"Don't let me eat?"

Xiao Ranran was stunned at first,

Bai Suho was even more puzzled: "Then how did you become malnourished?" ”

Xiao Ranran turned his gaze, closed his eyes and rested for a while, before leaning on the pillow and explaining weakly: "Susu, it's not that they don't let me eat, it's that I can't eat." NOVEL WWW.し WXS520.COM"

"Is that an upset stomach or what?" White Soho persevered to find out why.

Xiao Ranran didn't expect that he had hidden Gu Lei, his father and eldest brother, but he had not hidden Brother Cheng'an's daughter.

She wanted to continue to hide it, but when she saw those clear eyes, it was like seeing the young man back then, as pure as glass and as warm as the sun.

I don't know why, being looked at by this girl with such strange and familiar eyes, she can't help but want to tell her the grievances and pain in her heart for so many years.

"Susu, you are still young, you may not know, if a person feels bitter in his heart, whatever he eats is bitter, there is a disease in this world, that is, he can't eat anything, even if he is forced to eat, he will vomit out."

Xiao Ran said slowly, his thoughts as if he had returned to the first time this situation occurred.

At that time, she had just gotten married, and what she faced every day was Gu Lei's coldness and disdain.

She was completely mentally prepared for such a situation, this marriage was originally a twisted melon, and it should have been bitter at the beginning.

Until one day, Gu Lei came back drunk and did what should have been done between husband and wife with her for the first time, Gu Lei was rough and simple, and he didn't care about her feelings at all. And although she felt very painful physically, she was still glad in her heart. I have finally taken this step, and I will slowly become a normal couple in the future.

Even if this is not the marriage she was looking forward to, it was not the person she liked. But now that she has stepped into this marriage, she will also try to be a good wife.

But it's not long ago. She still saw the back of Gu Lei leading a woman walking on the street on the street.

She didn't know who the woman was, but she could see clearly that they were closely attached to each other all the way, so arrogant in love, all the way, everyone envied them.

She didn't make any noise, she didn't even have an extra expression.

But since then, as long as Gu Lei touched her, she would vomit a lot.

The feeling of digging out her lungs and almost spitting out her bile made her extremely painful. But she found that she couldn't control it at all.

At first, the Gu family was overjoyed, thinking that she was pregnant, but after the examination found that she was not pregnant, their faces were not so good.

She has no way to refuse Gu Lei, and there is no way to divorce Gu Lei, because behind her, there is still the declining Xiao family.

Just bear with it, just bear with it. She said to herself.

In order to hide this involuntary nausea and vomiting, she could only eat as little as she could, so that she would vomit less harshly.

Year after year. Gu Lei's indifference to her from the beginning gradually became much gentler, but such a change was caused. It's just that she vomits more often.

With such a she, how could she get pregnant, and how could she satisfy the Gu family?

These seven years of forbearance and repression, until her father's death, finally made her completely collapse.

She has never gotten the happiness from this marriage, and the Xiao family is still like this, what is she for, and she has to continue to endure it?

So she was in the midst of overwhelming grief at the moment when her father's heart stopped. made their own choice.

She even felt that she had sacrificed and forged for so many years. It's all pointless, look. Her father's funeral was disturbed, and the face of the Xiao family was trampled on, what did she get in the seven years she had been like this?

She didn't know who Gu Lei liked was, but she was willing to leave him and fulfill them, she no longer wanted to get any support for the Xiao family from the Gu family, but why were they so impatient?

Xiao Ranran's tears kept sliding down from the corners of her eyes, almost soaking the white soft pillow, and the grievances and confusion, pain and anger that had accumulated over the long years kept pouring out at this moment, scrambling to be the first, and her seemingly calm narration could not continue.

Bai Suhe held Xiao Ranran's hand that was trembling because of the memory, and his eyes were sour.

But she could not cry any more, she could not allow such a sad affection to drag this poor woman into the abyss of pain again.

She leaned down to wipe away the tears on Xiao Ranran's face, and softened her voice: "Aunt Xiao, you are just anorexic, you don't have to endure it anymore, you can do whatever you want, you can live as happy as you want, and you will get better slowly, believe me, you will get better......"

