Chapter 3: The Past
Looking at the back of Bai Suho leaving, Wei Yan clearly realized for the first time that she also had a temper. However, why, I didn't bother to make friends with such a girl who didn't even have a home, if it weren't for the fact that she lived in Xu Jun's house and was too close to Xu Jun, who would run to be friends with her. If she is self-aware, she should know to listen to herself. I don't know how to lift! Wei Yan scolded angrily, but suddenly found that Xu Jun came to his side and was looking at him.
She could almost hear the sound of her heart immediately starting to beat "poof", Xu Jun finally noticed herself? It's been five years, and since she met Xu Jun when she was in junior high school, she likes to watch him. There are many handsome boys like him, but he has excellent grades and a good personality, and he is basically a perfect person, especially after she heard that his family made a windfall when he was about to enter junior high school and had bought two houses in the city, she decided that the future of this boy must be her own. She has lived with her family in cramped alleys since she was a child, with dilapidated houses, dirty environments, and mean neighbors, which is all she has to live in. And Xu Jun represents a completely different world. She had to get. However, why does Bai Suho exist, Xu Jun's attention to the people around him is mostly on this girl who is not good-looking, but always likes to pretend to be pitiful and weak. In order to get close to Xu Jun, she first went to make friends with Bai Suho, she could wait for Xu Jun with her openly, walk the long road outside the school with Xu Jun together, and talk to Xu Jun so closely. Bai Suho is a simple-minded, simple and deceitful person, and after expressing sympathy and protection for her several times, he classified himself as a good friend, which is an aspect that has always made him secretly proud. But today's Bai Suho is very different, did she find her intentions, or did she also like Xu Jun? So what does Xu Jun want to say to himself?
Wei Yan had never been stared at so intently by Xu Jun, all she had gotten was a casual glance, at this moment, she was deeply fascinated by such a look, completely ignoring Xu Jun's somewhat disgusted expression. Until Xu Jun's words were like a basin of cold water pouring down, she was still a little unable to come back to her senses: "Wei Yan, right?" In the future, please stay away from Xiaohe, don't ask her to accompany you to the Internet, stay up late with you, you are not suitable to be friends with her, I hope you don't bother her again. ”
After speaking, Xu Jun didn't wait for her response, strode away and went back to the classroom.
And Wei Yan, who fell from heaven in an instant, her heart was beating rapidly again -- she was so angry. Her eyes quickly turned red, and her big eyes were full of tears, why, the first time he concentrated on talking to himself, he said such words, is this still Xu Jun, who is as warm as jade? It is undeniable that she asked Wei Yan to accompany her to surf the Internet last night, the purpose was to attract Xu Jun's attention and worry, it was best for him to go to the Internet café to take a look and pick them up. In the end, he didn't show up, and she secretly laughed at him for being nothing more than that. However, how can he keep turning a blind eye to himself like this, in terms of appearance, popularity, and achievements, which Bai Soho can be better than himself?
The angry and unwilling girl stood in place, the look in her eyes was resentful and gloomy, and she fell to the ground with tears. Bai Soho, if you can no longer be useful, then, I will find a way to let you leave Xu Jun!
When Wei Yan stabilized her emotions, she found that the classmates passing by around her were looking at her intentionally or unintentionally, and she suddenly became embarrassed. Obviously, it was Bai Suhe who was punished for standing, but now it was herself who was being watched, and she once again scolded Bai Suhe in her heart.
In the classroom at this time, Xu Jun was sitting next to Bai Soho's seat, helping her preview the content of the next class. Suddenly returning to this time, after an interval of more than ten years, Bai Suho only had a general impression of the content in the book, and he almost had to learn it from scratch. This is really a headache, she looked at Xu Jun who was serious next to her, fortunately there is still the existence of this scholar, this time, she will definitely work harder and do her best to study hard, I just hope that I can finally be admitted to the key university where he went to with Xu Jun. In my previous life, I was always so cowardly, I felt that I was not good at anything, and I lacked confidence in the college entrance examination, plus Wei Yan dragged herself in everything she did, and although she worked very hard to study, the results were not good. Later, the bumpy life experience finally made her understand that maybe people don't necessarily need a diploma from a prestigious university to succeed, but if you have a diploma from a prestigious university, how much effort will be saved for you, and how much higher will your starting step. It is no wonder that Xu Jun's parents later reprimanded him for not being worthy of Xu Jun, lacking self-motivation, cowardly, and getting by. That kind of self, for Xu Jun, is not the sun, but drags him to the darkness in the lower places.
At that time, Wei Yan always told her that in the face of love, none of this matters, as long as that person likes you, you can be whatever you are. But if a king is asked to love a beggar, and the beggar is not willing to change, how long can the king love? These were deeply understood in her later life. She no longer simply believes in love for no reason, even if Xu Jun loved her so much in her previous life, it was because they grew up together since childhood, childhood sweethearts, and fell in love for a long time. If she wants not to leave Xu Jun in this life, if she wants to be with Xu Jun, she must work hard, and she no longer wants Xu Jun to be miserable and sad for herself and lose everything.
The class bell rang quickly, she opened the textbook, turned around and smiled at Xu Jun in the back row, and began to listen attentively to the teacher's lecture. Although I can't understand a lot of the content, at least I know where I can't, and I can ask Xu Jun and the teacher when I turn back.
