Chapter 254: I Love You and Hate You

Bai Chengyuan's words are clear and clear, Bai Soho, have you never seen the world like this?

Bai Chengyuan targeted her like this, she knew what it was for, but under the gaze of so many people, she still felt embarrassed.

The doctor told her that Old Man Bai's body was already very weak, but she didn't expect to be so weak, and after walking such a short distance, she was already out of breath like this. In the final analysis, during this time in City A, Old Man Bai was still hit hard by the reality that his son had been dead for many years.

Old Man Bai gasped heavily, and after listening to Bai Chengyuan's words, he still consistently disagreed, and waved his hand at Bai Suhe but was speechless for a while. Bai Suhe didn't care about Bai Chengyuan's accusations, she really felt guilty about Old Man Bai in her heart, she hurriedly comforted Old Man Bai: "Grandpa, I really haven't been here before, I want to take a good look here instead of my father, but I didn't expect to ignore you...... Let's get in the car, let's take the car over, and I'll have time to walk around in the future! ”

The driver who followed the crowd stopped the car early in the morning, got out of the car and persuaded Mr. Bai to get in the car, and when he heard this, he also breathed a sigh of relief, hurriedly opened the car door, and waited for Mr. Bai to get in the car.

Bai Soho looked earnest, Old Man Bai stared at the urn in her hand for a long time, gasped a few times, and finally wiped his eyes silently, turned around and got into the car with Bai Chengyuan's support.

Bai Soho didn't have the heart to observe the Bai family's mansion anymore, so he silently got into the car with the urn.

Bai Chengyuan also sat in the car, looking at Bai Suho's eyes, but the meaning was a little unclear.

This is really a scheming girl. As soon as he said this, she immediately sacrificed her father's banner, and the old man Bai only had more pity for her, and she must have once again incurred the dissatisfaction of the old man Bai. It is said that the eldest brother Bai Chengan was very naïve and heartless, how did he give birth to this daughter who is completely inconsistent with the cowardice and introversion in the information?

He instantly had a feeling that he didn't know how to control the future.

The car started, and the seemingly distant main house didn't take ten minutes to arrive, and even caught up with Bai Youyou, who ran back in anger before. It's just that Bai Youyou's emotions have obviously been cleaned up, and when he saw them coming, he didn't have any radical words and deeds. just silently joined the crowd. Although he still looks unconcerned, he is not so eye-catching in the end.

Bai Soho stood at the doorway in the middle of the main house, looking down at the urn in his hand, but felt very embarrassed.

Actually, she suggested. He buried his father's ashes as soon as he returned. But he has never been able to beat the old man Bai.

But now. Do you really want to put Dad's urn in the living room of the Bai family? After all, Old Man Bai is still there, and such a thing is a bit taboo after all.

Old Man Bai saw at a glance what Bai Suho's hesitant steps were. The crutch in his hand poked the floor and made a loud sound: "Go, take your father, let's go into the house, my father's spiritual seat has been prepared, just put it in the living room!" ”

"Grandpa, wouldn't this be too ......" Bai Suhe thought about setting up a spiritual seat for his father at home first, but the location of the living room was ...... She glanced at Bai Chengyuan, whose face changed suddenly, and didn't know how to continue.

No one likes to put an urn in their own living room, let alone an elderly person at home, so it is not good to put the spiritual position and ashes of the junior in the living room.

"Cheng An is my son, everything in this family belongs to him, he should be here in a dignified manner, I see who dares to say anything!"

Generally speaking, the things decided by Old Man Bai rarely change. What's more, Bai Chengan's son has almost been his inner demon for more than 20 years. Back then, he could defeat the Su family by any means and at all costs for his son's departure, but now he doesn't care about the placement of an urn!

Bai Chengyuan's face was ugly.

You said that to him, right? This grandfather and grandson are really singing and harmonizing, and there is no place for him to stand!

