Chapter Thirty-Seven: Self-Owned Flowers (Part I)

When a person is dying, if he can speak, it seems that there is always a lot of talking.

Xie Xiaoman has indeed been able to nag recently, as if he wants to say all his words in the past ten days.

What is going to happen, Xie Xiaoman still doesn't know.

She didn't learn Zhou Yi from Guo Pu, so she had no way to tell her fortune. In fact, it's useless to learn, she doesn't know the birth date of this life, I'm afraid that no one can really say it up and down the entire Xie family.

In the Xie family, she has always been an insignificant person.

No, this is insignificant, and where is it just the Xie family.

Guo Pu and Xianglan all left at will. His own life, in the eyes of people like Wu Wei, is just an existence that can be turned into powder at will. Even if Huan Wen made a big deal to marry him, he only liked his surname.

Xie Xiaoman, you are really insignificant, you have always been like this.

Thinking like this, my heart became more and more indifferent, but this feeling was somewhat familiar.

There is a constant noise in the ears, which seems to be some kind of laughter, but it is separated by a layer of indifference, which makes people not really hear.

In front of me is darkness, black purity, black peace of mind.

What is life?

What is fate?

What is an immortal?

What is the world?

Everything is just a vague thing floating on it, and when the wind blows, it gradually disperses.

Ukiyo, Ukiyo, everything that connects the world is nothing but false illusions, not to mention, the wisps of ghosts that live in it?

Xie Xiaoman looked at the darkness in front of him, and his heart became more and more indifferent.

Human life is not an ant, it is illusory, and it is not as good as an ant.

Life and death are just the overturning of the palms of the hands, just like flowing clouds or rolling or shu.

The so-called Heavenly Dao is just a kind of phantom that comes out virtually to confuse the world.

All the floating world is just a colorful bubble, and the wind blows away.

Who blows this wind? If I want, I can blow.

Who am I?

I am who I am.

Xie Xiaoman looked at the darkness in front of him, and in his indifferent heart, such words flashed again and again.

So, she was slightly puzzled.

Who the hell is me?

"The wine hidden by the Xie family is good wine after all, even if things really don't work out for a while, drinking this jar of wine for nothing, it can be regarded as our earnings."

"General, let's drink less! Beware of mistakes! ”

"Guest, why are you so nagging. If you hadn't had such a big face, I would have thought you were a woman dressed as a man. ”

"General, you ......"

"Hey, what's wrong? Gong Xie is really the first-rate kung fu in the world, we have been in Xie Mansion for almost two hours, and the dowry has also moved, and the words are absolutely unreasonable, this one still doesn't let a fart go. ”

"General! After all, you are still in the Xie Mansion, you should be careful when you speak, don't enter the ears of villains! ”

"Got it, got it, old lady Xi!"

The words in my ears gradually became clearer, and with them came other sensations.

The pain hit first, and there was a tired pain all over the body, as if a person who had never run had run a marathon yesterday and was now lying on the hospital bed, and the pain was permeated with a burning feeling of exhaustion.

The aroma of wine and vegetables entered the nasal cavity at this time, and it became lively in the stomach, Xie Xiaoman only then thought that he had only eaten some melon seeds from morning to now.

In front of me is a thin blue sky, unhindered, clean and clear.

Xie Xiaoman has always liked to watch the flow of white clouds, some slowly, some fast. Some of them are quietly in formation, while others are magical, constantly changing their forms.

Now in the blue sky in front of me, there are very few white clouds, all slender and far away, chic and open, as if flying white.

The inexplicable and familiar indifference in his heart gradually dissipated, and Xie Xiaoman tried hard to capture the remnants of the past and reminisce, but only "who am I" were left with three unsolvable questions that had plagued philosophers for thousands of years.

As a result, she also classified the remnants of her heart as unsolvable chaotic dreams, and no longer bothered to think about them.

"Huh? This guy seems to be awake. ”

With the blue sky as the background, a face suddenly broke in, and it was a face that I didn't like.

Xie Xiaoman stretched out his hand and pushed his head to the side, continuing to look at the sky.

It's just that the hustle and bustle around is becoming more and more real, staggered, laughter, but for some reason, with a kind of floating waves and unique sound of light and shadow intertwined.

It was a feeling that was difficult to describe, and Xie Xiaoman was slightly confused.

"Ouch, you still touch me, you have to be responsible for me." Of course, it was Huan Wen who was so shameless, he was bored and stretched his head over again, looked at Xie Xiaoman condescendingly, and said with a smile, "Don't say it, such a look of a little hat in Tsing Yi is really suitable for you, and it looks much more comfortable." ”

Xie Xiaoman didn't quite understand why he was here, and he didn't know why Huan Wen appeared.

Hearing Huan Wen's words, she reached out and touched the clothes on her body, the previous coats were all there, but there was a layer of green clothes worn by a small girl on the outside.

Feeling the breath on his body, and feeling that there was no problem, Xie Xiaoman sat up.

On top of the banquet, it is a quiet courtyard for playing in the backyard of Xie Mansion, but now because of the large number of people, it has also become noisy.

