Chapter 189: Suicide
Mama Lu was still his nursing mother at the time, he didn't know why, it seems that since he can remember, Mama Lu has been by his side, and Huayuelou, who also has no biological mother, is very envious of himself, at that time, the relationship between the two brothers was still good, and they were still playing together, Huayuelou often said to Zheng Guogong: "Give me your nursing mama!" Why doesn't she smile every time she sees me? ”
Children are the most sensitive, who is kind to themselves, who doesn't like themselves, others don't know, but the children themselves are the most clear!
Zheng Guogong never took it to heart, one day he was playing in the garden with Huayuelou, Mama Lu just made a snack and came over with a food box, Zheng Guogong ate every day, and put down the glutinous rice cake without a few bites! Hua Yuelou ate happily, ate two pieces in a row, looked at Mama Lu and said with a grin: "Why doesn't Mama like me, when I grow up, I will let Mama come to me!" I love Mama's dim sum! Zheng Guogong didn't take it to heart at the time, but three days later, the old lady personally explained, saying that Mama Lu would serve by Huayuelou's side in the future!
Zheng Guogong didn't care, and played happily as before, one night, he fell asleep, Mama Lu came to her bedside, crying and said: "Don't worry, even if you die, the slave and maid will return to the master!" At that time, Zheng Guogong was woken up by the heat, and when he heard Mama Lu's words, he didn't take it to heart, but two days later, Huayuelou had a high fever, and even the imperial doctor was alarmed, Mama Lu took care of it poorly, and was punished back to Zheng Guogong's yard!
At that time, Zheng Guogong didn't take it to heart, he still looked at Mama Lu stupidly, and after Huayue Lou was ready, he came to see Zheng Guogong once, and looked at Mama Lu with a vague look. Said meaningfully: "I don't understand how I am inferior to my brother, even a slave, I am only willing to serve my brother, at that time, Zheng Guogong was still an immature child, and he didn't think much about it, until one day when he got up from a nap, he was in a daze and wanted to drink water, and Mama Lu didn't stay by the bedside as usual."
Zheng Guogong got to the ground barefoot, only to hear the sound of two people talking in a low voice from the perch. Little children are curious. Zheng Guogong walked over, and saw Hua Yuelou looking at Mama Lu with excitement on her face, and asked in a deep voice: "Why did Mama deliberately make me sick, do you know if it wasn't for the rejuvenation of the doctor." I'm already dead now! ”
"Since the second young master knows. Don't go back to Madame. I want to let the slave and maid go to your side to wait, but the slave and maid don't want to! Mama Lu said coldly!
Hua Yuelou was just a child at the time, and he was terrified. With a stunned face, he looked at Mama Lu's tears, choked up and asked, "Why doesn't Mama like me!" ”
Zheng Guogong clearly remembered that Mama Lu sighed at that time, and said in a suppressed voice: "I'm afraid that there is no fate, and the slave only has the eldest young master in her heart!" After speaking, he was about to turn around, Zheng Guogong's heart beat wildly, and he hurriedly ran back to the bed softly, and since then, Huayuelou has come to his yard less!
Seeing that Zheng Guogong's eyes were confused, Hua Wen guessed what Zheng Guogong thought, and asked softly, "Do you think there is something wrong with you?" Zheng Guogong shook his head, looked at the three nervous people in front of him, waved his hand, and motioned for Huawen to retreat!
Hua Wen walked out softly, and Ying Gu hurriedly took someone to quietly remove the dishes and chopsticks! Yun Xiangrong didn't stand in the corner stupidly, but began to cook tea, and the tea in the room was fragrant! Zheng Guogong turned back slowly, and saw Yun Xiangrong is skillfully pouring water, the action is extremely skillful, it can be seen that he is a master of the tea ceremony, looking at Yun Xiangrong's flowing movements, Zheng Guogong's heart is still boiling, and gradually calmed down, the two still did not speak, Yun Xiangrong gave a cup of tea to Zheng Guogong, Zheng Guogong slowly picked it up, turned it under his nose for a week, the pungent tea fragrant rice made people refreshed, put it at the corner of his mouth and drank a small sip, and the interference was a little sweet! Zheng Guogong smiled at the corner of his mouth, and when he looked at Yun Xiangrong, his eyes became much softer, and he asked softly, "Do you like Pu'er?" ”
Yun Xiangrong focused on pouring water and said softly: "It's just that I'm used to drinking this taste!" "I didn't say I liked it, I still didn't like it! Zheng Guogong looked at Yun Xiangrong with interest, and said with a smile: "Look at your appearance, you often cook tea!" ”
Yun Xiangrong wanted to say that he would cook tea in order to calm himself, but when he saw Zheng Guogong's gentle gaze, he said slowly: "Sometimes I cook and play when I think about things!" Zheng Guogong couldn't help laughing, looked at Yun Xiangrong and asked in a low voice, "Then what are you thinking about today?" ”
Yun Xiangrong raised his head slowly, didn't care that the water was already boiling, and said softly: "It's because I see that the master has something on his mind, and I can't bear to disturb it!" Yan'er's matter, you should already know, the child is afraid that he will not be able to speak in the future, should we prepare in advance? ”
Zheng Guogong smiled at the corner of his eyes, and when he looked at Yun Xiangrong, he almost didn't laugh out loud, and said softly: "It's too early to talk about family affairs now, let's look at it for a few more years, maybe it can be cured!" ”
Yun Xiangrong's face was red, I don't know if Zheng Guogong misunderstood himself, or did it on purpose, lowered his head slightly, exposed his smooth neck, and said in a low voice: "I'm not talking about family affairs, I mean that the child is afraid that she won't be able to speak in the future, do we invite a female gentleman for her, and then ask someone to teach her embroidery, that child has some talent for embroidery, I am thinking about the child who loves to read, at least not lonely in my heart, should we ask her to ask a female master to do a museum!" ”
Zheng Guogong obviously misunderstood Yun Xiangrong, and when he heard Yun Xiangrong say this, he also felt that he should invite a master for Yan'er, at least let this child read more, there is always a benefit and no harm, and he carefully searched for suitable candidates in his mind, and he didn't think of who was suitable for a long time!
