I don't know why Xiao Qingwen has memories when she was a baby. It's the first day of 2020, Xiao Qingwen is a 16-year-old junior high school student, I don't know why, her memory is recovering, and the past is flooding into her heart.

Mommy always goes to bed late because she feels sorry for Qingwen's love of studying, because sometimes she deliberately doesn't bother her, but she also wants to persuade her to go to bed early, such a contradictory mood causes Xiao Qingwen's mommy to like to stay at the door of her bedroom, constantly dripping melon seeds, as if she is looking at her mobile phone, in fact, it is a kind of compensatory psychology, and she always feels that she has not been able to give Qingwen enough help in her studies, because she has to be silently accompanied by the side.

Xiao Qingwen turned a blind eye to Mommy's hard work, and it is no wonder that this fifteen or sixteen-year-old girl is mostly self-focused, and rarely can think about her mommy elders.

On this day, Mommy knocked lightly on the door, and then handed in a cup of hot tea, treating Qingwen as if she were a courtesy guest, which made Qingwen a little embarrassed.

Qingwen said, "Well, thank you, Mom." ”

It's easy to say, it seems to have become an inertia, but it's not very distracting. Qingwen's thinking is completely busy doing questions, and it is really not easy to say that these questions are really not easy to make, but it does not mean that Qingwen is not interested.

If there are some academic problems left over from Qingwen's inability to overcome, then it is better to say that it is because Qingwen did not pay attention at the beginning, and when she reflected on herself, she knew that it was either because she did not listen to the lectures in class, or she scribbled to deal with the past after class, and did not take these problems seriously at all.

Perhaps for a baby of Qingwen's age, her own problems can be solved, and it lies in what kind of attitude she has towards her.

In fact, after entering the third year of junior high school, Qingwen has some reflection, firstly, the students who laugh and laugh on weekdays have begun to take their homework and grades seriously, and secondly, Qingwen's grades are no longer all achieved by being smart.

Because of my playfulness time in the first and second years of junior high school, it seems that I have earned a lot, but in fact, I really lost it.

The so-called loss is that even now when Qingwen begins to prepare for the sprint and begins to collect her mind, she finds that her assault before the exam is no longer as productive as it was in the upper grades of elementary school.

Obviously, the formula that you should be able to grasp immediately as soon as you work hard can't be done right away, and the problems that you can solve are always not able to be completed within the set time, and even if you know the problem, or think you have already mastered the problem, once you do it, you always get stuck in some steps, as if you are a good machine gun, but due to the loss of management and maintenance for two years, it has become either rusty here, or the loading place is not smooth enough, so that Qingwen's results are always unable to meet her expectations。

As soon as the academic results of such a few times were announced, it was a blow to Qingwen's confident heart, although it was not fatal, but at least it was a place that hurt her a little.

Fortunately, Qingwen is a girl with a big heart, and soon, these troubles were forgotten together, and people became much more cautious.

After all, although she is very playful and likes to use her mobile phone, Qingwen can still realize that most of this time is spent on interpersonal communication with children and classmates, and the waste of time is gone.

Qingwen doesn't like Mommy to talk around her, since all young people hate the discipline of their parents, it also means that Qingwen is also a natural and normal part of it.

Qingwen's least favorite thing is Mommy's nagging, because Mommy may be in menopause, sometimes, Qingwen will check Zhihu, wanting to know if many families are in menopause and encounter the problem of puberty, which is obvious in Qingwen's single-parent family.

Qingwen has always wondered why her mommy gave herself the right name, to say, this name made Qingwen very happy at first.

Because this name is easy to remember, and even has a familiar characteristic, that is to say, since Qingwen went to the nursery, every time there is an aunt in the kindergarten nursery school is very happy to say hello to her, a seemingly clever little guy, and will automatically call her name, as if she is particularly familiar with her.

At first, this made Qingwen very happy, these teachers and aunts were very enthusiastic about themselves, as if they had seen the shadow of their childhood, but after a long time, Qingwen was very irritable because no matter what kind of activities her mommy took her to participate in, as long as she reported her name, immediately, people would pay attention to her, and they would shout at Xiao Qingwen, as if she had seen a familiar girl. Moreover, people also looked at her with a kind of pity, as if she was a little guy who had suffered a lot of injuries and grievances.

As Qingwen continues to grow up, she no longer likes to accept people's sympathy and understanding, and she doesn't like strangers to have a sense of closeness to her because of her name, especially after she enters puberty, this kind of rebellion and disgust and rebellion against the enthusiasm given to the outside world becomes more and more intense.

Qingwen did not grow up in an intellectual family in a country of poetry, books and etiquette, as a single parent, Mommy seems to be busy for a living every day, so Qingwen has no early education at all, let alone the opportunity to get in touch with classical literature very early.

It was by chance that Qingwen saw a book about her name on her mobile phone, the name is Shiji, and there is a little girl with the same name and surname as herself in this book.

Qingwen couldn't help but look for this book on the Internet, and sure enough, there is really such a child, who is the same age as herself, this child's name is Qingwen, but her identity is a bit miserable, and she is a little girl in the Grand View Garden.

This little girl is quite happy, but she is also sharp and has offended many people.

Qingwen was also fascinated by this stone book, and let her mother, who was waiting at the door, be a little anxious, wondering if the child was playing with her mobile phone all day long regardless of her studies again.

Qingwen, who is fascinated by it, does not have the habit of sitting in the right seat, but just reads this story as a new thing.