Xu Jun saw Bai Suho's calm smile, and his heart was inexplicably relieved. What he sees today is a strong and brave little lotus, not the crying little lotus. After Xiaohe came to his house when he was eight years old, he saw Xiaohe, most of the time she was a timid and cowardly little girl, crying and timid, although he always cherished her as a sister, but sometimes he was also distressed by Xiaohe's weakness. He has been reflecting many times whether his family is not very good to her, and she is afraid of this environment, so she has developed such a character. At that time, there were almost no other friends except for his own Xiaohe, and it was not until he went to junior high school that he met Wei Yan, but this Wei Yan did not bring much help to Xiaohe, but made Xiaohe's personality more introverted. Xiaohe was originally just timid, but later added inferiority complex and cowardice. These are inseparable from Wei Yan's ideas for Xiaohe everywhere. She also persuaded Xiaohe to make her a little assertive, but as long as Wei Yan put on a deeply hurt and wronged look, Xiaohe began to listen to her again. And today's Xiaohe's attitude towards Wei Yan surprised and surprised him. It's good that she can try to change and refuse.
Then Xu Jun couldn't help but think of Lin Le and Wei Yan's words, they thought that he and Xiaohe were in love? But Xiaohe is just his sister. He thought of what Xiaohe said again, he wouldn't fall in love. However, Xiaohe, do you have any favorite classmates? He suddenly found himself very uncomfortable thinking of this possibility. If Xiaohe has someone she likes, what should she do? It's not right, I'm just an older brother. Poor Xu Jun was deeply entangled, he didn't realize that because of the appearance of the word "early love", the brother-sister relationship he thought had become a little different. He was accustomed to the existence of only one boy by Xiaohe's side, so the moment he heard Lin Le say that he would also be Xiaohe's brother, there was a kind of indignation and rejection in his heart. He doesn't like other boys approaching Xiaohe, there's no doubt about it. But why is that!? Xu Jun, who felt deeply distressed, was seriously distracted in class for the first time, and his youthful and ignorant heart began to feel overwhelmed.
At this time, in the second (5th) class of chemistry, a boy in the last row was completely ignoring the teacher's presence and was sleeping with his head down. The gentle female teacher glanced at him helplessly, and did not call him up and reprimand him or let him go out to punish him like other teachers, but just sighed and continued to lecture on his own class. This student's name is Lin Le, and almost all of his teachers are extremely dissatisfied with him. In the past, the teacher had taught him hard, but later found that this student was really stubborn, so he gave up, as long as he didn't cause trouble in his own class and disturbed others, most of the time he turned a blind eye and ignored him.
The boy who seemed to be sleeping as if no one was asleep was actually asleep. He couldn't listen to the teacher's lectures, there was no way, the foundation was too poor. When he first entered this school, his studies were okay, because at that time he felt that he was an orphan, and he grew up in an orphanage, and he had to study hard to repay those who raised him. But later, I slowly found that in the environment of high school, which is far more complex than junior high school, I was born in an orphanage and became the object of wanton bullying by others. From the blackmail and abuse at the beginning, to the later beating and bullying, he changed from forbearance at the beginning to counterattack. When I was young, there were children who laughed at and bullied me because of my orphan status, but the contradictions between children were just a drizzle compared to everything they suffered in high school. When a senior classmate did something to him, he finally fought back, twisting and breaking a boy's arm. Things got into trouble, and the boy's parents had some money and went to the school to ask for their expulsion. And the only one who can stand up for himself is the director of the orphanage. The dean, who had always been kind, did not speak for himself, who was covered with scars and multiple cartilage fractures, but only reprimanded himself harshly, asking him to apologize to the boy, hoping to reduce the compensation a little. In the end, if it weren't for the orphanage's reputation in the city, and for fear of being reported indiscriminately by the media, the school would definitely expel him. In the end, what he got was a major demerit and a bad reputation after being reviewed in front of the whole school.
"Look, it's him, don't throw his parents at the door of the orphanage since he was a child, and he is still so bad when he grows up, fighting in school."
"I heard that it's ruthless, and I broke people's arms, so I must stay away from this kind of person in the future, safety first!"
He listened to too many such words, and what followed was the alienation of his classmates and teachers, and he became a negative teaching material, no one thought about why he was so ruthless, and no one knew how his wounds hurt to the bone. But all of this is not as good as the words of the dean's uncle: "Lin Le, I didn't expect that the orphanage raised you for sixteen years, and finally raised a person like you to discredit the hospital." After you finished high school, you didn't have anything to do with the orphanage, just because we never picked you up. ”
This was the last time I saw the dean. My own tuition, food, and accommodation fees will be paid to the school at one time by the orphanage, and the rest will not be asked. The home and reliance he once thought were gone in an instant. During the holidays, the school does not provide accommodation, and the gate of the orphanage cannot be entered by itself, so you can only live on the streets. Slowly I got acquainted with the gangsters in society, occasionally helping them fight, following them to be strong, solving the problem of food and accommodation during the holidays, and earning some pocket money. He didn't resent the orphanage, after all, they also paid for his tuition and living expenses, but he slowly became unruly and unscrupulous. Yes, what else is there to scruple about, the only home and the person who cared about him are gone. He said this to himself, but he refused to admit that deep down, how much he wished that he could get the attention of the orphanage through the school, so that they would not abandon him like this.
But I don't know why, no matter how bad he is, the school doesn't care about him anymore. He was like he had been abandoned by everyone.
Lin Le, who was pretending to sleep with his eyes closed, thought back to his past in his heart, and then remembered today's resolute and apprehensive eyes, and became more and more irritable.
That girl plucked up the courage to resist in the face of a bad student like herself, so what about the future? If someone bullies her like this again, and she leaves no room for mercy, will others show mercy? However, what are I worried about, she has the so-called brother to protect her, unlike herself, she has nothing. That's why she's happy to be punished, right?