(13) As a fan's inner words
Squatting in front of Xiao Tang, Su Zhihao thought back to all the things that happened today, it was too difficult for a person to walk through two times in front of the Ghost Gate in the same day.
Listening to the regular breathing, the little orange ball in a clump turned over, revealing a flesh-colored palm, and he showed a warm smile.
Huang Zhen'er stood lightly by the door, looking at the infinite love projected by the male god for Xiao Tang, thinking that it would be good if one day he could look at himself like this.
When he found that there was someone behind him, he turned around and stretched out his index finger to his lips and made a "shhhh
The configuration of the house is probably like this, there is a living room and kitchen on the first floor, as well as a reception room and a conference room, the second floor is Huang Zhen'er and the cat's room, he loves cats very much, and when it was originally designed, the designer also left a whole space to place a complete set of equipment for cats to play, and then it was his study, which was usually used to memorize manuscripts and read, and the third floor was his bedroom, as well as a cloakroom.
Following him, Su Zhihao didn't speak, opened a box of hot chocolate powder, which was very expensive when he looked at the packaging, brewed a cup and handed it to Huang Zhen'er, and then brewed a pot of coffee for himself. He saw that Huang Zhen'er didn't move, so he simply took the hot chocolate and coffee to the living room for her, and moved aside the tea he had made when he entertained Lin Rui just now.
The aroma of coffee was pervasive, mixed with the sweet aroma of chocolate, Huang Zhen'er was not sure that this cup of hot chocolate was for herself, glanced at Su Zhihao, and waited until he nodded, then picked up the cup, and the warm feeling passed through the mug to the palm of her hand, warming her.
Su Zhihao flipped through the latest magazine, the cover of this issue was himself, and there were interviews with people in it, he remembered that the reporter made a long list, and when he saw it, he really had an impulse to tell the other party, I don't know how many times these questions have been answered over the years, do you really want to ask again?
But he knows that such an answer is inappropriate, even if he has his own agency contract now, he will never answer the reporter so rashly, because for an actor or star, what everyone wants to know is nothing more than his private life, but this is the part he dislikes to answer the most, he has always been a particularly low-key person, but the more low-key he is, the more people seem to want to dig deeper and understand everything he wants to talk about and what he doesn't want to say.
Suddenly, he felt a little tired of this kind of life, threw the magazine aside, and remembered the lottery topic mentioned by Huang Zhener and Lin Rui just now, although the nature of the joke is the majority, but it doesn't seem to be a bad thing, at least he can fade out of the screen and return to the life of ordinary people.
Looking up at Huang Zhen'er's happy face, Su Zhihao asked coldly: "Do you really think it's a good thing if I quit the entertainment industry?" ”
was drinking chocolate, and Huang Zhen'er was startled by the sudden question, and her intuitive reaction was to put down the chocolate and shake her head vigorously, like an electric wave drum.
"You must not quit the entertainment industry." Huang Zhener said.
"Why?" Su Zhihao was curious about his completely different attitude from just now, and he asked Huang Zhener: "There is more than one actor of this type like me, and there are countless so-called stars, if there is no one in the entertainment industry, it doesn't matter, the audience will soon forget me." ”
Huang Zhener never thought that he would have this kind of thought, obviously he is at the peak of his career now, and people who like him are all over the world, those words not only sound a little sad, but also with a little inferiority, as if there is him in this world and he is the same.
Maybe this is the case for some people, there are countless people in the entertainment industry who are good-looking and can act, and if they are tired of watching one, they will change to another, but for Huang Zhener and die-hard fans, these words simply look at their support for Su Zhihao too superficially.
Calming down, Huang Zhener looked at Su Zhihao's eyes seriously, and on behalf of all the fans who liked him as much as herself, she said to him: "What you said just now will hurt a lot of people who support you, do you know?" ”
"Tell me about it."
"Many people in this world really support you, they save money for lunch in order to watch you a movie, in order to participate in your handshake party, they dare not go out shopping for a few months, they will be happy because you are happy, and cry because of your sadness, do you think they are the same, they will soon forget you?" Huang Zhen'er was a little excited as she spoke. "Maybe you think that there are many people like you in the entertainment industry, but in the minds of your fans, you are unique, otherwise they are not qualified to be your real fans, think about what if you suddenly leave the entertainment industry one day, what do you want them to do?"
"Why did you react so much all of a sudden, I was just talking, and didn't you echo Lin Rui's words just now? Said let me go buy color rolls. ”
"That's a joke! If you really want to quit the entertainment industry now, what are you going to do? Flip stocks? Or to travel the world? Just throw the fans away like this? ”
"I don't have to travel around the world anymore, I have almost visited all the countries I want to go to in overseas publicity."
"So what do you do when you quit? In a daze? ”
Glaring at him, Su Zhihao said: "Huang Zhen'er, I'm your boss, pay attention to your tone, and I said I want to quit?" You've been talking too much lately. ”
"Whether you say it or not, you shouldn't have this idea in your own right!"
"Can't I feel tired? If you feel tired and want to rest, that's all right, right? And I'm worried that one day my fans won't like me, and I'll be like other actors, I can only play roles I don't like. "That's what he said." I've seen too many seniors end up playing third-rate roles, and I don't want to be like them one day. ”
"What about the third rate, at least it's still working hard!" Half of this sentence Huang Zhener is saying it to herself.
"Forget it, you really have a lot of words today!"
Su Zhihao no longer argued with her, he was not angry, Huang Zhen'er had her reason for what he said, quitting this kind of thing should not have been said in the first place, but nothing went well today, I just wanted to express my feelings, I mentioned this kind of thing to Huang Zhen'er in the past, she usually had no opinion, and today she was actually angry? If it's someone else, she's not a fan of herself, alas, probably because she encountered too many things throughout the day, and it exploded with fatigue.
Huang Zhen'er exhaled deeply, and also regretted her gaffe, she sniffled, feeling that her brain was hot, some precursors of a cold, silently finished the hot chocolate, picked up the cup and walked to the kitchen, turned on the faucet, after washing the cup, wiped her face, and prepared to sleep.
"I'm going to sleep." As she walked back to the living room, she said something and walked up the stairs. "I'm going to shoot tomorrow, you should go to bed early, don't think about those things all day long, and think more about those who support you when you have time."
"Hmm." Su Zhihao answered, Xiao Jin meowed, and followed Huang Zhen'er upstairs, leaving the black cat Zhan Zhan sitting in the original Huang Zhen'er's seat, staring at Su Zhihao with blazing eyes.
Leaning on the handle of the sofa and supporting his chin, Su Zhihao looked at the lamp, as if asking himself and said, "You also think what she said is right, right?" Alas. ”
sighed, raised his eyes to look at Huang Zhen'er's room, the door was closed firmly, and the lights seemed to have been turned off.