Soon, there were still two weeks before the college entrance examination, and all the students in the third year of high school fell into an extremely nervous sprint state, and everyone studied from 9 to 5 and forgot to eat and sleep, just waiting for the last fight.

Anxiao, like everyone else, spends most of his time sitting in the classroom for self-study, reviewing this, reviewing that, and always feeling that there are still many things to review, and he has no leisure time to think about other things.

Sanjay also seems to be studying very hard, and seems to want to turn his grief into strength, fight once, and shine on the stage of the college entrance examination once.

The last mock exam before the college entrance examination, continue to implement the class test, the requirements are as strict as the college entrance examination, everyone is busy for the exam, busy like a spinning top every day, tired to death, and sleep like a dead pig when he goes to bed at night.

"Second sister, where do you want to go when you want to volunteer?" When An Xiao was squatting outside to sort out her books, Qianqian suddenly asked herself.

"** City." An Xiao thought for a moment and replied.

“**？ Is there a university there? Qianqian was very curious, she hadn't heard of any famous universities in this place, why would the second sister want to go?

"I just want to go. Yes, Polytechnic University. ”

"Polytechnic? Isn't that theoretical? What are you doing there? The more she asked, the more strange it became, Qianqian stopped what she was doing and looked at An Xiao inexplicably.

An Xiao smiled and said, "You care! For someone's sake. ”

"What school is the person you like?"

"Pretty much."

"Ang, no wonder." Qianqian understood what seemed to be smiling treacherously: she knew that the second sister was thinking about all men, alas, poor Sanjay!

"What about you?"

"Me? I haven't figured it out yet, so it's a step at a time. ”

"Cut, out of breath."

"Hmph, just hello, for a man, is it worth it?"

"Hmph, you care!"

"Hmph."

When An Xiao was sitting in his seat looking at the review materials, he inadvertently turned out a letter, a letter written to Mu Yongzhi before, which was written but never sent.

The faint pen and ink, some vague fonts, but you can see the seriousness and intentions of the letter writer, stroke by stroke, very beautiful.

Achi:

I miss you so much, I want to meet you.

I don't know what I like about you, but putting it together as a whole you makes me so excited. We said okay, together, for a lifetime. I'm not joking with you, I'm serious every time, but don't take it to heart, okay?

**, there is your city, I must go! For your sake, even if it is the end of the world, I will go to you and go to the place where you are.

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Looking at the letter he wrote, An Xiao's heart swelled with sourness, Azhi, if I go, will you accept me? If you don't want me anymore, then why did I go?

Do you know that every night, I imagine what it would be like when we met, either you like me, I like you, and we come together happily; Either you don't love me anymore, but I love you bitterly, watching you and other women in pairs, my heart hurts to death.

What I'm most afraid of is not that you don't love me, but that you fall in love with someone else, and from now on, there is no place for me in your world, so where should I go.

The classroom where An Xiao's class is located is on the fourth floor, but the examination room is on the third floor, so for each exam, An Xiao has to go down from the fourth floor to the third floor to meet every exam.

Finally finished the exam, An Xiao packed his schoolbag, took his review materials and prepared to go back to the classroom, walking in the long corridor, looking at the classmates standing in the corridor discussing something, looking at everyone's troubles about the exam, An Xiao felt an inexplicable sense of steadiness in his heart, and finally, the hard days were coming to an end.

Think about it from the first year of high school when I first entered this school, I didn't know anything, I was full of curiosity about everything, until now, I have experienced the ignorant freshman life, the chic sophomore life, and the hard senior life, I have changed a lot and grown a lot.

Some people say that growing up is a wordless scroll, and on plain paper, I write down a little bit of history, a little bit of culture, and a little bit of maturity.

Thinking that she was already a senior sister who was about to graduate from high school, the pride in An Xiao's heart was indescribable, and she couldn't help but speed up her walking, holding her head high, feeling as if the whole world was stepping under her feet.

Around the corner, An Xiao turned around and walked towards the stairs with a smile, but at this moment, he saw Sanjay who was walking down the stairs, An Xiao's heartbeat stagnated, and his footsteps couldn't help but pause, the hand holding the escalator unconsciously clenched hard, the slender fingers were distinct, and a few green silks could be faintly seen, as if looking for a life-saving straw, his eyelids drooped, and An Xiao didn't have the courage to look at him.

