Yang Zhendong, who made An Xiao feel ridiculous and embarrassed, obviously didn't like it very much, but it was just a trace of sustenance when he was lonely, but it became a turning point in the treatment of the opposite sex on the emotional road. The original sincere love and liking for the opposite sex is no longer limited to indulging in a person's appearance and the most prominent characteristics of a person, but has become a personality charm.

Young and ignorant, we will be full of affection and interest in anything beautiful and delicate, one of his backs, one of his smiles, and even one of his words, will make us happy for a long time. With a persistent belief: never forget, there will be an echo.

When we really have a relationship, we will find that no matter how much we like it, there will be times when we hate each other, and the place I liked and admired the most at the beginning will eventually become the place I hate the most because of separation.

Until now, after graduating from college, I talked about my relationship with acquaintances, every time I mentioned my first love, An Xiao felt that a fishbone was stuck in my throat, if the crush was also the first love, then in fact, the crush on Yin Xuankai was very beautiful during that time.

When you actually fall in love with a man, everything changes.

The ugliness, the disappointment, the sadness and the little excitement he gave in silence felt real and terrible like a roller coaster.

Now when I recall my boyfriends who are good to me, they can't remember their dedication clearly, but some people can be so bad to themselves.

The man who kissed him for the first time in his life, on a rainy night around the corner of the hallway.

The person who still thinks about him after being dumped, the stupid self who smiles and gives him reasons when he is hurt, and the man who deceives himself again and again.

I knew it at the beginning, so why meet it.

Yang Zhendong, Yang Zhendong, Yang Zhendong, for a while, An Xiao couldn't even remember the names of the people he once liked, as if the two who didn't want to do it for a long time really didn't need to remember it anymore. But when the seven-second memory was shattered, An Xiao recalled this person again, and his heart was still panicked.

Although he had liked a few handsome bad young people before, that kind of adolescent ignorance is still different from really falling in love, although this flash love is a bit blinding.

19 days, 19 days of clarity and clarity.

I can't guess what he thinks in his heart, but it's certain that he doesn't love An Xiao as much as An Xiao thinks. Not to mention love, I'm afraid it's a bit impossible to talk about liking. If a person really loves you, it should be you, and you should be reluctant to feel a little sad. It won't say that I will abandon you or that you will give it away.

Such a man can't even protect his beloved woman, what kind of man is he.

What about Yin Xuankai? What about Gao Hao? And many more, what about people whose names they can't remember anymore? When we all grow up, even the closest people have begun to let go of the discipline and embrace of us, even the relatives and friends who are very familiar, the former good tablemates, classmates and so on are all running towards the future, how many can they contact each other and remember each other?

In addition to Han Xiao, Liu Qian, and occasionally a few classmates who will contact each other, there are only a few friends An Xiao can remember when he is in trouble.

The brain capacity is not enough, and then to remember some people who have nothing to do with him and only exist in distant memories, and they are men, An Xiao feels too sadistic, too abusive and brain-abusive.

There are so many men in the world, there are not many who are missing, there are many more, there is no need to worry about which one is your own Mr. Right. Those who should come will come, and no one can stop those who should go. No matter how anxious you are, some simple and easy-to-understand truths are actually clear in your heart.

After Yang Zhendong, there was a period of time in the past An Xiao has been thinking of Mu Yongzhi in his heart, even if he is in a different place, even if he has never met, but there seems to be a support, spiritual satisfaction and support, supporting An Xiao for more than a year, although in the dead of night when he is lonely alone, he still wants to find a boyfriend by his side, but the ideal is very plump, and the reality is very skinny.

At that raunchy age, without a good self-subjective An Xiao, it is difficult to talk about a sincere boyfriend. The two who feel good after the P picture of the mobile phone are talking about love in the virtual online world.

The love letters to Mu Yongzhi, the ring, and the countless thoughts and spent youth, day and night, back and forth, cannot be measured and calculated with a calculator. Ignorant age, the easiest to be brainwashed by sad things, what non-mainstream love, brother is just a legendary age, a classic love song makes people cry and think about it.

Listening to sad songs, putting other people's love stories on themselves, touching themselves and moving their sorrows.

Later, An Xiao, who was accustomed to this kind of life, was finally defeated by reality, and he was afraid of being lonely and chose to find a suitable one by his side. Sanjay.

Because he is not the best one among his boyfriends, nor is he the best or worst one for himself, his thin back, clean and tidy school uniform, and looking at his pure and innocent but sincere little eyes, make An Xiao happy and An Xiao worried.

What I like is that he is really concerned about himself, and what I am sad about is that he is still too young and too young, not mature and stable at all, and not worth his lifelong trust at all. I will lose my temper at the slightest little thing, I don't know how to back down at all, and I don't know how to spoil you.

I feel that falling in love is obviously an equal identity, why do you need someone to let whom, if you get together, you will break up.

But that's no longer the case.

Now with Nan Qi, because I know that each other should be the one who wants to go on with him, so no matter what the quarrel is, I will leave a little way out for each other. If it is really broken, the person who is crying will not know who it is?

Although he kept shouting that he didn't care who was afraid of whom, the dependence and acquiescence in his heart had already been infinitely expanded and had already spread all over his body.

The poisoning is too deep and there is no cure.

After a period of hibernation, Sanjay enjoyed the reluctance and longing for himself from a pure big boy, and at the same time struggled with how to get rid of the embarrassment that existed after the breakup.

Because before An Xiao and Sanjay broke up, a couple in the same class also broke up, although there were a few people in the third grade class to talk to, but the feeling of the class pair after the breakup was like the whole class was out of love, and it was not surprising that the sky fell. Originally, falling out of love felt like a loved one had died, and when I was sad, I didn't like anyone, and I even felt that the whole world had abandoned me.