He is unwilling, just ask, who wants to put an unlucky urn in his living room, isn't this bad luck? But now it seems that Old Man Bai didn't think about it at all, this is not only Bai Chengan's home, but also his Bai Chengyuan's home!

He rolled his eyes a few times, frowned, and hurriedly dissuaded Old Man Bai: "Dad, you're right, this is the eldest brother's home, and there is no problem with how to put his urn, it's just ...... You didn't tell me before, the spiritual position of the eldest brother, this time and a half...... So, why don't we pick a good place for the eldest brother to live in first, and then settle in the living room when we are ready? ”

Delay, as long as he can delay, he will never let Bai Chengan's ashes be placed in the living room to bring him bad luck!

Old man Bai has been on the road for most of the day today, plus the part of the road he walked at the door, he was physically and mentally exhausted, and now that Bai Chengyuan said this, he also remembered that this was a negligent problem.

During this time, he was in City A, and most of his heart was filled with grief and indignation, thinking about taking his son back, but he ignored this most detailed problem, and did not order this matter in advance, and no one in this family could sit on this master.

Cheng An is a careful and exquisite person, so he didn't even have a spiritual position to put him in the living room, and he was lonely, he definitely didn't want to.

"Susu, put your father's urn in my bedroom first." Old man Bai decided.

Bai Soho and Bai Chengyuan's faces changed at the same time.

Even if he dies, I will be with his ashes. Bai Suho blinked vigorously to remove the sourness in his eyes, and the heart of his beloved son could reach such a point.

Bai Chengyuan was both happy and stunned.

Fortunately, he finally stopped Old Man Bai's crazy idea, and he was shocked that he immediately had an even crazier idea!

This, what is this! Do you really want to live with this urn?

Forget him, as long as he doesn't have to face this obscure urn every day, he doesn't care what Old Man Bai does!

Bai Suho didn't stop Old Man Bai anymore, she knew what to say now. This old man is also unwilling to be separated from his son again.

As soon as he stepped into the door of the main house, Bai Soho felt the rich atmosphere of the Bai family.

Not just rich, but also luxurious.

The high dome has a luxurious European style, and the decoration is also low-key and concise, from the wallpaper to the floor tiles, there is no glittering splendor, but with the taste and texture that conforms to the identity of the old man Bai. It can also be priceless.

And the old man's bedroom. The other Bai Soho didn't dare to say that the huge painting on the wall of the living room was exactly the same as the copy of the famous painting "Lake in Late Autumn" by a foreign master that Bai Soho had seen in the school art museum, and with the financial resources of the old man Bai. Obviously, it is impossible to hang a fake here.

Carefully place Bai Cheng'an's urn behind Old Man Bai's bedside. Out of a gut feeling. Bai Soho set his sights on this painting.

In the afterglow of the setting sun, the surface of the lake is sparkling and tranquil. A few withered yellow leaves fluttered by the lake. The indescribable feeling penetrated the picture, giving Bai Soho a strange feeling of déjà vu.

Bai Suho's attention to this painting, Old Man Bai quickly noticed, he sat on the sofa and slowly spoke: "Susu, do you also like this painting?" It should be, it should be...... It was your father's favorite painting back then, and he spent a lot of thought to buy it back, but unfortunately, when he left me so decisively, he couldn't take anything with him......"

"My Cheng An, he is such a simple person, but so smart, a boy, not only good at schoolwork, music, painting, calligraphy...... He is proficient in everything, he is my greatest pride, but he left me so ruthlessly......"

That is the most cherished son in his life, and it is his greatest pride of Bai Jiting.

But for the sake of a woman who was not worthy of him at all, he abandoned his father, and never came back to see his old father!

"Your grandmother is a famous lady from everyone's family, we are the right family, but we don't have too many feelings, and then after having your father, we all poured all our love into your father, he is our life! But, how could he be so ruthless! ”

Old Man Bai originally just wanted to talk about the past, but he couldn't help but arouse the long-hidden resentment in his heart.

