times, but you still refuse to come to me." I will never interfere with the relationship between you and Wen Mu Xuedi again, come back to me, can't we live a good life? ”

Tang Siqing smiled bitterly: "You still don't understand? As long as I am by your side, I can't help but correct you, guide you, and even force you to do things the way you don't want to. Because...... Because of your presence, I will constantly be reminded of my past self......"

"Then, you will be angry, thinking that I am naΓ―ve and easy to make mistakes, and you will keep trying to change me when you don't see me making mistakes again." Tang Sibin finished her words and continued excitedly, "I've figured it out, and there's nothing wrong with that." If there is a change, if there is none, it will be encouraged. People say who is the mirror of whom, between you and me, is there a better mirror than this? I've been very tired these days, not because I'm busy, but because I'm tired. Every time I lie in bed when I'm done with something to do for the day, I ask myself...... What the hell am I doing so busy for? ”

"Do you understand what I mean? Without you by my side, I found that I didn't even have a purpose. Without you describing the future in front of me, I simply don't know what I want. Tang Siqing, you can't be so ruthless, you let me see the possibility of the future, but you gave up guiding me forward. You tell me what to do now, but you don't tell me what I should do when I do it. ”

The more Tang Sibin spoke, the more excited he became, and even the whole person jumped up, dancing at Tang Siqing, who was staring wide-eyed to show his shock: "Growing up in a mess until now, I never knew that I could live so fully, I never felt as confident as I was at this time, and I never longed for anything, I began to look forward to the coming of the next day, and I made all preparations for the arrival of that day." But now you tell me that you're quitting, you're leaving, you're going to prove your existence. What do you mean? Do you think you're done with me on your way? Tell you! No way! If you dare to do nothing, I will definitely let you see a former Tang Sibin! ”

After saying this, Tang Sibin was so anxious that his face was red, and he gasped, and the depression in his heart that had been accumulated for a few days exploded at this moment, which really exhausted him.

"Heh, hehehe." Tang Siqing stroked her forehead with her intact right hand, laughed as if she had heard a joke from the heavens, but she didn't dare to pull the wound too much, so she had to force it down, "Are you threatening me?" With your own life? ”

Tang Sibin didn't laugh, staring at her deeply: "Don't take my words as a joke, I mean seriously." ”

"Puff......" Tang Siqing smiled again, "Don't you understand?" Twisted melons are not sweet...... Hey? That doesn't seem right. Ha, it doesn't matter, it's about the same. You threaten me in this way, even if I come back to you? It's just one more stake around, and I don't even bother to talk about you. ”

Still unwilling to go back to the way it was? Tang Sibin suddenly felt disheartened, sat down on the chair in front of the hospital bed, and muttered: "It turns out that when a person hates himself, can he hate it to this extent?" You hate me, and I hate myself now, when I ...... ...... at the beginning"

This is doubly hating yourself, right?

"Okay, okay, your current appearance is too ugly, if you don't tease you, if you tease you again, I'm afraid you'll kill yourself. Ouch, it hurts me, Maggi, is the current medicine lasting so short? Get me two painkillers. After laughing, Tang Siqing grinned in pain.

Tang Sibin was stunned for a moment, and then rushed into his heart with great joy, hurriedly took the medicine and poured water, carefully fed Tang Siqing to eat, and then stammered and asked, "What do you mean...... That is, you're not angry? Are you finally willing to come back to me? ”

Tang Siqing, who breathed a sigh of relief, gave him a weak look: "I think of you beautifully!" There is so much work in the building, it is impossible to do it in a short period of time. Besides, it's winter vacation soon, and you have to go home with your parents. Well? Aren't you angry when I tease you like this? ”

Tang Sibin shook his head again and again: "No, no, no, as long as you can dissipate your anger, it's okay for you to tease for a while." ”

"Brag about you, if you tease you again, you'll jump out of the window. This special sixth floor is enough for you to commit suicide. After joking, Tang Siqing explained, "It's not exactly to tease you, I was really too lenient with you before, and I wanted to affect you in everything." In fact, I am giving you a chance, and I am also giving myself a chance, whether to chase what I want, or to work together for a day that belongs to our sky. Ha, that's a bit full of words, you and I both know that we are all people who don't have much ability. ”

Tang Sibin thought for a while and said: "It seems that my choice is right, we are all people who have no ability, and we can only put in more effort than others to get the harvest we want." But if we are together, we are giving four times as much effort as others, and there is no reason why we can't do better than others. ”

Tang Siqing nodded: "It's best if you think so." There's something wrong with me, and I shouldn't care about your relationship. This kind of thing doesn't have to be experienced. has mastered all the skills of picking up girls, and if you don't pay sincerely, you will be regarded as a playboy in the end. Do you like Yu Zhiyan or not, you know it in your own heart, and it is unfair to you to face her with the mentality of doing experiments. This is what I did wrong, and I apologize to you. ”

It's okay not to mention Yu Zhiyan, but when he mentions it, Tang Sibin can't help but think of the kiss she took the initiative to offer, which makes him feel betrayed.

Tang Siqing, who was aware of this, laughed playfully: "No, have you already started it?" ”

"Not really!" Tang Sibin was quick to deny it.

Talking about the quarrel between the two a few days ago, it was as harmonious as if it had never happened, too, men don't like to care about some contradictions in the quarrel, often quarrel one day, and the next day they hook up their shoulders and back, and it is normal to forget about the overnight feud, not to mention that in the end, both of them are people with the same soul, and when the words are spoken, then there is nothing.

The mood of the two of them became relaxed all of a sudden, and Tang Siqing even had the heart to laugh and said, "Really don't think about it?" Yu Zhiyan seems to know that she has a deep affection for you, and she is also a big potential stock, you can have her as a wife and you can save decades of struggle. If I were still you, I would have beaten her to death in my hands and would not let go. ”

Tang Sibin shook his head and said: "It's not sweet to be twisted, I admire her ability, and I like her person." But it's just a liking between friends. If I want to say love, I still love the one who shows me the way forward when I'm confused, takes the initiative to do my laundry and cook in order to make me finish my studies faster, corrects me when I make mistakes, guides me, and quickly forgives me when I'm angry. ”

"Originally, I thought we were the same person, with the same blood in our bodies, I always thought it was no different from **, so I could only hide this love. Any idea why I didn't pursue the question of why we were so different? Hehe, because it doesn't matter anymore, or even who you are. I just need to understand one thing. ”

In Tang Siqing's stunned gaze, Tang Sibin covered his heart: "I can rightfully love you and pursue you!" Tang Siqing, my good sister! I'm also serious about this! ”