Chapter 6 Injuries 04
Before An Xiao decided to confess to Yang Zhendong, she asked Chen Yueyang about her relationship with Yang Zhendong, and her answer was very different from what Yang Zhendong himself explained to him. An Xiao didn't bother her with her, and now she doesn't bother to pay attention to herself.
Chen Yueyang insisted that she and Yang Zhendong were boyfriend and girlfriend, and the two liked each other. At that time, An Xiao was disappointed, but later An Xiao asked Yang Zhendong again, and Yang Zhendong's answer made An Xiao's dead heart come alive again.
He said: I am just classmates with her, don't worry.
Chen Yueyang didn't talk to An Xiao that night, An Xiao felt weird, but she didn't investigate it carefully, so let her go.
The next day, An Xiao ran to Yang Zhendong's side, he was resting on the table, An Xiao touched him gently, his beautiful eyes opened, he smiled when he saw An Xiao, and asked, "What's wrong?" Why did you come here? ”
It may be because of the first time he fell in love, An Xiao suddenly felt embarrassed when he saw him like this, and he half-squatted down in shame, stared at him and said: "Chen Yueyang knows about us, she seems to be unhappy, what should I do?" ”
Yang Zhendong's cute little tiger teeth were exposed, and his long eyelashes blinked and blinked, which made An Xiao very envious. His eyebrows furrowed and loosened: "Don't worry about her, you can just be fine." ”
"Okay." After saying that, An Xiao straightened up and ran back.
All along, he has been wronging himself, humble to the extreme, even he looks down on himself, An Xiao thought sadly.
But An Xiao wants to listen to his heart once, even if he is disappointed, even if he is injured again, An Xiao wants to try. Don't blame An Xiao for not being angry, he is always led by a man's nose, but how many people can really be rational when it comes to emotional matters?
Burdened with the expression of an outsider looking like a fool, An Xiao continued to like Yang Zhendong. Some people you can't tell what is good about him, but no one can replace him. An Xiao thought childishly: What I have is time and energy to spend with you, to see who admits defeat first.
An Xiao, who was blinded by love, was like a fool, in the eyes of outsiders, An Xiao was simply invincible, and Yang Zhendong seemed quite ignorant in comparison.
Indeed, there is no reason, no matter how much you do for me, I am moved, but I just don't want to be with you, what can you do with me?
Two months later, An Xiao finally gave up, and all his fantasies turned into bubbles.
An Xiao worked hard for a long time, but in exchange for Yang Zhendong's NO, An Xiao didn't know how to please and be courteous, probably the stupidest woman in the world was only herself.
Zhang Yining said that men are the cheapest animals in the world, and the more you give him the steps, the more he wants to step on you, so men are used to it.
An Xiao now believes that there are some men, you really can't spoil them, if you spoil him to the sky, he will no longer look down at you who have given everything for him, because standing on a high place they see a better woman, not standing under their feet and living like a nanny.
When he gave up Yang Zhendong, An Xiao didn't cry, just like the land that had been thirsty for a long time by the drought was finally splashed with a scoop of water by well-wishers, An Xiao's feeling was numb. Because he was numb, he already knew the ending; Because I was numb, I didn't feel any pain.
But An Xiao knows that he will always remember Yang Zhendong, a cheap man, and what he shows in him is the kind of person who is obviously shameless.
Later, every time Han Xiao mentioned Yang Zhendong to himself, An Xiao gave the most evaluation of selfishness, snobbery, and shamelessness.
Although Han Xiao has never been in love, she knows that girls, as the weaker in the social group, should be kind to themselves. Instead of being like An Xiao, he compromised.
During a chat, Yang Zhendong asked An Xiao: If I said that I want to kiss you now, will you agree to let me kiss?
An Xiao: No, I'm not your girlfriend.
But we've at least been together.
But then you didn't want me.
Anxiao, I want to kiss you, can I?
Unless you promise me, we'll be reconciled.