But women have vanity, and they often think about the man's kindness to themselves and can't let go of themselves, just like a man's desire for money and power.

An Xiao also has, when he encounters his embarrassment and avoids, when he looks for an opportunity to reconcile with himself again, when he is sad, when he is sad, when he misses you.

But later, as soon as they graduated from high school, the two individuals who were already strangers had no obligation to contact each other, no right to take care of them, and all that remained was traces of their love for each other.

Maybe one day we may meet by fate, but maybe when the time comes, we will have long forgotten who this familiar but unnamed person is. When others have the heart to ask you about your past relationship history, you may remember that this person I loved, but I have long forgotten what it was like to be together, with a new relationship, a new life, who will be sick to miss the person who has long existed in the imprint of the past?

It is not only an injustice to the incumbent, but also an irresponsibility to oneself, or a drag on the previous person.

In 2017, it was the fourth year after Anxiao graduated from high school, and the most contacted list was still active with basically new men and women, elementary school classmates no longer remembered who they were, junior high school classmates can still remember individual familiar or special, and the rest are also in the past.

In the group of high school classmates, I often talk about this and that, occasionally get together, occasionally discuss a problem or something, so it's not lively. But after being separated for too long, there will still be some people who often brag about their wealth in order to show others that they are doing well.

Human.

Who doesn't want to enjoy a good life, and who wants to see people laugh at them if they have a bad life.

That's what people think.

It's not uncommon for everyone to show off each other before graduation, it's just that everyone knew it at that time and didn't want to break it.

Whether you are mixing well now, whether you are doing well or not, in addition to knowing yourself, what is the impact of others knowing and discussing?

It doesn't hurt or itch.

Some time ago, I saw Sanjay post on the Internet saying that he had been very busy at work recently, and he worked the night shift day after day, and his body was a little overwhelmed. For people like An Xiao, who are just bored to look on the Internet, take a look and know that there is such a thing and it will pass, but forget about the comments, after all, the position is different.

Later, Yang Muchuan, who was one year younger than him, was vigorous when he liked it, and although he was slightly entangled when he was separated, he still deleted himself after saying goodbye.

All contact details.

An Xiao suddenly remembered one day that he hadn't seen Yang Muchuan's news for a long time, so he looked for his contact list and located the group of high school classmates, but he found him from the beginning to the end, and An Xiao didn't find him. After thinking about it, I should have deleted myself, because I didn't seem to have deleted anyone in my impression, unless it was the disgusting man before Nanqi, a freshman.

It doesn't matter if it's deleted, a man who is not together but wants to sleep with a woman doesn't have to contact. We used to love each other, even if we were separated, we still had affection, and we didn't make a lot of trouble when we were separated to insult me in the future.

But when he said that we had done everything except for bed, and that we should not pretend, all the affection was gone.

He treats you like a bitch, or a bitch who likes to set up a torii.

Men always like to impose on women the dark side hidden in their hearts that they can't see clearly, and they feel that girls are weak and easy to deceive, so they pathologically think that they can hold them.

But it turns out how many women can ride on the heads of men and do whatever they want.

In fact, it's not that women are easy to deceive, playing tricks, men are often less than one-tenth of the women's palace fighting dramas, why should women be embarrassed by women, women are even more terrible. If a man loves you, all your little temper and all your brutal willfulness are just superficial tickles for him.

Seeing through but not piercing is the highest level that this man is willing to enjoy the other side of you.

Actually, he knows it all, but because he loves you, everything is just a piece of cake for him.

I can tolerate all your bad tempers unconditionally and undemandingly, provided that I love you, I cherish you, and if I don't love someone, men will do more ruthlessly than women. Blocking and deleting is already the most thorough one, if the woman continues to entangle, the man will be disgusted and disgusted or even rude.

When you love, you die and come back to life, and when you separate, it is earth-shattering.

It's never been good to get together and disperse.

When junior high school classmate Cui Han and Xue Mingqiang, who was one year older than her, broke up, the man rushed to Cui Han's class to beat someone, and the scene was chaotic at that time, and it also caused a lot of commotion in the grade.

At that time, An Xiao also envied Cui Han, although she didn't know the bends in it, but it was good to meet a person who made her desperate in the most rebellious time when she was playing the most presumptuous. Maybe Xue Mingqiang is not as cold as he seems on the surface, and he is not as incomprehensible as others think, maybe he likes Cui Han, but it has not reached the point where she has to be, after all, she lives in the pursuit of many fans.

Accustomed to being high, how can you fall into the ordinary all of a sudden.

Especially a man.

Cui Han is a very smart woman, knowing that no matter how handsome and excellent Xue Mingqiang is, it is not the best destination, and it is better to find someone who is willing to love herself, love herself, and spoil herself with a man who is used to being looked up to all day long.

Therefore, Xue Mingqiang, who was dumped after the breakup, was unwilling, so he entered the classroom to beat Cui Han.

But afterwards, Cui Han still lived well, going in and out with Ding Yan, and that feeling like a woman who had been with her eldest brother was a cow.

Envy is envy, if it is replaced by An Xiao, I am afraid that I will not have such a good psychological adjustment ability.

Yang Muchuan also talked about the object later, and after An Xiao had basically settled down, he finally took his girlfriend home.

Later, Xue Pu, there is nothing to say, who has not met a personal scum in his life, those unpleasant experiences and people are just stepping stones paved by life road experience, it will be too tiring to put it in mind, it is better to forget it.

Later, Cinderella, who was rescued by the knight, grew up all the way, spent four long years of college with chic and laughter all the way, and then completed her love growth experience.

Transformed into a fairy daughter with high emotional intelligence and happy love.