Sanjay couldn't help but tremble in his heart when he saw An Xiao walking across from him, and tried to suppress the call and shout in his heart, lowered his head, pursed his lips, and pretended not to care and passed by An Xiao without regret.

The moment they passed by, An Xiao heard his world shattered.

I lost you after all, and I blame myself for not cherishing it.

Happiness is self-inflicted, sadness is self-inflicted, and no one will laugh until the end.

You appeared in all the pasts I remembered, faintly present, softly shouting. For many years, the only troubled times I have experienced have not been the collapse of the country and the city, the displacement and the helplessness, the poverty and sickness, but the search for you and the loss of you.

After passing by, Sanjay quietly left the staircase, and An Xiao, standing at the staircase on the fourth floor, couldn't calm down for a long time. For the last time, for your remembrance, goodbye, goodbye.

Then, until the end of the college entrance examination, An Xiao didn't pay much attention to Sanjay, and he and his friends stuck together all day long, but they lived happily.

After the college entrance examination, An Xiao and the others were completely liberated, no matter what the results were, everyone left the high school campus with a smile and hurried home.

"Ah!! I finally finished the exam!! Han Xiao shouted excitedly.

An Xiao looked at Han Xiao's tired side face, and felt a sense of guilt, looking at others, he must have studied hard for a long time and finally liberated, but what about himself? It's over like this, and I don't know what my grades will be, but I hope it won't be too bad, God bless me.

I've always believed that I'm God's favorite, so hopefully I won't be disappointed this time.

The long summer vacation began like this, and An Xiao began his pig-like life in the anxiety of waiting for grades and the joy of the long vacation, getting up at eleven o'clock in the morning and putting down his mobile phone at one or two o'clock in the evening. But after only two days at home, An Xiao fully felt the boredom of being at home.

So, An Xiao told An's mother that she wanted to work to earn money and accumulate some social experience by the way.

At the beginning of the summer, Han Xiao did not contact An Xiao because of something at home, so An Xiao had to start a part-time job journey by himself.

Because he has graduated from high school, An Xiao will soon be a college student, so An Xiao wants to change himself and surprise Mu Yongzhi by the way. An Xiao bought a few dresses and beautiful clothes from the Internet, and went to the barber shop to spend a lot of money to perm her hair, and tidy herself up.

"Mom, I curled my hair, do you look good?"

"When did it get hot?" Mother Ann touched her hand a few times, her eyes full of disdain.

"Just today, it cost me a hundred and fifteen." An Xiao said cautiously, for fear that An's mother would be angry.

"Didn't it cost your mother's money?" An's mother glared at An Xiao and said sarcastically, "You are really willing to spend money, if you want to be hot, why don't you tell me, I will take you to the village to burn, and it will cost a few yuan at a time." Or I will give you the hot with my own hands, use our iron rod to roast on the fire, and I will roll the roll for you myself, how good, and save money. ”

"Don't." An Xiao pouted and reluctantly left.

An Xiao knew that there were also perms in the village, but they were disposable and did a lot of damage to his hair, so An Xiao didn't dare.

An Xiao stood in front of the mirror, looking back and forth, fiddling with his hair from time to time, tidying up his clothes, the more he looked at it, the more pleasing it was to the eye, An Xiao smiled with satisfaction in the mirror.

"Haha, that's beautiful." An Xiao happily immediately took a few photos with his newly bought mobile phone, and was about to send them to Mu Yongzhi when he was chatting later, so that he could appreciate his changes.

An Xiao hurriedly boarded QQ, clicked on the dialog box with Mu Yongzhi, and sent it to him. It didn't take long for Mu Yongzhi's reply to be sent, and An Xiao jumped up excitedly after reading it.

He said, "Eun, it's beautiful. ”

An Xiao hugged his mobile phone and smiled happily, hehe, he finally said that he was beautiful, and he no longer simply praised himself for being cute.

An Xiao took out the book prepared for him from the drawer, and a couple ring was sandwiched into it, and An Xiao looked at the results of his battle with satisfaction, and smiled stupidly.

