Chapter 191: Tangled and grateful
Chapter 191: Tangled and grateful
Xunge in his sleep, his breathing gradually stabilized. It seems that he has completely withdrawn from the nightmare. However, Rong Yi still couldn't leave with confidence. Her nightmare was when she was gone, and she took the opportunity to invade her. This makes him who now has only Rong Yi by his side, how can he still take the step of leaving. No matter what he does or not, he will never leave her half a step again!
Having made up his mind, Rong Yi changed his posture and sat on the edge of the bed, holding Xun Ge's hand and never letting go. He just kept looking at her in his sleep, and he didn't get tired of looking at it. No small movement of her could escape his gaze, and it was all taken into his eyes and heart.
It turned out that in Rong Yi's eyes, she was Ji Xunge's appearance. But now there is a chance to look at her so closely, for a long time. Rong Yi gradually felt that she was starting to look less like Ji Xunge. Even if she was forced to have plastic surgery by the people of the Ji family, there were actually many differences between her and the real Ji Xunge.
Xiang Yu recognized his lover at the beginning. Now, Rong Yi can also confidently say that he can also recognize his lover. Even if they were twins, he could tell the difference. I have liked her from the beginning, it has always been her, and it has always been Ji Ran.
I like her paintings because I like the passion and soul in her paintings. I like her because I like her eyes, no matter how she changes her face, she will never change. Through those clear eyes, Rong Yi saw a consistent heart.
Speaking of this, Rong Yi felt a little grateful to the people of the Ji family for bringing her to him. However, gratitude is only for a moment. If given the opportunity, he would be able to choose to do it all over again. He would definitely not hesitate to choose to ask to meet Ji Ran when he first saw her painting. In this way, they will definitely meet early, and they don't have to go around such a big circle. She doesn't have to suffer so much anymore. When she chases her dreams, she must have him by her side.
"When you find yourself again, will you remember how I was killed? Why didn't I listen to your accusations at the time? If I had listened, we would still have met at that time. And you will not be taken away by Cao Mo. It will not be forced to become the way it is. When you come back, will you blame me? ”
"If you could, I wish you didn't remember everything back then. But even if you don't remember. You'll still know. So, if you don't remember, I'll tell you personally. I don't want to deceive you. I'm going to be sad if you're leaving. But. I will definitely give everything to find you again! So, if you can find out for yourself now, give it a try. I'm sure you can! Rong Yi looked at Xun Ge in her sleep and couldn't help but whisper in her ear.
These words, Rong Yi did not vomit or be unhappy. However, if he really wanted to be in front of Xunge, he would not be able to say anything. I can only talk about other topics left and right. He wanted to tell Xun Ge his sincerity, but he was afraid that Xun Ge would really stay away after he found out.
At the beginning, when he thought Ji Ran was Ji Xunge. It's always such a person who is entangled, and a person who is miserable. A man sings a "one-man show". The woman who is entangled in her being her brother, entangled in the fact that she shouldn't have feelings for her, and shouldn't like her. Then on the grounds that he couldn't find an answer, he stayed away from her. At the same time, it also makes itself more painful and tangled.
Now, he's still alone. I struggled with how to get her back. How to solve the matter of the Ji family. How to face the recovery of memories and be her true self. If her feelings for herself now disappear because of the recovery of her memory, then how should she choose? is the one who chooses to think that she is Ji Xunge, but she loves him. I still choose to be myself and Ji Ran. But she doesn't feel for him, and even hates him.
This swaying tangle from side to side is like walking on a single-plank bridge that is only one foot wide. If you are not careful, you will fall into the abyss from which you will never recover. Whether it falls to the left or to the right, it is also an abyss.
This torture of the heart. The strength should be no less than the extent that Ji Ran was tortured by Cao Mo and them at the beginning. The same is for the mind, one is the physical mind and the other is the spiritual mind. Physical recovery can still be easily healed by time. But mental torture, unless Rong Yi can let himself go, otherwise. He will only endure torture that is even more painful than Ji Ran.
I trapped myself in a cage and imprisoned myself on a single-plank bridge. Unless everything settles, there is no possibility of swinging and tangling. Otherwise, he would have to walk in fear on the single-plank bridge with no end in sight. This may be the punishment for turning a blind eye to his choice in the first place. It was his own punishment for himself.
Time flows through Rong Yi's repentance and entanglement. Rong Yi, who was only staring at Xun Ge, had long lost time in his eyes. Just with Xun Ge's shallow breathing, slowly close the beat of her breathing, allowing the air to enter and exit between her nose. Enjoy the tranquility of this afternoon.
Following Xun Ge's breathing, Rong Yi's eyelids gradually became heavy. The palms of the hands that shook each other were already sweating shallowly. But because they are overlapped, both palms are still warm.