Xiao Ranran grabbed Bai Suho's hand tightly, choked up and couldn't speak.

Yes, she never wants to do anything she doesn't want to do again, just to make her family happy. Father is gone, and the eldest brother should have stood up to the Xiao family's heaven a long time ago, she doesn't want to live in pain like that anymore!

Xiao Ranran didn't know how long she cried, but she felt that the dark cloud that had been blocking her heart gradually dissipated, and the girl's warm hand caressed her cheeks and arms, so soft, the whole person felt more relaxed and comfortable than ever before.

She slowly came back to her senses, and felt that it was such a comfortable thing to cry like this, to talk to someone she wanted to be close to.

But as an elder, who was called an aunt by Bai Soho, she was ashamed of herself for being so out of shape in front of her juniors.

She pulled her hand out of Bai Suho's palm with some shame, remembering her original intention of supporting Lin Le.

"Susu, I just ...... I'm really embarrassed, I originally wanted to tell you, if you have a good impression of this kid from the Lin family, then you can continue to associate with him and try, after all, it's really rare, if you really don't like it, but don't force yourself because he is a member of the Lin family, marriage is such a thing, you can't come reluctantly, you look at me, I obviously thought about it well, I want to live well, look forward, but in the end, ...... People can't be deceived the most. It's ...... yourself."

Xiao Ranran felt that Brother Cheng An and herself were both unfortunate people, so how much she hoped for the girl in front of her who had suffered a lot. can live a happy life from now on, but how afraid she is of her like her younger self. Worry about this, worry about that, and then make do with it unhappily, after all, for the Bai family, the Lin family is also a family that needs to be scrupulous.

Bai Soho lowered his head and thought about it, not knowing how to answer.

This is also the most contradictory part of her. If Lin Le is really just a stranger, it would be easy to do, and he would be rejected thousands of miles away. But she is still a little reluctant, a little indescribably soft-hearted, this is the most troublesome part.

Lin Le, who was holding the packed porridge in his hand and standing outside the door of the ward and quietly listened to this reminiscence, also nervously clenched his palm, wanting to know, what did she think?

It seemed like a long time before he heard a low voice in the ward: "I don't know. ”

With a little confusion, with a little helplessness. But Lin Le's hand was released all of a sudden, and the porridge he was carrying in his hand almost fell to the ground.

A smile bloomed on his handsome face, shining brightly.

I don't know. Not knowing it was already the best result he could think of.

But what does it matter, even if she categorically answers that she doesn't like it, he is mentally prepared. He took out his handkerchief and wiped the sweat from his palm, and knocked on the door casually.

I can't let them talk anymore, the two women chatting are such a pessimistic topic, if the more they talk about Bai Suho, the more they don't want to see themselves, and they want to go somewhere else to compare themselves with Gu Lei's scum, it won't be good.

A knock was heard at the door. Xiao Ranran quickly wiped her tears, and Bai Suhe also reached out to straighten her hair. He even quickly turned over the tear-soaked pillow under her head.

The two silently exchanged a look, and then said very tacitly: "Please come in!" ”

Xiao Ranran's stomach was full of bitterness. She has never said to anyone over the years that she is willing to open her heart to Cheng Ange, a daughter as kind as his father, does not mean that she wants everyone to see her wolf bèi.

And this polite knock on the door also made her feel more good for Lin Le, a young man, who seemed to be still careful, at least she knew to knock on the door before entering a room with only two women.

Lin Le pushed open the door with a smile and raised the porridge in his hand: "Aunt Xiao, I don't know what flavor you like to drink, I bought three, you pick what you like to drink, and I and Bai Suhe have a bowl for the rest, okay?" ”

Xiao Ranran couldn't help but look at Lin Le more and more, this kid is also doing things properly.

Although she had no appetite at all, she still couldn't bear to brush off the kindness of the smiling boy, and made it with the support of Bai Suho, and seemed to look at the three bowls of porridge with great interest.

A bowl of red beans, a bowl of preserved eggs and lean meat, and a bowl of white fungus lotus seeds.

She hadn't been so concerned about what she ate in years.

She thought about it and picked the red beans, since she has been bitter in her heart for so long, let's eat a little sweet, but I don't know if I can eat it or not, and if I will vomit it out again after eating.