Hey, Achi, wait for me!

"I have a gift for you, you tell me your address, and I will send it to you."

"Gifts? What's the amount? ”

"You'll know when you get it."

"Okay. **Road**Street**. ”

"En. I'll send it to you tomorrow. ”

"Okay."

So, the next day, An Xiao sent the things out with excitement.

A few days later, An Xiao also started his own part-time job journey, the place of work was found by An's mother for An Xiao, in the factory where An's mother worked, to do accounting for people, simple accounting or something, the work is very easy, and you can access the Internet every day, An Xiao is happy to do it.

And there is also An's mother who takes a driver for herself, and she can pick up An Xiao by the way to and from work, and An Xiao has a very happy life.

The factory managers are two older brothers who are slightly older than An Xiao, and the two of them take good care of An Xiao, so that An Xiao quickly adapts to life here.

"Which school are you going to go to?" The elder brother surnamed Tian asked An Xiao while typing documents.

"Huh? I haven't got any results yet, and I want to go to ** Polytechnic University. ”

"Where?"

"In ** City."

"Ang, you're not very famous, haven't you heard much, you study so well, why don't you go to Beijing?"

"I'm still going to go." Beijing? How many points do you have to get into a good university?

"Haha, work hard."

"I'm done with the exams, how hard I work."

"Huh."

Mu Yongzhi is very busy, he rarely has free time to chat with An Xiao a day, An Xiao has just been on vacation for a long time, and he has just finished the college entrance examination, there is no pressure to study, and he is very idle all day, so in the days without Mu Yongzhi to accompany him, An Xiao is very boring.

An Xiao often browses this and that on the Internet, logs in to QQ, logs in**, talks with this, chats with that, many netizens praise the current An Xiao is very beautiful and sexy, but they, after all, are not Mu Yongzhi, and they can't give An Xiao a feeling of satisfaction.

It's not that they're all bad, it's that you lived in my heart earlier than them, and you can't move other people's hearts anymore.

Some people can't tell you what is good about him, but no one can replace him.

"Achi, I really like you."

"Well, I can feel it."

"Do you like me, then?"

"What else do you need to say?"

"But if you don't tell me, how do I know?"

Mu Yongzhi never explicitly told himself that he liked himself, An Xiao was afraid, afraid that he had been making himself amorous all along.

If you don't say, how do I know? I'm a very insecure girl, if you like me, please give me more security, I'm afraid I'll leave you early.

But there is also a saying that the right person, if you don't say it, he will understand, not the right person, it's useless if you say it, so, Achi, aren't you the right person I'm right? But I really like you so much, why are you so selfish and so cold to me?

There are many times, An Xiao looked at Mu Yongzhi's separate list of QQ contacts in a daze, obviously his avatar was lit, but he didn't dare to send him a message, for fear that if he didn't reply to him, he would be even more pitiful like a clown.

The fingertips inadvertently slid over Sanjay's QQ, and An Xiao's heart froze, after all, we were still strangers. I thought that the memories would slowly run aground, turn into foam, and disappear on the edge of the sea. But the seeds of memory are sometimes haunted, sometimes buried, and can no longer be traced back to the past.

Mu Yongzhi seems to be really busy, but An Xiao doesn't know what he's busy with, because he can't see it, because he hasn't seen it, so he can't imagine it, he can't think about him, so An Xiao's heart is getting more and more lost about him.

We can't go back to the way we were, can we? Everything is forced to surrender to reality.

Now you are no longer the you I knew two years ago, you are no longer the one who regards me very important, you are no longer the one who will laugh and cry with me, and you are no longer the one who has endless words with me, so are we strangers after all?

An Xiao likes to be cranky, and because of her insecurity, she is always suspicious. And now, Mu Yongzhi, who is work-focused, just ignores An Xiao's feelings, making An Xiao's relationship with them begin to be full of uncertainty. Sometimes, when you start to feel disappointed in someone, you will gradually lose confidence in him as a person.

It can't be said that An Xiao is too insecure and too dependent on this man, but if a man can give you anything, but he can't give you a sense of security, then what's the use of asking him?

So, gradually, An Xiao began to wonder if Mu Yongzhi's feelings for him had begun to deteriorate as he thought.