Chapter 384: Beautiful
How powerful rumors are, and how much a collective malice can squeeze out people to the verge of collapse, Zhou Wanwan finally realized one or two in just a few days.
In the past few days, she has almost become the second Ye Hongru of Ling'an Normal School.
Everywhere she went, all the vicious words and barbaric exclusions she could think of in her life swarmed in, and Zhou Wanwan's surroundings suddenly began to be full of hostility and peeping, and her every move was repeatedly speculated and processed, and the final conclusion would point to the content that everyone spat on and happily mentioned.
Broken shoes, as long as the word is associated with a girl, especially a very beautiful girl, people's fanaticism and imagination are simply incompatible with this era of closed thinking and lack of spirit.
It was in the past few days that Zhou Wanwan began to respect Ye Hongru.
In the past, she had been using her own speculation and imagination to deduce what kind of life Ye Hongru had lived in those seven or eight years, but now her situation was similar to her, much worse, but she almost resented the environment she was in.
Ye Hongru has been excluded and hurt here for so long, and she can still have kind thoughts about her and Song Qiuya, and risk her life to warn them, what a strong character and kind and beautiful heart she has,
Zhou Wanwan finally figured out the general content of these rumors after enduring countless exclusions and malice.
The things that she and Song Qiuya were favored by Liu Weidong back then were brought up again, and they added fuel and vinegar. became that she and Song Qiuya were bullied by Liu Weidong at the same time, and Song Qiuya committed suicide by jumping off the building to protect her innocence. She admired vanity, lived secretly, and became Liu Weidong's concubine.
There is even another way of saying it. said that she had long been Liu Weidong's concubine, Liu Weidong fell in love with Song Qiuya again, she gave her friend away, and finally Song Qiuya, who had a strong and noble temperament, refused to give in and committed suicide by jumping off the building.
Zhou Wanwan sneered, thank God, these people still have a little bit of conscience. knew that he respected the deceased and did not pour dirty water on Song Qiuya.
Versions of the rumors emerge one after another, one by one. The slander against her is also escalating. Zhou Wanwan almost felt that the air around her was highly poisonous and malicious, and even if she didn't care, her heart began to be depressed.
These rumors are like layers of waves surging in. It continues to spread in the life of Zhou Wanwan. From the abuse of the cafeteria aunt at the beginning to the hostile provocation of the ignorant and blind followers, now almost all the students and some school workers have begun to point fingers at her.
Perhaps in the near future, perhaps in a few days or less, the teachers and students of the whole school will know that the school flower Zhou Wanwan, who was called "Empty Valley Youlan, My Fair Goddess Yan" by an anonymous acid poet in the Chinese Department, is no longer "the most beautiful school flower in the 25 years since the establishment of Ling'an Teachers College", but a broken shoe left over by the rebels.
Zhou Wanwan is also the same as Ye Hongru back then. Everywhere she went, there was almost no one around her.
Fortunately. What makes her happier than Ye Hongru is that she still has three friends who will never leave her.
In order to maintain that she is almost like a fried hedgehog, Mo Qiqi is always ready to reason or fight with others, and even Liu Fang, who is the least courageous, quarrels with a girl who spits on her.
"Wanwan, don't care what others say, we believe in you, you can live your life how you should live, these will always pass, we will always be with you."
Zhou Wanwan almost burst into tears for Xiang Xiuqing's simple and unpretentious words, when the whole world is against you, the support and warmth around you are particularly cherished.
Therefore, when she knew that Liu Mingzhi was fighting with someone for her, she was moved for a moment in her heart.
The love between men and women can best reflect a person's temperament, these days, she has experienced several boys like Qin Yong who "hated because of love" and came to her for trouble, but she didn't expect to meet someone like Liu Mingzhi, who knew that she was making enemies of the world and was willing to defend her.
But that's just a momentary emotion, with her current situation, not to mention that she doesn't have any thoughts about Liu Mingzhi, even if she does, in order to repay him for maintaining trust at this time, she has to keep a distance from him.
In this era, it is related to a broken shoe with a problematic style, that is, self-destruction of the future. Liu Mingzhi may be because he is young, or because he is carried away by emotions for a while, he can't think of it and can't take care of it, but Zhou Wanwan must think of it for him.
So Zhou Wanwan didn't go to the cafeteria to eat a few times, and asked Mo Qiqi to bring her back, and basically didn't go out of the studio and dormitory, so as to eliminate all possibilities that could allow him to "meet" her.
But she still underestimated Liu Mingzhi's persistence, and at noon when everyone went to dinner, Liu Mingzhi found the studio.
Zhou Wanwan looked at Liu Mingzhi, who was lying on the windowsill and looking at her as usual, and was very surprised, he was actually smiling, very bright and cheerful, which was completely different from the way he blushed and cramped every time he saw her before.
Maybe that's what he usually looks like.
"Zhou Wanwan, shall I invite you to lunch? A new Muslim restaurant has opened at the east gate, the beef steamed dumplings are particularly authentic, and there is also vermicelli ball soup, which is vegetarian balls. Liu Mingzhi waved at Zhou Wanwan like no one else, "Come out quickly, there are more people going to eat, I originally wanted to pack it for you and bring it back, but they don't take it out." β
"Later, I thought about it, it's better not to take it out, and I can eat it hot and fresh in the store." Liu Mingzhi smiled encouragingly every night, his smile was steady and responsible, "We walked from the west side of the school to the east side, I will accompany you, don't be afraid!" β
"Senior Brother Liu......"