Yun Xiangrong saw that the fire was almost over, and said softly: "In the past at home, I heard the third aunt say that there seems to be a female master surnamed Han in Yanjing City, who is widowed at home, and does not return, but supports her husband's parents, until the death of the second old man last year, Master Han began to come out to be a female gentleman, I heard that no matter how much you are bound, only teach people who are destined, can you let people inquire about this female gentleman!" ”
Zheng Guogong's eyes were full of appreciation when he looked at Yun Xiangrong, he also thought of Mr. Han before, but the other party did things casually, Zheng Guogong was afraid that Yun Xiangrong would think that the other party was too uninhibited, and he would not worry about his teaching Yan'er, if Yun Xiangrong also felt that the other party was good, then he could really consider it!
The two of them discussed Yan'er's matter, and Yun Xiangrong looked at it was not too early. Just about to prepare to rest, Zheng Guogong got up slowly, looked at Yun Xiangrong and said softly: "You rest first, there are still some things to deal with, I will go to the study outside, I'm afraid I will come back later!" ”
Zheng Guogong saw that Yun Xiangrong was obviously stunned for a moment, he was in a good mood, and whispered a word in Yun Xiangrong's ear, Yun Xiangrong instantly turned red and didn't dare to look at Zheng Guogong. Zheng Guogong smiled heartily. Stride out of the upper room! It's just that there is no longer as relaxed as just now, and his feet are fast, and he enters the outer study with a solemn face!
Hua Wen and Hua Wu were already waiting over there when they saw Zheng Guogong coming in. Get busy! Zheng Guogong waved his hand. He asked in a deep voice, "Let's talk about it." What happened in the city these two days? ”
Hua Wen hurriedly brought the news he heard today, and the more Zheng Guogong listened, the colder his expression became! Hua Wu stood quietly on the side! Some wandering minds, after a long time. I only heard Zheng Guogong's cold voice sound: "Who has come in the mansion recently?" ”
Hua Wen frowned and shook his head busily! Zheng Guogong looked at Hua Wu, Hua Wu was confused, and he shook his head with his busy eyes! Zheng Guogong sighed, didn't say anything, both of them were in a bad mood, Zheng Guogong looked at the official documents that needed to be dealt with on the bookcase, and suddenly said: "Huawen go and rest, Huawu stay!" ”
Hua Wen hurriedly bowed down and quickly retreated, Hua Wu felt a little flustered in his heart, but his face was still calm!
Zheng Guogong slowly raised his eyebrows, looked at Hua Wu and said softly: "Last time, I didn't punish you, do you think that my protection of you is greater than that of the master and servant, over the years, I have indeed been like a brother to you and Hua Wen, I don't say much, you should also know, go to the border after the New Year, I will help you find a position as an auxiliary general, it can be regarded as our friendship over the years, what will happen in the future, it all depends on your own luck, go down!" ”
Hua Wu was very flustered, but he didn't expect Zheng Guogong to not mention the matter of Liu's midwife at all, but let himself leave Zheng Guogong's mansion! Hua Wu wanted to speak several times, and finally struggled to look at Zheng Guogong, bowed down, thanked Zheng Guogong, and retreated!
Zheng Guogong sighed and said secretly: Don't stay if you want to leave, look at Hua Wu's appearance, I'm afraid I have already made up my mind that I will punish him, even if I know that I still do that, it can be seen that I have my own reasons, what is that reason, Zheng Guogong doesn't want to know, but after many years together, Hua Wu left, as if he had broken Zheng Guogong's right hand, he was still very reluctant in his heart! But Hua Wu's appearance is obviously more aggrieved than reluctant!
Zheng Guogong no longer thought about these troubles, quietly looked at the documents in front of him, began to deal with official business, and gave instructions on the backlog of things these days, one by one, the second drum sounded outside, Zheng Guogong didn't want to lose his words, put down the official documents, got up slowly, and returned to the upper room!
