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"You're trying to tell me that I'm doing the wrong thing to find my own happiness, aren't you? Hehehe...... Can you love without fighting for it? Do you think the same thing about Xiao Hei? Scold...... I forgot that what you're doing now is exactly what you call running away and not harming. Friday didn't want to continue to face the top of Ma Xiaoxiao's head, so this time he used a slight force to finally make Ma Xiaoxiao face him.
"On Friday, some things can't be forced, you don't choose to let go, and sometimes it's only you who is embarrassed." Although he was forced to face him by Friday, Ma Xiaoxiao did not avoid Friday's gaze, but continued to speak calmly to Friday with those two deep sights.
"Let go? How do you want me to let go!! It's been more than a decade and you've told me how to let go?!!! Is your heart made of iron? How good have I been to you for so long? Have you never had the slightest heartbeat? Is it true that only that person's kindness to you can be seen by you?!!! This time Friday's voice was no longer low, because he was loud with which he spoke.
"More than a decade? Are you crazy? I was like that...... You're ......?!!! It turns out that Friday's kindness to her has not always been because of the friendship of sharing life and death and suffering, nor has it been the mellow emotion that she originally thought was the kind of relationship that came out of the revolution together like an old comrade-in-arms that had been precipitated over time, and had begun to change qualitatively more than ten years ago? How crazy was that Friday...... A real human falls in love with an orangutan...... It was her, even if the orangutan had changed. She's not going to fall in love with it, is she...... After all, she can't cross the past in terms of aesthetic differences......
"I'm crazy...... I've been crazy for more than ten years, so no matter what you look like and what you will become, as long as the soul carried in this body is you, I have no intention of letting go...... Why should I let it go?!!! Friday's voice was still shockingly loud when he said this.
Friday's words made Ma Xiaoxiao silent for a while, and her gaze finally fell and fell on the arm that Friday was holding.
"How are you going not to let go...... Do you still want to lock me up like you did more than a decade ago? Since you've lied to me about more than one thing. So what you said in the first place. I don't have to believe it all, do I? Ma Xiaoxiao lowered his head, stared at his arm quietly for a while, and spoke.
"God-given...... I've done so much to separate you from Hei completely. I understand that feeling...... So. I know I really do that. How sad will you be...... God-given ...... I don't ask for much, I just want to be closer to you, you know what I mean? The person you love is Blackie. So, you should understand the feeling of longing for closeness to your lover, don't you? All I want you to give me some of the eyes that look at Blackie. Friday followed Ma Xiaoxiao's gaze, and also fell on Ma Xiaoxiao's arm, calmed down the surging in his heart a little, and said after easing his emotions.
"Do you think your request is fair to you, to me, to Blackie, and to Tali?" Ma Xiaoxiao withdrew his gaze from staring at his arm, raised his head again and asked Friday.
"God-given...... I still lied to you about Tali, Little Gehr is not the child between me and Tali, I chose to do that because I knew that I made a lot of bad impressions on you more than ten years ago, so, I actually just didn't want you to be too defensive of me before I chose to do that, I haven't had another woman for more than ten years, please believe me. Hearing Ma Xiaoxiao's words, Friday quickly explained.
"What about me, you, and Blackie?" After listening to Friday's explanation, Ma Xiaoxiao asked again.
"......, I can do it, I promise......" Friday was silent for a little longer this time, although there was a voice in her heart, shouting frantically to kill the man, completely erasing the traces of the other party in her heart, but he who loved humbly, in the end, still suppressed the bitterness in his heart and forced himself to reply.
"However, neither I nor Xiao Hei can do it." Hearing Friday's answer, Ma Xiaoxiao's mood was extremely heavy, because, in her opinion, Friday is indeed a very good, very responsible and enterprising and considerate, calm and wise man, but because of this, she can't really enjoy the love and thoughtfulness given to her by the other party with peace of mind, because, for Friday, she does only have one feeling for him, that is a deep friendship, and it is the existence of this friendship that makes her know all the truth. While feeling the heartache of being hurt by her friends, there is also a feeling of worthlessness and heartache for Friday, such an excellent man, if she accepts it, it will be a real insult and grievance to the three of them, so she can only refuse.
Although what she did on Friday had a big misunderstanding between her and Xiao Hei, forcing her to almost go crazy with him who made this crazy request...... However, Friday did not do any substantial harm to her and Xiao Hei, so whether she should hate or be angry with him, Ma Xiaoxiao was powerless to think about it, she only felt that her mood was very heavy and tired now......
Ma Xiaoxiao's sentence: However, Xiao Hei and I can't do it, it can be said that we have completely beaten Friday into the deep eighteenth layer of hell, so the response given to Ma Xiaoxiao by Friday is to punch directly through the wall on the side of Ma Xiaoxiao's face and his depressed eyes full of madness......
A few fragments of the wall that had been chiseled through by Friday's punch flew out, and these flying fragments still did not cause any damage to Friday, but one of the fragments left a thin scar on Ma Xiaoxiao's cheek.
At the beginning, neither Friday nor Ma Xiaoxiao noticed the small scar, because at that time, the two of them were fighting each other in the air with their eyes, until the small scar on the side of Ma Xiaoxiao's face gradually became bright red blood, and Friday said to Ma Xiaoxiao in a very suppressed and violent voice: "Go in, go in now, don't want to be hurt, you'd better not come out all night!! ”
Retracting his gaze from the fight with Friday, Ma Xiao turned around silently and planned to enter the door, but Friday's hand that didn't let go of her arm stopped her movement again. (To be continued......)