Chapter 646: You Don't Understand Me
Bai Xiaoqian didn't go to the palace, but flew directly to the palace, her figure was as fast as a shuttle arrow.
The fox sat in front of the bookcase in a daze, and he didn't know how many copies he had reviewed, if he usually asked Qian'er over and over again what she had written, or any details, but now that he had promised her not to monitor and protect her life, he would work hard to adjust, and change his habit of thinking about her all the time.
Qian'er, if I don't take the initiative to find you, can you take the initiative to come to me?
The fox was thinking about it, the woman who was haunted by her dreams appeared, and Xiao Qian didn't say anything after falling from the sky, she was full of grief and indignation, and she beat the fox hard!
The fox didn't hide at all, and he insisted on not moving, just letting the woman abuse him like this.
It wasn't until he heard a noise outside and nervously asked the emperor if he was okay, Xiao Qian stopped and kept panting.
"You already know?" The fox looked at the woman with pitiful eyes and asked in a low trill.
Xiao Qian didn't answer, he couldn't help but say, and punched the fox's face again, this punch went down the fox's face and sank in, and his whole face instantly turned black, and he was also beaten so much that he couldn't support it and fell to the ground, a little miserable.
The fox looked deeply into the woman's eyes, taking in her sad and indignant expressions, his eyes were slightly red, and his voice was begging: "Can you forgive me this time?" β
The woman frowned, her eyes that were as bright as glass almost burst into flames, and then she gritted her teeth and said, "Jun Lingxuan!" You know - I don't know what you've done?! β
"Yes, and it's clear. I'm sorryβ"
"Don't say I'm sorry, you're sorry for the world, you didn't say sorry for me. Didn't disappoint me, no! Bai Xiaoqian's face was sad and he choked up and shouted.
Jun Lingxuan's face was very gloomy, and he didn't defend himself, but his mood was extremely heavy, and he muttered lightly: "I'm sorry-"
And who did the fox apologize to this time, Xiao Qian was puzzled.
"Can violence be suppressed? If you're as smart as you, you don't know?! β
Suddenly the fox laughed, but the smile was too far-fetched. was unable to support a larger arc, but the words he said were exceptionally firm and clear: "I only know that I, Jun Lingxuan, can't live up to Bai Xiaoqian, even if I live up to it, offend." Kill all the people in the world. I can't take her down either! β
"Just two days ago I had a dream, I didn't dare to tell you and the night, this dream is very real, I dreamed that I have been kneeling at the entrance of the vegetable market, it was raining very much, even though I divided the family property among the people, but they still hate me, they hit me with rotten eggs. There are even people who have to rush over and scrape the meat with a knife. The night suddenly appeared and beat all the mobs away, and he protected me! I kept kneeling in the rain, and he knelt with me...... Then I couldn't stop crying. Holding the night wow wow and crying, I told him that the most painful thing for me is not that the people hate me, not that the people want to scrape my flesh alive, but that I can't let the people live a good life, and now as long as they can live well, I am completely willing to be scraped alive even if I am scraped alive......"
The woman's feelings are real and indignant, she still has palpitations when she recalls that terrible nightmare, she really loves those people, including those who hate her, but she loves the two big fools even more, if she has to make a choice between her lover and the world, then her choice ...... When I think of the bright eyes of the woman here, deeply, deeply, deeply, deeply, painfully, tangled; In the end, her eyes were firm, and she must have the answer in her heart.
Seeing that Xiao Qian was so sad and painful, the fox closed his eyes in distress, his heart was full of sourness and pain, and when he opened his eyes, his expression was particularly complicated and he looked at the woman, and the two of them looked at each other silently for a while.
When the woman's emotions calmed down, the fox said: "Qian'er, I understand how much you care about the people, how much you love them, you can sacrifice your ego for those people, your love is boundless!" In your eyes, everything is important, everyone is important, but only yourself is not important! β
Speaking of this, Jun Lingxuan couldn't help but feel sad, it was obvious that Bai Xiaoqian's selfless and selfless character had put her in danger of life and death many times, which was the eternal pain in his and the fourth brother's hearts! Qian'er, my fourth brother and I can fight against you and the whole world, but you will sacrifice yourself for someone you don't know or have nothing to do with it, how can you make us embarrassed!?
Bai Xiaoqian's heart tightened, and he shook his head again and again, "Ling Xuan, Ling Xuan, you still don't understand me!" β¦β¦β
"How?"
"Why do I have such a dream, because the people write a petition blood letter, I feel guilty and blame myself, I have been thinking about why they do such a thing, and come to the conclusion that they may not have been able to live a good life, I do care about them, you said that everything is important in my eyes, everyone is important, I admit that I am like this, but I don't admit that only I am not important, if I didn't have you and Ye, I would have gone to kneel at the entrance of the vegetable market to accept the punishment of the world, my life is really not worth bullshit! But I have you, so my life is very important, I will not hurt myself, between the world and you, my choice is you! Even if I step into the Bai Family Ancestral Hall without a face, face my ancestors and face the people of the world without a face, I will not abandon you-"
As she spoke, tears flowed down quietly, and the woman couldn't control it......
Hearing this, the fox shook violently, he was actually betting that Xiaoqian would choose him in the end no matter how painful he was, but it was still shocking to hear her say it in person, and suddenly hugged the woman tightly, and whispered in a trilled voice in her ear: "Qian'er, don't cry, I was wrong-"
At this moment, the woman was crying and laughing, and the laughter was equally bleak, "You are wrong, where are you wrong?" β
"I know you'll still forgive me in the end, you'll still choose me, and you'll still want me even if I do something wrong, so I'm like a spoiled kid by you......"
"You really want to kill the living people, the rhythm of the dead people's life, you remember when you asked me; If you and my Father can only have one person alive, choose who will live, do you remember my answer? β
"You only replied at the time that you weren't fooling me, weren't you serious?"
"Sometimes you don't know where your EQ and IQ have gone, you listen carefully, I'll say it again; There are a lot of people in this world, millions of people...... In my eyes, all lives are equal, and the emperor's life is not more precious than the life of the common people. You are not the emperor in my eyes, just a very important person to me, you were a very important person in my heart at that time, and now you are the most important person in my life, the motivation for me to live, and the lover with whom I want to spend the rest of my life, I will never stop letting you die, even if I kill all your enemies with my own hands, including my father. Even if I betray my faith......"
Word by word, it was really real, Jun Lingxuan was greatly moved, the corners of his eyes were sour, and he was almost speechless.
Qian'er, thank you for giving me confidence and giving me such a big affirmation! Thank you for being willing to give so much for me, thank you for being willing to betray my faith for me, I will not let you make such a painful choice again, never!
(Bai Xiaoqian personally judged that Shangguan's Mansion was full of beheadings, Shangguan had thousands of knives, and the corpse was violent for three days!) (To be continued......)