Chapter 153: My Way

"Sister, I've heard something."

"What's the matter?"

"Got some ideas about you." Xie Xuan scratched his head, his face was slightly red, "I don't really understand, but I also have some of my own opinions, and I want to talk to you, Sister." ”

Xie Xiaoman blinked and looked up at him.

"But I'm not going to talk about it." She said, her voice kind and angry.

"Well, it's just a casual talk anyway, and there's no such thing as talking about it." Xie Xuandao.

Xie Xiaoman looked at the young man's small appearance and chuckled: "Okay, then you can talk about it, and I'll listen to it." ”

Xie Xuan was overjoyed when he heard this, cleared his throat, and sat down in a precarious position: "My husband and grandson have a saying: A hundred battles are won, and those who are not good are also good; The soldiers who surrender without a fight, and the good ones are also good. Speaking of which, it is natural to say nothing about the current war situation. General Huan raised his troops to attack Zhao, which is the heart of thousands of people; Conquering thousands of people and marching west is the ambition of dignitaries. I am up and down the Jin Kingdom, looking forward to it, and it is a good deed. However, those who fight, those who surrender without a fight, have been reduced for a thousand years. Therefore, those who do not fight are good, and those who are good at fighting are second......"

"Slow down, slow down......" Xie Xiaoman hurriedly waved his hand, interrupting Xie Xuan's tirade.

Xie Xuan stopped in embarrassment, looked at Xie Xiaoman in confusion, his eyes were slightly red and he was almost crying.

It is polite to be interrupted during a conversation, especially if it is so abrupt. Generally speaking, unless the other party is extremely opposed to his remarks, and feels that "the words are not speculative for more than half a sentence" and are ready to leave the table angrily, or even prepare to cut off the relationship. Otherwise, you won't be able to interrupt easily.

Xie Xuan was taken aback, thinking that he had done something amazing, which had caused Sister Xiaoman to be so angry. Circumvent how young and old he is. But after all, he was just a fourteen-year-old child, and he was in a hurry, and his eyes were red.

Xie Xiaoman didn't notice Xie Xuan's expression for a while, just covered his forehead and said, "Your sister, I don't read much, and I listen to these things that I listen to, although it sounds good, I really can't fully understand it." Can we talk more simply? To put it bluntly? ”

Xie Xuan heard this. Amazed.

"Huh? Why are your eyes red? Xie Xiaoman found something at this time, and stepped forward with a little worry.

"Ahh It's okay, it's okay! It's just that it was rubbed a little heavier just now, which made Sister A worried. It really shouldn't be. Xie Xuan hurriedly turned sideways, rubbed his eyes, adjusted his mood, and turned around again. Laughed. "Sister always makes fun of me, if a character like Sister hasn't read many books, aren't we illiterates?"

Xie Xiaoman observed Xie Xuan carefully, stepped forward on his knees, grabbed his hand, and said seriously: "Youdu, I don't lie, I don't understand the rules of many scholar families." If I do something wrong, just tell me. You trust me. I didn't mean to. ”

Since childhood, in addition to his parents and Sister Xie Daoyun, this is the first time that someone has spoken to Xie Xuan with such a demeanor.

Xie Xuan is the Zhilan Yushu of the Xie family, the descendant of the Xie family, and the inheritor of the Xie family. Carrying so many things at a young age, everything around Xie Xuan began to change with this identity.

In ethnology, no one dares to get close to him, especially after Xie Daoyun's sister gets married, the entire Xie family seems more and more lonely to him.

As the future inheritor of the clan, he needs to always maintain an elegant and indifferent appearance, just like his uncle Xie Anshi.

As the best student in the clan studies, the other children of the clan all respected him.

As the heir of the Xie family, his identity is enough to be described by the words "high", and many brothers of the same generation are terrified even if they say a word to him.

Xie Xuan understood the reason for all this, but he couldn't change anything either.

Over the past fourteen years, he has slowly become accustomed to this identity, and he has slowly learned this feeling of loneliness.

His father was a person who was influenced by traditional Confucianism, and he walked the path of a strict father, and he was rarely seen except in the morning and dusk. Even if I did, I mostly asked about things like "what books have you read recently" and "don't be greedy for fun", and there are few topics between father and son.

My mother is a person who really loves her, but three years ago, my mother's health has been bad, and she spends half a day on the bed, and every time she can't say a few words to herself, she is tired. Even if my mother cherishes herself, she is rarely able to show it.

Originally, there was Sister A, but now, Sister A is married, and in the entire Xie Mansion, such a big place and so many people in Wuyi Alley seem to be in two worlds with Xie Xuan, and all the excitement in it has nothing to do with him.

Xie Xuan's personality was originally introverted, and he has become more and more silent over the years.

At a young age, he has already taken on too many things.

