Chapter 9: Singing 01
Seeing that the relationship between An Xiao and Sanjie was improving step by step, Xiao Qi, who had a good time with An Xiao in the dormitory, wanted to match them together, but An Xiao immediately objected after hearing this.
How? What I like is a muscular man, not a beautiful man, in short, he is definitely not good.
"Oh, second sister, don't be so rigid, how good-looking do you think Brother Jie?"
"Why don't you chase it?" An Xiao glared at her unhappily, this girl was too indebted.
"Don't I dislike his type?" Xiao Qi smiled very much.
"If you don't like me, do you want to like him? Dead girl. ”
"Hey, hey, I don't see that the two of you are playing so well, I want to be a matchmaker for you."
"You marry yourself first." An Xiao rolled her eyes and sent her off.
Xiao Qi looked at An Xiao with a smile, leaned on the bed and stopped talking.
An Xiao is a relatively two-person person, and everyone thinks so after dating her, so they are honored to give An Xiao the title of "second sister". An Xiao is not a good-looking person, so he felt that there was nothing wrong with this nickname and readily agreed.
"Second sister, remember to go home and help me bring something delicious."
"Second sister, let's go out to eat together."
"Second sister, look, your male god!"
In the intense study and life of the third year of high school, An Xiao lived at ease, accompanied by friends and family, even if he didn't have a boyfriend.
I want to live freely by myself, but every lonely night, when I walk through the fountain pool in front of the school cafeteria alone and see the happy appearance of men and women kissing like glue, An Xiao wants to scold "dog men and women", and then shout: "Sweep away pornography!" "I can't wait to call the school security personnel over and grab them to relieve the resentment in my heart that has nowhere to vent.
Many times, An Xiao walked back to the dormitory with Liu Siyu, but because of the discord in his aura, An Xiao often chose to walk back alone.
So the loneliness in my heart is even louder.
It wasn't until I met Xue Chen for dinner and talked about it at dinner in the next semester that Xue Chen proposed that she go with him in the evening, and at that time An Xiao regained her happiness from a long time ago.
After separation, I hid far away, and finally I was done, and slowly understood what I didn't understand at the time, and at this moment your unfamiliar gentleness, touching my scabbed wound, I couldn't forgive it before, but now I can say it with a smile.
People's feelings are really wonderful, but they feel the clearest in the most painful moments, but after the pain, everything will pass.
An Xiao and Xue Chen are like this, no matter how unpleasant they used to be, but after they really separated, the two of them began to miss each other and remember each other's goodness.
Distance produces beauty, people are like this, and people are always like this.
"Do you still like Tian Hong?"
"I forgot, what are you mentioning him for?"
"Oh, ask. It's nothing. ”
"Okay."
An Xiao fell silent and walked quietly beside Xue Chen.
Xue Chen saw that An Xiao stopped talking, thinking that he was cold, so he asked, "Didn't you find a boyfriend again?" ”
"No, I didn't meet anyone I liked."
"Okay, then let me know if you have one."
"Hmm."
It's time for us to clean up the past, we can't go back any more, and it doesn't matter what happens next.
Later, it really doesn't matter. So every time Han Xiao mentioned Yang Zhendong's name to himself, mentioned what he did, and his name, it didn't matter, everything was over.
Even if he later re-added his QQ like a fool, he asked coldly: "Who are you?" Later, An Xiao was angry and blocked him again.
Why push yourself so tired, you actually deserve better. It's not enough to share your love with your family, your good friends, and your classmates every day, but also to share it with others, so how much are you going to share with yourself? Do not treat yourself badly to anyone who has been wronged.
We are all good children, the kindest children, remembering what hurt us.
The former one I died in my memories, because you don't cherish it, because your dogs look down on people, and now I want to thank you before, thank you for letting me see your hypocritical face too early.
"Sanjay, the teacher wants you to go back and discuss the problem, why don't you look back?" An Xiao grabbed Sanjay's sleeve with both hands and asked shyly.
Sanjay glared at her helplessly, not intending to ignore her.
"Do you dislike me?" An Xiao made a gesture to cry, "No, Sanjay. ”
"Okay, okay, I'll turn back immediately." Sanjay reluctantly broke An Xiao's claws, and was forced to turn his head and discuss the problem with An Xiao.
An Xiao smiled happily as if he had triumphantly, looking at Sanjie's blushing cheeks, pink and tender, An Xiao really wanted to go up and hold it and take a bite, it was so cute.
"Isn't it a matter of discussion?" Sanjay's big eyes stared at An Xiao, very cute, An Xiao just wanted to molest him when he saw it, where did he remember to discuss the problem.
Sanjay saw An Xiao's feminine expression, and was about to turn around again, but An Xiao immediately grabbed him and began to discuss the problem with him flatteringly.
An Xiao and Sanjay's relationship has not been good for a day or two, but both of them are well kept within the range of friends and classmates, so everything looks so harmonious and moving.
But after the eleventh long holiday, everything began to look different. During the eleventh holiday, Sanjay added An Xiao's QQ, and An Xiao was surprised when he browsed his information, but he didn't expect such a quiet and cute boy to play games at such a high level, it's really unseemly.
An Xiao deliberately teased him and chatted with him on the Internet:
Sanjay, you don't want people? ……
An Xiao couldn't help but laugh at the series of punctuation marks on the screen, he must be very shy now, haha.
After the eleventh holiday, when An Xiao returned to the class to see Sanjay again, I don't know why, I suddenly felt that Sanjay, who was wearing a black jacket and jeans, was so handsome that he didn't dare to look at him directly, and the moment I saw him, An Xiao's heart beat very fast.
Collecting the self-study class, An Xiao stared at the back of Sanjay's head in a daze for an afternoon, during dinner, An Xiao held his bread and snacks and looked at his back and sat for a long time, during the evening self-study, An Xiao bit the tip of the pen and looked up at the back of his head from time to time, his heartbeat kept beating.
Do you like him?
Anxiao heard the voice from the deepest part of his heart.
The heartbeat is also getting more and more intense.
An Xiao couldn't help it, so he took out a note casually, wrote a sentence on the note and handed it to Sanjay, An Xiao said:
Let's be together.
Not asking, not chasing, but informing.
An Xiao thought about it, if it was his wishful thinking, then forget it, at least leave the last trace of dignity for himself. Even if you are rejected, even if you will be wrong, you have to go on proudly, neither humble nor arrogant.
But the moment Sanjay received the note, An Xiao's heartbeat was even more uncontrollable, as if it was about to jump out of his chest.
Waiting is always the most painful process, An Xiao thought. Time flies unusually slowly, why hasn't he replied to himself for a long time?
Until the bell rang for the end of class, Sanjay got up and was about to go back to the dormitory, An Xiao's eyes couldn't help but follow his movements, only to see him stand up, hand the note to An Xiao and put it on the table, and then left without saying anything.
An Xiao stared excitedly at the note in front of him, raised his head to look at his departing figure, and smiled from ear to ear.
"What's wrong with you, second sister?" The class leader in the same dormitory came over and asked.
"Huh? Ah, it's okay, hehe. An Xiao replied with a grin.
An Xiao got up, walked out of the classroom with a note, and prepared to go downstairs to find Xue Chen and go back to the dormitory.
Along the way, An Xiao was in a particularly good mood, although he didn't know what he wanted to say to himself, but as long as he thought of writing a note to himself, An Xiao couldn't help but snicker.