Chapter 12 Love Returns 07
Even if I shed tears for you, I won't be comforted by you.
After counting the scores, An Xiao received his graduation photo, and after saying goodbye to Qianqian, An Xiao wanted to leave school immediately, not because he didn't remember it, but because he was already affectionate, and he didn't pay much attention to the things he liked, let alone inconsequential things.
An Xiao took advantage of the intense discussion in the classroom, quietly got up and went to the bathroom, An Xiao rubbed in the bathroom for a while, and when he finally came out, he bumped into Sanjay who seemed to be waiting for someone in the corridor. When An Xiao saw him, his mind dodged for a moment, and in just a second, An Xiao picked up his pace and continued to walk his own way.
Sanjay has been holding back for a long time to talk to An Xiao, and he didn't have the courage to say it last time, he has been sad for nearly a week, and now, he must say it.
So when he saw An Xiao coming out to the bathroom alone, Sanjay followed out without thinking, perhaps, it was time to confess to her.
An Xiao, who has not been seen for a long time, is no longer the girl with a ponytail, a full bangs, and a very green smile, now she has hot curly wavy hair, beautiful and mature dress, really beautiful, very mature. But no matter how much she changes, in her heart, she is the most unique and irreplaceable.
Sanjay stood in the sunlight at the corner of the hallway, the harsh sunlight outside the window shining on his white shirt, the slightly rolled sleeves of the cuffs of his arms were carefully rolled up, the unbuttoned part of the collar of the shirt highlighted the slenderness of his collarbones, and his thin body stood alone, he was still the same as he remembered, not changing at all.
Some people say that the reason for not having the strong liking at that time is because they have matured and discarded their past selves. Now I still occasionally pay attention to the other party's recent situation, but I dare not get closer.
An Xiao shook his freshly washed hands, his fingertips were wet, and he looked down at the white pointed ends of the canvas shoes on his feet, An Xiao pretended not to see Sanjay, fiddled with his curly hair, and wanted to pass by like this, but unexpectedly, Sanjay called out to her.
"Anxiao!" Sanjay seemed to see through An Xiao's careful thinking that he didn't want to pay attention to him, and as a last resort, he had to put aside his face and pride, just to fight for it again.
"Is there something wrong?" An Xiao paused, but did not look back, did not turn to face Sanjay, she knew that even if there was nothing to be sorry for, nothing to miss, but lovers who had been together were very strange to see each other again after a breakup.
She didn't have the courage to face the people she once was.
Once, "I think it's best to take a step at a time when you fall in love, holding hands, hugging, and kissing first, and then after getting used to it, you can ignore everything else." In the dim light, the tall boy stood in front of the girl and smiled, and the warm feeling was very much like first love.
You're nice, gentlemanly, and warm, but I seem to like a stronger guy, so what should I do? Especially the more I am with you, the stronger this feeling will be.
"I hope that when you get used to having me by your side, I will dedicate my first kiss to you again." He scratched his head shyly and shyly, words that he had thought were insignificant, but now he thought it was funny.
Actually, you don't understand me, I'm just a little woman, a little woman who needs to be protected.
"I have something to tell you." Sanjay hurriedly walked in front of An Xiao, for fear that she would run away like this, An Xiao looked up at Sanjay in front of him, who was nearly a head taller than him, his eyes were red, I don't know if he didn't sleep well or something else, in short, he was not in a good state.
"What's the matter? Go ahead. An Xiao asked nonchalantly, his tone was cold, and Sanjay didn't know what to say.
An Xiao was not like this before, why, is she so strong now? Could it be that I was wrong? Sanjay didn't believe it, he still felt that An Xiao should be pretending, and the essence was still the original her.
Sanjay lifted the glasses on the bridge of his nose and stared motionlessly at An Xiao, who had stood in front of him for a long time, she was still chubby, very cute, very beautiful. It seems to be a little fatter again, it should be because of the good food at home.
"Say, what are you watching me do?" An Xiao asked impatiently, she was afraid that she would not be able to hold on, she would be soft-hearted, and she would go against her will, so she refused to face Sanjay in her heart.
"Are you going to go to any school?"
"・・・・・・・ don't know." An Xiao didn't expect Sanjay to ask him about applying for the exam, but his reserved rejection words were useless at this time.
