Chapter 108: I'm not Li Yaohua

It took her three years to repair Li Yaohua's part of her soul, but the results were slight, so she decided to go out for a walk, because she felt that the qi between heaven and earth had changed, so she followed the change and went to the Demon Sealing Land, she absorbed a lot of demonic qi for what psychology she couldn't remember, but she did it on a whim, she later felt that she didn't seem to have to do it all at once, she just used it as she pleased, there was no need to make herself uncomfortable in the end, and her approach also helped those immortal cultivators who were trapped by demonic qi by the way, but she didn't take it seriously。 Because she saw the people of Yuhua Mountain in the Demon Sealing Land, she remembered the humility, and then maybe out of a prank, she went to Yuhua Mountain, maybe because the fairy world was in the power of Yuhua Mountain, so the enchantment of Yuhua Mountain was also a little loose, so she found a chance to enter the enchantment, and then went to the Mirror Heart Hall to find the void.

Before arriving at the Mirror Heart Palace, she heard the discussion of her disciples, and only then did she know that after Li Yaohua's death, she would no longer come out of the Mirror Heart Hall in a humble retreat.

In fact, before the moment she saw Xuhuai, she didn't plan to become Li Yaohua, but when she saw him, she unconsciously called out "Master!" and then everything fell into place, she played Li Yaohua, accompanied by him and was pampered by him, that was a happy time in the time she lived.

But this period was also very short, and it ended quickly......

"Master, are you awake?"

"Are you...... Qinglan?" She was stunned for a moment, and then suddenly covered her eyes and laughed twice. He's dead, why does she think he'll be there?

"Master, is there anything else wrong with you?" Qinglan asked.

"Where is this?" asked Yuhuaji.

"This is the wooden house we used to live in. ”

"The wooden house where you and Li Yaohua live?" That's the place very close to Yuhua Mountain.

Yuhua Ji got off the ground, walked out of the wooden house, and looked at Yuhua Mountain in the clouds, and all kinds of emotions slipped in her heart, and she was reduced to ashes.

"Master—"

"I'm not your master, I'm not Li Yaohua!"

"But I sense you're. ”

"Li Yaohua is inside me, she hasn't woken up yet. ”

In order to prove it to Qinglan, Yuhua Ji reached into her body and tried to take out the part of Li Yaohua that could not be integrated into her, but she suddenly realized that the fragment of Li Yaohua's soul was no longer there......

"What's going on?"

"Yuhuaji, are you looking for me?"

"Li Yaohua?" Yuhua Ji was stunned, "Where are you?"

"Master, what's wrong with you?" Qinglan looked at her suspiciously, "Master, why are you talking to yourself?"

Yu Huaji was shocked for a moment, and then suddenly turned back to the house, "You stay outside, don't disturb me!"

Qing Lan was a little puzzled, but she still obeyed the order.

Yu Huaji returned to the house, cast a spell to seal the world, in order not to be heard about the next thing, and then she sat cross-legged and entered a state of self-consciousness.

"Li Yaohua, you come out!"

"How do you want me to come out? I'm now one with you. ”

"When?"

"It's from the time you left the palace, from absorbing the demonic qi from the Demon Sealing Land, to finding the master to get along with him...... Until the end, you are willing to endure all the pain for her, and you almost coincide with Li Yaohua at that time, and in the end, when he dies, Li Yaohua is exactly the same as your grief, and you and her will no longer have each other!"

"If, as you said, you and I have merged without each other, how can there still be two consciousnesses?"

You can think of these two different consciousnesses as one is yourself and the other is Li Yaohua, but in other words, you can also say that one is good and the other is evil, one is your good thoughts, the other is your evil thoughts, one is your subjective self, the other is your reason, one is the nature of Yuhua Ji, and the other is Li Yaohua who is humbly educated. ”

"Nonsense!"

"It doesn't matter if it's nonsense or not, now you can't uproot me, we will always exist as an individual, contradictory and harmonious in Yuhuaji......'s body! Perhaps it was the original purpose of humility. ”

"What do you mean?"

He divided Yuhua Ji into two, educated half of them, and when the two merged, Yuhua Ji, who was born without a sense of right and wrong, and Li Yaohua, who he taught to distinguish between right and wrong, conflicted on both sides. Yu Hua Ji is immortal, and there is no way to kill Yu Hua Ji in the Six Realms, but what if Yu Hua Ji and Yu Hua Ji themselves are enemies?"

"He wants us to kill each other?"

"Not really, he taught Li Yaohua right and wrong, good and evil, and then you also understand love, so maybe you will gradually learn the other parts!"

"I'm not going to let him get his way!"

"By now, the existence of you and me has proved that nothing is impossible!"

"Y-you really think I can't get you out?"

"You can't!"

"Li Yaohua, I can't tolerate you. Even if I can't kill you, I can at least seal this part of you!"

"You seal me, can you seal your own heart, can you not love him?"

"Of course I can, he's dead!" What she hated most about him was that he left her dead.

"And how did he die? Why did he die?"

"He was killed by his stubborn justice, and he was killed by this world!"

"No, you killed him!"

"You talk nonsense!"

"You put that piece of soul fragment with a demon root into Qing Lan's body, in fact, if you hadn't planted a demon root for him earlier, he wouldn't have died! Can you really deny that you didn't kill him?"

