"No, it's pretty." I didn't know what to say, so I had to laugh against my will. "Why did you lie to me that day?"

"I ...... I...... Not intentionally. When she heard this, she was anxious, and waved her hands red-faced, wanting to argue something, but she didn't know how to speak.

In the middle of the sound, she finally seemed to muster up the courage and said:

"I really had no choice but to learn a spell from someone else to transform my face. However, if the true feelings are moved, the spell will be cracked and disappear on its own. Showing his true face...... "Speaking of this, Su Xiaojin was a little sad, but she was very helpless.

"Why is that? Do you want to learn this kind of spell? I looked at her suspiciously.

“…… Childe, do you remember that year, you were painting on the shore of Mingli Lake? Su Xiaojin blinked her eyes and asked with a longing face.

"I remember." I like to draw, what's wrong with that? I looked at her with some bewilderment.

"Do you remember who you met?" Su Xiaojin reminded again, her face full of anticipation.

I thought about it carefully, who I met every time I went to Mingli Lake......

After thinking about it for a long time, I still didn't have a clue.

I really don't have any impressions.

I shook my head blankly, and she crouched on the edge of the bed in some disappointment. I couldn't bear to look at it, and thought about the details again.

"Ahh I knocked over my pen, ink, paper, and inkstone...... "I patted my head and finally remembered something."

"Yes, the kite is beautiful." I nodded in admiration, I remember it was a flower butterfly, with brilliant colors.

Su Xiaojian's eyes became even darker, and I didn't understand what I was saying wrong. She couldn't be more disappointed.

"Forget it, you have a good rest, I'll cook for you." She slowly exited the room with her head down.

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It was a leisurely and slow time......

I was a little better and just painted in the yard.

Su Xiaojin would wipe the wooden floor with a rag and add a piece of clothing to me from time to time.

Sometimes, I also practice sword for a while.

Su Xiaojin watched from the side, watering the vegetables. Come and pour me a glass of water every now and then.

But I still feel that life has no smell, as if something is missing......

Sometimes, I'll be in a daze under the porch.

Sit all day.

Su Xiaojin would ask me worriedly what was wrong, probing my forehead and checking my pulse......

She's really nice.

But, slowly, I also figured out what I needed......

I need someone, a woman who can paint and write poems while I'm drawing. She is tactful and affectionate, and she is in harmony with me;

A woman who drinks tea with me, lowers her eyebrows and pleases her eyes, talks about the past and the present, and looks beautiful;

A woman who can fight against me and dance with me when she is practicing swords. Or play a song on the side, a woman who is stunningly beautiful.

……

I know that Su Xiaojin is very good to me, and I also understand her thoughts.

But I really don't feel that way for her.

In this way, we have been getting along with each other. Until my body heals. I couldn't bear to hurt her, so I never said anything.

One day, I suddenly felt bored and decided to go out for a walk on my own.

It coincides with the Lantern Festival in the mortal world, and the lights are everywhere and the voices of people are boiling. Bursts of silk and bamboo floated out of the boat painting workshop on the river. In such a prosperous world, I listened to the Qingge man language on the ship, and I couldn't help but feel excited.

It just so happened that a tall pleasure boat stopped in front of me. The two charming women who got off the boat, greased and powdered, were also delicate.

Without saying a word, they pulled me onto the boat. Ushered me into a private room, where the warm aroma greeted me and the smell was heart-wrenching.

I was looking at a picture of "Luo Shen Futu" on the wall in a daze,

I saw a beautiful woman with bright eyes and bright teeth behind the bead curtain. She still hugged the pipa and half-covered her face, and she was infinitely shy.

When she saw that I was confused, she bowed to me. smiled skillfully, raised her lips lightly and said, "Childe, I am picking a micro in the bottom." What would you like to hear? ”

"I ...... It's up to you. "I was delighted, but I secretly felt that it didn't seem right.

But you can't say it, why are you uneasy?

After the song, she danced again, it was really a cloud painting hall, stunning and gorgeous.

After a few more drinks, I was already half drunk. She took her glass and leaned over me. asked, "Childe, do you have a wife?" ”

I was slightly smoky, and I couldn't help but be a little fluttery, and replied, "No." ”

Cai Weimei's eyes were empty, and then she asked, "Does that son have an intention?" ”

"Not either." I took her hand and drank the wine in my glass, and I couldn't help but feel happy.

When I turned around, I saw that Cai Wei was still in a daze, and her face seemed to be a little stiff. She blinked, the water in her eyes fading. Then she burst out laughing......

I was puzzled at the time, but now I want to come. But it may be Su Xiaojian, who conjured up someone else's appearance to test me.

I was so drunk that night that I didn't mention it.

The next day, when I returned to the wooden house, I disappeared Su Xiaojian.

I looked around a few times, but there was no sign of her. Although it was also lost for a few days. But then, I let it go.

I went to the shore of Mingli Lake to write Danqing again.

On that day, I was drawing distant mountains and near water......

The Four Demonic Envoys didn't know where to find out about my whereabouts. They came to the door to avenge the rabble of the devil.

Both hands were invincible with four fists, and I was defeated and retreated. Seeing that his life is in danger......

At this time, Su Xiaojin happened to fly from the surface of the lake.

She kept me behind her, just like the first time I saved her.

Once again, she directs the waters of the lake into a sky full of ice and spears, and kills the enemy. It's just that the four demons make the mana so strong that it's unimaginable.

In the end, she did her best to inflict heavy damage on the four statues and save me from danger. I'm also scarred......

After a lot of hardship, we finally got rid of the enemy's entanglement, and Xiao Jin helped me up who was seriously injured.

The last time she asked me, she said, "Did you really never like me?" ”

She saved me again and again, and I really couldn't say the cruel words.

She was speechless when she saw me.

I just silently transmitted all the mana into my body, and then used a knife to cut off the flesh on my face......

I was startled and tried to stop it, but I was so injured that I couldn't move.

She made a heavy vow: May Shen Mengyun be accompanied by the beauties of Allure and have no worries for a lifetime! and Su Xiaojian's life and death will never see each other again......

I will always remember that day, with her back to the sunset. The sad back stood in the wind, lonely and sad. Hair is messy and bloodstained.

That kind of loneliness and sorrow will be engraved in my heart for the rest of my life......

In the end, she threw herself into the lake......

I begged her not to be so impulsive, but she wouldn't listen. I dragged my badly wounded body and crawled over, looking for a long, long time......

Still nothing.

My heart felt like a sharp blade, and every cell felt uncomfortable.

The sadness, the pain, the regret, the obscurity, swept in. I lay on the ground and didn't move for three whole days.

Year after year, I confessed to the lake every day, and I really hoped that he would forgive me.

Forgive me for being shallow, selfish......

I didn't know how strong she was, and she punished me in this way......