Seeing the bright lights in the upper room from a distance, Zheng Guogong was startled, and hurriedly quickened his pace, but he had a bad premonition in his heart!
Yun Xiangrong's face turned pale, looking at Yan'er, who was also bloodless in front of her, although she couldn't understand it, but she was distressed, a child, like a duckweed in this world, couldn't speak, there was no mother, even a father, it was just a name, how much love there was, but it was hard to say!
Yun Xiangrong thought of when she was a child, when her mother had just committed suicide and left with her father, that night, she felt so cold and cold, the long dark night, like a ghost devouring her nerves, Yun Xiangrong sat all night, early the next morning, as soon as the day dawned, her grandmother sent someone to take her to her side, and since then she has been guarding her every day, for fear that she will find a short time!
Those days were also the most difficult for my grandmother, the two sons were gone, and the eldest daughter-in-law also followed, leaving a wooden child who didn't cry or make trouble every day!
The old lady looked at Yun Xiangrong every day and sighed, and one day Yun Xiangrong just got up from a nap, she heard her grandmother say softly: "Go and light the everlasting lantern again, and do another ritual service, the child seems to be stunned!" Mama didn't dare to squeak, Yun Xiangrong listened, and cried wow, attracting the old lady, at that moment, she knew that she still had relatives, and her grandmother was worried about her and took her to heart, and it was from then on that she and the old lady depended on each other! The old lady was obedient to her, and she didn't know how thick she was, so she wanted to be a concubine as a concubine! Thinking of his stupidity and mixing, Yun Xiangrong couldn't help but sigh!
When Zheng Guogong walked in, he saw this scene, frowned and asked, "What's wrong?" Yun Xiangrong was startled, hurriedly turned around, looked at Zheng Guogong, and said softly: "The master is back, this kid doesn't know if it's because he can't speak, he just looked for a short time!" Zheng Guogong was stunned for a moment, he never thought that such a well-behaved Yan'er would do such a thing, and his brows furrowed even tighter!
Hua Yuelou, who got the news, had already rushed over, looked at Yun Xiangrong, and asked softly, "Why?" You know? Yun Xiangrong shook his head, thinking about Yan'er's every move today, it seemed that there was nothing wrong!
Zheng Guogong's face was pale, he looked at Huayuelou and said softly: "It's late, you go back first, there is a letter tomorrow, I will let someone go back to you!" Hua Yuelou was stunned, she didn't understand why Zheng Guogong was annoyed by herself, obviously she was fine a few days ago! glanced at Yan'er and walked out slowly, he was really in too much of a hurry!
The purple-clothed woman beside her was about to speak, but Hua Yuelou had already said in a cold voice: "Don't come to the room in the future, after all, the master and servant are different!" After saying that, he went out alone! The woman in purple clenched her fists, her teeth squeaked, and she recorded her anger on Yun Xiangrong!
Zheng Guogong saw that the doctor hadn't come yet, and said in a low voice, "Why hasn't the doctor arrived yet?" ”
Yun Xiangrong shook his head and said softly, "Mama Ying should come back as soon as possible!" "Zheng Guogong's head! Fortunately, the doctor came over soon and checked it briefly, after all, it involved the privacy of the inner house, although the doctor saw the clues, but he still said tactfully: "It's not a big deal, it's okay to sleep for one night, it should be because of the soothing incense, otherwise you should be able to wake up at this time!" ”
Yun Xiangrong shook his head, his heart finally fell to the ground, Mama Ying sent the doctor out, sealed three times the consultation fee, the doctor understood that it was hush money, and said with a smile: "Mama rest assured, I haven't been to the Guogong Mansion today, let alone seen anyone!" Ying Gu bowed her head, thinking that the other party was still very smart, sent the doctor away, and returned to the upper room!
Yun Xiangrong and Zheng Guogong were both staying by Yan'er's side, Yan'er looked very unstable in her sleep, her brows kept frowning, Yun Xiangrong gently held Yan'er's hand, Zheng Guogong sighed, and said softly: "Give this place to Yinggu, let's rest!" ”
Yun Xiangrong shook his head and said softly: "Master go back and rest, I'll stay and watch, wait for Yan'er to wake up, and ask again to see if this child has encountered anything difficult!" ”
Zheng Guogong sighed, felt that he could only do this, turned around and walked out of Yan'er's residence, Yinggu looked anxious, Zheng Guogong just came back, Yun Xiangrong did this, didn't he push people out, but unfortunately Yun Xiangrong didn't notice Yinggu's anxious look, and was all worried about Yan'er!
Yun Xiangrong leaned on the edge of the bed and fell asleep in a daze, and there were four drums outside! Yan'er slowly opened her eyes, looking at Yun Xiangrong, who was leaning on the head of the bed and sleeping very deeply, tears fell down! (To be continued......)
PS: (Today's update, you'll see you tomorrow, your eyes are probably going to deal with it again, your veins are swollen, but anyone who gets angry or cries fiercely will commit it, and I'm also drunk...... )