The hurt is mutual, so no matter who is standing in front of you, you are hurting the other person at the same time.
Sanjay stared helplessly at the top of An Xiao's neat hair in front of him, her head was pressed low, her lips seemed to be bitten and dripping blood, a gust of wind blew slowly from the window, and a touch of fragrance on An Xiao's body entered his nose, fragrant, faint, it was the feeling she gave herself.
He suddenly remembered that afternoon, he came a little late, and when he sat down, he saw An Xiao coming in from outside the door with a cup in his hand, his hair draped over his shoulders, it should be because he had just washed his hair, and the air was full of the faint smell of shampoo on An Xiao's body.
She walked over to herself like that, and brought the medicine brewed in her hand to herself, and at that moment, she was moved to fill her heart, with you, what do you want in your life.
I've always longed for myself to meet the girl I love the most in my life, and then, plain, for the rest of my life, I will be with you. But reality always reminds me that I think too much.
IWILLLOVEYOU,
HOWDOIPUTITTOWORDS,
THATONETHINGISFORSURE,
YOUARETHEONEIAMHEREFOR.
"I may still have to go to ** eventually, when I first came to the school to select students, I didn't make it because of you, but now, I still have to go there, it's funny to think about."
"I didn't stop you from going."
"I know, I volunteered."
"Then, I wish you success in your studies."
"Well, remember where to go, and tell me wherever you are."
Is it still necessary? An Xiao thought sullenly. But in the end, she didn't say it, she didn't want to make the relationship too stiff, especially if this person was him.
Sanjay walked away, he knew that he still didn't have the courage to say anything to keep her in front of An Xiao after all, blame, he could only blame himself for being incompetent.
An Xiao, you are destined to be my calamity.
Perhaps, it is impossible for him and An Xiao to be after all.
Looking at Sanjay's distant back, An Xiao's heart gradually sank to the bottom of the sea, yes, it doesn't matter after all, goodbye, you used to be.
Glancing at the bright sun outside the window, the birds singing and the fragrance of flowers, An Xiao's heart gradually warmed up, this world, whoever leaves, will continue to turn.
I have always been very enthusiastic to find a boy who really loves me, but in the relationship again and again, I gradually learned to protect myself, and gradually understood what kind of boy I really want.
However, please don't blame me for being distracted, don't blame me for being shameless, who didn't like a few scumbags when they were young, and didn't like other people's boyfriends?
We are all a group of children, a group of children who are persistent in their feelings, children who will never give up until they find true love, even if in the eyes of others, we are ridiculous, we are ridiculous, but who will really understand the sadness in our hearts?
I'm Huaxin.,I've had a crush on a non-mainstream senior.,I've chased male classmates in the same class.,I've posted it upside down.,I've even abandoned people who like me.,But I've done so much.,It's just that I want to meet the person who is really good to me as soon as possible.,Why is it so difficult?
An Xiao couldn't figure it out, was he too precocious? Otherwise, how could he be hurt by emotions at such a young age.
Isn't it too casual?
An Xiao didn't know, and he didn't want to think about it.
Xiao Qiang is Sanjay's friend and An Xiao's classmate, and the two don't have much contact, only occasionally fighting, but since breaking up with Sanjay, he has never been to the back of the classroom, so he has less time to contact them. After An Xiao went home, Xiao imposed An Xiao's QQ number, and the two chatted quite speculatively, but what An Xiao didn't expect was that Xiao Qiang would play a very important role in his later life---- male girlfriend.
(Xiao Qiang: "Why did I become your best friend?") I'm obviously your brother, okay? ”)
(An Xiao: Hmph, don't bother to pay attention to him.) )
Like what:
An Xiao: Slut, I gave you back the money, 60, it's not bad, remember to take a good look.
Xiao Qiang: When will I become a slut again?
Anxiao: Sister, I gave you the title.
Xiao Qiang: ・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・
Another example:
Xiao Qiang: You, if you don't call me during the Mid-Autumn Festival, will you forget me if I don't call you?
Anxiao: Haha, yes.
Xiao Qiang: You! Inhumanity.
Anxiao: It's still far from you.
Xiao Qiang: What's wrong with me?
Anxiao: Not much, shut up, slut.
Xiao Qiang: ・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・・