As I said, I don't want to be tied down as a boyfriend and girlfriend, and I feel very unfree.
All right.
An Xiao was very disappointed, he didn't understand what kind of neurosis he was committing, and he was so afraid that he was his girlfriend, was it necessary? If you don't like it, just say it, why bother with yourself? would actually raise the kind of question that only boyfriends and girlfriends will consider.
Later, on the night of Christmas Eve, An Xiao wanted to ask Yang Zhendong to accompany him on Christmas night, and he wanted to buy a scarf for him. I still remember myself when I was a freshman in high school, and I was all pretending to be Gao Hao, but I didn't expect that a year had passed, and things were wrong, and An Xiao actually liked someone else.
It's really a trick. It turns out that it's easy to like someone, and it's so easy to forget someone.
Every time An Xiao comes home from the weekend vacation and stands at the school gate to accompany Han Xiao and other friends, as long as he sees Yang Zhendong's figure, An Xiao will only stare at him with nothing in his eyes, and until he finishes greeting him and he is away from his sight, An Xiao will retract his gaze.
"You still like him, don't you?" Han Xiao asked softly.
"Well, but he doesn't like me." An Xiao smiled helplessly.
"No, I can tell he likes you."
Is it? But if he likes himself, why wouldn't he want to be with him? An Xiao really didn't understand Yang Zhendong's thoughts.
An Xiao was afraid that Yang Zhendong would refuse him, so he personally ran to him and said to him: "I have something to tell you, can you come out?" Maybe it's because she has been rejected for a long time, and An Xiao doesn't even have the courage to shout for him to go out with her, and An Xiao's cowardly voice reveals her lack of confidence.
Yang Zhendong stopped his homework and looked up at her, An Xiao's clean face under the sun had a faint pink, and his smiling face was heartwarming, and Yang Zhendong could see it.
Mo Ning next to him turned his arm at Yang Zhendong, who was in a daze, Yang Zhendong relieved himself and nodded and said, "Okay." ”
An Xiao jumped out of the classroom, followed by Yang Zhendong, who was following suit.
It's been a long time since he said he broke up, and it feels strange and familiar, so nostalgic.
In the corridor, An Xiao walked under a large window, a black shadow shrouded An Xiao's face, and she couldn't see her expression clearly, Yang Zhendong stood in the light, An Xiao could see the cute dimples hanging on his cute face.
"Can you come with me tomorrow night? I want to talk to you about something. An Xiao lowered his head, and the huge shadow seemed to devour An Xiao, which was unpredictable.
"Something?" Yang Zhendong said coldly.
"Hmm." An Xiao nodded.
"What can't you say now?" Yang Zhendong didn't understand what An Xiao was going to do, but his intuition told him that it wouldn't be something that would make him stick to his beliefs, so subconsciously, he wanted to refuse An Xiao's request without thinking about it.
"Can't you? It's just a walk together. "Never again." An Xiao didn't say it, because it was too against his will, there would be a second time with the first time, and then he would become more and more dissatisfied, and finally 、、、、、、
But Yang Zhendong didn't give An Xiao a chance to hesitate, he refused coldly and directly: "I'm sorry, I don't want to go with you." "I'm afraid I'll forget my insistence and want to embrace you again.
"Okay." A swelling sense of loss arose, An Xiao's face was about to hang up, so sad, what should I do? It's a shame, what should I do? An Xiao bit her lip tightly, holding back the tears that were about to fall, and An Xiao's heart was broken.
How can you be so ruthless? My heart hurts、、、
"It's nothing, I'll go back first." Yang Zhendong didn't dare to look at An Xiao's face again, he was afraid that he would be reluctant and sad.
After Yang Zhendong left, An Xiao was sad and wanted to hug her head and cry, but standing in the crowded corridor made her look so lonely and conspicuous, it was shameful enough, An Xiao couldn't do such a shameful thing anymore.
An Xiao touched his face a few times and went back to the classroom with his head down.