Chapter 108: A Difficult Choice, Gloomy Heartbreak
"I'll do it myself."
Song Xingqing stretched out his hand in front of Gu Chongyi and wanted to take the ointment to apply it himself.
"Am I not even qualified to help you rub the medicine now?"
Gu Chongyi didn't look at Song Xingqing, just lowered his head and held the bottle of ointment in his hand, and his tone was full of sadness.
After listening to this, Song Xingqing's hand fell unconsciously, and her nose suddenly felt sour again.
"Shouldn't I have come?"
At the door, Zhou Fan's voice floated in, making Song Xingqing panic. She quickly put back her desire to cry, then forced herself to squeeze out a smile before she looked up at the door.
"Yifan, you came just in time, come and help me get some medicine."
After Song Xingqing finished speaking, Zhou Fan walked in, Gu Chongyi was still holding the bottle of medicine in his hand and refused to let go, Zhou Zhou Fan walked to his side, looked coldly at his green hands and said: "What is yours is yours, and if it is not yours, you can't keep it, instead of dwelling on it, it is better to cherish what you have." ”
Gu Chongyi's hand trembled slightly because of Zhou Fan's words, but he still didn't let go.
Zhou Zhou Fan stretched out his hand to him and said to him in a sincere tone: "Give me the medicine, I promise you, I will take good care of Xingqing." ”
Song Xingqing was lying on the hospital bed looking at Gu Chongyi and Zhou Yifan, feeling very nervous, but she didn't say a word, Song Xingqing seemed to have silence as the best choice at this time.
Gu Chongyi let go of his hand slightly, but did not hand the medicine to Zhou Yifan. Seeing this, Zhou Zhou Fan reached out and picked up the medicine in the palm of his hand, and then said to Gu Chongyi: "Since the medicine is no longer in your hand, then you don't have to sit here, let's get up and go back, Xingqing has me to take care of it." ”
Gu Chongyi looked pale and weak, he slowly stood up, gave up his position with a dull gaze, and then turned away mechanically.
Song Xingqing didn't dare to look at Gu Chongyi again, she was afraid to see Gu Chongyi's desperate expression at this time, and she was even more afraid that she would be shaken by Gu Chongyi like this, this may be the legendary creation to make people.
Zhou Zhou Fan sat in Gu Chongyi's previous position and began to rub the ointment for Song Xingqing. In his eyes, it seemed that Gu Chongyi's existence had long been gone, he was just immersed in the medicine for Song Xingqing, and he didn't even look up at Song Xingqing.
Song Xingqing didn't know how long it took before she heard Zhou Zhou Fan ask her, "Does it hurt?" ”
Song Xingqing replied softly: "It doesn't hurt." ”
Then the two never talked again, until Zhou Fan rubbed Song Xingqing's legs and asked her again: "How do you feel now?" ”
"Much better."
"Can you come down and walk?"
Song Xingqing sat up with her hands on her body and replied, "It should be possible." ”
Zhou Zhou Fan stood beside Song Xingqing, ready to help her get out of bed and walk around.
Song Xingqing got out of bed with Zhou Fan's support and walked slowly in the ward.
"Xingqing, I'm sorry."
Zhou Fan's words were full of self-reproach.
"It's okay, I know you didn't mean to."
"Xingqing, will you blame me? Leave you by my side. ”
Zhou Fan's words were full of unease.
Song Xingqing said softly to Zhou Fan: "It's not that you forced me to stay, but I want to stay by your side, just like now, the two of us can always support each other and go on." ”
"But is this the love you want?"
Song Xingqing felt a commotion in her heart. She really yearns for such a relationship, the two of them are in love with each other and spend their lives snuggling up to each other, but she has always hoped that this person who will accompany her through her life is Gu Chongyi, and now what Song Xingqing needs to do is to transform Gu Chongyi into Zhou Yifan in her heart.
"Yifan, this is the love I want, are you willing to accompany me for the rest of my life?"
Zhou Zhou Fan hugged Song Xingqing and choked in her ear: "I am willing." ”
Song Xingqing buried her head deep in Zhou Fan's chest, and she could hear Zhou Fan's strong and powerful heartbeat, which was so violent and clear.
In the past few days, Song Xingqing found that Gu Chongyi had not come to class, but she didn't dare to call Gu Chongyi, Song Xingqing had been tormented for several days, and when she returned to the dormitory after lunch that day, Song Xingqing ran to Li Xiaoxue's bedroom, and saw that Li Xiaoxue was the only one in the dormitory, so she sat on her bed.
"Yo, I said why did my eyelids keep jumping today, it turned out that a distinguished guest came to the door today."
Song Xingqing ignored Li Xiaoxue's jokes, and pleaded with her sincerely: "Xiaoxue, can you do me a favor?" ”
"Let's hear about it."
Li Xiaoxue casually picked up an apple on the table, and sat on a chair while eating, waiting for Song Xingqing to speak.
"Xiaoxue, can you help me call Liu Yuan and ask Chongyi if he is okay these days?"
Li Xiaoxue was almost choked by Song Xingqing's words.
"I said Song Xingqing, how can you do this! Now that you are with Yifan, you shouldn't think about it so much, what is Gu Chongyi's business, what does it have to do with you now? You don't know if you do this, not only can't help Gu Chongyi, but also makes Yifan sad? ”
"I just want to know if Chongyi is okay with him, he hasn't been to class for many days, Xiaoxue, you can help me."
Li Xiaoxue shook her head and asked her with a serious face, "How many hearts do you have?" If you just have a heart, don't be so half-hearted anymore, why don't you care so much about other men? Is it good to be single-mindedly good for a boy? If you can't, I'll look down on you. ”
"Xiaoxue, I don't mean anything else, I'm just a little worried about Chongyi, I just want to know how he's doing now......"
Facing Song Xingqing's pleading gaze, Li Xiaoxue replied to her angrily: "Don't worry, I'm sure he's still alive." ”
Song Xingqing lowered her head in frustration and sat quietly on the bed without saying a word.
Looking at Song Xingqing's worried look, Li Xiaoxue's heart softened.
"Okay, okay, don't put on a bitter gourd face with me anymore, I'll just ask for you."
"Really?"
Song Xingqing raised her head suddenly, looking delighted.
"Then you can fight now!"
Song Xingqing said as she picked up her mobile phone from the bedside and handed it to Li Xiaoxue.
Li Xiaoxue took the mobile phone, but she was not in a hurry to call.
"Don't worry, I still have something to say to you clearly, and I will only fight if you promise me."
"Okay, you say."
"First, you guarantee that you are only interested in Gu Chongyi now out of concern among your classmates."
"I promise."
"Second, you promise not to contact Gu Chongyi from now on."
Song Xingqing's heart tightened and fell silent.
Li Xiaoxue couldn't help frowning.
"Why, do you have anything else in mind now?"
Song Xingqing said slowly: "Without the love between lovers, we still have friendship between classmates, even if he and I are not lovers, we are still classmates, I can only say that I promise you that the contact between you and him is limited to normal interactions between classmates." ”
Regarding Song Xingqing's explanation, Li Xiaoxue felt that it also made sense.