Chapter 66: Thank you for coming to see me

Ah Chu looked at Gu Pan's face, and said cautiously: "The princess doesn't have to worry about this, it's better for the slaves and maids to not go," she complained to herself: "It's all the slaves and maids who are not good, and they didn't stop that girl." ”

Gu Pan shook her head and said, "It has nothing to do with that girl, even if she doesn't come, I don't want to do it on weekdays, it doesn't mean that this matter is not in my heart," she sighed: "I'll go for a while." ”

In a remote corner of the backyard, there is a small cross-courtyard, and the Cao family is under house arrest here.

It's not too decadent, but after all, it has an eerie smell. Two sturdy servants guarded the door, and when they saw Gu Pan, they didn't dare to stop them.

When Gu Pan entered the room, he saw Cao curled up in the corner of the bed.

I hadn't seen her for a few days, and Gu Pan almost couldn't recognize her.

His hair was uncombed, he was hanging haphazardly, his cheeks were sunken, his eyes were deep, and his face was sallow and gray. There was no longer a trace of the delicate beauty of the past, and the smell of decay spread over her lifeless body.

Gu Pan originally thought that the Cao family would make a big noise when she saw her, but she didn't expect her to raise her eyes and take a look, and she actually cracked her mouth and smiled: "You're here." ”

Seeing her like this, Gu Pan couldn't bear it: "Are you okay?" ”

Cao Shi smiled again, she looked several years older: "How much better can I be like this?" ”

Gu Pan sighed: "What are you missing, just say, as long as I can do it, I will definitely not miss you." ”

Cao said: "What am I missing, you can give it to me?" She laughed: "I want to meet the prince, can you do it?" ”

Gu Pan frowned and shook his head: "I can't do this." ”

Cao Shi lowered her head and was stunned for a long time, so long that she thought that she would not speak anymore, she finally raised her head: "He's back, right?" ”

Her eyes were dark, like a dying person.

Gu Pan didn't know whether it was better to shake his head or nod, so he was silent.

"He doesn't want to see me, he doesn't want to see me," she said, looking even more depressed, "and our children." ”

Gu Pan persuaded: "There is no need to mention the past, let's think about the future." ”

Cao Shi smiled sadly: "What future do I have?" ”

Gu Pan said: "There will always be a future in life." ”

Cao said: "You don't have to comfort me, no matter how stupid I am, I can know what road will wait for me in the future." ”

She slowly got out of bed, sat down on a chair beside the table, and was silent for a while: "I always don't believe, I always don't believe. ”

Gu Pan knew what she was talking about, and she couldn't take it, so she had to continue to be silent.

"Mama He brought me a sentence before she died, saying that she was sorry for me and hurt me," her eyes were dead silent: "I thought, I thought, I couldn't sleep all day and night, and then I finally figured it out," she looked at Gu Pan: "You didn't lie, it's all the meaning of the prince, he came back, but he didn't want to see me, I understood." ”

"I just can't figure it out," she said quietly, "how can he be so desperate that he doesn't even want to see me, so he can only think of asking to see you." ”

Gu Pan had to sigh: "I can't say anything." ”

A smile appeared on Cao's disgraced face: "Don't be afraid, I won't beg you to come and see me," she touched her face and said with a wry smile: "I am the way I am now, and I don't want to be seen by him again." ”

Gu Pan had no choice but to say: "You first adjust your body better, and then talk about it later." ”

"It's the same whether my body is conditioned or not," Cao smiled bitterly again: "I'm being used, haven't I?" I was killed, wasn't I? ”

Gu Pan was silent.

Cao said: "I won't ask you too much, and I don't want to be too clear, you just need to shake your head or nod your head." ”

Gu Pan nodded slowly.

Cao Shi said again: "I gave it to the prince, didn't I?" ”

Gu Pan groaned, and finally nodded again.

Cao Shi laughed miserably: "Husband and wife, no matter how you say it, this child is always his, he, he doesn't even talk about the slightest affection." ”

Gu Pan couldn't bear it: "You think about it, and when your body is well"

Cao Shi interrupted: "You don't need to persuade me, I am very grateful that you can come to see me, if you have offended a lot in the past, please forget about it." ”

She got up and bowed: "After the child was taken down, I just wanted to see the prince and tell him about this grievance." Then he didn't want to see me, and I knew the answer, but I still had illusions. Now I want to see you, I just want to ask clearly, so that I can let myself die. ”

She smiled and said softly, "Thank you." ”

When Gu Pan came back from Cao's courtyard, he kept lying down and couldn't eat dinner.

As soon as Fang Xiao came back, he came over to look at her. Seeing that she was languishing, he couldn't help but say, "Why did you run to see her?" He heard Qinglian tell the ins and outs, and was a little annoyed: "Find out that laundry girl and give me a cane!" ”

Gu Pan complained to him: "Shouting and shouting and killing again!" Don't you think I'm uncomfortable enough? This little kindness can be remembered by this girl, and she took the risk to come to see me, such a faithful servant is really rare, what are you going to trouble her for? ”

Fang Xiao hurriedly followed her: "I'm just in a hurry, I didn't mean that," he couldn't help but touch her face and sighed: "You shouldn't go." ”

Gu Pan said: "It's not that I can't bear it, I can't think of it" She recalled that scene, and her face changed again.

She was stunned as she saw Cao Shi hit her head against the wall, red and white splashing, but she could still clearly see the smile on her face.

Such a tragic and strange scene may never be forgotten for the rest of her life.

Fang Xiao's face was not good-looking: "I have already asked her to bury her, she is so stupid, why can't she think about it." As long as she lives quietly, no one will embarrass her again. ”

Gu Pan muttered: "Her heart is dead, even if she is alive, she is just a walking corpse, for her, maybe this is the best relief." ”

Fang Xiao held her hand and said, "Don't be sad. ”

Gu Pan raised his eyes and looked at him: "Are you sad?" ”

"I'm not sad, I have a personal life," his eyes looked a little hollow, "I don't know if I die, who will feel sorry for me." ”

Gu Pan said: "I'm not sad, just looking at that scene, I can't accept it," his expression actually made her a little unbearable, her heart softened, and she couldn't help but say: "We are still alive, naturally we have to live well, and find ways to live." ”

She could sense his pain, his helplessness, even though he never showed it. At this moment, she suddenly felt that they were the same kind of people, no matter how difficult or sad they were, they would not turn back and continue to walk.

"Forget her," she reassured him, "if she had no selfishness, she wouldn't be where she is today." ”

Fang Xiao frowned: "I'm here to comfort you, why did you comfort me." ”

Gu Pan sighed: "You are a person who always doesn't know the hearts of good people. ”