"Xie Niangzi, do you feel better?" Xi Chao came to ask, his face was slightly embarrassed, "Xie Niangzi fainted just now, if it is handed over to others, it will inevitably be difficult to explain." If you are left where you are, you will inevitably hurt your body. Xie Niangzi must have something to say to General Huan, Xi Chao took it upon himself to bring you to this banquet. ”

The banquet has not changed substantially from indoor to outdoor, except that there are more cases for people to dance and write.

The banquet in the garden naturally doesn't have to be too restrained, the Chinese people sit in groups of three or five, relatively scattered, plus Xie Xiaoman is not a figure that everyone knows in the mansion, at this time, he appeared next to Huan Wen wearing the clothes of a small servant, and everyone only regarded him as a servant who was drunk because he was too strong to drink.

Xie Xiaoman was indeed a little dizzy, but it wasn't because of the drink.

She rubbed her head, glanced at Huan Wen, and laughed with a little contempt: "What do I have to say to him?" ”

The embarrassment on Xi Chao's face became more and more intense.

He was well-intentioned, and he felt that he was living the belly of a gentleman with the heart of a villain, and he misunderstood Xie Xiaoman. Now I want to take this opportunity to let General Huan ...... Of course, it is too difficult for Huan Wen to change his mind, but it is still possible for the two to reconcile, or simply not to be as deadlocked as they are now.

So, Xi Chao, who was in the heart of his fist, took it upon himself to get people here, wanting to "match" this pair of "sad people".

"General Huan is actually a good person, but Xie Niangzi has a preconceived idea, and his views are inevitably a little biased." Xi Chao persuaded.

Xie Xiaoman glanced at him: "I didn't say that he was a bad person, I just didn't want to marry him." ”

"If you don't marry, you'll die!" Huan Wen sneered and glared at Xie Xiaoman.

"Wait for death, wait for death!" Xie Xiaoman glared back.

"Well, let's drink! Drink! Xi Chao filled the wine cup for the two of them and secretly wiped his sweat.

"It's not fun to drink from a cup." Huan Wen glanced at Xi Chao with disgust, grabbed the jar, and poured two mouthfuls directly.

Xie Xiaoman looked at him drinking, slightly stunned, and remembered someone.

Beauty and wine are not to be disappointed.

Guo Pu, you dead man, where are you now......

"How is it, were you surprised by your man's arrogance?" Huan Wen asked defiantly.

Xie Xiaoman waved his hand in disgust: "Ahhhh I've seen people who drink like water, what are you? ”

"You mean Guo Pu?" Huan Wen raised an eyebrow.

Xie Xiaoman was stunned: "Do you know Guo Pu?" ”

Huan Wen patted his leg and smiled: "This high-ranking official and noble person in Jiankang City, even if he doesn't know Guo Pu, he has heard of it." Before Xue Zicheng helped me, I also asked Guo Pu to help me a few times. ”

"So he's so famous." Xie Xiaoman muttered in a low voice, and drank the wine cup in his hand, not knowing what it felt in his chest.

"How did you meet him?" Huan Wen asked.

Xie Xiaoman was slightly vigilant in his heart, and glanced at Huan Wen: "You said before, who doesn't know the dignitaries and nobles in Manjian Kangcheng?" ”

"Oh." Huan Wen responded playfully and looked at Xie Xiaoman for a long time.

Uncomfortable by this gaze, Xie Xiaoman turned his head and asked Xi Chao: "What about Pegatron?" You're not going to beat him up, are you? ”

Xi Chao smiled embarrassedly: "The family law has to go home again, where are the people now." He pointed in the distance, pointing to the middle of the lake.

Xie Xiaoman looked for the direction to look, and saw a small island in the lake, very small, only three cases could be placed, and it was connected to the diagonal bridge on the shore next to it.

Now on that small continent, there are three naughty boys of about the same age who are making ink, two of them are writing fast, only Xi Changshuo is alone, his eyes are slightly dull, and there is no movement in his hands.

"What is this for?" Xie Xiaoman frowned slightly.

"Write poetry." Huan Wen joked, "Old lady Xi, your son seems to have something on his mind today, why don't you put pen to paper?" You see, the people on the side are all pointing fingers, why is it only you who is not in a hurry. ”

It's really not a good feeling to be called an old woman, especially by General Huan. Xi Chao glanced at Huan Wen awkwardly, shook his head and said, "This kid is usually too smooth sailing, so it's good for him to suffer." ”

"It's a good time to show your talents, and you're willing to let him give up." Huan Wen laughed, "What's wrong with this kid today?" In normal times, the poems are also set in sets, but today it seems to have lost my soul. Hey, Xie Xiaoman, let's see, if there are any ghosts possessed. ”

"Ghosts want to attach to you, good people have good rewards, and they won't rub on Changshuo." Xie Xiaoman glanced at Huan Wen gloomily.

Xi Changshuo still didn't start writing, and Xie Xiaoman felt a little uneasy in his heart. If this is really related to Pegatron's reputation, he can't write something, and it is really embarrassing to be compared.

But this embarrassment has nothing to do with himself.

I only heard Xi Chao smile bitterly: "Actually, it's useless to be anxious." He had been there for a long time, and he couldn't write anything for him. ”

What to write for him?

Xie Xiaoman's heart moved, and he hurriedly asked, "What is this asking them to write?" ”

"Oh," Xi Chao pointed to the laurel tree beside him, "Take this as the topic." (To be continued.) )