Bai Suho saw that she seemed to have a little appetite, and immediately rejoiced, happily took the bowl of porridge from her hand, took the delivery spoon, and scooped a spoonful to her mouth.

"Auntie, I'll feed you!"

The young girl had joy on her cheeks, and her whole body was full of vitality.

Xiao Ranran's refusal disappeared unconsciously.

She likes this girl, and this girl is willing to be close to her, which is a precious thing for her, who may never have children again in her life.

She obediently opened her mouth and ate the spoonful of red bean porridge.

The temperature is neither cold nor hot, warm and hot, and is transmitted from the throat to the stomach.

The mouth is filled with a sweet taste that has not been seen for a long time.

Involuntarily, she took Bai Soho's hand, ate the second bite, the third bite, and a bowl of red bean porridge quickly went down to the next half......

Xiao Ranran suddenly found that he had eaten so much, and he didn't feel sick to his stomach at all!

Bai Suhe only saw her suddenly frozen expression, and her heart was nervous.

"Aunt Xiao, how is it?" She was a little worried, anorexia is really not something that can be controlled by man! She's even ready to go and grab the spittoon on her bedside table at any time!

But soon she saw the smile on Xiao Ranran's face, and she was safe and sound: "It's delicious, thank you, Su Su!" ”

"Ah, really? That's great! ”

Bai Suhe immediately laughed, eager to jump up and cheer a few times, Aunt Xiao actually thought that this porridge was delicious, what a good thing, as long as she could eat, it would definitely get better!

Xiao Ranran took in Bai Suho's every move and every expression, and his heart, which had been frozen for many years, slowly came to life.

She just called her an aunt, but she was so genuinely worried about her, nervous for her, and happy for her!

Her eyes flashed with a sparkle of light, and she couldn't tell whether it was joy or sadness.

Brother Cheng'an, thank you for letting her come to me.

"Aunt Xiao, then you can eat a few more bites, oops, no, you just woke up, let's take your time, just eat these first, and I'll buy them for you later!" Bai Suhe was a little at a loss, and took back the spoon that had been raised to Xiao Ranran's mouth.

Xiao Ranran's physical condition can only be taken slowly, what if she eats too much and feels uncomfortable and vomits? Based on the medical knowledge he knew, Bai Soho decided to implement a plan for Xiao Ranran to eat less and eat more often.

Xiao Ranran was naturally as kind as a stream, nodded, picked up a napkin and wiped the corners of his mouth: "Listen to you, take your time, then you and Lin Le should also drink the porridge quickly, otherwise it will be cold later." ”

Bai Suhe was in a good mood, and looking at Lin Le, who bought these porridges, was also much more pleasing to the eyes, no longer with that cold attitude, he quickly took out a bowl of porridge from the plastic bag and handed it to him: "Oh, you ran your legs once, let's eat some too." ”

Lin Le hurriedly took it with both hands, opened it and saw that it was white fungus lotus seed porridge.

He deliberately frowned: "Bai Soho, this is a woman drinking, right?" I'm going to drink that bowl! ”

Bai Suhe glared at him: "Where is so much nonsense, look at the scars on your face, don't think that your family will cover me with concealer cream for me, drink some lotus seed porridge, and defeat the fire!" Let's see if you're still fighting! ”

Lin Le didn't expect Bai Suhe to suddenly expose the truth that his face was intact within a day, and he was ashamed and embarrassed, but then his heart was full of surprise: "Bai Suho, can I think that you care about me?" ”

Bai Suho supported his forehead, Lin Le, who had lost his memory, was it so easy to be amorous?

"It's less stinky and beautiful, hurry up and finish it and get out of here!" Bai Suho couldn't help but burst into foul language.

Lin Le laughed even more happily, that's right, he just likes this kind of Bai Suho, the unscrupulous Bai Suho in front of him.

"What are you laughing at?" Bai Suho was annoyed, this person, was all cold and arrogant in the past eaten by dogs with amnesia?

Lin Le resisted the urge to laugh, and hurriedly picked up the bowl and ate it violently.

That's fine, it's good to have me by your side like this. (To be continued.) )>