Chapter 20: Anger
"If you don't come back, you won't come back!" Zhou Zhiyu is angry and aggrieved, is he born to them? He rushed out the door against the wind, his eyes too moist to see clearly, and he desperately told himself not to cry, but the tears still flowed uncontrollably.
He rushed out of the house, ran desperately, ran directly to the mountain forest behind the villa area, and never saw anyone again, so he howled loudly, why did his parents always do this to him? Although he has no shortage of food or clothing, is there more to it than he wants? He knew that he shouldn't be jealous, but such a different treatment really made him can't help but be jealous! Jealous of her sister, obviously a girl, why did she win the favor of her parents?
She can't compare to herself in terms of academics, and she doesn't know how to be sensible, although they always say that she is in trouble, but in Zhou Zhiyu's opinion, where is she in trouble more than Zhou Zhimei? And where is he in trouble? He just wanted to make a noise, hoping that they would notice that his son was still there.
He has always been very measured, even if he gets into trouble, it's just a matter of making some big and small problems, where is like his sister, getting into trouble is always clueless, such as breaking other people's antique vases, taking Dad's plan to graffiti, cutting off his mother's ** to make doll clothes, playing in the bedroom and causing the house to catch fire, etc., there has never been a sense of proportion.
Zhou Zhiyu felt very sad when he thought about it, was he really born by them? It can't really be picked up from the trash, right? He suddenly remembered the phrase that his grandmother used to say when he was younger. said that he was picked up from the trash can by his mother when he was in Layue, and he was going to find his biological parents, Zhou Zhiyu felt that he was definitely not their biological one, otherwise they would not treat him like this, and it was better for his parents to be close, Zhou Zhiyu made a decision, he was going to find his parents.
He wiped away his tears and walked out of the woods, thinking as he walked after he was taken away by his own parents. What kind of happy life will you live. Mom pets, dad loves, even if the family conditions are not rich, they will never end up in a situation where grandma doesn't love uncle and doesn't love. The more I thought about it, the more I looked forward to it. The more he thought about it, the more certain he became that he was not born to his parents. Zhou Zhiyu thought of his treatment at home. and grandma's attitude towards herself when she was alive, she was even more sure that she was not a child of the Zhou family, and instead of being disappointed, he was excited.
But...... Even if you know that you are not a child of the Zhou family, what can you do? He wanted to find his biological parents. Pity...... He didn't even know which trash can he had picked up from, and he couldn't find a target to go to the trash can where he was born...... If grandma didn't die, you can still ask, Zhou Zhiyu regretted that his grandmother died too early for the first time, what if you asked them? He tried to imagine the painting, and he trembled uncontrollably, the picture was so beautiful, he was completely incompetent, Qian Yiyi roared, and the house could collapse for him.
He felt that he had grown up, and even the things that were sad were different from those little children.
Anyway, his parents must be found, maybe there are still people in his hometown who know his background? Zhou Zhiyu thought so, but no matter what, there must be money to go back to his hometown, although it is in the countryside around Qian'an, but if you walk over on two legs, how long will it take? Zhou Zhiyu felt that he couldn't go, and he had to get the money for the fare.
But where does the money come from? He began to worry again.
Money, he has it, and he is not old or young, but the key is that he didn't bring it when he came out! Who would run over when they were angry, and would turn a corner, run to their room, take the money, and then run away?
He always saw it on TV that a penny was stumped for heroes, and he used to be unimpressed, but now he finally understands and understands the feelings of those heroes who are stumped, because he is like this at the moment, in order to find his parents, he can bear some grievances. With a tragic mood, Zhou Zhiyu moved home step by step.
He was inexplicably a little weak-hearted, and didn't dare to go to the front door, but climbed the wall from the back door and climbed into the yard, and then bypassed the lotus pond and came to the back door on the first floor.
It seems that he is not there, and it has not affected them at all, Zhou Zhiyu's whole person is not good, his heart is cold, like falling into ice water, and he is so faint that he shudders.
He leaned gloomily against the wall outside the door, his nose was sour, tears came out of his eyes, and he was surrounded by a lonely and gloomy atmosphere, exuding a thick sadness, he really ...... They weren't born, were they?
He felt that the whole world did not exist, and he was confused like a lake without his senses, and came to the garden under the balcony on the second floor, leaned against the corner there, squatted and buried his head in it, and tears fell down in big drops, and he didn't know how long he stayed, until his whole body began to be numb and numb.
He wiped away his tears fiercely, looked at the direction of the living room, and said fiercely in his heart: You don't want me, someone wants me, don't regret it when the time comes! He really decided to leave.
But he couldn't leave empty-handed, he swore that he didn't want their things, so he only planned to take his New Year's money, not even clothes or anything, because they bought them, and since he didn't want them, he wouldn't even want anything. Zhou Zhiyu felt that if he wanted to break it, he had to break it cleanly, so he didn't bother to entangle!
But he forgot, didn't they also give the New Year's money? The others are not given by them, and they are also relatives and friends who see their relationship, so they will give it to him, but in Zhou Zhiyu's opinion, they have nothing to do with the New Year's money, it is completely his own, he decided to leave with the New Year's money, and when he comes out in the future, even if they beg him, he will not come back, who taught them not to like him or not him?
Out of some unknown thoughts, Zhou Zhiyu didn't act now, he decided to wait until they were all asleep, and then quietly go back to take his New Year's money.
But now the lights at home have not all been turned off, it is estimated that there are still people awake, Zhou Zhiyu waited patiently, and after waiting for half an hour, all the lights were extinguished! (To be continued.) )