I don't know when, a shallow smile appeared on the corner of Xun Ge's mouth. It seems to have some kind of sweet dream. The sweet dream seemed to be transmitted to Rong Yi by holding hands together. Hearing only the sound of "bang", Rong Yi's head fell on the soft quilt and fell into a deep sleep. After a while, the corners of his mouth finally showed a hint of a shallow smile.
The clock was ticking, and I don't know how long I slept. One of them was suddenly woken up by the vibration of Rong Yi's mobile phone.
His eyes, which had not yet been opened, followed the sound of vibration, and touched the mobile phone on the bedside table. I took it and opened my eyes with great difficulty, and the caller displayed on the screen was Fang Fu.
"Fang Fu? Ahh "Xun Ge confused heart.
"Hello? What's the matter? Xun Ge thought it was his mobile phone, so he picked it up without thinking. Although her voice was a little hoarse, it was clearly audible that it was a woman's voice.
"Hello? President? A surprised voice came from the other side of the phone, "Hello, is it Miss Ji?" ”
"Miss Ji? Ah, it's me, what's wrong? Xun Ge asked before he could react.
"Hello, may I ask the president...... It's okay, you're busy, I'm fine. Fang Fu wanted to ask, but seeing that it was Xun Ge who answered the call, he thought about it and changed his words. It would be better not to bother the president. The security team didn't say that the president didn't come out after entering the lounge on the top floor. It's not too late to wait for the president to come out and report.
"Are you alright? Tell me, I'm awake. Xun Ge's eyes have gradually adjusted, and his consciousness has become much clearer. She also thought that Fang Fu said it was okay because he found that he woke her up to sleep, and said busily.
"It's all right! Actually, I just called to confirm the position of the president, so you can help me tell me. I'll wait in the office for the president to get off work. Fang Fu couldn't help but answer a little embarrassed.
"Confirm the position of the president? Then why are you calling me? If you just call him, wouldn't it be fine? Xun Ge was puzzled.
"Hehe, I'm calling the president's mobile phone. Are you sure you didn't pick up the wrong phone? When Fang Fu saw Xun Ge say this, he thought he had taken the wrong mobile phone, and hurriedly reminded him. The position of the president has not been confirmed, how can he rest assured and wait.
"Got the wrong phone?" When Xun Ge heard this, he frowned and took the phone to his eyes, and when he saw it, it was really not his own. Looking up again, the owner of the mobile phone pulled himself, and the hand holding him with his head pillow was sleeping very sweetly.
Xun Ge looked at the sleeping Rong Yi, his eyes were suddenly attracted by his side face, and he forgot that Fang Fu was still on the other end of the phone for a while. By the time she reacted, Fang Fu had already called her several times, and she was about to hang up and fight again.
"Ah, I'm sorry. I got the wrong phone. But the president is next to me, and I'll tell him about it for you. Xun Ge picked up the phone and replied.
"Thank you then, don't bother." Fang Fu breathed a sigh of relief, thanked Xun Ge and hung up the phone. What does it mean that the president is next to her but doesn't answer the phone? He's a normal man, just thinking as he should be.
Hanging up the phone, the room instantly returned to calm. This time, it was Xun Ge who kept staring at Rong Yi. It's just that the difference is that Xun Ge looked at Rong Yi who was accompanying him, and his heart was full of gratitude and happiness.
For her, she only has Rong Yi by her side now.
The family members don't treat themselves as human beings, but just treat themselves as pawns and use themselves to achieve their own goals. What other family in the world would have parents and siblings who would monitor themselves so closely? To them, they are a prisoner. It's just that the cell is bigger, and it's just the whole living environment around it.
In addition to being disappointed in his family, Xunge is now more grateful to Rong Yi. She wanted to thank him for accepting her at this time and being by her side. She can't imagine now that if Rong Yi hadn't accepted herself, and she found out what her family had done to her, I'm afraid she would have collapsed and confronted them by now. The consequences of confrontation will definitely be even greater than the loss of freedom now. And the unbelievable love for Rong Yi will also eat himself like a mountain and a sea, allowing him to fall into the abyss of doubt, inferiority, and self-pity and cannot extricate himself.
When I thought that I might become like that, so powerless to live in such a "hell", I didn't even have the idea and strength to resist, and Xun Ge couldn't stop feeling cold. It was never the result she wanted, and it was never the result she deserved.
The world is fair, and if the environment and some people break the fairness of their own world, then they will set things right. If you want to be fair, you must have the determination and will to pursue fairness!
Rong Yi's existence gave her hope and the confidence that her pursuit would be rewarded. Therefore, she thanked Rong Yi for accepting it, thanked Rong Yi for his company, and thanked herself for liking Rong Yi. (To be continued.) )