Chapter Ninety-Five: Leave Ruthlessly
When Gu Ran woke up in the morning, he habitually hugged the side, but it felt empty, and Gu Ran opened his eyes suddenly
"Xiaoxi, Xiaoxi" He shouted twice, but no one answered
He lifted the quilt and was about to get out of bed, when a piece of letter fell to the ground, and he immediately picked it up:
"Yes! I'm sorry I'm leaving, I didn't keep my promise to you, I'm really sorry, in fact, I'm really reluctant to leave you, but if I don't leave, I really can't stand it.
I actually knew everything for a long time, I knew the matter between you and Yang Xiaorou, don't ask me how I knew, but this is the truth, isn't it?
I've been smiling by your side all this time, and I'm trying my best to control my emotions, for fear that I'll let you see something, but of course, I really can't stand it, I'm afraid to hear you break up with me, I'm afraid I won't be able to accept that cruel fact.
I'd rather leave on my own than hear you say anything about breaking up with me, so I chose to leave, which is a relief for you and for me.
Correct! I really love you, and I know that you love me, so I can't embarrass you now, and I don't want you to make a painful choice.
Yang Xiaorou She needs you, the child in her belly needs a father even more, you have your responsibilities, I can't be a burden to you.
In fact, in the restaurant that day, I saw you eating with Yang Xiaorou, but I ran away, I didn't want to make you feel embarrassed face-to-face.
During this time with you, I am very happy, I think I will never have the same feeling of happiness together in my life, I will imprint this wonderful time in my mind.
However, I remember when I didn't come back from training, you asked me if I would forgive you if you made a mistake one day, and I said I would, in fact, from that time on, I vaguely felt that you had already made the mistake you said, but I still chose to believe you, I believe that you didn't mean to make this mistake.
It wasn't until I knew that Yang Xiaorou was pregnant that I knew what the mistake you said at the time was, and I also understood why you wanted to speak up at that time.
I still choose to forgive you, only when I leave is I truly forgive you, I used to rely on you too much, but since I came back, I found that this dependence has slowly turned into a trust, I believe in everything you say to me.
When I knew that you lied to me to go to the company but went to Yang Xiaorou, when you told me one lie after another, I felt that my heart was dripping blood!
I've bought my plane ticket, and I'm going to go somewhere by myself, and I don't want anyone to bother me, soโof course, don't look for me, I know it's easy to find me in your power, but I don't want you to do that, and if you still love me, don't come to me.
Finally, I have one more request, I hope you can agree to me, I want you to help me take care of my mother when I have time, this is my only request, and please help me give that letter to my mother.
Yes, I understand your current feelings, but please don't be sad about my departure, I will silently bless you somewhere in the world.
Finally, I will say those three words to you again, "I love you", Xiao Xiliu! โ
At this time, Gu Ran's vision was already blurred, and tears fell on the letter paper in his hand
"Xiaoxi, why are you leaving? Why should you endure? If I knew you already knew everything, I would tell you everything."
Gu Ran sat on the edge of the bed, his Xiaoxi finally left him, what he was afraid of still happened, he picked up another envelope on the bed, and then hurriedly drove to Chu Mu's apartment
"Gu Ran? Why did you come early in the morning? โ
Gu Ran handed the letter to Chu's mother, and Chu's mother took it, "What is this?" โ
"Xiaoxi is gone, she asked me to give you this letter"
Mother Chu was stunned, she hurriedly opened the envelope and took out the letter, Chu Lingxi wrote the reason for her departure in the letter, and also said that she should take good care of herself, she can't be filial piety by her side, and said that she should not blame Gu Ran, Mother Chu cried and looked at Gu Ran
"Gu Ran! Is everything Xiaoxi said in the letter true? Are you really? How can you do this, Xiaoxi loves you so much, how can you do this to her? โ
"Auntie, Xiaoxi she misunderstood, this matter is not what she knows, in short, I didn't do anything sorry for Xiaoxi, but because of me, let things become the way they are, I blame myself, I know I'm sorry for Xiaoxi, don't worry, I will definitely find Xiaoxi back and explain it to her!"
Chu Mu didn't accuse Gu Ran too much, "Gu Ran, go back"
Gu Ran left silently, and after Gu Ran came out of Chu's mother's apartment, he drove to Baiyang's hospital and came directly to Baiyang's office
"Well, how did you get here?"
Gu Ran didn't have any expression on his face, "Poplar!" Xiaoxi, she's gone."
Poplar stood up "Teng", "What? Xiaoxi is gone? Why? โ
Gu Ran didn't speak, but just showed the letter left by Xiaoxi to Bai Yang, and Bai Yang sat on the chair after reading the content of the letter
"Xiaoxi, she already knew everything, but she kept it in her heart and refused to say it, if she said it, there would be no today's thing, I'm stupid, I didn't find anything at all, Baiyang, am I not stupid"
Bai Yang handed the letter to Gu Ran, "How did Xiao Xi know about this?" โ
"I don't know either"
Poplar analyzed: "Only three people know about this matter!" You, I have one more? โ
They said "Xiao Rou" together
Gu Ran said affirmatively, "She must have looked for Xiaoxi, but I didn't expect her to go to Xiaoxi, I want to go to her to ask clearly"
"Well, calm down, it's not time for a showdown."
"Well, I know! I'm going to keep my emotions in check."
"That's good"
After Gu Ran came out of the hospital, he went directly to Yang Xiaorou's house, "Xiaorou, I have something to ask you"
"What?"
Gu Ran said directly: "Have you ever looked for Xiaoxi?" โ
Yang Xiaorou did not hide it, "Yes!" I looked for her."
Gu Ran heard her admit "Why?" Didn't you promise me not to go to her? โ
Yang Xiaorou took her arm and said coquettishly, "I promised you, but how long has it been, you haven't told her, I think, you are not good at talking, so I will help you tell her"
Gu Ran forcibly held back the anger in his heart, "Xiaoxi, she's gone, you can rest assured this time"
Yang Xiaorou suddenly became excited: "Really? Is she really gone? Great."
"Xiaorou, I still have something to do in my company, so I'll leave first," he said and walked out quickly