Few people dared to touch him. My father couldn't touch it, my mother was lingering on the sickbed and didn't have the physical strength to play with him, and Sister Dao Yun left Xie Mansion. His subordinates revered him like a god, his cousins stayed away from him, and he rarely touched his body.

But this time, Xie Xuan suddenly felt the warmth of Xie Xiaoman's palm.

Belch...... It may not be appropriate to say that it is warm, Xie Xiaoman's hands are not warm, but with a touch of coolness, but it still gives people a refreshing feeling.

Xie Xuan was slightly stunned, blinked his eyes a little puzzled, and thought about it, for such a stunned moment, Xie Xiaoman had already put his hands back.

"Good boy! If you have anything, just tell me anything. Xie Xiaoman rubbed his head again, messing up He Shun Jingya's hair slightly, "I'm not kidding, I think this is the best way." After all, I may attend some messy singing and harmony in the future, and if I don't understand the rules, it will make others laugh and be generous...... I don't care about myself, but if I ruin the reputation of the Xie family, wouldn't An Shigong want to beat me with clogs? ”

The Jin people mostly wear clogs, and Xie Xuan is now wearing a pair on his feet.

Listening to Xie Xiaoman's words, Xie Xuan subconsciously sketched in his mind, the scene of Uncle An Shi holding clogs in his hand and chasing others like a shrew, he couldn't help but get goosebumps, and quickly shook his head.

Looking at Xie Xiaoman with scrutinizing eyes for a long time, Xie Xuan hesitated to tell Fang Cai's matter, of course, in a very tactful way.

"I see," Xie Xiaoman was very serious when he heard this, frowned slightly, bowed deeply to Xie Xuan, and apologized, "This matter is indeed my fault!" Yudu, I apologize to you! ”

"Ahh It doesn't have to be! Where did Xie Xuan dare to accept this gift, he was so frightened that he hurriedly got up to avoid it, and his hands waved again and again.

"I'm serious, but fortunately this happened between you and me, and if there were other people, they would definitely criticize me for being rude." Xie Xiaoman said sincerely.

"With your talent, Sister A......" Xie Xuan scratched his head and grinned, "Actually, even if you really do this kind of thing during Qing Talk, you won't be regarded as rude, at most, you think Sister You're just crazy." Moreover, there are a lot of personable characters in our Xie family, and Ruan Infantry is so crazy but pitiful, if there is really one, it is also a gratifying thing. ”

Ruan Infantry is Ruan, one of the Seven Sages of the Bamboo Forest, and the most famous anecdote he left in the world is the allusion of "Crying of the Poor". Legend has it that Nguyen often drove along the road by himself, and every time he reached the end of the road, he would stop the car and cry for the ground. Cry and drive back. Why did he cry because he probably had a personal opinion.

Of course, there are many other anecdotes about the Nguyen infantry, such as about lustful and alcoholic, in short, it is indeed a madman.

Hearing that Xie Xuan actually compared Ruan Infantry with himself, Xie Xiaoman couldn't help but shake his head and smiled: "Don't praise me like this, I still know how many catties and taels I have." You just said that a long list, I probably understood seven or eight points. All in all, Xue Zicheng asked you to persuade me? ”

Xie Xuan smiled and made a big red face: "Sister is really like a good heart." ”

Xie Xiaoman rolled his eyes when he heard this: "The heart is more than the work?" Your sister, I'm still as sick as Xizi, and I'm three points better! Don't get these with me? ”

Xie Xuan pondered for a moment, thinking about Xie Xiaoman's words, and couldn't help but applaud: "Sister is really an export!" It's amazing! ”

"You really like to boast about people." Xie Xiaoman sighed slightly, couldn't help but reach out and rub his little head again, and sighed, "I know what you mean, and I understand your logic." Let's put it this way, I think you're right. ”

"Speaking of which, sister, do you agree? Won't do those things that are born and die anymore, will you? Xie Xuan was so happy that he almost jumped up.

Xie Xiaoman smiled lightly: "I know what you said is right, but I don't agree." ”

"Huh?" Xie Xuan was a little stunned.

"The world is diverse." Xie Xiaoman stood up and looked at the figure walking back and forth on the splint outside the cabin, "I believe that in this world, there will not be only one correct truth. ”

"I don't know if what I believe and what I stand for is right."

"But, in my opinion, it's a goal that I'll strive for for the rest of my life."

"That's enough."

"I'm actually a very selfish person. The reason why I embarked on such a path was really just myself. ”

"I don't like to see so many people die in front of me. I don't like it, it's uncomfortable, so I want to take care of it. ”

"Yes. That's exactly what it is. ”

"So, even if at the end of the day, I find that the path I am sticking to is just a southern wall that is outrageously wrong, I will still feel very satisfied."

"For this is my word. My own way. ”

"It's not about anyone else."

"That's enough."

"What do you say?"

Xie Xiaoman turned around and smiled lightly. (To be continued......)