Chapter 208: We talked about it for a long time
Yuan Lina, director of the government office, has been in a very depressed mood these days, since Huang Limei talked to her, from feeling that there was an invisible shadow behind her to follow her, she was deeply trapped in the emotional whirlpool and couldn't extricate herself, often crying alone at night until dawn, her fair face looked very haggard, her eye circles were a little dark, and her big eyes that were originally clear and bright also looked dull.
Indeed, who did she complain to with bitter water, her daughter was too young to tell her, and she couldn't tell her. Wu Haitao fools around outside all day long and rarely goes home, can you tell him this kind of thing? A man is selfish in his feelings, no matter what he does outside, he must not tolerate his wife Hongxing going out of the wall, can he forgive her for what she has done? It's really a misstep and eternal hatred, how will family members and outsiders feel about themselves? will say that she is a watery woman, but who can understand the ups and downs in her heart, she is desperate for her future life.
She thought of Huang Limei, and felt that this girl was a good person, kind and kind, although she was still a girl, but her heart was very delicate, as a woman she could feel it, she was a trustworthy girl, and she talked to her in her heart, maybe she could help herself think of a way, she called Huang Limei, saying that she had something to talk to her. Huang Limei readily agreed, and asked Yuan Lina to meet at a Mimi café in the county seat.
In Mimi's café, Yuan Lina and Huang Limei met in a private room, Huang Limei saw Yuan Lina's haggard face, almost startled her, in just a few days Yuan Lina looked a lot older, there was almost no blood on her pale face, the crow's feet at the corners of her eyes were particularly obvious, her eyes were bloodshot, and there were a few blisters at the corners of her mouth. She knew Yuan Lina's mood at this time, as a woman, she understood Yuan Lina's situation very well, and at the same time secretly scolded Wu Haitao in her heart, if Wu Haitao always cared for Yuan Lina and fulfilled the responsibilities and obligations of a husband, Yuan Lina would not have come to this point, how could people have no feelings.
With the rapid development of society, people's living standards have been greatly improved, what is needed is no longer money and a comfortable environment, but more need is emotional and spiritual comfort, women are no longer a tool for giving birth to children, let alone a tool for men to vent, they all want to have their own emotions, enjoy the joy and happiness given by God, a woman's heart can not be described in words, but women's feelings are fragile, sometimes can not withstand the temptation of sweet words, into a beautiful invisible trap, This is also a woman's Achilles' heel.
Ding Deshun took advantage of a woman's fragile emotions and grasped a woman's weakness, so that he could take advantage of the opportunity to drag Yuan Lina into the whirlpool of gray feelings and couldn't extricate herself, but this is not real feelings, but playing with feelings, ravaging and trampling on feelings. The reason why Yuan Lina has come to this point is completely caused by spiritual emptiness. The superior and comfortable working environment and good economic conditions made Yuan Lina's psychology deformed, and she tried to fill the spiritual emptiness and make up for her psychological and physical deficiencies with love. It's her sad side, but she's a weakling, with an abominable side and a sympathetic side.
"Sister Yuan, you've been in a very bad mood these days, I see you've lost a lot of weight. There are some things that you don't think about so much, you have to face up to your own problems, put aside all selfish distractions, and things will be fine, not as complicated as you think. Huang Limei looked at her and said.
"Limei, I've thought a lot these days, you can imagine the mood of being a woman at this time, for this matter, I even had the heart to die, but when I think of Wu Hao, my heart softened again, I really can't rest assured of her? How will she live in the future? Yuan Lina said and shed tears again.
Huang Limei silently handed her the tissue, Yuan Lina must have been aggrieved these days, who to tell her inner distress, crying will be better, crying is a woman's instinct to vent her inner emotions.
"Sister Yuan, don't think about it like this, it will hurt your body, everything must be good, the good or bad of things will have an ending after all, people will understand you, and they should be condemned." Huang Limei said.
"Although this is true, how can this kind of thing be said, once people know, how can I still have the face to live in the world, it is better to die." Yuan Lina said in a choked voice.
"Don't think so, I think as long as you make things clear, people will understand your hardships, and your daughter will definitely understand and forgive you, Wu Haitao just knows, I think he will also reflect, he is irresponsible for family and love, doesn't he have a little responsibility, I think he should be condemned, don't think that with money and status, you can do whatever you want." Huang Limei persuaded.
"It's all my own fault, impulsiveness has hurt my life, but who made me a woman? It's a bit unfair that women don't have their own emotions and are born as human reproductive tools. Yuan Lina wiped her tears and said.
Huang Limei felt how naïve Yuan Lina's heart was, don't look at Yuan Lina as the director of a county government office, she is usually personable, eloquent when she speaks, and acts vigorously, but when it is her turn, her thoughts and actions are so simple and naïve.
Huang Limei and Yuan Lina talked for a long time, Yuan Lina's long-closed heart was opened, and she had a correct understanding of her own problems, she was very grateful to Huang Limei, if it wasn't for her, she didn't know what to do. Perhaps, she will take some drastic behavioral measures, which will regret it for the rest of her life.