"Zhou Wanwan, I believe you, you are by no means that kind of person." Liu Mingzhi intercepted Zhou Wanwan's words:
"Even if, even if you are really bullied by Liu Weidong, it is not your fault. Not everyone is right and wrong, you can't always hide like that. The more you dodge them, the more you try to get stronger, it's better to go out generously and let them talk, and if you've said enough, you'll be fine. β
"I'll walk out with you." Liu Mingzhi said this, his face was a little red again, and the big boy who was cramped and embarrassed when he saw Zhou Wanwan and couldn't say anything was back again.
"Don't, don't get me wrong. I'm though, though...... But I don't mean anything else now, I just can't stand by and watch you being bullied. Later, the future ......"
Liu Mingzhi didn't dare to look at Zhou Wanwan, and turned his red face to the side, so he had the courage to continue, "You are so smart, you must know me, my thoughts." Wait until you want. We, we'll talk about the future. β
"Senior Brother Liu, thank you for believing in me. Thank you also for your willingness to help me. Zhou Wanwan smiled very sincerely at this sunny and warm big boy, "I didn't hide, I didn't do anything wrong, and I don't need to hide." I'll take care of that myself. If there's something you need help with. I'm definitely going to look for you. β
Liu Mingzhi immediately heard the rejection in Zhou Wanwan's words, and hurriedly told Zhou Wanwan his thoughts, "If you think it's too difficult to stay in school, I can help you work now." My dad is the director of the Qian'an Education Bureau, anyway, you already have a secondary school diploma, he can arrange for you to go to school as a teacher now, and if you leave here, you don't have to listen to those rumors anymore! β
Look at Zhou Wanwan and shake his head. Liu Mingzhi hurriedly added, "You don't have to worry about going to school." When the time comes, you can come to the teacher college exam as a public study, with my dad here, you can still get a college diploma if you don't come to class. I, I won't let you delay your studies, you trust me. β
"Senior Brother Liu, I have a fiancΓ©, and I will marry him after graduation. I didn't tell you before, I didn't mean to hide it, I really didn't think it was necessary. I'm sorry. β
Zhou Wanwan looked at Liu Mingzhi's stunned face, there was some sourness in her heart, whether she did it on purpose or not, and no matter what her starting point was, she still hurt a boy's pure and beautiful feelings.
"Ah...... Yes, I'm sorry......" Liu Mingzhi left the window in a panic, almost running away, "I'm sorry, I don't know ......"
"Senior Brother Liu, thank you." Zhou Wanwan said to Liu Mingzhi's back, "I'm sorry." β
Liu Mingzhi, who had run a few steps, turned around and ran back suddenly, he hurriedly came to the window and looked at Zhou Wanwan eagerly, "Zhou Wanwan, why doesn't he care about you?" You're having such a hard time now, why doesn't he come and help you find a way? β
Liu Mingzhi looked at Zhou Wanwan with firmness and perseverance, completely without the loss and panic that he heard the news just now, "He doesn't help you, let me help you, okay?" I'll admit I'm taking advantage of the situation, but I don't want to pass up this opportunity. β
"Let me help you, you give yourself another chance to reconsider, if you choose him in the future, I will definitely not complain. Shall I help you? β
Liu Mingzhi said sincerely and solemnly, Zhou Wanwan believed that he was not lying, this is what he really thought in his heart.
"Senior Brother Liu, thank you. It's not that he won't help me, it's that I don't want him to know, I'm going to solve this matter myself. Zhou Wanwan smiled at Liu Mingzhi, and the smile was tenacity and bravery that everyone would not notice.
"Senior Brother Liu, like you said, I don't need to hide, I haven't done anything wrong, I just want to rely on my own strength to fight for fairness and justice for myself."
Liu Mingzhi finally left, with loss and satisfaction, very contradictory, but his heart was extremely full.
The girl he has always liked, everyone is attracted by her bright eyes and bright teeth, and he is no exception.
But today, he saw the perseverance, bravery, optimism and independence beneath her beautiful appearance, which were more attractive than her beautiful appearance, only he saw.
Although he no longer has the opportunity to fight for her, when you know that the person you have always liked is actually better than you imagined, and there are more places worthy of your liking, that kind of spiritual satisfaction and sublimation is enough to make people happy and moved.
Zhou Wanwan was also moved by Liu Mingzhi, the love between men and women is not all selfishness and possession, let alone inexplicable anger and slander.
What kind of feelings a person can give to others is only related to his character, and a person of noble character has just as selfless and beautiful feelings.
Zhou Wanwan took a deep breath, there is never a shortage of evil in this world, let alone beauty, how a person wants to live depends entirely on what she chooses to let herself see.
Rumors have spread, and soon, her family will find out. She didn't lie to Liu Mingzhi, this time, she didn't want to rely on anyone, she wanted to use her own strength to compete with those malice.
For herself, but also for the girls like her who have suffered from it, among them, there are Ye Hongru and Song Qiuya. (To be continued.) )