"It's not me! It's that he's too stubborn! Even if he becomes a demon, he doesn't have to die, I will protect him, no one can hurt him, he seeks death by himself! It's himself who will come to this point, it's himself who has to defend the justice of the common people, it's he himself who wants to be the enemy of the demon and lead to the demon!"

"Don't you know what kind of person he is?"

"I know, it's just a stubborn and stubborn person!" No matter what, he has never been able to change that part of his stubbornness, even for the sake of Li Yaohua, who he likes, he will not give up some parts of himself.

"If you know he's that kind of person, why are you forcing him?"

"I didn't force him, it was all himself! The first time he committed suicide, the second time he died at my hands, but he also wanted to do that!"

"That's all because he doesn't want to become a demon, and the cause of his demonization is you!

"Shut up! If you really want to say it, isn't it you Li Yaohua who is the culprit? If you hadn't fallen in love with you, nothing would have happened at all, and he wouldn't have even been able to let me get close to you, and it would have been impossible for him to be planted with a magic root! And after all, where did the magic root come from? It was given to the Holy Immortal of Yaochi! It's not my fault! It's the fault of this world, it's the world that has set up immortals can't be emotional, and once they're emotional, there will be flaws, and it's also the world that sets up that good and evil immortals and demons can't be separated, so he'd rather die!"

"Yuhua Ji, do you love him?"

"I don't love him, I'll never love him again!"

"You were the first to fall in love with him, and you were the one who forced him the most, you tried to get all his love for you, and it was all you who wanted him to fall in love with you.

"You fell in love with him first! Don't blame me!"

"No, it's you! Since he killed you in his previous life, you have treated him differently than anyone else. ”

"Nonsense! I didn't fall in love with him before, and I wouldn't have fallen in love with him without Li Yaohua!" Yuhua Ji suddenly laughed a little madly, and laughed until she was sad, she said, "I don't love him anymore, because I have never been loved by him, he only loves you, he loves Li Yaohua's part, not me at all!"

"But when you are with him, you are Li Yaohua! Everything you do for him, you wronged yourself for him, and you endure pain for him, those are all things that Li Yaohua will do, not what Yuhua Ji will do! When you do those things, you are from the heart, not playing Li Yaohua! You are both Yuhua Ji and Li Yaohua!"

"Shut up! That's all you're doing it! It's just your trick, you think I'm going to be so easily fooled? I just think it's fun to be you, so I played you, that's not my heart at all!"

"Yuhua Ji, how long have you been deceiving yourself?"

"What if I really loved him? I loved him, but until he died, he was gone, I would no longer love him, and there would be no more worries about me in this world!"

"You forgot he said he wanted you to wait for him?"

"Wait? What are you waiting for? That's just him lying to me! Is he lying to me less? Li Yaohua, I'm different from you, I'm not stupid!"

"Do you remember what his father said?"

"He makes you believe in humility!"

"No, that might have been said to you. Li Yaohua will always believe in humility, and only you don't believe in him. ”

"Don't always pull it on me! I won't believe what you say from now on! No one can stop what my Yuhuaji has decided, and neither can you! From now on, I want you to be quiet!"

Yu Hua Ji began to cast a spell, and quickly suppressed that part of her thoughts.

When Yu Huaji walked out of the room again, Qinglan immediately turned to him and smiled, "Master......"

"Let's go!"

"Master?"

"I'm not Li Yaohua, so you don't have to follow me!"

"But where can I go without following my master?"

"You can go wherever you want!"

"Qinglan doesn't want to go anywhere!"

"You're enough!" Yu Hua Ji impatiently slapped a piece of mountain stone into powder, "Don't force me to kill you!" She didn't want to touch anything related to Li Yaohua. She was really afraid that she would be influenced by Li Yaohua, and she really obeyed her and her humble heart.

"Master?" Qing Lan looked at her pitifully, her face full of puzzlement.

"You ......" Yu Huaji felt a little choked in her heart, and a wave of annoyance welled up in her heart, and she turned around to leave.

"Master, wait!" Qinglan shouted after him.

"What else do you want to do? If you don't leave, I'll go!"

Qing Lan said anxiously, "Master, before the real person left my body, he left a letter, he said that if he is gone, let me hand it over to you!"

Yuhua Ji turned around, hesitated for a moment after seeing the bag that Qing Lan took out, and then came back to her senses, "I don't want to see it, you lost it!"

"Master, I'll put it here! Master, you still have to recuperate, I'll go!"

Qinglan quickly ran past Yu Huaji, went down the mountain, walked for a while, and looked back at her...... Seeing that she was still standing in the distance, he continued to walk, and when he turned back, he saw that she was not moving, and walked again......

Yu Huaji was angered by his departure, and said angrily, "You come back!"

Qing Lan soon came back again, smiling away, "Master." ”

"Put it away, I won't look at it!"

"But master, that's a real ......"

"I'll put it away if you tell you to put it away! If you say more, I'll really leave you behind!"

"Yes, master!" Qing Lan didn't dare to say more, and carefully withdrew it according to Yu Huaji's instructions.

Yu Huaji closed her eyes, facing the mountain stroke, feeling a wave of ups and downs in her heart, and then shed tears - humility, I said, without you, no one in this world can stop me, if you really will come back, you come back quickly, before I destroy this world that separates you and I kill you......