"Cheng An, how can you be so ruthless, you don't come back to see me, don't come back to see your mother, do you know that your mother misses Cheng Cheng and died early, she can't close her eyes when she is dying, she didn't wait for you to come back!"

Bai Suhe didn't look back, and he also knew how old man Bai was, and his heart was full of tears.

"You are my son, I love you, and I hate you...... Your daughter knows how to give up her own love for you, why have you never thought about me and your mother, in your eyes, is there only Su Chan, and in your eyes, there is only that woman in your eyes? ”

The old man Bai cried like a child, and he couldn't cry.

In his life, he was proud and had never suffered hardship, but in the end he experienced the cruelest thing in the world.

How many times, he sat until dawn with a photo of his son, holding the clothes his son wore like a knife, he put all the things his son liked in his bedroom, thinking that he would come back, he would definitely come back, but how could he be so ruthless......

Bai Suhe squatted down and silently rested her head on Old Man Bai's knee, at this moment, she almost wanted to forgive this old man for what he did back then, and wanted to forgive him for the tone he didn't like when he mentioned his mother. Although she knew that she would never be able to truly let go of the Su family's ruined family, and it was impossible for him to let go of his abandonment of his mother and daughter more than ten years ago, but at this moment, she really felt sad for this old man.

You are my son, but you have forsaken me. I'm angry, so I'm trying my best to force you to come back to me, so I'm ignoring the wife you chose and the child she had.

I love you and I hate you.

"You are dead, a hundred, but I still suffer like this one day and one day, Cheng An, why don't you pity your father, why don't you know, your father and I, how to spend this lifetime of torture! Why don't you come back, why don't you come back! Do you know, after you left, I never had a really happy day, I had a righteous son, and they also accompanied me and were filial to me, but who can replace you, who can really replace you? ”

Old Man Bai was still crying, with infinitely sad words, I don't know whether to say it to himself, or to Bai Suho, or to the person who quietly turned to ashes at the head of the bed, and the sadness that had accumulated in his heart for half a lifetime was finally poured out in front of his own granddaughter.

"Grandpa, Dad, he wants to come back in the end, he wants to come back to you."

Bai Soho said softly.

This is the last wish of his father Bai Chengan, but the father and son, who were separated like this, never saw each other again.

Old Man Bai's crying stalled for a moment, but soon became sad again.

"Su Su, in fact, you can't blame your father for this, I also regret it, I didn't do it at that time, why didn't I go to City A to see him first, he wanted to go to Su's house, he can do whatever he wants, as long as he can live well, I regret it...... He must blame me too......"

The old man, who has been stubborn for decades, finally said the word "regret". Bai Suho's heart trembled slightly.

But in this world, not everything can be reborn, and not everyone has the luck to be reborn.

Bai Suhe hugged Old Man Bai's knees tightly and whispered softly: "Grandpa, Dad, he won't blame you, no......"

Otherwise, he wouldn't have to come back, thus burying his and his mother's lives.

Fate, it's all fate...... Such a miserable and desolate life.

She suffered, the old man in front of her was in pain, and the dead were in pain.

From the time she decided to go back to Bai's house to just now, she always felt that she was just a passerby, just coming to this place to find her friends, and it had nothing to do with everyone here.

But now, she was lying on the knees of this vicissitudes of life, feeling the same irreplaceable pain, and she clearly knew that she had such a real connection with everything here.

"Grandpa, don't be sad, in the future, I will accompany you instead of Dad, and I will accompany you......"

Suddenly, Linhai's original intention changed, and Bai Soho didn't even realize what kind of promise he had made until the moment he said it.

No, she still has to go back, she told Ge Yu......

However, in front of this sad old man, how could she take back these words?

Bai Suho was very entangled, but Old Man Bai stopped crying and looked at Bai Suho with stunned eyes.

His granddaughter, Cheng An's only child, is finally willing to stay by his side and accompany him through the last years? (To be continued.) )